#it takes an hour for my conputer tl turn on

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#i hate everything so much #ive been totally isolated all weekend and it isnt good for me and it's making me so sad #but i dont have anyone to hang out witj #and a discord server im in starts a game and i decide that even though im kinda tired ill join #because itll make me feel better #my computer is fucked #i tell them ill hop on #it takes an hour for my conputer tl turn on #then i have to jnstall discord again #and as soon as the discord window opens everyone leaves the voice call and says WE'RE DONE with a fucking smiley emoji #and i have not been able to stop sobbing since #it's been like fifteen minutes at this point #i am so fucking miserable #i felt so happy this morning too #for no fucking reason #i shouldn't expect it or anything #tomorrow is gonna be day three of the same shit and then i go back to work #fuck me fuck this fuck absolutely everything