#im going to cry tears of joy

[kiwibirb1]

I think I'm gonna keep these in my ask box forever omf I was not expecting people to be that nice help im crying wait-

Okay. Took a moment to collect myself. Thank you so much yall have no idea what this means to me. That fact that you singled out my AUs as well aidgaksgskdbskhs thank you. Thank you thank you thank you so so much.

#im totally fine now #too fucking nice. i dont deserve people being this nice to me what #asks #keeping these forever too these are never leaving my askbox #im gonna go cry tears of joy in corner for a minute or two #this post is sponsored by your local kiwi

[uniquezombiedestiny]

so sorry for not tagging the hnk spoilers but. ough. ouuuuuuughufhsufcusgcfwufgwgvedkvdfkwFh

#IM GOING TO EXPLODE........................ #i am so sad. oh my god #like in a good way this is so................ im. augh #this ending is so bittersweet #this chapter literally lines up with a mint colored meteor passing earth this month #all of this is so happy after everything like. its just so... much innocent joy #phos is happy..... just like the very beginning....... #after everything she reached a good ending #both halves of her human and nonhuman are completely happy #the image with her gem self watching the meteor gets me so bad just. god #its so like.... amazing. actual awe #and seeing phos again. beginning phos again... #the sheer innocence of it all gets me so bad #actual godly media. like genuinely how do i put into words how utterly *good* hnk is #107 and 108 making me burst into tears and roll across the floor and wail and scream and cry #SHE REACHED HER HAPPY ENDING #AFTER EVERYTHING..... #augh. lays on the floor. thinks about phos for the rest of my life #what an amazing end

[kawa1i-imh0tep-ap0logist]

why does it have to be this way

#Why #I was doing so good this past year #There were times I was literally crying tears of joy because I haven’t felt as happy as I was in years #Now shit’s coming back and I don’t like it #Every fucking time man #“Well life is supposed to have its ups and downs” HAVE YOUVE WENT THROUGH WHAT I WENT THROUGH #summer through all the way to the end of 2023 was one of two of the most miserable times I ever went through #I was almost never happy #Had cheap laughs for like 20 minutes then back to misery #There wasn’t a single day were I didn’t wish i was dead #Literally I would wake up and i immediately wanted to start crying #Thats how bad things were #You could see it in my face how lonely and miserable i was #I hadnt felt that empty for like a good few years since then #It was to the point where I thought there was never going to be light in my life ever again #I went through some fucked up shit and now im traumatized 10x more then i was before #The first day of school was a weak after some extremely traumatic stuff happened man #Then the new year started and everything was starting to get better #I started taking medication #I was much more happier #My self esteem boosted up #I started working on myself and became a better person #I dont think i ever had a period of my life where i felt THAT BETTER #Like I said i was crying because I had felt a massive weight lifted off my shoulders #It literally felt like i saw the light #I legitimately thought things were getting truly getting better #It’s just gonna be the same damn cycle over and over again huh? #For several months I feel depressed as shit #Then for a few months things start to clear up #Then suddenly and abruptly things go back to the shit

[marymekpop]

⟢ highlight of the hour: my dearest [1/20] ⟣

love at first swing

#my dearest #korean drama #namgoong min #ahn eun jin #mygif #mmkfav #mdhoth #im back like i never left! ksksks #ok but this scene was what sold me on this drama #i get that there was the ending for this ep #but THIS scene?? THIS SCENE?? #i was about to cry tears of joy becus i loved it sm #the music the acting the reaction #the way jh was so smooth and sly and made up an excuse to go on a walk just so he could see the love of his life #i love ngm in this drama #hes always good but he's SO SO good in this drama #and i loveee the background music #srsly in love with this drama

[tamagotchikgs]

the lady that owns the studio where i take the aerial silks classes is so fucking sweet dude;;; i wasnt able to go today either because i felt the weakness hitting just doing mundane tasks again so i was like . i just kinda made the decision that i wouldnt be able to take the class at all right now since ive already missed 2 days n passed out on one and she was like it's ok im thinking of u and that whenever im ready i can join back into a class completely free of charge

#crying tears of joy she is so fucking sweet she already gave me a free pass for this class since i had to miss the last one due 2 an injury #im really gonna miss doing it but ill just fight 2 fix my body as best i can so next time when i do go i can crush that shit

[ghostingicarus-draws]

My boy, he’s thinking

#my art #fanart #art #mp100 #mob psycho 100 #shou suzuki #I SPENT SO LONG ON THISSSS #GOD IM SO FUCKING PROUDDDDDDDDDDD #I looked up clipart sunsets to see how they shaded clouds and it was a fucking eye opener #mob psycho Shou #sho suzuki #bro is just chilling #this was good background practice #crying tears of joy over my boy and my art skills #it’s like running off a high #im gonna crash tomorrow morning and sit here like ‘what’ #Shou would be proud of me tho #that’s keeping me going #I should use more irl photo references like damnnnn

[the-nightmare-theater]

screaming and crying because i JUST found out that a lot of the sign character models were secretly kept in the fucking eff upks for those characters so i now have to go through those to finish the texture set ups FUCK

#just when i thought i was getting a break with the characters from sign.....arcsys why #nightmare ramble #modding nightmare #i was like ''oh these ones are so simple. wait where chipps projectiles'' #and then i realized and checked the eff upks...theres so much in these fucking christ #i hope people will actually use these because im going through hell for this #i will literally cry tears of joy if i can make xrd texture modding easier for one (1) person #i just wanna see more xrd mods in general..the game has so much untapped potential for modding

[sk3l3t0n444]

just finished neo and im totally not crying dont fucking worry about it

#skele plays #skele plays neo twewy #its the best and worst feeling when you finish a game in the middle of the night #the true final boss of neo twewy was coping with the emotions #like seeing all the old characters return slowly made me cry tears of joy #part of me wants a third twewy but i have a feeling that it would stray really far from the original #cuz i was hesitant about neo because it was so different but i ended up loving it so yk #imma to tf to bed now its 1 amand im going to cry if i think about kanon any longer

[pepprs]

discovered miah_pie on t*ktok (<- i don’t have one btw i just stumbled upon her bc someone i follow on ig talked abt her) and her videos make me want to cry so bad. 24 year old dependent moment

#purrs #i went to a clothing store today to try to get new work shoes and pants bc the one pair i have of each literally have holes in them and are #falling the fuck apart on my body and it was a HORRIBLE experience largely bc i think everybody in town was out shopping for back to school #so it was super crowded and there were lots of screaming kids and it was extremely stressful + my dad got into a mini car accident while i w #was in the store (he was / is completely fine thankfully but the car is not which is so awesome 😍😍😍😍😍) and i was just so stressed and #overstimulated but also like… nothing fits me bc im so short lol. but anyway it was so horrible i was on the verge of starting to cry in the #store and then i came home empty handed and my mom got super pissed at me for… needing to go to the store / being the reason we were out lol #and then finding miah pie and her videos are all about making trips to the store SO much fun and buying little treats and saying yessir and #OHHHHHH MYYYYY and just finding the joy in smth that can be so stressful and unpleasant… it makes me want to cry happy and sad tears at the #same time like i want that soooo bad and i can’t do it fully yet but i want it. need it. fuck my stupid baka life #anyways im gonna start saying the stuff she says just to make myself feel better even when im not at a store. yessir! OHHHHHH MYYYYYY. #acquired. don’t mind if i diddly dooooo! #also btw i am not a dependent except for the ways i am a dependent. hope that helps 🫶🏻 #the problem is really that i don’t have a car or a license and also that my mom throws a fit every time i need / want to get driving #practice bc it’s never a good time so. lol 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 me doing drivers ed this summer was a fucking joke i forget literally everything i #learned and have only been behind the wheel 3 times and none of them have actually counted bc im just developing basic motor skills #(literally). fmlllll im never getting out of here who am i kidding 🤪 #delete later

[harukapologist]

Can i use ur art as a pfp/banner/other non commercial stuffs? (And if theres any other personal rules that come w it)

omg omg absolutely, you don't even need to ask!!! Anyone is free to use my art in non-commercial ways and you dont even need to credit me I honestly am just overjoyed that you looked at my art and thought "yeah i like it so much i wanna use it as my icon" WAAAA

#i feel like im the only artist ever who doesnt care about being credited but Lol #PLEASE GO AHEAD ANON I WILL CRY LITERAL TEARS OF JOY IF I SEE MY ART IN SOMEONE'S PFP OR BANNER #ANYTHING LIKE THAT🫶🫶🫶🫶 #ask tag

[medi-bee]

how's the post eeaao life treating you

Please! Please! Can we... can we just stop fighting? I know you are all fighting because you are scared and confused. I'm confused too. All day... I don't know what the heck is going on. But somehow, this feels like it's all my fault. I don't know. The only thing I do know is that we have to be kind. Please, be kind.

#life changing quotes #asks tag #evelyn fell in love with every other version of her husband before she was finally able to see what made him so special #Joy had all the power in the universe but all she really wanted was her mom #everything to just be understood. to have someone else understand what she's been going through #and she was so close. so damn close to just. ending it. #and then she makes one last desperate reach for her mother. and evelyn is there waiting. and she reaches back #i hate the rock scenes so much they shattered me #nothing matters #(through tears) i dont even like claire de lune #just fuck off making me thinkj about this again. i need to tear you apart limb from limb #im not even crying #lying

[isaut]

and if i say adelinde and the reader

#childhood friends with diluc and kaeya #crepus never dies au #you just finished dancing with diluc #and immediately after youre called to meet the man you're going to marry #'im crying tears of joy. will you excuse me?'

[kquil]

MY DARLING HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

I can’t begin to explain how your kindness has changed stuff for me here, the love you’re constantly spreading is the sweetest and i’m so grateful the universe came up with such a lovely soul. Love you endlessly. Hope you have the best day and feel better soon!! <3

you're a sweetheart! ⸜(｡ ˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡ thank you so much for the birthday wishes!

and i can't believe that because you are the type of person that anyone just always wants to be sweet and loving and kind to, i love being friends with you and you deserve all of the love and kindness!

i feel the same way about you, darling! (இ﹏இ`｡) i thank the universe every day for allowing you into my life and becoming my friend! i love you so so much! (ɔˆ ³(ˆ⌣ˆc)

#moot : lola #🎊 : birthday #im gonna go cry tears of joy #just from how sweet this message is #i love you!

[cobaltfluff]

SK8 OVA AND SEASON 2 WE STAY WINNING

#sk8 the infinity #dust bunny #im YELLING #the first thing i did when i woke up was look for the news #SCREAMING SHAKING CRYING TEARS OF JOY #WE STAY WINNING FAM #this will keep me going for however long itll be #please i hope they take their time and don't rush #no schedule problems im praying #hiroko utsumi my queen please bless us once again with your galaxy brain

[chanselysees]

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#sorry i need to vent ignore this #my new years resolution for 2023 was to work out consistently and get fit #bc i was really embarrassed at how physically weak i was last summer #and for the most part i did but with prepa and stuff i couldnt exercise as much as i wanted #but i still lost a bit of weight and was somewhat happy with the results for a while but #now i hate it again i hate it so much #ive been dancing a LOT (like 4h/week min. which is a lot for a fulltime uni student) bc it's convenient and good cardio and most of all FUN #and yeah the weight i lost is due to that and my cardio is good and im definitely much more fit than last year but #i still hate the way i look. so viscerally. and i know its my brain telling me nonsense bc it's not like a body can 'look bad' #and i'm lit a healthy weight im just a little thicker than french standards? #but i need to exercise more i want to lose all this fat i pinch my skin and wish it would melt beneath my fingers #but i dont have time or money for the gym and no buddy to go with and im intimidated so i just work out from home but #it's not enough i feel so discouraged. body dysmorphia in the summer really doesnt help my seasonal depression #like i truly believed this year would be my 'summer body' or whatever shit that means and its not and idk what to do i just want to be #in another persons skin. have another persons body. anyone truly #to the point that dancing isnt even fun for me anymore it's just competitive w myself i want to maximize the calories i burn and #i sometimes record myself cause i want to see the steps i miss and i did and i saw my body and it killed all my joy. #made me wanna die and cry. i stopped dancing immediately and i just swallowed back the tears cause theres no way i look like that. #so repulsive and nowhere near where i wanted. and again i know it's in my head there's no such thing as a 'repulsive' body due to weight!?! #but i cant apply that reasoning to myself. and i hate myself so much rn #im being called for dinner rn but i'd honestly rather not eat. i think i'd feel horribly gross if i ate anything right now #i told my friends i'd stop using hunger as a form of self-punishment but it almost feels satisfying in a twisted way... like i deserve it #clara tais toi #like ia m SO obsessed with my appearance in a way that is borderline unhealthy i am SO #preoccupied by how im perceived (physically) if i look hot if i look pretty if i look cute at any and all times and #the answer is never ever satisfactory because other ppls judgement of me cannot fix my own but like #it's so exhausting. i'm so exhausted #dl later

[lonestardust]

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#once I graduate and get my degree and I'm done and free I'm going to come here and reblog every single post and gif set of s4 and ill cry #in the tags until the dash needs a wet floor sign because there will be literal puddles of tears #and the fics I've saved!!! and the stuff i still wanna comment on ughhh so many things and im looking forward to all of them!!! #also sending good vibrations and loads of love to everyone #there has been bad energy lately #and i love you lot so much i hope you only feel joy in our little community #rejoice and take care of yourselves darlings <3 #911ls