#im thinking about her like. idk how to phrase it but like meeting law for the first time ig? but shes defo met him before

[bookofmirth]

What do you think about Feyre being able to summon wings? I’ve seen people say its cultural appropriation and while at first i agreed i started to really look at it differently. Feyre was gifted with shapeshifting powers, and so i so believe Feyre has every right to choose how she uses the power as long as its not hurting someone of course. If she wants to grow fangs, claws, wings, horns or whatever thats her right, its her gift. But then i went into it deeper and i personally dont feel that its cultural appropriation. I see it as Feyre meeting three illyrian men who have become so important in her life, one of them her mate, and i see it as Feyre coming to love where those three come from, even with all its horrible things. Illyria is what made Rhysand, Azriel and Cassian. And i think because of that, she grew to also love their wings bc of what it symbolizes to her; strength, protection, and love. And so Feyre wants to immerse herself in the culture and life that rhysand and her new found brothers belong in, starting with wings. Its like when any individual in a relationship with someone from a different culture does when they want to embrace it and fully immerse themselves in it—its just Feyres way is magical bc fantasy. Its like my white cousin in law who married my hispanic cousin, i mean he looks absolutely different from us yes, but in our hearts we consider him part of our culture bc hes made such an effort to be a part of it and i think thats beautiful. Of course Feyre wants to don wings like her winged mate and her winged brothers and the strong winged females who have come before her. Like i said before, wings to her symbolize a lot to her. To me it wasnt that Feyre just took something from their culture to play around with for fun, she wants to use it to protect her court by learning to fight with the illyrians, by learning their ways. Just because she hasnt done so yet it doesn’t mean she’s forgotten about it, it will just take a tremendous amount of time to be able to do that particular goal. Idk if im making any sense but i’ve written a lot so im hoping i sound at least a bit coherent.

Another question, what do you think of the “What will the clipped female illyrians think and feel when they see Feyre walking around with wings” I’ve always thought they wouldn’t mind bc like with Emerie i never got the feeling she resented Feyre or even Rhys for what happened to her and I feel like Emerie would feel maybe even proud to see such a strong female showing the misogynistic pigs of illyria what a strong winged female can do— and that there will be more one day when the females who are being trained rise up. I know what Emerie may or may not feel is not the same feeling for all the others ofc but thats just my take on this i would love to hear yours.

So sorry for this long ask, I just really admire your thoughts on these characters and their actions and if im wrong in how i think i would love to be told so, and hear an explanation. 💓

Hello! So I chatted with some other people about this to get their perspective. I can't remember who all was part of it, but I think @elains and @eyllweambassador and... can't remember who else.

My short answer is that no, it's not cultural appropriation because wings are biological, not cultural, but it is incredibly insensitive of Feyre to transform herself into an Illyrian.

The problem with appropriation is that generally, it's a privileged person taking something from another culture and benefiting from it, whereas someone from the origin culture would be punish or discriminated against for using it. So for example, a white person utilizing AAVE and not being penalized for it because they're white, while a Black person using AAVE is denied a job because of it. In this sense yes, Feyre is getting all the benefit of Illyrian wings (flying, fighting, the whole wing sex thing which YUCK UGH), and none of the drawbacks (women getting their wings clipped).

So I 100% see where the phrase "cultural appropriation" is coming from, and tbh I'm probably just being picky with the phrasing because while I don't agree with the "culture" part, I do agree with the "appropriation" part.

To me it wasnt that Feyre just took something from their culture to play around with for fun, she wants to use it to protect her court by learning to fight with the illyrians, by learning their ways.

I totally get what you're saying here, and I think that in some cases she was using the Illyrian wings for a good reason (when she was training in acomaf and then flew around defending Velaris), but... she also shifted so that she could have some sexy sex with the wings. That makes me cringe so freaking hard. And again, she got to have that benefit without the repercussions of actually being an Illyrian woman.

I know what Emerie may or may not feel is not the same feeling for all the others ofc

Yeah I think you touched on why it's super hard to answer that part of your question! Of all the characters in the series, Feyre is arguably the most important protagonist, despite no longer being the main character. I just don't see sjm criticizing her much, if at all, and so I don't think she would write Emerie being sensitive to Feyre having wings. And honestly? The fact that sjm wrote Feyre having wing sex just makes me think that she's not at all considering how it comes across for Feyre to do that. Maybe she thought "oh Feyre should be able to shift so she can be a better fighter" and then it was a slippery slope from there? I think that it might have come from what you were saying, that Feyre wanted to share something that her mate experienced, and that her friends experience, and at first she saw it as helping her be useful in the war. It just went too far, imo.

I think that the bigger issue for Illyrian women is not whether or not Feyre walks around with wings and they take that personally, but whether they continue being oppressed in the way that they are. IMO acosf set the stage for Illyrian change, with Emerie training and becoming a Carynthian, with Illyrians working against the IC, with the creation of the Valkyries and the potential there for more Illyrian women to join them. Feyre has only been a High Lady for two years, and while yeah, Rhys didn't tell her that it wasn't appropriate to have their wings, he's also never been threatened with having his wings clipped. He has a much bigger responsibility here because he has been the High Lord for hundreds of years, and he should be the Illyrians' women's champion. Instead he's like, "I'm the most powerful High Lord in history, too bad I can't prevent other people from being abused, it's so great for my mom that my dad saved her, even thought neither of us could do anything for other Illyrian women, for reasons 🙂"

Someone I was chatting with brought up the Illyrian tattoos as being more culturally appropriative than the wings, and I totally agree with that. However, Rhys said that it's how things work in the Night Court, so it's something he has taken and shared with everyone in the court.

I know a lot of people are torn about this issue, and I don't blame them at all. I think what it comes down to is sjm being white and not thinking about how this would come across to people irl whose cultures have been appropriated. It's insensitive and what makes it even worse is the way that Illyrians are characterized as being so backwards and misogynistic, while also being one of the main non-white peoples we get to know in the series.

At this point, I am clinging to the fact that there are those hints that change is coming to Illyria.

#sjm critical #ask #anon #acotar

[punkscowardschampions]

Ali & Carly

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Ali: fate worse than death Ali: Maybe you could go to Ronan's? Lmao, he's been up in my pussy way too much since he found out about us...didn't think we were THAT loud but ok boy Carly: yea Carly: might do cuz same Carly: but what if i miss you he can really make a night of it when he wants Ali: Nah, I won't let you face that disappointment, babe Ali: my spidey senses will tingle like not on my watch, fuckboy Carly: aw Carly: you gonna come get me? Carly: thats no way to get him out your pussy babe fyi Ali: yeah Ali: I know but I like the idea of showing you off as mine Ali: but no sharing, he only gets to watch and be mad he fucked it up Carly: i like it too Carly: youre hot when youre oneupping fuckboys Carly: i thought i knew how to do it best but k youre flipping the script Ali: as long as i'm besting them i'm doing my job right Ali: gotta keep you on-board Carly: speak of the devil Carly: how he know i was alone & horny Carly: my parents have only gone to the shops its uncanny Ali: know your neighbours but bit stalkerish, pal Ali: i'll text him to fuck off, freak him out Ali: how does she know, ha, two can play this game fucko and I'm more committed Carly: ha Carly: you gotta Carly: hes smoking im gonna bum one see what line he tries to lay on before the text sends Ali: On it Ali: gotta let him know there's a queue to court the princess now and he's at the back, soz Carly: he likes hitting it from the back he wont be put off Carly: im gonna show him some of the hot pics i took of you tho Ali: when is he ever tbf? 🐶👅💦 Carly: true Carly: that fucking cute tho aren't i Ali: you know it babe Carly: hes talking to my da now Carly: kill me Ali: how fucking dare he Ali: knowing he has the upper hand with the man bants Ali: i know how to change a tire too! love me! Carly: if my ma invites him in for tea im out of here Carly: she will think hes hot under the collar for her & bitch thats my groundwork Ali: Run baby run Ali: what kinda moron is he tho Ali: coulda had a private show if you just waited, now its all saturday night telly and flat lager Carly: you kno i have nowhere to go if you dont want me babe Carly: facts Carly: he likes me now he cant have me what a fucking Carly: like i wouldve fucked you but im not getting w you Ali: i do, is this full sos crisis mode though? 'cos i need to be good for a lil while longer yet Ali: such a typical bloke move that Ali: bet he ain't the only boy in ur inbox, not a pun Ali: 'cos he ain't in mine like 🙄 Carly: its k your sister needs you Carly: i can keep walking Carly: loads of other lads on site as well as in my inbox Carly: & they arent trying to say hi to me before we get down to it nevermind my parents Ali: 😾 Carly: why so sad blue eyed boo Ali: i don't like how lads treat you Ali: i'm not jealous, like swear to god, even though i obviously want you all to myself, i get it Ali: but i'm not about how shit they are to you, even if you don't care, they should care to be decent humans Carly: thats not lads its everyone Carly: youre the only one treating me different Carly: they dont know how else to be Carly: made my bed babe Ali: nah Ali: you don't deserve half the shit you get, that's bullshit Ali: and even the rest, people just don't wanna try to understand or be good, heaven forfend they inconvineince themselves for one second, like Carly: if im a slag im a slag i dont get to put conditions on it Carly: if it was a film maybe Carly: but theres no romance coming my way from theres and i dont want it Ali: why can't you just be you? someone who likes fucking, among other things Ali: not romance just like...not being a cunt Ali: idk Ali: pisses me off Carly: cuz you don't run the world even tho you strut it like you do and i love it Ali: not yet, babe Ali: one day, and you can be my right hand woman Carly: yea? Carly: take me w you & ill take you to all your fave places k Ali: k Ali: we'll be fun forever, I promise you Carly: gotta be Ali: you know i like you even when you ain't tho Ali: don't tell Carly: who would i Carly: ronans got enough for his wank bank & nobody else is chatting to me rn Ali: exactly, ruins the illusion and fantasy when they realise i care about you Ali: so unsexy of me Carly: youre sexy to me Carly: idc what they think Ali: good Ali: me either Carly: i like you too you kno Ali: yeah Ali: i had my suspicions Carly: i dont have any subtlety sorry about it Ali: Don't be Ali: I love it Ali: not enough people say what they mean or want, ever Carly: waste Carly: k i wasnt shouting how bad i wanted to kiss you before i did but not cuz i was bothered about me Ali: agreed Ali: sometimes you can't know you want something until you've got it Ali: i get it Carly: you get me Carly: its weird Ali: 🔮 Carly: ha Carly: k what am i thinking now Ali: wouldn't be proper to say Ali: tut tut bad girl Ali: like how you think though Carly: fuck Carly: youre good Ali: 🤷 don't mean to brag but remember that phrase you'll be screaming it later Ali: such a Ronan line, I can't 😂 Carly: but true Carly: not like when he says it Ali: 😍 Carly: what you doing w your sister Carly: gotta live through that cuz bored Ali: Fixing my weave Ali: getting into a white girl dread territory over here Ali: then gonna do some 🔮 forreal Ali: get ready for me to be even more of a know it all baby Carly: cute Carly: tell me my future i got some shit from another neighbor & im waiting for it to kick Carly: hows it gonna treat me Carly: needing a good trip Ali: we'll see who gets the answer first Ali: you got anything for me? Carly: yea Carly: they mystery but i kno you arent scared Carly: & you got me doing a test run rn lying on here on the grass Ali: 🌌 be there before it fades away my space explorer Carly: if you find me at a bad end prob dont take it Ali: is one of the lads trip sitting you Carly: so he reckons but hes drinking so theres no trust Carly: & he gave me it Carly: his game could be me lights out idk Ali: keep texting me, okay babe? Ali: if shit gets too real, tell me and I'll come early Ali: my sis is cool now, she gets what we're doing, she was just confused Carly: aw Carly: youre sweet Carly: you told her you like me Ali: 'course I did Ali: I ain't ashamed Ali: I'm proud Carly: youre gonna make me cry Ali: You're special, Carly Ali: You're gonna see Carly: I just wanna see you tho Ali: Me too Ali: I'm gonna make her some chamomile tea and then I'm coming, yeah? Carly: but thats not fair to her Carly: she's not gonna be a fan of me Ali: I've promised her more time tomorrow Ali: You need me rn Carly: but what if i want you to stay Carly: what are we gonna do then Ali: i'll stay until you're ready for me to go Carly: you mean that? Ali: yes Ali: promise, imma take care of you Carly: but theres nothing in it for you Carly: youve already got me you dont have to Ali: i wanna keep you Ali: and not just selfishly Ali: you gotta stick around, you're too cool to go anywhere, okay Carly: k Carly: im here & if you wanna be im not stopping you Ali: good Ali: i wanna be wherever you are Carly: i kept you pills back the lads didnt want me to but idc about them & you can follow me in now Ali: fuck them Ali: just me and you Carly: yea Carly: ill look after you too Ali: 😇 Ali: i know, i trust you Carly: idk if you should Carly: but i like it Ali: willing to take my chances Ali: you're worth it Carly: thats you Ali: i'm so glad i met you Carly: me too Carly: not that i met me thats weird Carly: you know what i mean Ali: i got you Ali: not high yet 😉 Carly: id seen you around before you guardian angel'd me that night Carly: thats weird too Carly: that i didnt see you how i do now Ali: it is Ali: you were always cute but Ali: idk, i can't claim to have seen this in my crystal ball Carly: thats cuz i wasnt cute i was a state Carly: & youd have more likely seen me sucking ronans dick Carly: look away babe you dont need to have that image in your mind Ali: don't need him reckoning he plays part in any of my fantasies, nah Ali: you can't not be cute, no matter how you try, soz babe Carly: you can't not be so sweet to me can you Ali: dunno Ali: not tried Carly: idk what id do if you did Carly: i got used to it Ali: got no plans to stop Ali: unless you ask me to, like Carly: thats not gonna be what i ask you to do Carly: trust me Ali: you can tell me all about it Ali: 5 minutes, tops Carly: okay

[onlyjihoons]

Boyfriend!Renjun

Request:  @his-ghoulfriend: can i req a boyfriend renjun pls?? thanks i loved your other versions!

helLo thank you so much for requesting and i’m super sorry this took so so so long as well!?!?!?? i hope this is good and i hope you enjoy it ❤

alright

i got a feeling that renjun w climb up my bias list after this

ok lets start

so how ya’ll met:

renjun was your mom’s friend-friend-friend-friend's son

and during chinese new year he came to visit your house

and wOaH hold on honey

this boy

is super cute

yet gives off a super model like vibe???

and ok you took the initiative to talk to him like

“hi i’m y/n! nice to meet you :)))))))”

and he SMILES with HIS TEETH

so cute

“i’m renjun, nice to meet you, y/n!”

and like 

you were like

swallowed by his visuals like HOW cAN SOMEONE BE CUHOT

in case you don’t know what cuhot means,,

it means cute+hot

i invented it

you’re welcome

ok back to the meeting

you and renjun hit on instantly bc 

1. you guys were about the same age

2.bc there were zero to no teenagers in your house except you guys

3. you guys had a crush on each other(!!!!)

and ya’ll kept talking and talking for god knows how long

and it was dinner time

so your mom invited his mom to eat huoguo(hotpot)

ngl renjun was super excited bc he LOVES hotpot

you loved it too but there was one drawback:

you don’t take spicy food

bc spicy food triggers the gastric juices in your stomach pretty badly

and every damn time you eat something spicy by accident

your tongue is on fire

FIREEEEEE OH EH OHHH

so yeah:(

when you guys tuck in to the food, renjun notices that you were way quieter than b4

when you were trying to flirt w him cough

and he grew worried so he asked why you aren’t eating much

and you said you couldn’t take spicy food

and his face FELL

and was super sad on your behalf

explaining how much good food you’ve missed

and like he even offered his non-spicy portion of food to you

to ensure that you’re well fed despite the spicy yet appetising food on the table

and your mom saw that and was like

huang renjun is my son-in-law ya’ll *sniffs*

ok and at the end of the meal when they left your mom pulls you aside like

“what do you think about that renjun boy?”

and honestly every time your mom tries to match-make you w other boys theyre gross af

but renjun is an exception so

“uhm he’s pretty nice,why?”

and your mom sHrIeKs

“OMG DAUGHTER LET’S GET YA’LL MARRIED”

i might have went a bit too far there but oh well

so earlier on ya’ll exchange numbers and when you’re about to go to bed renjun texts you

“are you sleeping?”

“i was about to though”

“omg im so sorry go sleep!”

“nah its alright omg”

“did your mom say anything about me when we left?”

and you were like oUH 

and panicky

bc renjun could see if you had read his message on kakaotalk

and you kept thinking

“y/n?”

“she said she wanted us to get married”

aND YOUR FINGER SPASMED AND PRESSED SEND

rip

you rn:

“oMG omg OMG NONONONONONONOO”

but that was all in your head and praying renjun won’t judge u

ok irl renjun was bLUSHIING

bc he lowkey or highkey likes you 

and his mom complimented how pretty you were 

so he’s actually pleasantly surprised

“ahaha oh my your mom has wild aspirations”

and you heave a sigh of relief

“yeah she does”

fastforward 102947383 texts later

you guys are bestest friends

and surprise surprise ya’ll attend the same school as well??

its basically some bombass performing arts school

and you’re a dance major while renjun is a theatre major

idk which major singing was under so i put theatre

and there was one day your school had this project where dance majors and theatre majors would collaborate

like in pairs

you know where this is going right

you and renjun pair up ofc

and since renjun was decently good at dancing

yes this move ya’ll dancing genius im chenle 10/10

ya’ll decided to do a dance x theatre combi

of romeo and juliet

oH ahem

and like at first its all those uhm

therefore arteu romeo thingy

i don’t take literature forgive me

then it changes in to uhm

idk what song is this but something upbeat alrite:

smth like this

yoojung lee is my fave choreographer ok

yo and ya’ll blasted the showcase?!?!?!?!?

everyone was cheering

including teachers

and renjun hugged you(!!!!!)

and everyone went from

YASSSS SLAY

to

AWH OMG SO CUTE

and like 

there were some sm scouting people there

and they saw renjun performing and singing

so they scouted him

and ngl you were so sad renjun was leaving china for his career and stuff

you contemplated wheter to audition for sm or smth

and he’s like

“i will visit you every month if there’s a break!!”

and at this point you were heavily infatuated w renjun

so you took the dive 

“renjun”

“hmm?”

“i have been keeping this to myself for so long, and i like you”

renjun just stared at you like the world has fallen

and you panicked

“ah ah its alright uhm its just me, hahah, stupid feelings-”

that’s when renjun dragged you to a quieter area, like the store room of the school’s dance studio

and clumsy y/n lost her balance,,

gif:

and

“in case you didn’t know already, i like you too y/n”

and then

uk what happens

the kiss of fate happens

not going into detail bc its just an innocent kiss ok

that was when ya’ll confessed to each other

rn 

renjun at first may come off as dense

but he’s actually super clingy and cute

but not too clingy most of the time 

most of the time

you’re studying in korea

while renjun focuses on practicing and his korean

ok can we just talk about his korean?!!? its so good and its almost on par w the korean members like it seemed like he has lived in korea for his whole life ok i shall stop

and you attend SOPA but its all good bc you are fluent in English too so language isn’t that much of a problem in school

but outside it’s a challenge cause not everyone speaks english or chinese

so you had to turn to the person closest to you

renjun

he would patiently explain to you what the sentences/phrases mean

and also encourage you when you make mistakes

and you improved your korean yay

and ya’ll go out on dates

i can prolly imagine those

ulzzang couple-ish vibe coming out

like renjun will sneak taeyong’s polariod camera in your bag

so ya’ll can take pictures of each other!!

bc like the memories are somewhat physical you know

like the actual picture

and when ya’ll go on dates renjun has a mask on

and you have a mask on too so he won’t feel lonely

but the challenge is 

if he wants to kiss you its virtually impossible

bc you have masks on

and he can’t let dispatch catch ya’ll

so one day ya’ll were at hangang park eating ramyeon

and you took of your mask

then renjun took off his as well

and when you ewre about to tuck in he kissed you

and you were shookt bc he wasnt the type to show affection so openly

“what are you doing?!?!?!?!”

“i’ve been wanting to do that for so long, baobei”

i m  w e a k

renjun doesn’t attend school in korea unfortunately(as far as i know)

but that doesn’t stop him from waiting outside school for you

ngl when he sees mark or jeno or jaemin or donghyuck

he gotta dashi run run run

bc they would suspect him

unless they arranged for an outing or smth after school

anyhow on one day they weren’t needed in school

but renjun said he had to go out to run some errands

but like mark left his textbook in school so he had to take it back for revision

so he was on his way to school like normal

and he sees renjun?!?

so he kind snoops at what renjun was doing

finds out that renjun is waiting outside SOPA

and agent mark 0208 whips out his phone, preparing to expose renjun when he goes back

but when he was about to press the capture button he sees you running towards renjun

and ya’ll:

renjun was like 

“baobeiiiiiiiiii i missed you so much i can’t omg”

and you’re like

“huang renjun,, pls,, let,, go,, we’re,, in,, public,,,,”

agent mark 0208 was shookt

shookt

he clears his throat uncomfortably, making ya’ll push each other away

a little too forcefully

“renjun? you’re running an errand at my school?”

“no hyung, i just came to see my cousin.”

lies, renjun, lies

“oh really? i don’t know how close ya’ll are to call her baobei, and as far as i know, baobei means babe in chinese,, right??!?!1!11!!!”

oUh

silence

in the end mark just sighs and said

“just don’t get caught, okay?”

he just smiles and walk away, probably shipping ya’ll so hard 

“who’s that?”

“its mark hyung, he’s the leader of our group.”

“are we gonna get caught?”

honestly you were super worried bc it could endanger renjun’s career and sour his ties with the company

and he cups your face like:

“baobei, no matter what happens i will always be with you, and i know i’m being selfish but i love you so much, nothing can break us apart.”

that was enough to assure you for the rest of your life for the rest of the day

thank you for reading omg

i really hope ya’ll enjoy this:-)

sidenote i have 2 drabble requests sitting in my inbox for god knows how long

but after i complete those my inbox will be empty again:(

i apologise if i do your request late as i have homework and it takes time to plan and write out the request

but still

request bc i love writing hehe

ok i love ya’ll good day/night💘

#fluffy writes #renjun #stan renjun #nct dream #nct fluff #nct scenarios

[monsterflavoredcondoms]

w.e

1. What is you middle//full name? Sabrina Ines Rivera 2. How old are you? 17 3. What is your birthday? may 24 1999 4. What is your zodiac sign? gemini 5. What is your favorite color? pink 6. What’s your lucky number? never had one , maybe 6 7. Do you have any pets? 2 cats and a dog , yellow cat mac , black cat jen, chihuahua dog coco 8. Where are you from? born and raised in puerto rico for 7 years , then mostly here in florida 9. How tall are you? 5.1 10. What shoe size are you? womans 6.5 i think 11. How many pairs of shoes do you own? like 10 but i only wear like 2 maybe 4 out of all of them 12. What was your last dream about? i dont know but i had a dream when i was 4-5 and then again at 10 about this little purple alien w green dots and its only as big as my hand and it would take me into its little door and i was turn as small as the alien and the place looked like new york but like underground 13. What talents do you have? double jointed in 4 of my fingures 14. Are you psychic in any way? no , but if i say "it wont happen" a lot of times , then it does happen , or like the opposite , so since nothing wants to go my way i just ask for the opposite 15. Favorite song? brenna from a victim a target 16. Favorite movie? idk , just listen is like an unknown movie but its so good and so emotional that i kind of love it 17. Who would be your ideal partner? someone who thinks about my feelings before their own and is cute and clingy as all hell 18. Do you want children? FUCK NO , dont even joke like that 19. Do you want a church wedding? hell no 20. Are you religious? athiest 21. Have you ever been to the hospital? many times , i had asthma till i was 3 , i fell from moms bed when i was three , i had an ear infection when i was three , threatened to kill my self when i was 12 , my sistick (its a ball that forms in the bladder while the menstrual cycle is on) poped when i was 14 and happens now every 3-9 months but now i mostly dont go to the hospital , good shit is i dont get pains now 22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law? nope 23. Have you ever met any celebrities? no-.- 24. Baths or showers? showers , but kinda equally love em 25. What color socks are you wearing? grey w pancakes on them 26. Have you ever been famous? lol no 27. Would you like to be a big celebrity? lol no , maybe on youtube , but 28. What type of music do you like? anything hut country and shit rap , like meditating or heavy metal or xxxtentation 29. Have you ever been skinny dipping? no , but i jumped in the pool w my bra and panty on once 30. How many pillows do you sleep with? two but my head lays on one 31. What position do you usually sleep in? stomach down 32. How big is your house? medium , not rlly big 33. What do you typically have for breakfast? jenny creig 34. Have you ever fired a gun? no 35. Have you ever tried archery? yes , when i berally remembered anything 36. Favorite clean word? beautiful 37. Favorite swear word? cunt 38. What’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep? 32 hours , crazy shit , i did an all nighter , pretended to get up early and went to therapy later and went places , got home at 6 pm 39. Do you have any scars? on my fore head , when i fell off moms bed when i was like 3-4 40. Have you ever had a secret admirer? no , idk 41. Are you a good liar? nope 42. Are you a good judge of character? nope 43. Can you do any other accents other than your own? not rlly , if i try 44. Do you have a strong accent? no , my mom does tho , i dont have an accent on either spanish nor english 45. What is your favorite accent? british 46. What is your personality type? interested 47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing? a dress in the back of my closet in which i got so that i can be brights made in my cousins wedding 48. Can you curl your tongue? no.. idk 49. Are you an innie or an outie? belly button? outie 50. Left or right handed? right 51. Are you scared of spiders? terrified 52. Favorite food? fuck idk , food , mac and cheese 53. Favorite foreign food? zorrullos , its hispanic 54. Are you a clean or messy person? messy , we aint talking soccer here 55. Most used phrased? go to sleep 56. Most used word? um 57. How long does it take for you to get ready? 5 mins or less , unless a bitch pisses me off , then imma be cute/hot as hell for a bitch to be jealous 58. Do you have much of an ego? i dont think so 59. Do you suck or bite lollipops? suck 😉 60. Do you talk to yourself? always 61. Do you sing to yourself? no 62. Are you a good singer? lmaoo.... no 63. Biggest Fear? spiders 64. Are you a gossip? only to my closest friend possible , probably gossip bout trump lol 65. Best dramatic movie you’ve seen? hunger games probably 66. Do you like long or short hair? buzz cut 67. Can you name all 50 states of America? lol no 68. Favorite school subject? lunch 69. Extrovert or Introvert? both , like extrovert w people but alone i hate everyone lol 70. Have you ever been scuba diving? no , went zip-lining tho 71. What makes you nervous? everything , walking up to friends , talking to adults , starting conversations , walking places by my self 72. Are you scared of the dark? no , not at my house , in the streets a little 73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes? almost not , if they talking shit they aint suppose to , then a bitch gotta stand up 74. Are you ticklish? fuck you 75. Have you ever started a rumor? no 76. Have you ever been in a position of authority? no , dont recall 77. Have you ever drank underage? lol yes 78. Have you ever done drugs? 420 bro 79. Who was your first real crush? kindergarten a little boy , we ended up dating untill i never saw him again 80. How many piercings do you have? one on each ear 81. Can you roll your Rs?“ yes , hispanic mami 82. How fast can you type? fast asf boi , when im mad 83. How fast can you run? slow 84. What color is your hair? blond , naturally dark brown tho 85. What color is your eyes? hazel, they've been orang yellowish for a while tho 86. What are you allergic to? donald trump 87. Do you keep a journal? yea but its like a sketch book , i draw my feelings if im mad 88. What do your parents do? sit behind a desk and then come home to complain about work 89. Do you like your age? eh , prefer 21 for all the good reasons 90. What makes you angry? my father 91. Do you like your own name? no , i prefer stella or steven 92. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they? dren, steven , rose , their birthstone 93. Do you want a boy a girl for a child? a human who will choose their gender when they're older 94. What are your strengths? fangirling over steven universe , kindof good at math , like good at adding subtracting and multi 95. What are your weaknesses? socializations , situations in which i have to argue 96. How did you get your name? the nurse asked and mom was like "idk" and the nurse was like , this book says sabrina , and mom was like "ok" 97. Were your ancestors royalty? lmfaooo... no , i have a italian ancestor , explains my love over pasta 98. Color of your room? white but i have like 20 posters and drawings and painted handprints and shelfs and a portrait in marilynn monroe , also stickers and trash 99. Color of your bedspread? red 100. Make up your own question if u can meet anyone , who would it be? rebecca sugar the creator of steven universe , and i mean like , meet her and hang w her for like a day , i hope she's nice , i hear she's nice , but people always tell me , some idols turn out to be assholes

#q&a #steven universe #100questions #i'm uncomfortable

[acousticbeauty]

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1. What is you middle name?Elizabeth2. How old are you?163. When is your birthday?February 4th4. What is your zodiac sign?Aquarius 5. What is your favorite color?green6. What’s your lucky number?47. Do you have any pets?yes. many8. Where are you from?Indiana. about 40 minutes from Chicago 9. How tall are you?5'3" ?10. What shoe size are you?7.511. How many pairs of shoes do you own?like 11 but I only wear 312. What was your last dream about?meeting my friend's newborn baby 😂13. What talents do you have?I can sing. play guitar. play ukulele. play piano. write music. *shrugs* not really anything. 14. Are you psychic in any way?uhm. don't think so. 15. Favorite song?too many 😬16. Favorite movie?Don't have one17. Who would be your ideal partner?idk. whoever I end up with in the future. if I like you I like you. 18. Do you want children?I think so. but I want to adopt I think. I would probably die having a kid. 19. Do you want a church wedding?no20. Are you religious?uhm. I guess. 21. Have you ever been to the hospital?yes22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law?no23. Have you ever met any celebrities?weird Al yankovic. colton dixon. sanctus real24. Baths or showers?showers25. What color socks are you wearing?black26. Have you ever been famous?nope27. Would you like to be a big celebrity?yes. but I also want to be my own person with it. 28. What type of music do you like?everything. music is just great. im a lover and appreciator of music. idk. 29. Have you ever been skinny dipping?no but I want to30. How many pillows do you sleep with?331. What position do you usually sleep in?uhm. I change it throughout the night. idk32. How big is your house?not very big. 33. What do you typically have for breakfast?if I eat it i eat granola or fruit. 34. Have you ever fired a gun?no. guns scare me a bit. a lot actually. 35. Have you ever tried archery?when I was like 5 in my backyard 36. Favorite clean word?anything that isn't common. also love the word hella 😂 idk if that's considered a swear word. 37. Favorite swear word?shit or fuck. or damn/dammit38. What’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep?Probably close to 3 days. 39. Do you have any scars?yes. 40. Have you ever had a secret admirer?omg yeah41. Are you a good liar?I really don't lie. but I think id be alright at it. 42. Are you a good judge of character?yes43. Can you do any other accents other than your own?yes 😂44. Do you have a strong accent?to some people from other countries I would. but I think I sound normal. 45. What is your favorite accent?Don't have one. 46. What is your personality type?shy. reserved. accepting. chill. idek if I'm answering this right. 47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing?uhm. I have no idea. 48. Can you curl your tongue?yes49. Are you an innie or an outie?kinda both. it's weird50. Left or right handed?right51. Are you scared of spiders?uhm. not really. as long as they keep their distance im chill. 52. Favorite food?I don't know this either. 53. Favorite foreign food?I really don't know. 54. Are you a clean or messy person?a little bit of both. depends on what we're talking about. 55. Most used phrased?whatever happens, happens. I think. 56. Most used word?like57. How long does it take for you to get ready?like 15 minutes. idc 58. Do you have much of an ego?not really. no. 59. Do you suck or bite lollipops?suck. but then bite when it gets little. idk. weird question. 60. Do you talk to yourself?yes 😂61. Do you sing to yourself?all the time. 62. Are you a good singer?look at my "cover" tag. you tell me. im average I think. 63. Biggest Fear?love. but also the dark. and death. and giving birth. but childbirth is beautiful but I wouldn't be able to do it. 64. Are you a gossip?no. not into it. 65. Best dramatic movie you’ve seen?I love a lot of movies. 66. Do you like long or short hair?both. 67. Can you name all 50 states of America?yeah. I think. 68. Favorite school subject?psychology 69. Extrovert or Introvert?Introvert 70. Have you ever been scuba diving?no. I wish. 71. What makes you nervous?what doesn't make me nervous? any kind of interaction with people makes me nervous. or talking aloud or in front of the class or anything makes me nervous. idk. 72. Are you scared of the dark?omfg yes73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes?sometimes. if I know it wont offend them. unless im mad at them for something true then it's like a "fuck you. you did this wrong"74. Are you ticklish?yes. but I keep it on the DL 75. Have you ever started a rumor?no. that's shitty 76. Have you ever been in a position of authority?yes77. Have you ever drank underage?yup78. Have you ever done drugs?nope79. Who was your first real crush?ooooooo. uhm. a girl when I was in 6th grade. her name was Hannah. she was 👌80. How many piercings do you have?one in each ear. I'll have a few more one day. 81. Can you roll your Rs?“yes. I do it at unnecessary times 😂 not even intentionally 82. How fast can you type?Pretty fast. idk. 83. How fast can you run?not very fast lmao 84. What color is your hair?blonde. with every shade of blonde in it. also have natural red highlights 85. What color is your eyes?blue/gray. the shade of blue changes depending on my mood though. 86. What are you allergic to?the sun, the grass, and certain pets make me itch and break out. idk87. Do you keep a journal?yes. it's my life. 88. What do your parents do?my dad monitors truck drivers and my mom works at a daycare. 89. Do you like your age?yeah. but I don't look it. but I can deal90. What makes you angry?Inequality. 91. Do you like your own name?uhm. yeah. I was supposed to be named Destiny though. idk. I think Katelynn and Destiny both fit. look up Katelynn on urban dictionary 😂 good name92. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they?ooooooo. yes. Nevaeh Elizabeth, that's the only one im for sure about. 93. Do you want a boy a girl for a child?both. I just wanna raise up some good kids one day in this world 94. What are you strengths?anything music related. love. compassionate. kindness. idk. I have a heart. so anything with that. idk. can't think of any. but I'm good at loving. 95. What are your weaknesses?uhmmmmmm. I can't think of any. I have a TON though. 96. How did you get your name?Katelynn Elizabeth so like my nanas middle name is Lynn and my grandmas middle name is beth so yeah 97. Were your ancestors royalty?no idea. I've never done that research. but probably 💁98. Do you have any scars?yes. many99. Color of your bedspread?I sleep with so many blankets. navy blue, red, gray, smoky green, and regular blue100. Color of your room?green

[unicornninjabitch]

1-64 + 65: If you were a dog, which race would you be?

Answers under the cut cause im not always the worst

1. Do you ever doubt the existence of others than you?

~Yeah it gets weird late at night

2. On a scale of 1-5, how afraid of the dark are you?

~0

3. The person you would never want to meet?

~Emma Roberts, idk why i just dont trust her

4. What is your favorite word?

~Stupendous

5. If you were a type of tree, what would you be?

~I’d wanna be a fruit tree

6. When you looked in the mirror this morning what was the first thing you thought?

~Ew

7. What shirt are you wearing?

~A grey tshirt with a picture of a forest ig

8. What do you label yourself as?

~A Mess (jk trans man, pansexual)

9. Bright room or dark room?

~Dark room

10. What were you doing at midnight last night?

~Fucking around on photoshop

11. Favorite age you’ve been so far?

~You think i remember my childhood?? lol nah that shits repressed, but summer of sophmore year was fun

12. Who told you they loved you last?

~My best friend (@kwilmusic​)

13. Your worst enemy?

~I dont really have an enemy so i guess myself (WowzA AlEX thatS sOo eDgy)

14. What is your current desktop picture?

~A collage thing I made myself

15. Do you like someone?

~Yeah I think so

16. The last song you listened to?

~Two Coffins by Against Me!

17. You can press a button that will make any one person explode. Who would you blow up?

~Trump (fuucck him)

18. Who would you really like to just punch in the face?

~Trump (fuuck him)

19. If anyone could be your slave for a day, who would it be and what would they have to do?

~I dont think I’d have one i dont like people doing stuff for me, so pass

20. What is your best physical attribute? (showing said attribute is optional)

~uuh probably nothing

21. If you were the opposite sex for one day, what would you look like and what would you do?

~tbh id probably look like my brother and I have no idea whatd i do

22. Do you have a secret talent? If yes, what is it?

~I dont think so

23. What is one unique thing you’re afraid of?

~ I’m terrified of Tazz from Looney Toons (i hope I understood that question right)

24. You can only have one kind of sandwich. Every sandwich ingredient known to humankind is at your disposal.

~Grilled cheese with chicken (so many kinds of cheese and chicken it makes sense!)

25. You just found $100! How are you going to spend it?

~Im buying food and clothes probably

26. You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere in the world, but you have to leave immediately. Where are you going to go?

~Assuming I have a passport and shit I’d go to Australia I think

27. An angel appears out of Heaven and offers you a lifetime supply of the alcoholic beverage of your choice. “Be brand-specific” it says. Man! What are you gonna say about that? Even if you don’t drink booze there’s something you can figure out… so what’s it gonna be?

~I think Four Locos and I’ll thank that angel for all eternity

28. You discover a beautiful island upon which you may build your own society. You make the rules. What is the first rule you put into place?

~Probably just dont be a dick cause thats the basis of all rules really

29. What is your favorite expletive?

~Fuck

30. Your house is on fire, holy shit! You have just enough time to run in there and grab ONE inanimate object. Don’t worry, your loved ones and pets have already made it out safely. So what’s the one thing you’re going to save from that blazing inferno?

~Probably my laptop even though thats the lame boring answer but oops

31. You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?

~5th grade, bye

32. You got kicked out of the country for being a time-traveling heathen who sleeps with celebrities and has super-powers. But check out this cool shit… you can move to anywhere else in the world!

~Can I just wander Earth until my dying day?? cause i pick that

33. The Celestial Gates Of Beyond have opened, much to your surprise because you didn’t think such a thing existed. Death appears. As it turns out, Death is actually a pretty cool entity, and happens to be in a fantastic mood. Death offers to return the friend/family-member/person/etc. of your choice to the living world. Who will you bring back?

~My grandma

34. What was your last dream about?

~I forget but I remember finger guns and puns

35. Are you a good….boy? (he said put it with 65 but im not gonna)

~do i put the jokey kink answer or just say i hate you?

36. Have you ever been admitted to the hospital?

~Yeah

37. Have you ever built a snowman?

~Yeah

38. What is the color of your socks?

~Currently not wearing socks

39. What type of music do you like?

~Tbh I kinda like everything (again sorry for the lame answer)

40. Do you prefer sunrises or sunsets?

~Sunset

41. What is your favorite milkshake flavor?

~Cookies and Cream

42. What football team do you support? (I will answer in terms of American football as well as soccer)

~None I dont watch football

43. Do you have any scars?

~Yeah

44. What do you want to be when you graduate?

~I want to be a child and adolescent therapist

45. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?

~Physically- I’d probably be taller, Personality- I’d wanna be less self-critical

46. Are you reliable?

~Yeah I think so

47. If you could ask your future self one question, what would it be?

~Are you okay?

48. Do you hold grudges?

~Yes and I can hold a grudge for a really long time

49. If you could breed two animals together to defy the laws of nature, what new animal would you create?

~A mouse and a lizard to make a tiny fuzzy lizard

50. What is the most unusual conversation you’ve ever had?

~ I cant hink of anything rn but im sure theres been some funny things

51. Are you a good liar?

~Yeah I can be

52. How long could you go without talking?

~Verbally- probably a few days, To anybody- probably a day or 2

53. What has been you worst haircut/style?

~When my hair was long and I did nothing with it

54. Have you ever baked your own cake?

~Yeah

55. Can you do any accents other than your own?

~Not really, a couple phrases but they usually die and aren’t good

56. What do you like on your toast?

~Butter or nutella

57. What is the last thing you drew a picture of?

~I drew a sketch of buildings/apartment for some characters (shameless promo @alexandjoonhavekids​)

58. What would be you dream car?

~I dont really have one and i dont drive soo

59. Do you sing in the shower? Or do anything unusual in the shower? Explain.

~Yeah I sing in the shower, dance, think about characters and shit

60. Do you believe in aliens?

~Yeah

61. Do you often read your horoscope?

~Not often but I do sometimes

62. What is your favorite letter of the alphabet?

~X

63. Which is cooler: dinosaurs or dragons?

~Dragons

64. What do you think about babies?

~They’re cool i like babies

65. Freebie!  If you were a dog, which race would you be?

~I wanna be a corgi