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i-am-kind-of-lost · 5 months

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Tripti Dimri becoming popular for Animal instead of Laila Majnu/Bulbul/Qala is my 13th reason

#i hate this country #i hate Sandeep Vanga Reddy #i hate men #i hate everything so much

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revenantghost · 10 months

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Of course I say goodbye, and get in a car accident right outside of my house.

I fucking hate everything.

#I'm fine #I mean #I'm really not okay #But I'm fine it was just a fender bender #God I can't afford this on any level #Emotionally or literally #I hate everything so much #I'm so tired #And I'm so stupid and feel so shitty and god #Someone whack me in the head with a mallet like a cartoon so I don't have to exist for awhile #Like a cartoon #Sorry for venting here I just #God I'm so fucking tired and I don't want to anymore #Yadda yadda #Animal Illness

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onyxheartbeat · 5 months

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When you could finally have sex with a man you’d loved for years, and you’d ride for literal hours while he oftentimes did nothing but lie there like a dead fish, and you’d do it till your thighs were burning, and because he’s injured and has heart disease, he was apologizing his body didn’t work so you felt bad for him, and you were so in love that none of that mattered so you wanted to go the extra mile all the time and it was your first sexual, true relationship so you were so excited, and it felt like magic to you at the time, and you didn’t even care that his dick only gets semi hard, then you’d also blow him every five mins, do the gluck gluck double hand twist and learned what he likes and explored things you both were experiencing for the first time in your lives and did it all whenever he’d ask you to and you really believe you were satisfactory because you put so much attention and love into it and he’d even tell you that you were so good at what you were doing and no woman has ever done that like that for him before, and he was asking for videos of you to take of yourself when you were out, and he was asking you to come over constantly when you were at work, telling you he wanted your body, and every moment you were there for the first few months, he needed to be touching you and loving on you and asking you to sit with him and cuddle him and he acted so in love and told you all these things about how making love to you was beautiful and different for him than he’s ever felt before, and you even watch porn with him and never shame him for that, and YET, you find out he’s subscribing to 25 OnlyFans models who for all you know have been sending him messages and you catch him and ask him why you’re not enough and he dares to say “because you’re not always here” with a laugh and he thought he was funny so you leave his house and go home and he calls your phone 30 times to apologize and you talk it out but over time you realize he’s pulling away and he doesn’t communicate why he slowly stops wanting sex and you catch him watching porn when you’re not around even though you told him you are fine watching as long as you’re together so you figure out it’s you he’s running away from and you learn way too late that’s a common trait for people with avoidant attachment—to be hypersexual with someone in the beginning of a relationship and then have a deactivating strategy of turning to porn and cheating with people who have no intimate connection to them because they have a fear of closeness and abandonment, so you feel like a used toy and a distraction whose sexuality was just a means of escape until they no longer wanted you, and then on top of that, you’re ghosted a year later and you realize he’s probably getting a sexual fix with some other girl(s) in God knows what ways, meanwhile you haven’t been able to find any attraction to another man since him, and you realize the sexuality you made so special for him and gave with so much love and was filled with soul and emotion, because he told you it was, really means nothing to him even though he said always loved you, and you knew he thought of you sexually for years even before you ever touched, and this is all because he’s fucked in the head, and only now in hindsight do you realize that he’s had so many women sexually over the years because of this problem and not because he just had some young player phase, and you realize you’re not special and you’re just the latest one, and you now have irreparable damage to your self esteem and sexuality and feel like it was your personal shortcoming somehow, even though your logical brain knows it’s his dysfunction, and you’re enraged and sad and masturbation ends in tears nowadays and only thinking of him and remembering how you’d tell him you don’t want any other man inside of you ever again, and,

#I hate everything so much

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airsigh · 2 months

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5:30pm breakfast!!!!!!! wooooo!!!!!!

#i hate everything so much #i want to cry #WHY CANT I BE NORMAL

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teethburger · 1 year

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misophonia is like “I need to scream and break everything in my general vicinity but if I hear a sound I will explode”

#vent #I hate everything so much #there was a boy sitting behind me during latin who kept sniffing every few seconds and I was about to punch him #I’m actually mad and disappointed that I didn’t #i was SO READY #I WANT TO HURT SOMEONE #I WANT TO PUNCH SOMEONE RIGHT IN THE FACE AND GET EXPELLED AND JUST ESCAPE FROM THIS HELL #I WANT TO GET SO ANGRY I CAN’T THINK ANYMORE #I WANT TO MAKE SOMEONE BLEED #I WANT TO SCREAM #I WISH I FOLLOWED HIM HOME SO I COULD BEAT HIS ASS IN FRONT OF HIS PARENTS #I WANT IT ALL TO JUST STOP #I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE #I WANT TO RIP OUT MY EARDRUMS SO I DON’T HAVE TO HEAR ANYTHING EVER AGAIN #I WANT TO DIE #I WANT TO RUN AWAY

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crybaby-bkg · 1 year

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discovering why it bothers me so bad to be ignored should’ve been more obvious to me lmao

#I hate everything so much #now I’m being ignored for not speaking enough lol #and when I speak too much it’s overwhelming #I can’t win for losing so why even keep trying #sorry for being emo I’m just so exhausted and it feels like nothing is gonna get better #I know it will eventually but it’s hard seeing the light through everything #boooo #—in store chit chat! 🍫

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unliikelylovers · 11 months

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i get military recruitment emails in my college inbox. when i was in high school we had recruiters in our school every couple months and recruiters tried to contact me over instagram when i was like sixteen years old. i get constant military recruitment ads every time i watch youtube. it makes me want to bang my head against a wall

#i hate everything so much #i wanted to reply to that email with a string of obscenities #it took all the restraint in the world to simply write ‘please take me off your list and never contact me again’#personal

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sophiesrambling · 1 year

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this show... it might actually kill me..

"treat her more like a daughter and less like a soldier"

I AM DYING HERE JENSEN ACKLES I'M DYING

#eating dirt #i swear to god #fuck john winchester #but also how did you became like this #I LOVE THIS SHOW #i hate everything so much #eric kripike im in your walls

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summoner-of-mist · 1 year

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feel like complete shit and just wanna die