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i8jisoo · 4 years

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𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐘 𝐊𝐈𝐃𝐒 ⇉ skz with pregnant!reader

changbin x reader | part three of dad!skz

↬ genre; fluff & angst for a lil bit woo

↬ warnings; talk of perinatal depression, cursing, n labor

↬ notes; changbin babi 🥺 ALSO ITS CHANGBIN DAY WOOO ITS MY BABYS BDAYYYYY SO I HAD TO POST THIS |

u two had just freshly started an official, public relationship

ofc changbin was freaking out while he was chilling in the bathtub behind the curtain so u could pee on the test already

u two were looking at the line coming in, praying that there would be only o n e 😳

slowly the other line comes in, dark blue n clear alongside the other one

“holy fuck—“

“what do we do?” you asked, your voice wavering while setting the test back down

his hands cupped your face, giving u a soft kiss n hugging you

“we got this, we’re having a baby, baby!” he started to joke and yall burst out laughing while crying in the bathroom

the first few months were amazing

ur lil bump sprouted out n u two were so happy about it

changbin is just so attentive and excited about this pregnancy and his first born

u really couldn’t have been better with ur lil family that was starting to become realer with each day

u two r such bullies yall r like

“what happened? ur a softie now binnie!!”

n he’d say shit like, “well at least i don’t pee every hour on the clock!!”

he makes u cry one time n u use that against him everytime u want something bc he feels guilty >:)

cute lil things like asking the baby what they want to eat or talking to it before the bed

(changbin reads the baby goodnight moon one time and ur just so in love like wow 🥺)

he secretly talks to the baby when you sleep every night because hes waiting for when ur little bean will reply back with a kick or a hand

he is W H I P P E D for u n ur baby bump

nursery is already done at five months

he needs all of the boys to come over though to help him figure out the instructions 😳 these are co nfusi ngg

they notice how smiley n giggly he is when he talks about u two and looking at the finished crib hes just so proud

yall r so happy and content with ur baby that was an accident, but u guys are so happy this happened

but something changes within u

changbin notices your lack of interest in the pregnancy during ur sixth month

ur sleeping pattern was off n u would sleep for hours during the day and night

u were very irritable, not wanting changbin to cuddle with u or kiss u like he did everytime he came back from practice :(

u were always unhappy and always so moody, he just wanted u to be happy 🥺

he is so confused and worried ab u, some days ur not eating or some days u don’t even wake up in the mornings like u used to

sometimes— just sometimes he’d come back home to find u in the same spot, asleep

he’s so fucking scared when ur around seven months that he can’t hold it in anymore

“are—are you okay?” he questions u from the doorway, making u stop to look at him in the mirror

ur eyes were cold, setting down the towel u were drying ur hair with and leaving him by himself while heading into ur bedroom

“don’t you dare fucking walk away from me.”

ur s h oo k

he was really nice during the pregnancy everyday, super bubbly and kind so u were shocked to hear his upset tone

“i can and i will, i’ll just go sleep in another fuckin room.” u mumbled, changbin grabbing ur hands and turning u around to face him

u struggle for a bit while ur arguing with him and telling him to let go so u could go to sleep

“stop! i am your boyfriend, i am the only one who is going to care for you like this. i am the only one who is dying, seeing you like this. do you understand? we’ve been through seven months of this together, it was fine for awhile and now you’re fucking turning me away?”

hes shouting at this point, hes just so pissed after three months of not having answers and your attitudes and arguments, he cannot handle it

u start crying

hes quick to hold you, pulling u down to the bed so u don’t have to stand on ur tired feet anymore

“i don’t know what’s wrong with me.” 🥺🥺🥺

he insists u two will find out n u both will get thru this rough patch together

perinatal depression, they diagnosed u

changbin is so upset when he hears the doctors tell u

everything is making sense to him and he’s just so heartbroken he didn’t put two and two together earlier

he takes time off for the time being to make sure ur taking care of urself

hes watching u like a hawk but trying not to make it evident

the first time u ask him for a kiss, he gives u dozens

he hadn't been asked for kisses in so long he was so relieved 🥺

he’s constantly telling u how beautiful u r and talking to ur bump about how they have the best genes and their uncles

this man is a father already it seems

he is ur #1 face mask partner cause he buys the cute ones only because u deserve the cute ones that r ur favorite ◝(ᵔᵕᵔ)◜

cooking together is something that happens, not often but every once in awhile he will let u do small things

cut up some lettuce? sure! pour in the soup broth? of course u can! taste test his food? always.

he wants to make sure ur comfortable with him touching u or kissing u or what hes saying

“i love you.” he’s mumbling, quickly placing a kiss against the fabric of one of his own shirts that was worn by u and fit u like a dress still

he then goes up to ur cheek n presses a kiss to it, ur hand cupping his jaw and letting him kiss ur lips >.<

also u guys let out a quiet talk of pregnancy to the public, letting jyp release a notice on changbin’s absence from live-streams and posts with the boys

u two received a lot of positive feedback which changbin let u read the positive ones n loved when u smiled at each one

u were overdue by a week which was the worst, ur back hurt and u had migraines

u also were put on bed-rest for the next week before u could be inducted

u guys waited out the week and u got scheduled for an induction

the labor was really slow which sucked because u just wanted to hold ur baby already :(

rly intimate moments like chan just holding u n rocking u like a baby

u guys are given this position to move the baby down, your knees on the ground so u could kneel against the bed and changbin would hold ur hips n rock them

he just feels so bad he can’t do anything to help u with the pain 🥺

yall kinda vibing with the hospital food (idk bout yall but some food from hospitals smack chile)

“i just want to go home.” :(

u bet ur ass he scoots into ur hospital bed, holding ur hands n u just cry into his shoulder

he feels like his heart is being torn to pieces when he listens to u cry out of pain

his free hands holds your jaw, making u look up at him

“we’re almost done baby, okay? i know it hurts, if i could i would take your pain in a heartbeat. you are incredibly strong and i’m so proud of you. you just need to hang in here for a few more hours, yeah? you think you can do that?”

u give him the weakest smile ever but its better than nothing

u reach 10cm!!!

now the part that wasn’t fun was the pushing :/

u were hurting, u were tired, and u had been promised almost seven times that all u need was one more push but no matter what, it seemed like the baby wasnt budging

“the cord is wrapped around the neck, we need you to stop pushing. okay?”

ur too tired and stopping the pushing sounded good so u did as they said but when they told u they needed to actually reach in and unwrap it ur blood ran cold

u both were worried about how much u could take

u screamed, god it hurt and it felt like hours of them twisting but it was a mere minute

the labor progressed n there it was

“a girl!”

u two are like faucets or waterfalls

shes literally the perfect mixture of u both 🥺

he washed her hair n helped wrap her up in a blanket, giving her over to u for the first time

u both were just in love with her, she was absolutely perfect

he’s obsessed with her, taking in that baby scent, the scent of the light baby shampoo and the bit of baby powder that lingered throughout her onesie

her hair wooooww its so soft n fluffy

her little baby pout and her puffy cheeks

i can see him calling her bunny for awhile as a childhood nickname

he’ll just be like

“oh that’s my bunny!!”

weird look from u but ur heart melts while he bounces her in his arms n gives her some kissies and running his fingers thru her hair

he’s also rly soft, i don’t see him singing but i see him definitely whispering to her about how she’s gonna grow up and have the best life because thats his little girl

“ur gonna have eight uncles, they are crazy but it’s okay. u definitely lucked out on fathers though, i’m pretty good at lullaby's. u did get great genes too, u have a handsome daddy and a gorgeous mommy. we worked really hard on making u, please don’t hurt ur cute little face. u also have a storm coming, there’s a thing called stays, they are gonna adore you, i promise.”

omgomgomgomg jejejejeje im blushing at the thought of this i just adore dad changbin

u guys may or may not be planning for another but it definitely would happen in a few years

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hopelikethemoon · 4 years

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Goldilocks (Javier x Reader) {MTMF}

Title: Goldilocks Rating: PG-13 Length: 2000 Warnings: It’s very soft. Notes: You can find everything about Maybe Today, Maybe Forever here. Set in November 1992, before Used to be Lonely. Summary: Reader spends the night alone at Javier’s.

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You could count on one hand the number of times you had spent the night at Javier’s apartment since you started being together. At first, there was some lingering weirdness about that first night — a holdover of emotions, worries, and second guessing that made being there again uncomfortable, even when it wasn’t.

It got easier the second and third time, but he always ended up at your apartment. Neither of you had put in much of an effort into make your apartments feel homey — but yours always felt like home when he was there.

And it felt barren when he wasn’t there.

He had been gone on an assignment several hours south of the city and you missed him. You hated that you missed him. You hated how easily he’d become someone you didn’t want to go to bed without.

You tried to keep that emotional wall up. To keep yourself focused on the reality of relying on someone who could up and decide to leave you tomorrow. But your heart wasn’t as easily convinced.

It had only been one night (and a day in the office) without him and it was starting to get under your skin. You chalked it up to hormones — which seemed to be getting to you more and more. But that didn’t change the fact that you missed him.

Javier was a creature of habit. Four years ago he’d told you where he kept his spare apartment key in his desk. Luckily he hadn’t moved it.

Second drawer on the left, inside the empty stapler at the back.

You knew where it was in case there was ever an emergency.

And you figured being lonely, pregnant, and hormonal was a good enough reason to commit a little casual B&E. You knew he wouldn’t care. It wasn’t like he didn’t have a key to your place.

It felt weird to be in his apartment without him, but you made yourself at home.

Unsurprisingly, his fridge was bare — save for beer and a jug of milk to go with the box of cereal in his cupboard.

“I’ll stop at the store tomorrow and get us something better,” You remarked as you ran your hand over your stomach. “Cereal will have to do tonight.”

You grabbed a bowl and filled it with cereal and milk before making yourself comfortable on the sofa.

Yours was far more comfortable than his lumpy leather monstrosity. You tried not to think about the things that happened on it — before you happened on it.

“One day,” You started, talking to your stomach as you scooped up a mouthful of cereal. “I’ll have to decide if you were made in a bar bathroom or on your father’s horrendous sex sofa.” You shook your head. “I could also go with the story that you just sprouted up one day.”

You glanced at your wristwatch and frowned. You wondered what he was doing. Was he safe? Was he exhausted? Was he as lonely as you were?

Did he miss you? He always acted like he missed you every time he came back from being on assignment. But who could really know?

You could only hope.

“I never wanted this,” You said as you ghosted your hand over your swollen belly. “Motherhood never felt like the right path for me. I still don’t know if it is.” You tilted the cereal bowl and drank some of the milk, before leaning forward to sit the bowl on the coffee table. “After everything I went through I couldn’t… I didn’t want to repeat my own childhood. But I knew I had to do right by you.”

You sank back against the sofa, playing with the hem of Javier’s shirt that you’d changed into.

“Your father means the world to me and I hope… I really hope he’s going to stick around. I know what a broken home feels like and… I don’t want that for you, kid.”

It was stupid — how badly you wanted what your brother had. Minus the white collar vibe. But how the hell were you supposed to end up there?

What was the real longevity for you and Javier? Not the one you wanted to believe in. The real one. The one that recognized that he wasn’t a settle down type — no matter how much he seemed like he could be.

Then novelty would wear off sooner, rather than later. And then you’d be left to do this thing on your own. You could do it.

You just didn’t want to.

Which was fairly apparent considering you’d gone to his place, stolen a shirt, and were sitting on his sofa eating his cereal.

But at the same time, you didn’t want to be one of those people. You didn’t want to try to keep yourself in a situation if you weren’t wanted. If he showed any signs of being over it — you weren’t sticking around.

If worse came to worst — you could go back to Atlanta. You’d be stuck at a desk again, but at least you’d be employed. There was no way in hell you could stay in Colombia.

You’d have to work out the particulars of letting Javier see his daughter. You didn’t want her to grow up without him completely. Even if it was easier on you.

“I’m so tired of hormones,” You complained as you rubbed at your eyes, trying to keep tears from falling.

You scooted to the edge of the sofa, before standing back up and walking back into the kitchen to rinse out your cereal bowl.

With any luck, Javier would be back in the morning. Though, with the turn in the weather there was also a chance that he’d be gone until Monday. Which sucked.

It wasn’t fair to miss someone as much as you did. Especially when he was only halfway yours. The DEA had their claws in him and they knew how to exploit his skills.

And it had always been that way. It was just different now that you’d been relegated to desk duty for the foreseeable future.

Javier’s bed smelt like him and the faint scent of cigarette smoke. Which was also him. You never thought you’d become someone who buried their face in someone’s pillow, but you caught yourself doing it nevertheless.

It wasn’t quite the same as sleeping beside him. There was no arm around you, no fingers fanned out over your belly, no leg to warm your cold feet on.

Things would’ve been different if you’d stayed. If you’d given into all the emotion Javier had poured out that night. But you still didn’t trust that his touches meant more. That he wasn’t just scratching a long suffering itch.

With your luck, he’d find some reason to dip out. You couldn’t even blame him if he did. Life was a shit show and you weren’t going to force him to part of it.

You hugged your arms around his pillow and pulled it into your chest, inhaling deeply as you tried to convince yourself to sleep. Two more sleeps and then Javier would be home.

Home.

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“I don’t know many nursery rhymes,” Javier murmured as he snaked his arm around your waist and roused you from your sleep. “But I do recall one about a girl who was keen on breaking into houses to try out their beds.”

You were disoriented at first. The darkness of the bedroom didn’t help you get your bearings — but you knew it wasn’t your apartment.

“Shit.” You swore, squirming a little in his hold. “What are you doing here?”

“It’s my bed.”

“Yes, but—“

“Storm blew in early.” Javier pressed his face into the crook of your neck, “You’ve stolen my pillow and my bed.”

“Your shirt too.” You admitted, grinning to yourself. “I feel like I should be embarrassed.”

Javier chuckled, “Don’t be, baby.” He ran his hand over your stomach. “It was a nice surprise.”

You covered your face with your hands and groaned dramatically. “If I’d known you were coming back tonight—“

He pulled you back against his chest. “It was a nice surprise.” He repeated, kissing your neck. “I was in a bad fucking mood and…” He clicked his tongue against his teeth. “I saw your bag sitting on the floor by the sofa.”

You squeezed the back of his hand on your stomach, “I was lonely and my pregnancy brain told me your bed would cure it.”

“Did it?”

You hummed, “I ended up wishing that you were here too. Looks like it worked.”

He chuckled against your neck as he kissed you again, “I debated swinging by your place, but I’m too fucking tired.”

“I guess we lucked out.”

Javier tapped his thumb against your stomach, “I know I did.”

You rolled onto your back, before turning to face him. “I thought you’d be mad about me breaking in.”

“And you did it anyways?” Javier snorted, giving your hip a squeeze as he pulled you towards him again.

“Never come between a pregnant woman and what she wants.” You whispered, winding your fingers through his hair as you leaned in to kiss him. You misjudged the angle and got a mouth full of mustache.

Javier laughed, a warm sort of laugh that made all of you tingle. “Did you miss my mustache too?”

“Always.” You grinned as he closed the distance and kissed you.

“You’re always welcome here, baby.” Javier told you, brushing his lips against yours as he spoke. “Even if I’m not here.”

“Good.” You played with the hair at his temple.

“Gives me something to think about when I’m stuck in a car for ten hours.”

You laughed, “Hopefully you keep those thoughts tame.” You teased, trailing your fingers down his neck.

“They vary.” He retorted, brushing his nose against yours, before he tilted his head to kiss you again.

“Aside from the storm,” You started as Javier pressed kisses along your jaw. “How’d it go?”

He sighed against your neck, “We got eyes on the target. Total wash in the end. No confirmation of illegal activity. If the storm hadn’t blown in — we would’ve had him.”

“Shit.” You bit down on your bottom lip and shook your head. “I’m sorry.”

“Don’t be.” He mumbled, trailing open mouthed kisses down your throat. “How are you?” He questioned, running his hand up and down your side. “How’s our little one?”

You slid your fingers into his hair and tugged lightly. “Still a little asleep. Earlier was rough — hormones, emotions, all of that bullshit. But we’re both good.”

“Good.” He squeezed your hip. “Fuck, I’m tired baby.”

“I bet you are.” You whispered, toying with his hair. “Luckily you’re in bed, which is where sleep happens.”

Javier snorted, “Smartass.”

“I’ve been told that a few times.” You laughed softly, laying on your back and reaching for the pillow you’d stolen. “Here.”

“Thanks.” He mumbled as he stifled a yawn. Javier shook his pillow out before tucking it under his head and readjusting beside you. “I’m glad you’re here.”

“I’m glad I’m here too.” You told him as he ran his hand down your arm and took ahold of your hand and interlaced your fingers. “But you should sleep.”

He missed you too. There was no way around that. No way to convince yourself that it was all for show. It wasn’t just in your head.

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fanficsrusz · 5 years

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Family Reunion - Keanu Reeves Fluff

A/n: Anon requested this a while ago and i just got done with it so sorry for making you wait whoever you are 😘 its just a fluffy story so enjoy 👍

Summary: y/n takes her boyfriend, keanu, along to her family reunion.

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y/n climbed onto her suitcase as she struggled to close it. "come on close for god's sake" she mumbled to herself as she stretched across it, pulling at the zip.

"babe what are you doing?" y/n jumped, the voice scaring her and she fell to the floor with a thud.

Keanu walked over to the bed casually, a cup of coffee in hand as y/n struggled to stand.

"thanks for the help" she moaned and keanu just shrugged laughing. She began to slide the now closed suitcase onto the floor.

"what are you packing for" keanu asked as he placed a hand into his pockets as he looked at the various items of clothing that were thrown all over the floor.

Y/n turned to him slowly. "please tell me you're joking. For the love of God you better be joking" y/n stepped closer to him and keanu backed away, seeing the anger in y/n eyes.

He thought for a moment and came up with nothing and just gave her a sheepish smile hoping that she would take mercy on him.

"let me give you a clue my sweet boyfriend who I love dearly but is also extremely stupid sometimes" y/n spoke slowly, a small smile tugging at her lips. "it rhymes with ramily feunion" keanu dropped his mouth open as he suddenly remembered what y/n was packing for.

"shit thats this week" keanu asked and y/n laughed sarcastically as she shook her head "its tomorrow. We leave tonight.

As much as she wanted to throw something at her forgetful boyfriend, she couldn't help but watch as he began to run around the bedroom as he gathered all the things he would need for the trip.

Keanu suddenly stopped and rushed to y/ns side. He placed his hands on her hips and pulled her closer to him. "i'm sorry i forgot. Do you mind helping me pack?".

Y/n couldn't help but smile as she nodded her head "how could I resist someone as cute as you" she kissed his lips quickly before she moved over to his wardrobe, grabbing various items from inside.

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Keanu twiddled his thumbs as he looked out the cab window. Y/n placed her hand onto his, stopping his actions.

"why are you nervous? They're going to love you. I promise" y/n offered him a small smile and keanu could barely even look at her.

"this would be the first time meeting them y/n. What if they don't like me? What if they hate me? What if they dont think im good enough for you? What if-" y/n stopped his rambling with a kiss.

Pulling away she held his face, forcing him to look at her.

"look i know my family. They're going to love you i promise and besides…" she sat back before continuing ".... I'm the one dating you not them so they don't really have a say in it do they".

Keanu smiled as y/n settled his nerves, making them disappear with her truthful words.

They were only at bay for a little while longer though because they sooned pulled up outside y/n childhood home.

Thanking the cab driver, the pair stood at the gate.

Y/n grabbed keanus hand and gave it a squeeze as she reassured him.

"you ready?" she asked and keanu shook his head. "is it too late to go home?" y/n laughed and began to drag him towards the door "come on"

Before she could even ring the bell, the door swung open, revealing an older woman. She looked similar to y/n but somehow different.

The woman threw her arms around y/n neck and began to kiss her face.

"hi mum" y/n laughed as she just accepted the attack.

"Oh, darling. It's been so long, ive misses you. You look so grown up" she held y/n at arms length as she took in her daughters appearance.

That's when she noticed the tall, handsome man behind her daughter. Practically pushing y/n aside, she stepped forward and hugged keanu.

"and you must be keanu, the man who has captured my daughters heart. You're so handsome" keanu gave an awkward smile. "you must be mrs y/l/n. Its nice to finally meet you. Youre just as beautiful as your daughter." she swooned as she turnt to y/n.

"darling you've got a true gentlemen here and please call me mum sweetie." she gestured towards keanu.

"come inside, everyone has been waiting for your arrival".

The pair followed her inside and towards the living room and keanu felt scared at the amount of people in the room.

Y/n screamed as she ran over to her sister, hugging her tightly. Keanu recognised her from when she stayed with them but everyone else was a mystery.

He stood awkwardly at the doorway, not knowing what to do with himself and settled on just waiting for y/n yo return to his side.

Two burly looking men soon walked over to him and keanu gulped.

"oh so you're the boyfriend huh? im her father" one of them said sternly and keanu felt intimidated as he nodded before introducing himself. "yes. Hello, My name is keanu sir. It's nice to meet you" he stretched out his hand before quickly pulling it back when her dad didn't accept it.

"aren't you a little old for y/n?" the other man piped up. This was an issue that keanu feared most. He rubbed his neck nervously.

"would you two leave him alone. Dad he is only 15 years older than me. You're 17 years older than mum so what's the issue? And you uncle Steve, play nice" she leaned up to kiss each man on the cheek.

"well we only want the best for you y/n" her dad said and y/n laughed as she moved over to keanu, grabbing onto his arm. "keanu is the best for me now if you don't mind, I want to introduce him to everyone else".

She pulled him away before her dad and uncle could intimidate him anymore and keanu let out a sigh of relief.

"don't worry about them two, they'll soon warm up to you. Now I want you to introduce you to my grandmother."

Y/n pulled keanu other to a frail old lady sat in an armchair. Y/n crouched next to her as she placed a hand onto her leg, grabbing the women's attention.

"Nana, I want to introduce you to my boyfriend keanu" she moved to the side, giving keanu some space to crouch next to her.

"hello, im keanu, it's nice to meet you". The old woman suddenly grabbed his face and squished his cheeks, causing y/n to giggle.

"look at you. Aren't you a handsome boy. Y/n keep him by your side or I might just steal him from you" keanu gave an amused smile as he laughed at the old woman's joke. “Yes grandma. Come on keanu we have a lot of other people to meet"

y/n continued to introduce him to other various family members throughout the night and eventually everyone started to enjoy his company, laughing at the jokes and stories he told about his life.

At one point, even y/n's father found himself growing comfortable around him.

At around 9pm, everyone sat around the dinner table, eating and talking about random subjects. y/n was too preoccupied talking to her sister that she didn't notice how her mum was questioning keanu.

“So, have you two thought about marriage? Children?” keanu’s eyes went wide as he looked at y/n for an escape route.

“Uhhh y/n?” she looked up at her boyfriend to see him looking like a lost puppy. “What?”

“I wanted to know if you two have thought about children yet?” y/n spat out her wine, causing everyone to turn to her as she abruptly stood from her seat. “Okay i think it's time that we went to bed. Keanu lets go.” she grabbed keanus hand as she began to walk up the stairs.

“I love you all but you're all terrible” she called before disappearing out of sight, keanu giving a sheepish smile as he went.

y/n walked down the halls of the house until she reached the last room. Keanu stared at the door covered with posters and smiled. Pushing open the door, he couldn't help but laugh at the room which was bright pink, fairy lights hung along the ceiling and the small objects that allowed him to glimpse into the life that y/n had before she met him.

He picked up a picture frame and smiled as he looked at the picture of y/n with some friends. He could see that she was a lot younger in the picture but she still looked like his y/n. Placing it down he turned to y/n who just stared at him.

“What?” she asked as she jumped onto the bed. Keanu followed and sat next to her as he continued to take in the room around him. “Nothing. Its just so weird to see this side of you.”

“Yeah well my mum just kept it the same after I left home. I kinda miss it you know, the ease of not having to work and just being able to do what I want when I want. No commitments” y/n sighed as she thought about her childhood and felt sad at the thought that she was now an adult.

"well there are a few perks of being an adult" keanu rolled over as he hovered above y/n leaning down into her. Y/n smirked as she played coy "oh yeah? What's that then". Keanu moved his hand down to her pants as he moved to kiss her.

Their faces were millimetres away when the door was thrown open and y/n dad walked in, causing the pair to jump apart, keanu standing to attention without even thinking and her father blushed in embarrassment.

"DAD! Learn to knock for christ sake"

"sorry sweetie. It's just that your mum told me to ask you if you two could watch the kids for a few hours? A few of us wanted to go to the cinema for a late night show and we know that you don't really like that sort of thing?" he shifted awkwardly not really knowing where to look and y/n smiled.

" sure dad. We can watch them" she stood as she placed a kiss on his cheek "we'll be down in a few minutes dad"

"thank you sweetie. keanu" he gave an awkward smile towards him before leaving the room as quickly as he had entered.

Turning back to keanu, y/n bursted into laughter "i feel like a teenage girl sneaking a guy into my room" y/n moved over to a small trunk at the end of her bed and pulled out a few books from inside.

Keanu fell onto the bed in embarrassment.

"I never want to look at your dad ever again" keanu threw his head back and y/n laughed dragging him out of the room. "don't be silly keanu"

Pulling his hand, she lead him downstairs where all the adults stood in their jackets.

Y/n's mum looked over at them and laughed as her father's face turned red and he looked away.

"thank you for doing this sweetie. We shouldn't be more than a few hours" her mum walked over and kissed her on the cheek and gave keanu a small hug before the group left.

Closing the door behind them, y/n turned to keanu "and just like that we're in charge. Lets go" she marched towards the living room where her niece and nephew sat.

They had arrived only in the last hour and she was yet to see them.

"Y/N!!!" both kids yelled when she came into view causing y/n to laugh. She crouched to their level and they rushed to her, giving her a tight hug.

"oh wow you two are getting big. I can't believe you're 5 and 8? You're practically adults" she kissed them on their cheeks as they giggled at their aunt.

"y/n i've missed you so much" her niece, Grace, said "oh well now i'm here. Has your big brother been looking after you?" the little girl nodded frantically and y/n laughed.

Grace stepped back shyly as she looked at the man behind her aunt. Y/n noticed and smiled.

"oh guys i would like you to meet keanu" y/n stepped aside so keanu came into view. He gave a small wave and smiled sweetly at the kids.

"hi. Its nice to meet you"

"you're so tall" the boy, Rick, said in awe causing y/n to giggle.

Keanu thought for a second before speaking "yeah well you can be tall as well if you eat all your vegetables" Rick gave keanu a strange look before laughing "yeah mum has already tried that on me, it's not going to work" keanu held his hands up defensively "right ok sorry"

"ok stop bullying my boyfriend. You two need to go to bed. I'll read you a story if you want" y/n began to usher them up the stairs and towards their room where they got ready for bed.

Peering around the corner of the kids room, keanu watched as y/n read a story to the children. Each child tucked under her arms fast asleep as she finished the book. He couldn't help but smile as he felt a flutter in his heart.

Y/n looked up as keanu leaned on the door frame and motioned for him to help her up.

Keanu walked over and gave her a hand, slowly helping her stand from the bed without disturbing the kids.

"why were you staring" she whispered as she turned the light off and the pair made their way to their own room. Keanu smiled and pulled y/n to face him, placing his lips onto hers. The kiss was sweet and full of love.

Y/n pulled back and laughed.

"not that im complaining but what was that for?" she giggled wrapping her arms around his neck.

"seeing you with grace and Rick made me realise how much of an awesome mum you would make. Maybe your mum is right. Maybe we should think about moving on in our life, settling down and having some kids" y/n stared at him for a second before a smile graced her lips "seriously?" she asked and keanu nodded happily.

"well, let's talk about it properly when we get home ok" she leaned up to kiss his cheek before walking towards their bedroom.

Y/n climbed into bed and keanu followed, pulling her flush against his body and y/n smirked facing him. "you know we could start to practice the process of making children" she drew circles on his chest and keanu smirked before kissing her on the forehead.

"as much as I would love to do that, I'm not going to try anything else….. Your dad scares me. '' he whispered the last part as he remembered how her dad walked in on them before and Y/n laughed as she slapped his chest playfully "ok fine. goodnight you big baby"

"night babe"

The end

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Look! It’s [ BLUE WANG ]. They have been living in [ SOUTH ] Kingsboro for [FOUR YEARS ]. They say the [ TWENTY ONE ] year old can be [IRRESPONSIBLE ] but also [ CHARMING ], but I just think [ SHE ] looks a lot like [ COURTNEY EATON ]. ( Lo, 22, est)

TW: death, drugs, addiction, mental illness, overdose

Bio:

Blue Kora Wang was supposed to have a good life. The ingredients were all there; Two nurturing parents, plenty of money, nice brownstone in North Kingsboro, a wonderful twin sister. But if there’s anything she’s learned in her 21 years, it’s that God loves a good joke.

Her childhood was nice enough. Looking back on it, those years were probably the best of her life. She doesn’t remember everything, but what she does recall most was the love that she felt from her family Nothing much was wrong back then. She always thought that she was lucky.

Her mother, Georgie, was a music professor and retired harpist. From the time they were 3 years old, she taught her girls how to play and master the harp, both of whom, to her delight, were complete naturals.

Her father, Tamati, was an engineer. He didn’t come from money like his wife did, and always felt the need to prove himself. Working for his money gave him a sense of pride, so he wasn’t home as much in the beginning. But he was a kind man, and had always been Blue’s favorite person.

Her sister, Kaia, was her best friend. Having a twin was like sharing one mind - or one soul. They never fought, they always shared, they had each other and it was always enough. Her life was good - great, even. Until it wasn’t.

One morning, while their mother drove them to school, the girls were stuck by a truck. Blue doesn’t remember much from the accident, only the feeling of holding her sister’s hand before it all went black. She woke up in the hospital with some 15 broken bones and the news that her sister hadn’t survived. She was 13.

The hospital sent her off with a list of opioids to take for her pain. It never really went away. The night terrors didn’t either.

She stayed home from school for about two months after the accident to let her body heal. Her parents never said it, but she know they found it hard to be there. They mourned for two weeks before they both went back to work full time. Blue never held it against them.

She tried to distract herself with the t.v., books, or sleep, but nothing made her feel quite as good as the drugs the doctors had prescribed. All that time alone she spent in bed high out of her mind. She didn’t realize that it was a problem. Or at least, that it would lead to one. But in the time it takes an average person to wean themselves off completely, she was doubling dosages.

When she recovered, finally, she was back in her classes. But everything felt off without the drugs. She was jittery, nervous, irritable, tired, and had even worse night terrors. But she found a dealer at school, and the rest was history.

By the time she was 16, her parents didn’t really recognize her. She was hanging with a crowd who were no good for her, cut her hair short and dyed it a streaky blonde, and lost her spark that had since been so bright. At this point, she had tried almost every drug at least once. But after a while, she graduated from experimenting to dependence, taking pills every day and doing coke frequently. She knew it was to bury a depression that she’d been running away from for years and nightmares of pain she didn’t want to relive, but she didn’t plan on stopping any time soon. Her parents were scared that they’d lose her too - and soon at that.

The night before her 17th birthday her parents found her unconscious in her bedroom, the product of an accidental overdose. They sent her straight to a rehabilitation center for the summer in hopes that all of this would stop. And it did, for a little while.

In the period where she was clean (and bored out of her mind), she resumed school and even picked up the harp again. It felt good how natural it all came to her. Even she was surprised at how good she was. She poured all of her energy into it as a distraction, and with time even joined a local orchestra. Nothing big or fancy, but enough to get experience and clear her head. Her parents finally felt like they had their little girl back, and it felt good to be doing something that made them proud.

But this progress only lasted for about a year. The relapse hit hard, and she was in and out of programs for a little while. She missed rehearsals and concerts, and had to quit the orchestra.

Her parents divorced not long after. She’d blame God’s sense of humor, but she knows this one is her fault. They were never really the same after the OD. Her mother moved to Westchester to be closer to her parents, and her father moved to South Kingsboro where Blue followed. And that was that.

After graduating at 18 with fairly good grades, and with absolutely no prospects, she started working in diners to make money. Her parents bought her a small apartment in South Kingsboro as a gift, and keep their fingers crossed that she’ll do well by herself. So far so good, but she hasn’t been completely clean. Though, it comforts her to know that her father is only a short drive away if she needs him.

Things were fine for a few years, neither great nor awful, just - fine. She doesn’t hate it here, but she doesn’t love it. Mostly she’s bored, and with Blue, boredom is a dangerous thing.

On the night of her 20th birthday, after a few hours of drinking while out with some friends, someone offered her a pill (of what, she can’t quite remember). On the come up she got an idea that would not leave her. So, she rushed home, completed an entire application to Juilliard’s music program and fell asleep. In the morning she had forgotten the entire thing had happened.

She heard back from them a few months later, asking for an audition. She was shocked and almost didn’t go, but she did and they adored her. A few weeks later, she was accepted. Scared out of her mind, she chose to defer enrollment for the next school year. She still hasn’t told anyone about it.

She’s still working as a waitress. But she can’t help spending her tips on substances that she shouldn’t. She goes to NA meetings regardless of this though, as a promise to her father.

Personality:

She likes to be in the company of other people, and LOVES a good party, but isn’t the most open about her personal life or her problems. The less people know the better in her opinion, but she always gets a little loose lipped when the drugs kick in.

She’s very impulsive and doesn’t ever really think about the consequences of her actions until its too late and she’s in a mess.

She’s fairly friendly and very fun to be around most of the time. She’s got a flirty way about her (she's bi btw) and a wit that make it hard not to like her, but some of it is an act.

Blue can dance on the line of manipulative sometimes. You never really know if she’s smiling because she’s happy or because she wants a little favor.

She’s really self destructive, often intentionally acting against her own best interest even though she knows it’s wrong.

She’s really lonely and really wants the benefits of a lover or a close friend, she just isn’t comfortable with letting people know her on a deeper level.

Summary:

After an accident that killed her sister, Blue became addicted to drugs. After an accidental overdose, she was put in rehab and has been in programs off and on ever since. She’s a talented harpist, and was accepted to Juilliard after an impromptu application submission, but is too scared to go. She lives alone in South Kingsboro and is trying to sort her life out and not go spiraling. She private and doesn’t like to get too close to anyone, but is fun to be around even if she’s a little bit of a mess.

Come plot w me and we can work something out! Im litchrelly™ down for anything luvs like LITCHRELLY ™ anything. Exes on bad terms? Exes on good terms? Bad influences? Friends with benefits? Dealer/ buyer? An almost best friend that Blue constantly screws over because she doesn’t know how to be a good friend? Enemies? Does she know a secret about your char? Do you know a secret about her? Yum give it all and more

#this is kinda long lol #tw: death #tw: drugs #tw: mental illness #tw: addiction #tw: od mention #kingsboro.intro

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robinskalechip · 5 years

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home - chapter ten

robin buckley x reader

a/n: thank you for all of the positive feedback :) it means a lot

warnings: language, light smut

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not my gif!

chapter ten - at your own will

sofia and robin had spent the last two weeks getting to know each other more and more. sofia took robin to school and picked her up and hung out with her at the store on the days she wasn’t with the kids. once they found out about her going to see the byers they all immediately begged to go with, turning it into a full fledged family trip as long as they didn’t ruin the surprise that they were going which only joyce knew about. they had to push it back a week from its original date though because they had an av event that weekend and sofia would never pull her children from their passion.

it was the friday evening before they all went on the trip and sofia had gone to drop off food for steve and robin. steve’s only concern was the tacos he had in front of him while robin had other things on her mind. as much as she saw sofia, she remembered how much she missed her.

she missed her touch

robin watched as steve was munching on his four large tacos until she redirected her attention to sofia, motioning her to follow her

robin led sofia into the storage room which housed supplies of all varieties

sofia walked in to have robin close the door immediately after her entering

“what are we doing here-“

she was cut off by robin slamming her lips into hers, pushing her again the now closed door

robin reached her hand behind the other girl’s body and found the doorknob, locking it

the kiss was heated and passionate and only intensified as robin pushed harder and moved towards sofia’s neck

the two had only ever made out a lot and i mean a lot like every single time robin goes to sofia’s apartment they make out like its nobody’s business sofia was more experienced than robin and was making it her mission to take things slow with her, she didn’t want this one to be like any of the other relationships she had been in. and she told robin this, their entire relationship past their first sober kiss was handled with perfect communication on each party. robin was just a horny teenager and was constantly wanted to touch the girl she had been spending so much time with

robin kissed the other girl’s neck and they both tried to keep quiet. sofia smiled as robin “worked her magic” so to speak, causing a small moan to escape from sofia’s lips, “come over tonight”

robin stopped, looking at the other girl, “for-?”

sofia nodded

robin smiled and kissed her once more before pulling back, “can’t wait”

the two kissed a few more times before they opened the door to see steve standing there with a mouth full of tacos haha “mike is here”

he was still only focused on the taco cutie

robin and sofia were slightly blushing as they walked past steve and saw mike standing behind the counter

“just wanted to stop by and call shot gun for tomorrow”

robin quickly stepped towards him in a defensive way “uh no, front seat is mine”

mike protested “sofia? tell her its mine”

sofia enjoyed seeing robin interact with the kids “rob gets the front seat kid”

mike started to storm out of the store as sofia yelled “7 O CLOCK DONT BE LATE IF YOU WANT TO SPEND AS MUCH TIME WITH YOUR GIRLFRIEND AS POSSIBLE”

the three older ones laughed as he stormed off, robin said she’d meet sofia at her apartment after work so they parted ways for those next few hours

once the end of steve and robin’s shift ended, robin started to get her bike before steve offered to take her home. she warned him that she was going to sofia’s and that she just needed to drop by her house for clothes and he still insisted.

on the ride robin began talking to steve about sofia, “you know i really cannot for the life of me understand how and why sofia was friends with you and all of them”

steve began to talk in a playfully defensive tone, “listen her and i, were practically married in kindergarten”

robin laughed, “you’re kidding”

“nope nope not at all, our parents were convinced we would date later on but just never happened. we saw each other almost every day our entire childhood’s and never once even kissed or anything, guess i wasn’t her type”

robin laughed to herself, seeinf the irony

steve laughed, “she wasn’t even friends with them, she was just friends with me. she HATED tommy more than anything and she said she wanted to knock carol out every time she opened her mouth but it was ok because she was cool with me”

robin smiled thinking back to a rant sofia had about how much tommy h annoyed her

“she made me a better person rob..it was different when she left”

robin furred her brows, “why did you stop being that person?”

“i was angry and confused and cared more about my reputation than actually talking about how i felt so i went on to being a douchebag”

“did you love her steve?”

“yes. she was like a sister to me. she still is but i got over her leaving and i still don’t know why exactly she left but i trust her. she knows better than any of us do”

once they arrived at robin’s house, she ran up to her room and grabbed the bag she had packed the night before and placed some extra clothes in for the night

steve and robin continued to talk about some of his happiest memories with sofia

once they got to sofia’s apartment, robin thanked steve for the ride and off he went to hang out with the boys aka mike lucas and dustin

robin knocked on the door and on the other side she heard yelling “ITS OPEN”

she opened the door to find sofia in the kitchen

she had on small shorts and a pullover sweatshirt with the name “illuminous” sewed onto the pocket area in a small font

the beautiful girl was also occupied by her thin framed glasses and her hair up slightly, as much as her hair could go up because of how short it was

she was stirring a pot as she told robin “you can put a movie in if you want”

robin nodded before approaching the girl to kiss her neck and then whisper “that smells good” in the pot was a small portion of pasta, just enough for two

sofia turned her face to meet robin’s and kiss her gently, “stop distracting me freckles”

after eyeing the cuisine a little longer, robin went a found one of her favorite film, a streetcar named desire which she knew was also one of sofia’s favorites so she started to set it up as sofia called her into the kitchen and asked her to get plates and what not set

domestic

robin set the table and poured two cups of italian cream soda

once the pasta was finished, sofia placed the pot onto the table and admired her work to then turn to robin “if it blows i’m blaming linda”

the two ate and talked, tonight’s topics were whether or not truman capote was in love with perry smith, how long lucas and max would last until their next fight, and what movie genre was the best

after they ate, robin layed on the couch taking up almost every inch before sofia made her way to the area, giving robin a displeased look “you left me zero room rob”

robin looked at her and scooted slightly into the couch’s back cushion

sofia walked towards the television and took out the movie, “fine, we can watch it in the bedroom”

robin got up and followed sofia into the singular bedroom of the apartment and jumped onto the bed as sofia put in the movie and quickly followed robin into the bed

they cuddled right away bc softies

about an hour into the movie robin looked at sofia as she was watching to movie closely, even though she could feel robin’s eyes on her and began to laugh “what?”

robin smiled at her, “nothing, you’re just..”

sofia looked at her, “im just what?”

robin didn’t even finish her sentence before going to kiss the other girl who had previously claimed her shoulder as hers before pulling away to finish the mystery “you’re beautiful sof”

sofia smiled into the next kiss “you’re not so bad yourself buckley”

robin’s hands found their way to sofia’s neck as she deepened the kiss and positioned herself onto sofia’s lap

robin took off her shirt to reveal the black bra she had worn to which brought out a “holy shit” from sofia as she continued to kiss robin and quickly began to move to her neck. although it was intense as things began to escalate more and more, robin felt safe and was aware if she felt uneasy at any time sofia would respect her take notes

sofia pulled away from her neck to then place one more gentle kiss to robin’s lips before whispering,

“anche tu sei bella you’re beautiful too”

next chapter

#robin stranger things #stranger things fanfiction #stranger things #maya hawke #robin fanfiction #robin #robin buckley x reader #robin buckley x you #robin x reader #robin x y/n #robin x you #robin buckley

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got7-markjinson · 5 years

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Strawberries and Chocolates

Pairing: JB x Reader x Yugyeom Genre: Fluff; Warnings: None!

You were in love with your childhood friend, Im Jaebum for as long as you can remember. But you have been keeping it a secret which slipped out one drunken night with him. Avoiding the awkward confrontation, you employed your neighbor Kim Yugyeom to pretend to be your boyfriend.

A/N: As I post this, they just released film teaser and I’m screaming/crying! @katdefbeom @parkhabits HELP!

Read: Chapter 1, Chapter 3(END)

Chapter 2

“A dancer, huh?”, Kat repeated when Yugyeom answered her question on what he does for a living. You’re all currently inside a tailor shop, having a fitting for the dresses and suits of the bridesmaids and groomsmen. It was supposed to only be you who was required to go, but Kat insisted you bring your new “boyfriend” with you.

You were nervous at first, but after introducing Yugyeom to everyone, they seem to welcome him. It didn’t even occur to you that Yugyeom is a very charming person. Somehow you always thought of him as this annoying neighbor and nothing more. But you even got a few looks of approval from your girl friends when they saw how he looked like. Looking at him closer, you realize, maybe he is handsome. Plus his height adds to his points, too.

“Yeah, I do all types of dances but I’m currently teaching street dance at the JYP studio.”, he added.

“Wow! JYP studio! I’m impressed. It’s really a famous studio for dancers.”, Mark chimed in. “I have a few friends who go there for some of their classes.”

“Really? That’s good news for us then!”, Kat clapped her hands. “Maybe you can help us for our dance rehearsal!”

“Dance rehearsal?”

“Yeah. We’re actually planning for a dance at the reception where everyone of our close friends dance with us. That is, if you’re not too busy, of course.”

“Oh, no problem!”, Yugyeom grinned. “If it’s for Y/N’s friends, just let me know so I can make time to help out.”

Kat smiled at Yugyeom’s remark. She’s so happy to see and hear that Yugyeom really cares for her friend.

Meanwhile, inside the dressing area, you were reaching for the zipper of your bridesmaid dress. You were facing the mirror, your back towards the door, when you heard someone come in.

“Need any help with that?”

You turned around to see it was JB. “What are you doing here?”

He chuckled and stepped closer to help you zip up the dress. “I was dying to see how you look like.”

“You mean, you were dying to make fun of how I would look like.”, you corrected and turned to face him again.

He laughed a little more and you see his eyes disappear into crescents again which never fails to make your heart flutter, “That was the plan.”, he said and with both his hands holding each side of your arms, he takes another look at you in the dress. “But you actually don’t look all that bad.”

Your eyes squinted, waiting for the catch, the punchline to the joke. But it never came. He just looked at you with a content smile on his face and you felt your cheeks blush.

Wanting to get rid of the awkwardness, you focused your attention to the tie laying lazily around his neck, “What did you with this?”, you laughed and tried to tie it for him. “Don’t tell me you still don’t know how to tie this.”

“And you do?”, he asked.

“As a matter of fact, I do.”

“I didn’t know that.”, he looked at you in wonderment.

“Well, Mr. Im Jaebum, there’s a lot of me you probably don’t know about, anymore.”, you tapped the tie on his chest, looking satisfied with how it turned out.

Just then, Yugyeom opened the curtains to your dressing area, “Y/N, are you done?”

You and JB turned to look at him in surprise and quickly took a step back from each other.

“Yup. We were just about to go out.”, you answered.

JB nodded to Yugyeom and stepped ahead.

“What was he doing here?”, Yugyeom whispered to you.

“Just saying hello.”, you answered and followed JB out the dressing area.

After Kat checked on all the dresses, she sat back down beside Mark. She asked Yugyeom, “So what do you think of how our Y/N looks? She looks better in a dress, doesn’t she?”, she teased.

“I don’t know.”, Yugyeom answered with his eyes on you and you’re signaling something in the lines of ‘answer nicely, or you’re dead!’, he grinned. “I actually think she looks better when she wakes up in the morning with her messy hair and sleepy eyes.”

You can hear Kat and a few of the other bridesmaids, squeal from Yugyeom’s remark. Yugyeom gave you a quick wink before grinning, pleased with himself.

After a few days, you were surprised when Kat setup another meetup at a dance studio near your place, whose name is familiar to you, but you can’t remember why. You came in and was ushered into one of the rooms. It was dark at first with only a light shining on one person at the center. A song started playing in the background and you can see how the dancer in front smoothly started moving.

When he turned around, you finally saw that it was none other than Yugyeom. You were caught in surprise. He was totally different from how you pictured him to be. It felt like he’s really born to dance, and you can’t help but admire how well he performed. You were speechless the entire time until the song ended, and all the lights went on. You saw your friends were also already there watching with you and applauded.

Yugyeom saw you and gave you his signature puppy look smile, and you smiled back.

Kat revealed about the plans to have the entourage dance with her and Mark during the reception and that is why you were called here. To practice dancing. And now your palms are sweating, predicting all the embarrassment you are going to have when everyone will see you have two left feet.

The next hours were spent on Yugyeom teaching you and your friends the dance to the surprise performance. You thought Yugyeom would tease you because of how slow you were compared to the others, but you were surprised with how patient he actually was with you. He even praises you when you get the step correctly, even if it’s not that good.

Thankfully, the practice ended, and everyone bade their goodbye and thanked teacher Yugyeom.

“You got quite a catch there, Y/N. I’ll make sure you catch the bouquet at the wedding.”, Kat whispered to you before leaving you and Yugyeom standing at the curb in front of the dance studio.

You just now noticed Yugyeom was holding your hand when he pulled you to walk towards your apartment building. You looked at it, how big his hands were enwrapped with yours. You looked at his back, you just now realize how wide and tall he is. Just the boyfriend material, if you didn’t know him any better.

“Why are you so quiet?”, he asked. “Dancing made you tired?”

“I’m sorry I’m not as used to dancing as you are, Teacher Yugyeom.”, you mocked, and he laughed. “Why didn’t you tell me you’re going to teach us dancing?”

“I thought it would be a good surprise for you.”, he grinned. “Plus, I don’t think you would’ve approved.”

“What do you mean?”

“Of me, being around you and your friends as much as necessary.”, he clarified.

You nodded but didn’t deny.

“I’m actually surprised with one of your friends, was it JB?”, he added.

You looked at him, waiting for what he’s going to say about him. Your JB.

“He danced so well. I would’ve thought he’s a dancer, too.”

“Oh”, you nodded and Yugyeom noticed how you smiled proudly to yourself. “Yeah, he’s cool like that.”

When you reached your door, Yugyeom asked, “Hey, can I take a shower at your place first? My shower is still acting up and I wanted to clean before sleeping.”

“Yeah sure. I’m gonna watch TV before sleeping anyway.”, you settled on the couch as he returned to your apartment with a towel and change of clothes.

After showering, he saw you all sprawled out on the couch, asleep. He chuckled at how carefree you were. He turned off the TV and took the remote slowly out of your hands. Raising your hands over to his shoulder, he carried you into your bedroom and tucked you in.

He brushed the hair away from your face and grinned when he saw you smiled in your sleep.

The next day, you woke up to see a chat from JB.

JB: “Do you have any plans today?”

You typed back, “I have work until 6.”

JB: “Can we meet up after?”

You typed back, “Sure.”

You arrived at the restaurant JB reserved and saw he’s already there waiting for you. He stood up when you walked closer and gave you a hug.

It was pretty casual at first, ordering food, eating, having small talks, and updates on the KatMark wedding plans. After dinner, you both walked at a nearby park.

“Five cats???”, you asked in shock and he laughed at how you reacted. “How could you live with five cats?”, you asked again.

“Remember when we were young, we both wanted cats?”

“I remember. But I didn’t think it would be that many!”

He laughed again. “Jen was against cats. So, I guess when we broke up, I splurged.” And with the mention of Jen, you both got quiet. “I’m sorry I didn’t tell you about me and Jen breaking up.”

You shook your head, “No, it’s okay. I’m the one who was unreachable.” You say.

“You say that, but…”, he began. “I actually avoided you back then too.”

It was the first time you heard it. “I didn’t tell you that me and Jen broke up because I don’t want to tell you why we broke up in the first place.”, he said.

“The truth is, she was really jealous of you. I have put you in a pedestal that she said I wouldn’t be able to love anyone. And I kept telling her she’s wrong about it. That you are special to me but not in that way. But she keeps comparing herself to you. Saying things like, if it was you who did that, I wouldn’t have been mad, or if it was you I’m with, I would have been happier.”

“When we broke up, I thought about it, and maybe she was right. I have loved you for far too long, maybe I just needed to tell you that and everything would be fine. Which is why, I was really excited for the reunion.”

He smiled, trying to compose himself as he tells you this. “Don’t worry, I know you already have Yugyeom. Who I think is really a great person, by the way. I don’t want to ruin that. I just wanted you to know… “, he paused. “When you told me that you loved me back in the bar at that reunion, I thought that was my chance to finally confess my feelings too. But I guess I was too late.”

“I guess what I’m saying is… I’m glad you found him. I see the way he takes care of you. Just forgive me for being a little bitter that it wasn’t me but know that I’m really happy for you.”, You can see the sadness in his smile and your guilt was creeping up into you again.

You couldn’t say anything. You couldn’t really say you and Yugyeom’s relationship is not real. No, you were already in too deep to go back now. Tears are starting to form from your eyes and you summoned all your will not to let it drop.

You were about to put your keys into the door knob when you were startled to see Yugyeom standing in front of his door just a few paces from you.

“It’s really unfair you’re telling me not to date anyone when I see you’re dating someone else.”, he said. His face serious, different from how he usually is.

“What do you mean? JB?”, you asked. “No, that’s not a date Gyeom.”

“It isn’t? Then why do I feel like there’s something you’re not telling me?”, he asked. Please tell me I’m just being paranoid, he said to himself.

“Look, Gyeom.”, you say. “You never asked me why I asked you to pretend to be my boyfriend. I think you need to know why so you understand.”

You walked to the mini playground of your apartment building. You both sat side by side on the swing set under the night sky to talk.

“JB was my childhood friend and I’ve loved him since forever.”, you confessed. “When we graduated from college and had work, he started dating a girl named Jen. The first time I heard of it, my heart was torn to pieces. I know I deserved that, since I never really did anything to tell him about my feelings. And I know I couldn’t bear seeing them together, so I avoided him. When I saw him again at that high school reunion,”, you breathed in. “…my stupid drunken self, confessed to him. About how I fell for him. But I can’t go through with him confronting me about it. So, I took the coward’s route. I told him I already have a boyfriend.” You sighed. “I was so afraid of what he would say or what would happen, I just wanted to let it be the same as it is.”

“Hmmmm...”, Yugyeom thought for a few seconds after you spoke. “I think your fear is invalid. I think if you straight ahead and tell him your feelings he would accept and reciprocate it.”

“I’m afraid of that too.”, you replied.

“What do you mean?”

“I’ve been living my life thinking of this perfect “what ifs” with him. He was that dream, the ideal thing I have in my life. I’m afraid when we get together, it wouldn’t live up to it. and if we end it, I’m afraid I wouldn’t be able to get him back as a friend.”

“Well, nobody knows that. Nobody knows what would happen, right? You just have to take a leap. Afterall, wouldn’t reality with him a million times better than your perfect “what ifs”?”

You sit and stared at Yugyeom for a moment. You wonder where he found wisdom to speak like that. It gave you a lot to think about. You’re thankful you had that conversation. You somehow see him in a new light. He’s not that annoying neighbor anymore but rather this smart, reliable friend/pretend-boyfriend.

A/N: Dear reader, when you reach this, please help me decide who y/n ends up with. Team Yugyeom or Team JB ^_^

#got7 #got7 writing #got7 jb #got7 yugyeom #im jaebum #kim yugyeom #got7 scenarios #got7 fanfic #got7 fluff #got7 imagines #kpop fanfic #kpop writing #strawberries and chocolates

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polish-kpopfan · 6 years

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Hesitate (1)

Im Jaebum x Reader

Part 2

Plot: You reunite with your friend.

Words: 1,432

You wail in pain and rub the tears with your fists.

“Aish! Why are you crying?”

You look up to see your neighbor, Bummie. With ragged breathing, you answer, “I tripped and scrapped my knee...” Your cheeks flush a bright red, embarrassed to be seen in such a state.

The young boy turns around and walks into his home.

‘He thinks I'm pathetic to cry over this...’ You slowly push yourself up and try to walk back to your home when you hear soft footsteps nearing you. You look behind you and there is Bummie with a first aid kit. “Hey Kitty, let me take care of that wound for you.” He shyly smiles at you.

Kitty. Your nickname. Bummie first called you Kitty when he met you. You were such a timid child that you reminded him of a kitten. So cute and innocent.

After Bummie cleaned up your wound and bandaged it up, you smiled up at him. “Thank you Bummie!”

“You were just crying a minute ago! Such ugly tears!.”

“Bummie! You are so mean!” You retort back and attack him with a hug.

*Present Day*

You smiled to yourself, reminiscing about the good old days. When you were younger, you were neighbors with Im Jaebum. The boy next door. Your best friend. He may have been intimidating to some but you always got along with him. Even after you moved to the United States, you guys managed to stay in contact all these years. Jaebum said mean things but that's because he was shy with expressing his feelings and so he demonstrated it instead with actions. He would always do something nice for you. Jaebum was a few years older than you but you guys were inseparable. Whenever he was angry you would jump onto his back and hold on tight. This allowed him to relax for some reason. Maybe it was because your presence somehow calmed him. Jaebum would get into fights whenever someone bullied you and in those moments he became terrifying but not once did you feel scared of him. You for some reason felt safe around him, even during his scary moments.

Your smile fell when you looked back on your last day with Jaebum.

“Bummie! Open up!” You kept knocking on his bedroom door but to no avail. Jaebum would not come out. You grew worried. “Please open the door..”

“Just go away.”

You stepped away in shock. “Bummie? Why won’t you let me in?”

“Stop calling me that!”

The door swung open and there was Jaebum. A scary demeanor. He was upset.

You tried inching closer to him and to wrap your arms around him but he slapped your hands away from him. “Just leave already. I don’t ever want to see you again.”

Tears welled up in your eyes. Jaebum was never this harsh towards you. This scared you. This was a first for you. For the first time, Jaebum was upset with you. For the first time, you were scared of him.

“I...I just want to talk..”

“I don’t care. Just leave already.”

“Please don’t say that.”

“You’re gonna be gone tomorrow anyways. You are leaving either way. There is no point in continuing this friendship.”

“But I still want to be your friend Bummie!” You punched his chest.

The next moment hurt you the most. He pushed you away and that wasn’t even the worst part. “Y/N, I hate you.” He turns away from you and slams the door in your face.

“You don’t mean that Bummie!” You cried out. It didn’t matter how long you stood there, calling out to him. He just would not acknowledge you anymore. Defeated, you leave. Your last interaction with Jaebum before moving to the United States destroyed you.

You wiped the tear that rolled down your cheek. Yes that was a terrible day but that is all in the past. You moved to the United States and a year later, you received a text. It was from Jaebum. He apologized for his behavior, explaining that it really hurt him to see you leave when you guys were neighbors and friends for years. He didn’t know how to act in that situation and so he resorted to anger.

You obviously forgave him because you missed him a lot. And now in just a few days you were moving back to South Korea. You were going back alone. Your family was staying behind because they did not want to leave everything behind for a second time. But you, you wanted to go back. You were gonna attend school there. You will be attending Korean Academy of Film Arts. You have a dream of becoming a film director or something of the sorts. And you wanted to return to Jaebum.

Smiling, you got up to leave your room and walked downstairs.

“Hey Ma. Hey Pa.”

Your parents were sitting in the living room, both looked up and smiled at you.

“Excited to move to Korea?” Your dad chimed.

“Of course I am!” It’s been too long since I’ve last been to Korea. I just still don't understand why we had to leave in the first place...”

Your parents gave each other a worried look but you did not notice because Jaebum had just texted you.

Bummie: Hey Y/N. Can’t wait to see you in a few days :)

You: Same! I’m so happy to move back and to finally see you again. ^_^

Bummie: Same. The guys can’t wait to meet you.

You: Aww. Those guys are so sweet! Wish I was there already :(

Bummie: Just a few more days. don't worry.

Well those days went by dreadfully slow. When it was the night before your flight, you got no sleep. You were a nervous wreck.

Turning to look at the clock.

4:36 AM.

You groaned.

Grabbing your phone, you just decided to stalk people online.

A few minutes go by when you receive a text from one of your roommates that you will be living with in Korea.

EunHee: Heyyy. I know its still early there but I just can’t wait to meet you!!

Smiling to yourself, you replied back. You text with her for about half an hour when you decide to just get up and prepare for your long flight.

A few hours later and you were at the airport, waiting for your flight. With each passing minute you were growing more anxious. You just wanted to be in Korea already and with Jaebum. You missed him so much. It’s been six years

The heaviness you felt inside did not help with your nerves. Yes you were excited to go back but you were also nervous.

What if the rest of Got7 don’t like you?

What if your roommates don’t like you?

What if Jaebum grows tired of you?

You bit down on your bottom lip when finally boarding for your flight was announced.

With your nerves intensifying, you board the plane. You try to calm down. You think about how Jaebum will be waiting for you at the airport along with the guys. He told you about how the guys were excited to meet you. Jaebum has mentioned you to them and they couldn’t wait to meet the girl who could tell them embarrassing stories about Jaebum’s childhood.

The flight itself went smoothly but your nerves just intensified tenfold when you finally landed. Your palms sweaty and your blood pumping, you grab your carryon bags and slowly walk out.

When finally walking into the airport, you notice that Jaebum and the boys are nowhere in sight. You start to panic a little.

What if they forgot about you?

Shaking those thoughts away, you walk towards baggage claim. You stand by, looking out for your suitcase but also looking around you to find the guys.

Still nowhere in sight.

With shaky arms, you walk up to claim your bag. You set it down on its wheels and grab onto the handle. You start walking towards the exit.

Tears welling up in your eyes.

Jaebum forgot about you.

‘What was I thinking? Of course he would forget. He probably got caught up with practice or something.’

You got outside and breathed in the air of South Korea. Despite Jaebum not being here you still managed to smile.

‘I’m back.’

In that moment, you noticed something in your peripheral sight. A man in dark clothing.

‘Oh my god.’

You dropped everything and ran up to him.

Forgetting about all the nerves from earlier, you jumped onto this man’s back.

“Bummie!”

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the-fiction-witch · 6 years

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DEC 9: ChildHood 2

REAL LIFE: PART OF LARGER PLOT LINE COUPLE: TBS X READER RATING: SMUTTY ISH

Y/N POV:

I sat on thomas’ old bed still giggly

“Its funny” I giggle

“How is it funny?” he asks

“Watching you get ready for bed in your old room” I giggle

“Ohh...why? you imagine back to when we where horny little teenagers locked up in here together” He smirks getting into bed with me “sat in here,summer time holidays, in the dark, with thunder birds on on a loop, snuggling up together, with a few little breaks here and there to...you know” he smirks

“little breaks to, jerk each other off or try to fuck while watching TV, the teenagers dream, the day we realized you could bend me over down the bed and fuck me while we both watch TV” I giggle

“that was a good day I woked that out” he smirks

“You worked that out it was team effort to work that out, it needed me, you and some art supply's” I giggle

“yeah that took us about six drawings to try and logistically get it right” he laughs snuggling closer to me “But it meant I could be inside you and get to watch TV” he smirks trying to kiss me

“thomas? do you remember the first time we had sex in your bed” I giggle

“Of course I do...that was fun, having to be slow so the bed didn’t knock to hard on Ava’s wall, and so we didn't wake up my mum and dad” he smirks kissing down my neck

“It didn't go too well, you moaning like a crazy person” I giggle “your dad came though four times trying to check what we where up to” I giggle “every time he came in you just laid your head on my chest and pretended we where snuggling” I giggle

“I swear he didn't believe us he just didn't want to ask questions about us having sex” he smirks sitting up for a moment “ I wonder” he smirks moving under the bed for a moment “YES!” he smirks getting up

“Oh your kidding it’s still in here” I giggle grabbing the bottle of vodka we had hidden away from so many years ago still un opened “I would have thought your mum would have found that at some point” I laugh opening the bottle and taking a bit of it before passing it to him

“I’m surprised she didn't... even Ava” he laughs just as we heard a noise like a hitting and some light moaning “Oh my God Ava...she’s getting fucked in her old bed” He sighs

“you could be if you get me drunk enough” I laugh taking the vodka back

“I’m the older brother I have to set the example” he sighs

“says the boy literally drinking out a ten year old bottle of vodka he had hidden under his childhood bed” I giggle

“The older brother cant get drunk as fuck to set an example” he laughs laying down more so I giggle laying down with him too taking the bottle for my sip

“My god she’s vocal” I laugh

“so’s he, he could bloody bring the house down” he laughs

“How come your dad doesn't bother them, yet when we snuggled together we where being monitored like criminals” I sigh as the noises got faster and louder “Wait for it” i giggle

“Its gonna happen” he laughs as we heard them get faster and louder and closer

“3....2...1″ we both giggle and the banging stopped with two loud moans

“Wow!” I giggle as we laugh

“well done Marcus you got her there” he laughs

“Yeah well done Marcus and Ava” I giggle having some more vodka

“why arnt we fucking?” he asks

“cause I am not drunk enough thomas to sleep with you in this room” I giggle

“why not?” he asks

“because thomas as much as I like fucking you at home you know its a big grown up bed and a grown up apartment, and I may have liked fucking you in the you know little boy bed room when i was a little girl but Im a grown up, I cant over look the baby boy stuff in here” I giggle

“what if I showed you how much off a big boy I can be” He smirks

“Ohh like what” I giggle sitting on his lap with the vodka “like showing off your big boy dick” I giggle

“well its a lot better then it was when we where sixteen I assure you that” he smirks

“Fine” I giggle putting the vodka on the side table and kissing him and digging though the draw looking for the condoms we always used to keep in there

“Dont bother baby, we can go without just once cant we? it is Christmas” He smirks at me

“Fine...but if you knock me up I’ll cut your dick off thomas” I smirk....

“Uhhhh Y/N!” he moans loudly as we fuck on his old bed

“Thomas!” I moan back both of us being as loud as we wanted to letting his bed hit the wall fast and hard until suddenly the door swung open and there stood his mum and dad luckily anything important was under the covers

“What on earth are you two doing?” they ask

“Ohh bugger off Mum!” he yells back

“WHAT DID YOU SAY TO ME!” she yells

“Ohh mum bugger off” he sighs as still thrusting like crazy

“Thomas are you drunk!” his dad asked

“I have had half a bottle of vodka I’m not drunk just... EXPRESSIVE!” he yells back “I am BLOODY ADULT! Why cant I fuck my girlfriend In peace? Come On Ava got to get fucked like a oxford street hoe in her childhood bedroom” he yells “Why cant I fuck my girlfriend like I did when we where teenagers” he smirks

“Ohh fuck it” his dad sighed leaving taking his mother away too shutting the door as thomas kept thrusting and soon enough finished inside me and I just laid giggling

“What?” he asks

“It took 27 fucking Years” I giggle “27 fucking years for you to at last tell your mother wheres she can stick it” I giggle

“27 years, a bottle of vodka and your irresistible pussy” he smirks kissing me making me laugh

“I love you” I giggle hugging him

“I love you too” he smirked at me “wasnt this the way you told me that the first time?” he smirked

“nope that was in the park thomas” I giggle as he laughed kissing me again before collapsing in the other side of his bed and cuddling me “can I go to bed now?” I giggle

“Nope, give me five minuets and I’ll fuck ya again” he smirks finishing the vodka

“thomas I know you, you take a hour and a half to get back to Bonner again” I giggle

“not if I still have the Viagra hidden in here” he smirks “You know the stuff we bought online and hid in here for when we wanted to snuggle, and then you used to nick it and slip it in my tea you dirty girl” he laughs

“It was once...your parents where going out all day I slipped you some snuggle drugs so we could fuck on the dinning room table” I giggle

“I remember that” He laughs “that was like two days after your nineteenth birthday” he laughs

“yeah...that was fun, we then had to come up with a way of masking the very obvious sex smell the whole downstairs had for like a week” I giggle

“I found out why that was” he laughs “we left the condom undone and there was like a tiny bit of cum on the carpet” he laughs

“that would explain it” I giggle “but thomas even if those pills are still in here they likely went out of date years ago” I laugh

“true...I didn't pack any I didn't think we would be doing this” He shrugs “But...I still have thew stuff under the bed” he smirks going back under again

“Twinkies never go bad” I giggle grabbing one and sitting and eating it in bed

“this takes me back” he smirks

“what...sitting around naked from the waist down, covered in sex sweat, drunk of vodka, eating Twinkies from your under bed stash of food and cuddling up worried your mum might walk in” I giggle

“Yeah...just need star wars on n the background and we would be back to 2009″ he smirked

“come on we had wall-e in 2009 on DVD i remember sitting and having that on while you finger fucked me I remember that” I laugh

“I finger fucked you with Wall-e on in the background?.....Oh yeah....we tried to eat year old malteasers....that fucked up” he laughs

“yeah we got super sick and I missed out on going on holiday” I sigh

“you got to stay here with me instead...and if we hadn’t we would never have learnt how much i like you being a dominatrix” he smirks kissing me “Oh fuck” he sighs turning and throwing up

“Twinkies and vodka...gets you every time thomas” i giggle

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avasilvugh · 7 years

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super-sensate-seestras replied to your post

“Who do u think the superbabies will date?? :D (also since stella looks...”

I would love to hear more about Stella and Beth's relationship drama cause I absolutely love all of these breakdowns about the superbabies

WELL FRIEND there’s other drama too but this is the Major drama that hinders their relationship for a long time

so stella know she has a crush on beth, has been like aggressively ignoring said crush and tryin to Live Her Life and its been a year since stella came out, came to terms and she’s just started her nighttime shenanigans as a vigilante, just started trying to help the way kara does, the way maia does and its going ok??? until she. you know. gets stabbed (LIGHTLY STABBED) and is like hmmm i feel as though i should reassess maybe

and then beth’s back in national city after graduating early with like three bachelors (xenobiology, nanotechnology, and engineering) and at least one masters and a corresponding doctorate (in something sciencey, listen im barely an english major), working at l-corp bc she’s a Documented Genius and stella wants to step up her vigilante game, especially since she recently was lightly stabbed and doesnt rlly want that to happen again, and beth’s always been rlly calm and steady, very logical and she keeps all of maia’s secrets, so stella approaches her a little reluctantly to see if she’s willing to help and beth gives her this long, searching look and finally agrees, designs and builds her a new suit with a shitton of gadgets, is the main reason stella starts getting called mechagirl by the press but only helps with stella’s promise that beth can then help with actual missions bc like?? beth cares about her a lot too, doesnt want to see her die ya know??

and it’s weird?? bc now she’s friends with beth in her own right??? works alongside her a lot and beth serves as her tech person, finds her jobs she can do that supergirl or birdy (maia’s superhero alter ego) haven’t gotten to yet and national city gains a new superhero pretty much bc of beth. and then its a late night of saving ppl and stella comes back to her apartment/headquarters and beth’s still there, wrapping up some end of night reports (she insists on keeping detailed logs in order to avoid any issues with the cops later on) and she’s ordered stella’s favorite takeout, put it in the oven to warm for her and stella’s so grateful and also pretty tired?? rlly tired and beth basically lives with her and sometimes the proximity blurs lines in stella’s mind and so she just leans down to kiss beth, murmurs thank you sleepily and goes into her room to change. and beth’s just sitting there?? like oh my god, the girl i’ve been in love with for months just kissed me and she doesn’t even realize it but then stella REALIZES IT and runs back out like shit im so sorry beth, that was so inappropriate of me but beths like?? wait do you not like me and stella’s like WAIT DO YOU LIKE ME????

surprise!! this is how stella finds out beth’s an alien and also how beth finds out stella’s an alien lmao. like. beth’s species has mental shields, similar to martians?? so stella’s never been able to read her or see in her mind but she never rlly tried to or even questioned it?? or even noticed bc she’s rlly empathetic anyway, reads body language rlly well, so she’s never known that beth likes her the way stella likes beth

like, later in their relationship, stella suddenly can read beth?? like rlly well and she’s like um what the hell and beth’s like oh, yeah, i stopped putting up the block and stella’s just like starry eyed like holy shit you trust me that much???

beth’s like uh yeah but dont let it go to your head you nerd

but are they smart abt this and admit their v deep feelings for one another then?? no. they just hookup and then keep hooking up, pretending like nothings changed, pretending like theyre not basically living together or doing all the shit Couples do but just refusing to tell anyone or acknowledge it at all. and it’s ok for a while?? its solid

but then stella’s suit malfunctions, gives her a nasty burn down her side and she begs beth to not tell anyone that she’s in the hospital, that she’s been hurt and beth’s like shit, stella, i can’t keep doing this bc they’re working with a budget of about eleven dollars, a starburst, and stella’s bus pass, building with shit from the scrap yard and old electronics from secondhand stores and beth wants stella to just tell her family she’s the new vigilante bc then they’d have access to better resources, then beth wouldn’t be so scared every time stella runs out to go save a family from a burning car or stop a bank robbery, but stella refuses, knows that it would be a battle to be accepted like this.

its a fight they’ve had for months before and then stella’s armor fucks up and beth just calls it. tells her that she comes clean or beth won’t help her keep almost dying, so stella tells her that she doesn’t need her and beth moves all her shit out of stella’s apartment and its all rlly quiet, subdued and its so fucking sad

she takes the job offer she has at wayne security in charm city (wink wink) and doesnt tell stella, stella finds out when she goes over to her moms and finds beth there, with maia and her moms and finn, all laughing and grinning and maia tells her that beth is getting her own department at wayne security, that she’s moving on friday and stella fakes a smile, congratulates beth before she leaves and that’s the end of it, she never sees beth again

but then stella wrecks her motorcycle. i think i mentioned once that stella is a little bit of an adrenaline junkie?? well she’s a huge adrenaline junkie and she was testing the limits of her newly redesigned bike, pushing it past 90, 120, 150 and then she just?? loses control of the motorcycle. it just spins out and stella tries to stop it, turns into the spin and pumps the brakes which slows it down enough that she doesnt just fucking die, but not so much that she’s not close to dying

beth is still her emergency contact. so beth gets the call, middle of the night, that stella danvers was in a wreck, is on the way to the hospital and that she should get here as soon as possible. but beth is a ten hour drive away and can’t possibly know that she’d get there soon enough, be there if....if it came down to stella not being alone. and. well. its not her place, never was. so she calls lena, tells her the emts called the last number stella called bc its so much easier that way, kinder to everyone she thinks

she still drives through the night to national city. gets there just a little after maia does, her eyes red and puffy from sobbing on the freeway, hands shaking a little. thank god no one asks why she’s there or why she’s this panicked, bc she’d probably tell them and she knows that’s the last thing stella would want (or, well. she thinks that at least). maia just sobs out that beth is the best friend for coming, holds onto her in this desperate, damp sort of hug and beth just stays quiet

beth doesnt stay after she finds out stella woke up, is going to be okay. she can’t right?? she shouldnt be here in the first place right??

so maia stays in national city to help stella in her recovery bc stella’s being stubborn and refuses to move back in with their moms, and maia figures most of her moping is to do with the fact she’s not allowed anywhere near her motorcycle anymore, but then she finds this one shirt that she knows is beth’s, knows beth has had since high school and its tucked under stella’s pillow and she puts it together pretty quickly. the way they were friends and then all of a sudden they werent, the way beth came running back to nc the second stella got hurt, that weird pulse of anger, hurt she felt when stella found out beth was moving to charm city. and like??? she doesnt know what to do with that information, she’s not sure what to feel or how to think about this so she just files it away for a later time, tucks the shirt back under stella’s pillow without saying anything

so eventually stella gets convinced to move back home, bc maia’s like hey. i dont mind living with you and i dont mind helping you, but the neighbors are starting to think its weird that i carry you up the three flights of stairs to your apartment every day so finally stella moves home and maia comes with her bc they’re finally in a good place again?? they finally worked things out between them from when they were kids and maia’s not about to leave stella, not when stella’s like finally started seeing her as another Certified Safe Place. so they’re back in their childhood bedrooms and then lena finds out about stella’s vigilantism. mostly by accident?? stella’s still p much out of commission until her body’s at a 100 percent again but lena finds the mask and its a whole Thing between them, the first time stella’s ever really fought with lena and then by natural extension, kara finds out and then maia clues in and then the whole family has an opinion on it and stella’s just like MCFUCK OFF

and maia?? is like desperately scared for her sister, and she’s angry and she’s hurt that she didn’t tell her, didnt think that she would do anything to help her, but she also knows how isolated stella feels, how helpless she must be feeling, how stuck she is, so she calls beth

and when beth is beating around the bush with it, playing dumb like idk why you’d call me?? stella and i really aren’t that close, maia just calls her out on it like. elizabeth, i know for a fact you were sleeping with my sister

yeah, oh. i have some words to share with you at a later date, but right now stella needs someone in her corner and that can’t be me

and beth doesnt like. doesnt even hesitate. she drives her shitty beat up jetta the ten hours it takes to get from charm city to national city and gets a shitty hotel and is so, so nervous?? bc what if stella doesnt want her here?? what if she never wants to see beth again??? but then maia’s texting, saying that the house is empty if she wants to talk to stella and she does, she really does, like? she didnt realize how big of a part of her life stella was until she was gone, until she had moved to a new city and met new people like she’s completely in love with stella, so she goes

stella opens the door and just stares for a second before she says that maia’s out for a while but beth just keeps looking at her and finally says it outright, says i’m here to see you, stella like its the most obvious thing in the world and stella’s so tired, she’s starting to close the door and she’s saying i dont need another lecture, i’ve had enough of those for a lifetime and beth lets her close it, knows her well enough to know she wont walk away from the door before beth does, so she calls through and says im not here to lecture you, stell. i just. i wanted to see you

the door opens

and its incredibly uncomfortable for a while, incredibly tense and when beth tries to ask her what’s going on, stella just hisses what, like you care? and beth like?? normally would fire back with something, normally would let this blow up into a fight but she’s thought about it, she really has, and she knows that any time she can have with stella is better than no time at all. that she’d rather take stella as she is, thrill seeking and too good for words and hard headed in the extreme, take the risks that come with her than have anything else. so beth nods. yeah. i care. i care a lot about you stella, and i shouldnt have forced you to make a decision like i did. but its scary when the girl you love doesnt see the same value in her life that you do and it was terrifying watching you leave every night and not being sure if i would wake up to your face on the news

and stella’s like?? shit. shIT, didn’t account for this at all. but beth is very steady, is giving her this even-keeled look, keeping her eyes on stella but not forcing eye contact and she finally stands, gets ready to leave

and she tells stella i love you. and believe me when i say that transcends boundaries like platonic and romantic. i love you, stella danvers, and i will always be here for you, in whatever way you want me to be and then she’s leaving

and stella has a choice to make, two paths she can take and she stands a little unsteadily and grabs beth’s hand and pulls her back

and she’s like im still pretty stupid, you’re aware of that, right? and beth laughs, refutes the statement as she rests her forehead against stella’s. you’re not stupid, stella, never stupid. a little dense sometimes... and stella laughs too before she admits, finally, i love you too, genius. and i dont think i can keep doing this without you? and she tries to backpedal, bc she’s worried she’s being manipulative or something but beth just shakes her head, says im going to kiss you now, ok? and stella’s nodding fast, tears finally starting to fall when it all hits her and then they’re kissing for the first time in six months and theyre maybe still kissing when everyone comes home and maia groans bc like i texted you specifically so i could avoid seeing this ugh you guuuyyysssss

#super-sensate-seestras #reply #supergirl #superbabies #stella danvers

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My Obligation Final Part - Keanu Reeves Mini Series

A/n: since this was a mini series, i didn't want to do a lot of parts so i feel like 3 parts is the perfect amount. Requested by @ringa-starr.

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Keanu practically wore away the floor with all the pacing had done that night. He felt lost, numb, not knowing what to do, not knowing how to save his wife and his unborn baby.

As the hours went by and the police dwindled away, he was soon left alone in the house. He dragged his body upstairs, the floorboards creaking under each step he took. He made his way past the pictures of Deidra hung on the wall, unable to look at them fearing the guilt of not being able to protect her would eat away at him.

He found himself stood in the middle of the nursery, the only source of light came from the full moon outside. Shadows danced across the walls and the once happy room was now a constant reminder of how he was a failure of a husband, a failure of a father.

He dropped to his knees, his heart heavy in his chest as he unleashed the tears he had been holding in. His sobs echoed through the empty halls. He sat there for ages as the tears poured from his eyes, until his sadness turned to anger. He had to find her and he would do anything to get her back.

Deidra jumped awake, her vision taken away by a thin piece of material. Only a blurred outline of a light was visible. She let out a soft whimper as memories flooded back to her.

The first thought that rushed through her head was making sure the baby was ok. The baby must have known what she was thinking as it kicked letting Deidra know it was ok.

She relaxed for a second before realising she was still in danger.

She tried to remember as much as she could but her head hurt. She raised a hand to remove the blindfold slowly, scared of what it hides.

The light blinded her momentarily but she blinked away the pain.

She expected more than a bedroom. She expected cells with torture devices placed around but all there was was a bedroom. A small bed with a few teddy bears, a side table, a vanity and posters. If anything it was a normal bedroom.

Deidra looked around as she slowly stood from her spot on the floor. Her back hurt as she used the wall for support.

"I wouldn't move if i was you" a soft voice came from the dark doorway and Deidra jumped 10 feet into the air.

A young girl, maybe 19, came into view. She was slim, tall, an average girl. Straight brown hair was slick to her head, a sharp contrast to her pale skin and piercing blue eyes stared at her. Deidra knew just by looking at them that they held so many secrets.

The girl stepped deeper into the room and Deidra felt small in comparison to her. The light in the room bounced of something in her grip. A small knife clutched in her hand.

"please" Deidra whispered sinking back to the floor "i just want to go back to my home". The girl continued to walk closer before stopping inches away from her.

"I think you mean my house" the girl looked down at Deidra's stomach and extended her hand.

Without thinking Deidra swatted her hand away, not wanting the psycho anywhere near her baby.

The girl pulled away angrily before standing.

"I never understood what he saw in you" she stood and moved over to a TV that hung on the wall. Turning it on before stepping back.

She flicked through the channels and Deidra felt a tear slip down her face.

"why are you doing this?" she whimpered, the only response she got was a hush. Deidra turnt to the tv as the girl turned on the news.

“Tonight, shock and horror as Keanu Reeves pregnant wife Deidra Reeves has been kidnapped by a deranged fan known as Samantha Clerk. Samantha is known to the police for having stalked Mr Reeves 3 years ago. She was arrested for breaking and entering and given a 2 year sentence. More on the story later. '' Samantha's picture flashed onto the screen and Deidras eyes went wide as she realised who had taken her.

“See you're finally becoming famous by yourself. No need to steel Keanus light anymore” she turned to stare at Deidra.

“It's you. You're the fan that Keanu told me about” Deidra tried to stand again and samantha stormed her way over, stopping once centimeters from her face.

“We would have been together by now if you hadn't got in the way. We love each other. It should be my Obligation to keep him happy, not you” samantha poken deidra’s chest as she spat through her teeth.

Deidra just cried “ please just let me go. I don't understand what you want from me” the girl begged as she felt the baby move inside her, something it did whenever its mother became scared.

“Why would I let you go? You’re a one way ticket to him. As long as I have you, i have keanu” her eyes lit up as she spoke of the man but darkened as she turned back to her hostage.

“Please. I- my- im pregnant” she stammered out and samantha just smiled.

“Oh I know. You see…” she stepped closer and leaned down to the bump, Deidra turned protectively but Samantha grabbed her arm harshly as she pushed her back into the wall stopping her from moving. Deidra let out a pained moan as the girl continued to talk.

“I got out of prison 2 years ago and by that time he had already married you. At first I just planned on killing you, getting rid of you the easy way. But then you got pregnant and i had an idea. Why not take the baby as my own instead and then kill you that way i would have a family instantly.” the knife she was holding was bought up and held inches from Deidra's eye. Deidra could do nothing but cry, she couldn't run or she would be caught within seconds. She had no other choice but to play along with the insane game of the girl.

“You should get comfy. You're going to be here for a while. Don't worry, I'll take care of the baby”

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Hours turned to days, days turned to weeks and soon enough deidra had been missing for 2 months. Keanu was a mess, his once welcoming eyes were now sunken. His face gaunt and his frame weak.

He had spent many sleepless nights searching for anything to lead him to where Deidra was. He was becoming more and more worried since her due date was approaching and she had missed so many hospital appointments.

The police had half given up, moving on to other cases saying that with no trace of her there was not much they could do.

Keanu was enraged at the polices lack of help and so took it upon himself to hire a private detective. He didn't care how much money or time was spent on this, he would find her.

There was not much to work with since there was hardly any clues as to where samantha had taken Deidra.

But that had all changed a few weeks ago when he had received a lock of Deidra's hair in the mail with a note. A single word written across it. "soon"

Keanu gave it to his private detective immediately. They were able to find out what type of paper it was, where it was bought from and then they had found cctv footage of samantha buying it. They had found her.

“Wake uppp” samantha sang as she walked into the room, carrying a tray of food.

True to her word, Samantha had taken care of Deidra, giving her fresh clothes and plenty of food daily.

Maybe it was the lack of being able to talk to other people but Deidra was beginning to care for the girl and samantha had come to enjoy talking to Deidra, finding solace in her company.

With not much else to do apart from sit in one room, Deidra had found herself asking questions about samantha's life. She felt sorry for her when samantha told her of how her mother would abuse her and sell her off to men for money.

Her father was no better, he would often burn her with cigarettes or beat her for no reason.

Samantha has spent hours telling Deidra various stories of her childhood and deidra noticed something, she did not have one good story. She felt bad for the girl, all she needed was help.

Deidra remembered one sentence that the girl had told her, saying “ I wish I could have my own child so I could treat it right, give it the life I never had. but i can't. I'm- i can't have children"

Samantha looked broken when she told Deidra this, she didn't know what else to do but hug Samantha as she cried. maybe it was insane to think but somehow samantha doing all this made little sense to Deidra.

All she wanted was a child, to give it a good life, to have had a good childhood without all the pain.

She was misguided, lost, all she needed was professional help.

"how are you today Deidra" samantha asked as she helped her stand. "ive been better" deidra lied as she stopped herself from pulling a pained face.

samantha helped her over to the sofa in the room as she sat.

Samantha had an unusual look on her face and Deidra noticed it straight away. She had become a sort of mother figure to Samantha.

"Samantha whats wrong?" samantha just sighed and Deidra moved closer waiting for her to answer.

"I don't know what to do anymore"

Deidra had almost forgot that she was being held hostage here.

"I think you know what you need to do samantha. I can get you the help you need" deidra placed a reassuring hand onto her shoulder and Samantha smiled.

"Deidra im so sorry. For all of this really i am. I should have never done this" deidra smiled and moved to sit back as she felt pain in her back.

"look let me just sort out a- are you alright?" samantha leaned over to look at Deidra as she let out a moan of pain. "oh God Samantha i'm sorry. I think- AHHHH- i think i've been having contractions all night" samantha jumped up. "WHAT. why didn't you tell me. Oh my god what have i done" samantha pulled her hands to cover her mouth.

"samantha sweetie its ok- AHHHH CHRIST- ok" deidra breathed out as she tried to control her breathing. "ok you need to get me an ambulance". Samantha stood up straight "no. I cant. I'll go back to prison" samantha began to pace as she thought of what to do.

Suddenly she shot her head up as she formed an idea.

"Deidra wait 5 minutes" She ran out of the room before Deidra could protest. Leaving her to deal with the pain alone.

After what felt like an eternity, Samantha returned with an elderly women following her with towels and water.

Samantha rushed over to crouch next to Deidra. "this is Christine. She's my neighbour, She used to be a nurse. She will help you. '' At this point Deidra could hardly keep her eyes open, the pain becoming too much as she began to fade in and out of consciousness. All she could see was Christine moving over in front of her.

Deidra couldn't see anything, couldn't move anything, she could only hear. She could hear the cries of a baby and maybe from the loss of blood, but she swore she could hear keanu's beautiful voice calling her name.

Keanu has spent hours tracking Samantha. He hated her, hated how she took Deidra from him and hated how he couldn't have stopped her.

Watching CCTV footage of the streets, he had finally tracked her to a small little house just outside of New york. Hopefully, where he would find Deidra. Taking the information to the police, they all prepared to break it.

Keanu stood outside of the house and waited for the police to move in. Eventually, they broke through the windows, keanu following hot on their heels.

"DEIDRA" keanu shouted, his voice carrying through the halls. The police moved through the house, searching for any sign of Deidra. Finally, keanu heard the words he had wanted to hear for months. "WE GOT HER". Keanu pushed past various police officers, rushing into the room.

Deidra laid on the floor, her face pale and blood pooled around her body.

Keanu dropped onto his knees next to her. "nononononono" he whispered, pulling her body into his arms.

Paramedics rushed over to him, pulling him away as they began to work on saving her.

Keanu then heard something, the sound of a baby crying.

He turned to see Samantha in the corner with a baby in her arms. His baby. He stormed over to her as he took the baby from her.

"Im sorry. Im so sorry. Is she ok?" samantha pleaded and keanu shot daggers at her as police put her in cuffs. "you've taken her from me." he whispered as tears ran down his face, the threat of losing his wife becoming more likely. The baby settled in his arms as another paramedics looked over the little girl.

Samantha tried to resist the police dragging her out just so she could she if Deidra was still alive. She cried as she saw the paramedics had began CPR on her.

Kenau sat in a white room as he smiled down at the baby girl in his arms. He laughed as she cooed up at her father.

"keanu?"a weak voice called for him and his heart skipped a beat.

Looking up he met Deidra's beautiful eyes. Her face was full of colour again and her smile was warm. " oh God. Deidra. You're finally awake" he rushed over to the girl in the bed and helped her sit up.

Deidra stopped moving, tears welled in her eyes as she noticed the baby girl in keanus arms.

"is-is that-" Deidra couldn't form the words she wanted to say and keanu just nodded as he handed the baby to her mum.

Keanu walked out of the room to get a doctor to check over his wife.

Deidra stared at the little girl in her arms, tears falling down her face.

" Hi" she whispered as she stroked her daughters face, smiling as the baby giggled. She couldn’t believe that she was finally there in her arms. Happy and healthy.

"Hello Deidra. I'm Dr. Monrow. Would you mind?" an old man stood in the doorway as he gestured to the room as a way of asking if he could enter. Deidra nodded and watched as he began to make his way over.

He picked up her wrist as he took her pulse. He watched as the new mother stared at the baby, to busy in her own thoughts.

"have you decided on a name yet?" Deidra looked up at the man, his smile was contagious.

Y/n nodded and made eye contact with keanu who stood in the doorway.

"Aurora" she said simply and the baby giggled as if she agreed to the name. " That's a beautiful name for a beautiful little girl".

Keanu walked over and took the baby into his arms, allowing the doctor to check over his wife properly.

"ok you're perfectly fine. I would like to keep you in just for one more night and I will be happy to let you go home tomorrow" Dr monrow smiled before walking out.

Keanu gave Aurora back to Deidra as he sat down next to her bed.

"how are you doing?" keanu asked as he held onto Deidra's hand. She continued to stare at Aurora as she thought about how close she had been to losing her daughters.

"im ok actually." she smiled as she looked into her husband's eyes.

Keanu leant forward as he placed a kiss onto Deidra's check.

"what happened to Samantha?" her voice was quiet as she asked the question. As much as she felt like she should hate the girl for what she did to her, she couldn't bring herself to.

"she was put into the psych ward for analysis. She's not safe to be left alone" Deidra sighed as she sat back.

"if im honest, I felt sorry for the girl" keanu jaw dropped at the words his wife said. "what? She kidnapped you and our baby Deidra. She's mentally unstable. How could you feel sorry for someone like her?".

Deidra looked at her husband with pity in her eyes. This was something she did, always taking pity on people.

"she was broken, all she needed was some help. I mean she didn't hurt me in fact she took good care of me." keanu interrupted her with a sigh "sure, nearly let you bleed to death but ok".

Deidra grabbed his arm and he looked into her eyes

"you know what i mean. I'm just happy she will finally get the help she needs". Keanu knew that Deidra had a good heart, always looking to find the good in people. "ok. Well she can get all the help she needs at the hospital. I'm just happy you two are alright. Isn't that right my little baby girl" his baby voice made Deidra laugh as he began to pull faces making Aurora laugh with glee.

4 years later

Deidra stood in the kitchen as she watched Aurora play with her sandwich. "baby, don't play with your food" she smiled as her daughter looked up at her "yes mummy".

Deidra heard the doorbell ring and looked up as keanu walked over to the door. "I got it" his deep voice called out.

After a moment, Keanu walked back into the kitchen with a small frown on his face. Deidra looked up at him and he stepped aside revealing samantha stood behind him.

"hi" Deidra smiled, a little shocked at seeing the girl after so long and keanu moved to stand next to his wife. "hi- I - ummm im sorry im probably the last person you want to see".

Deidra moved forward to hug her. "no sweetie it's ok. Please sit. What are you doing here?" she asked as she sat opposite to Samantha.

"I came to apologise to you first keanu im sorry. I took all my pent up father issues and became obsessed with you. You are so kind and everything I wanted in a father. I just didn't know how to act and so I became obsessive. im sorry" keanu took in the words and extended his hand to the girl.

" I appreciate that Samantha. I really do" he smiled and samantha returned it.

"and Deidra. Words are not enough for what i did to you. I will forever regret what I did" samantha let out a tear and Deidra rushed over to the girl. "its ok. I forgive you i really do. It seems like you have sorted out your life?" samantha nodded "yeah the hospital helped me realise all my issues and now i feel free. I no longer hold onto the past. I just look forward to the future now" deidra smiled knowing that she had finally gotten the help she needed. "I also have this to look forward to" samantha placed a picture onto the table.

Deidra picked it up. "whats this?" she examined it for a few seconds before jumping excitedly.

"you're pregnant? Congratulations." deidra hugged Samantha once again "if you need anything don't hesitate to ask". Samantha shook her head. "no its ok. Umm that's another reason i came here. I'm moving to Germany with my boyfriend. You will no longer have to worry about me". Deidra smiles as she accepted what the girl said. She introduced her to Aurora quickly before Samantha left.

"I guess everything sorted itself out" keanu smiled as he hugged deidra from behind as they watched samantha drive off. Deidra just smiled as she realised how lucky she truly was.

The end

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