#illusinae

[ahsterism-aa]

@illusinae​ asked: “ I can give you a day of break, if you take this knife and stuck it in your shoulder. “ @ Haru // torture sentence starters

    HARU IS USUALLY ABLE TO PUSH THEMSELVES THROUGH ANYTHING, carrying a remarkably tenacious drive almost everywhere they go— from difficult routines to days when it feels as if the world is ready to swallow them whole...despite everything, they get through it. This, however... it becomes more and more difficult to hold onto their previously unwavering resolve the longer they’re stuck. Without anything to mark them down with, Haru has lost count of the days by now ( a week, maybe...or maybe it’s been longer than that? if so...how many? do they really want to know the answer? ), and...well, their defiant nature hasn’t really done them any favors. 

      They won’t cave, they REFUSE to give into whatever Cam might want from them, but their ability doesn’t provide any solace with their weakened state, and Haru doesn’t know how much longer they can last like this...

  The blade is slid towards them, met with a coughing fit that chokes its way out the second Haru tries to look too quick, chest jerking upwards as their head lolls slightly sideways and the bitter taste of warm blood fills their mouth again. Old wounds still feel ripe, broken bones and deep gashes alike, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts... 

 “Seriously?” They manage between breaths, apprehensive fear building in their stomach. They have absolutely no reason to trust Cam’s word— for all they know, it could be a lie, and then it’ll only end up worse for them— and Haru isn’t even sure if they could MANAGE doing that. But... even with the added wound, it’s less than it would be otherwise, and a day to heal...it might be good for something, for an escape. Slowly, weak fingers dance towards the hilt, just close enough to grab it, but... “Wh- what if- nnggh...what if I don’t, then? What h- happens there?"

#(haha well um-) #(fuck you *tortures the chaacter you gave me*) #haru asai. ic / i’m still trying everything to keep you looking at me #illusinae #haru asai / bungou stray dogs #(barely mentioned but i.. the only place where this would happen i'd assume KJHSDGHD) #haru asai / answered #ooc. / queue #torture tw #knife tw #stabbing tw

[valuehope]

@illusinae​ asked: When compared to his usual self, Cam's expression now seems shockingly serious. For once, he doesn't crack a joke or anything, and when he takes Makoto's hands into his own, it looks like he's struggling to find words to say. With a deep sigh, he gives one firm squeeze to his boyfriend's hands. " So... There's something I want to ask you. It's been on my mind for awhile. " One hand moves to fumble for something in his pocket, and while he does that, he lowers himself to one knee. "Makoto... " His hand emerges from his pocket, and it raises to place something in the other's free palm. Upon closer inspection, it's...a small rainbow pin? Somehow, he's keeping a straight face through all this. " Would you do me the honor of Rainbow'ing your Road?” // ben waNTS ME TO SUFFER KJHFDGSJKL

   THE SUDDEN SERIOUS DEMEANOR from Cam definitely catches Makoto off guard, leaving him with plenty of questions about what may have caused something like that— although, when Cam takes his hands in his own... Makoto guesses he’s about to find out? “You...wanted to ask me something?” He repeats, head tilting slightly, though the nerves don’t kick in until Cam lowers himself onto one knee. “W- wait, hold on, I— what are you doi-” What?! Is Cam really... no, there’s no way! Of course, Makoto has thought about it, and he loves the thought of marrying Cam some day, but... this is too soon, he pictured them at least a little older!

             And then... he sees the pin. 

  “Would I— huh?” Wait a second... this is definitely another one of his jokes— look what you did, Cam, now he’s bright red. “Ah...! Uh— you... whywouldyousayitlikethat?! For a second I thought you were actually— well... you really don’t have to kneel like that!” That isn’t an answer, Makoto—

#(I ALMOST FORGOT YOU SENT THIS UNTIL NOW... I HATE IT HERE DFHJSDFK) #(cam why do you say the things that you do........ one day the mario kart joke will not haunt us) #🍀 [ as long as there’s hope we’ll never give up ] → in character #illusinae #🍀 [ all i have going for me is the desire to keep moving forward ] → answered #(... i can't even tag this as crack can i)

[crownshattered-a]

@illusinae inquired: ​❝ i heard you all the way upstairs. ❞ @ Elise!

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Senses Prompts—No Longer Accepting

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But of course he did!! Elise had an excellent ability when it came to her volume when she really wanted something. Mori was in an Executive meeting, one that apparently she couldn’t sit and color in... Those meetings were rare, and she hated them. Why did she have to get kicked out of his office.?? And the worst part was that Chuuya was in the meeting, so he couldn’t come and play with her!!

“I want sweets!!” the girl cried out as she crossed her arms. “Rintarou and Oniisan are busy... You! Take me to get some cake, or I’ll tell Rintarou you were mean to me!!”

#(IM SORRY SHES THE WORST...) #~ᵈᵒⁿ'ᵗ ᶜᵃʳᵉ ʰᵒʷ; ᶦ ʷᵃⁿᵗ ᶦᵗ ⁿᵒʷ~ [elise ask] #~ᵐʸ ˢᵒⁿᵍˢ ᵏⁿᵒʷ ʷʰᵃᵗ ʸᵒᵘ ᵈᶦᵈ ᶦⁿ ᵗʰᵉ ᵈᵃʳᵏ~ /queue/ #fandom: bungou stray dogs #~ᵃˡˡ ᵐʸ ᶠʳᶦᵉⁿᵈˢ ᵃʳᵉ ʰᵉᵃᵗʰᵉⁿˢ; ᵗᵃᵏᵉ ᶦᵗ ˢˡᵒʷ~ [interactions {cam}] #illusinae

[vojnaiimir]

@illusinae​ said : " Ay, Leo, check this out! " Cam waves her over with one hand, but in the other is- oh. Oh, no. Somehow, he actually has a knildo. " Look! Isn't it cool? "

“Yes, Cam, what is.. that?” Didn’t Kunikida just tell her those things weren’t real!? What was Cam doing with one? “I-It’s a knife.. on a device it shouldn’t be on. Did you make it or..?” Don’t mind as Leo takes a picture for photographic evidence and sends it to Kunikida’s phone.

#I'M HOWLING.. #illusinae #echoing voices : asks

[mythvoiced]

aaaAAA IDK HOW LATE I AM TO THIS I JUST SAW IT but happy birthday!!!!! 🥺👉👈💕

🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺💝💖💝💗💓💝💖💞💓💗💝💕💞💗🥺🥺🥺🥺💝💕🙃💗💓 you're still SUPER PERFECTLY ON TIME thank you so much ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;

#;ooc #illusinae #THANK YOU SO MUCH HONESTLY I CAN'T STRESS THIS ENOUGH THANK YOU SO MUCH?? #I HOPE YOU'RE SUPER DUPER WELL AND HAVING A SUPER DUPER LOVELY DAY AND GOOD TIMES IN GENERAL AND YES ALL THE GOOD THINGS ♥

[sensesdialed-aa]

@illusinae​ asked: ❝ every time you SIN you gain ONE SINPOINT. i SIN frequently and gain SINPOINTS often because i buy fursonas ❞ // text posts from a generator

    WELL, THIS ONE ISN’T A SURPRISE. At least, that’s what Peter thinks before Cam manages to finish his sentence. “I mean— I’m not sayin’ I’m sinpoint FREE or anything, but can you max out on sinpoints? ‘Cause I feel like you wh-” Pause... “Wh- h- hold on, you WHAT?!” 

#(cam buys fursonas real?? DSHJSD) #🕸 ❝ oh i’m gonna mess this up oh this is just my luck ❞ → in character #illusinae #🕸 ❝ another one bites the dust ❞ → answered #🕸 ❝ stay on the ground for a little while ❞ → queue

[triggercmplx]

@illusinae​ asked: " Pickin' up some major virgin vibes over here, not gonna lie... All that talent and you still can't reach third base? Sad. "

“H-Hey.... come on... you can’t just assume things like that, y’know... Can’t I at least get some credit?? At least I played baseball!!”

#illusinae #omg #;none of you are any different! one wrong step and you'd be the one standing here! (interactions - leon) #;crack

[zimniyaktiv]

@illusinae​: ‘ smiling is so weird like you stretch your eating hole to show happiness. ’

Why. Just.... why. Face scrunches up in disgust at the way he phrased that, honestly losing faith in humanity more and more by the day with the shit they came out with these days. Cam was... not helping. Not that Cam was human but as far as Bucky was aware, he didn’t have any reason to suspect otherwise. ❝ That’s... I hate that. ❞ Yeah, he’s at a loss for words.

#⍣ ;; my heart is gold and my hands are cold ★ interactions #⍣ ;; you’re in control; rid of the monsters inside your head ★ post-tfatws #illusinae #( never change )

[spiriituma]

You haven’t seen him all day-- or even talked to him. It’s been rather busy, you’ve been giving exams every class period (much to your students’ dismay,) and so you haven’t even had the time to shoot him a quick text. A travesty! But it’s not often he comes to see you AT WORK, and as he slips into your classroom at the end of seventh period, your students gawk at him as they leave, like they can’t imagine you having a boyfriend. 

“Hey--” You can’t keep the grin off your freckled face, and you probably look like a lovesick idiot. “What’re you doing here?” | @illusinae​

#hey i love them #||..threads | jonas #||..v; undetermined | jonas #illusinae #illusinae | jonas

[ahsterism-aa]

@illusinae​ asked: [ boop ] for Angie uwu // word prompts

[ boop ]  for  your  muse  to  boop  my  muse  on  the  nose

    THE TAP TO HER NOSE IS COMPLETELY UNEXPECTED, Angie’s eyes going wide the moment Cam effectively manages to boop her. She cracks a SMILE the moment she registers it, though, and...well, she COULD respond normally, but where’s the fun in that? Instead, completely dismissing what they were already talking about, her hand flies out to boop Cam on the nose right back. 

                                       What? Let her get even in peace!

#(no one: angie for some fucking reason: this is war now and i'm going to win) #angie miller. ic / sinking in the pool of your mistakes #illusinae #angie miller / main verse #angie miller / answered #ooc. / queue

[valuehope]

@illusinae​ asked: “ i’m gonna marry you one day. ” // shippy memes

   IT’S A PEACEFUL MORNING, not quite afternoon yet, but still hours past when the two of them likely should have made an effort to get out of bed— instead, sunlight creeps through the gaps in the window, stretching across warm covers and their figures poking out from underneath it. Neither still asleep, Makoto gets the feeling that leaving his eyes closed isn’t doing much to convince Cam that he hasn’t fully stirred awake yet. They both know it, but lost in comfortable embrace, Makoto would MUCH rather keep himself positioned right here. Arm stretches across Cam’s torso ( or, it’s closer to clinging there, really ), legs pulled up into his typical sleeping position, but with his head buried somewhere around Cam’s shoulder and chest. 

   Soft rise and descent of his chest with every steady breath, and his hair hangs slightly in his face, but he can feel Cam’s arms around him too— holding onto each other, it’s clear that NEITHER of them want to get up any time soon. Minimal words exchanged between them are mostly tired, light and loving and in full agreement that they should stay like this for a while. It’s Cam’s next words that really grab his attention, though. 

   His eyes fly open, heart skipping a beat in his chest as he adjusts his head so they can lock with Cam’s gaze. The slight flush that rises to his face is undoubtedly noticeable, but it’s as if every possible response disappeared in the blink of an eye. It’s not like he hasn’t thought about it... of COURSE he has— the longer they’ve been together, the more serious things have grown between them... the thought has crossed his mind more times than he’d like to admit. Only, he was never sure how Cam might feel about it, deciding to wait until it felt right to bring it up. Yet, here they are, a morning like any other, warm light stretching across skin and an embrace they’ve done plenty of times before, and the admission is given so... casually! It shocks him for a moment, sure, but it also feels... natural, comfortable. 

    “Oh!— I...” He blurts out, realizing the pause has lasted ALL too long— he doesn’t want to give Cam the wrong idea! Hopefully making up for it, his lips pull into a genuine smile, starry-eyed at the thought. “Wow, ah... yeah, I’d like that.”

#(HITS YOU WITH INCREDIBLY SOFT SHIT ..... ur welcome :)) #(it wasn't supposed to be this long i- what Happened) #🍀 [ as long as there’s hope we’ll never give up ] → in character #illusinae #🍀 [ all i have going for me is the desire to keep moving forward ] → answered #🍀 [ the world can move ahead ] → queue

[rosetintedgunman]

splitsuit - 👀👀👀 *slides large cup of coffee*

illusinae - *casually slides over a Large Glass* 👀

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“Y’all really want Dante ta kick my ass?”

Takes the coffees.

#splitsuit #illusinae #Excuse You Me (Wilf Commentary)

[arcaneday]

k. 🙂

I’m going to eat your bone marrow and spinal fluid.

#FXSGKHGSJK #illusinae #░ ✭ ➠ *sips tea* oh my fuckin’ god he fuckin’ dead. ✪ ➟ ( OUT ) ❜

[vulpesse-arc]

hi hi!!! i admittedly dont know a lot about ahri but i read through your writing a lot and it always makes my heart go zoom and you seem really really nice and im glad i followed you 🥺👉👈

AAAAHHHHHH I’M SO HAPPY that you like my lil’fox even if you’re not familiar with her because this is the best feeling in the whole world  !!  this honestly means a lot and i do hope that we will have the chance to write together soon so you can get to know her more and she can bother your son and we can have a lot of fun, a lot of angst, a lot of good times to spend together  !!  🥺🥺🥺   you’re a beautiful presence on my dash, please never stop being so wonderful. ♡♡♡

#*SAVED ! 🦊 #illusinae #i'm DOKI DOKI'ED

[sunkiisscd]

@illusinae​: ❝ And I, as they say, think you’re full of crap. ❞ ( to barry! )

Lips pressed into a thin line, the spark of hurt stabbing within his chest at that comment; he didn’t expect others to understand what he had had to do to save the multiverse. The speed force was dying and it was all because of him, no amount of ‘you can’t blame yourself’s was going to change his mind on that. He had brought this on himself, on all of the speedsters. It was only a matter of time until his ran out.

❝ I don’t expect you to understand. You have no idea what the speed force is or what it is capable of, or what it means to us speedsters. If that dies-- when it dies, that’s it for speedsters. And that’s on me. ❞ While it had saved the multiverse, it had simultaneously killed the source of their speed. It seemed like he could never do anything right. ❝ I’m running on fumes and I need to figure out a way to create a new one. I’ll do whatever I need to, to make that happen. ❞

#⍣ ;; muse ☀ barry allen #⍣ ;; barry verse ☀ season 6 #illusinae #( idk i tried )

[sensesdialed-aa]

@illusinae​ asked: ❝ i’m a jaded teenage girl. i’ve been through shit that you wouldn’t even dream of. i set fire to trees ❞ // text posts from a generator

   IT JUST GETS MORE CONFUSING the longer Cam goes on. Or, no, more like it starts making more sense, somehow. “I mean— I’m not DOUBTING you, but I feel like all those descriptions are probably accurate except for the whole teenage girl thing? Unless you’re talking about the energy or something, ‘cause then...”  

               .... Wait

  “You’re setting FIRE to TREES?!” 

#(PLSSDJHSDJK) #🕸 ❝ oh i’m gonna mess this up oh this is just my luck ❞ → in character #illusinae #🕸 ❝ another one bites the dust ❞ → answered #🕸 ❝ stay on the ground for a little while ❞ → queue