#it wouldve been way to sad

[humanmorph]

i do still (occasionally) (also when keith mentions it) think about how noone really interacted with phrygian much outside of their humanoid shape much (room, place, objects etc), and when they did it usually went with a general sense of that being so strange / weird / kind of offputting. and of course part of it is that it's jokes from the cast & saying things like 'i don't want to party inside of you' are just kind of funny, i guess*, and on the other hand (watsonian) i can buy it from the characters who were raised with/under anti-branched propaganda, HOWEVER

Get over it!! Get over it!!!!! Skill‼️ Issue‼️

#/i/ wouldve eaten cereal OR take a nap! whatever!!!!!! #valence wouldve been cool. they wouldve been CHILL i firmly believe this i have to #also thisbe excluded but only just so. posthumous mention of phrygian cereal box appreciation. and I LIKED that moment i really did #theres also some other offhand mentions i think but this is just what i thought abtwhile on my walk today. i didnt look shit up #palisadeposting #palisade spoilers #whatever its so old at this point.still #this like unintentionally (i have to assume.) makes me sad abt phrygian in a different way than usual. which ill take I GUESS but yknow #they just didnt fw the branched (or rather the one branched person they knew) . why #‼️ #wait i forgot about the asterisk up there uhm #*some of them. #i had more to say there but i forgot just some of them

[sinnerruud]

no u don’t understand this is so beautiful to me.

🥹🤍 ما شاء الله

#😭😭🤍🤍🇲🇦 #going in i was def thinkint spain would win and kinda rooting for them. cuz my brothers are barca fans #i stopped watching after half-time cuz it was still 0-0 smh #im sad for spain but wouldve been happy with either win tbh. morocco winning this is soooo iconic of them <333 #and it makes me so proud 😭🤍 #masha allah boys lets go all the way <333 #morocco #world cup 2022

[tsukana]

i think im really sad that im feeling bitter abt this bc like. despite the fact that ppl are saying oh yeah its purgatory its never fair. i have a bad taste in my mouth that for once it feels like its not bc of player action its partially to do with weird ruling by the admins on the event (re: the essentially. disregarding of the event points on elimination which i still kinda dont get why they couldnt just retally the points since they had the numbers?)

#tsu talks #qsmp crit #qsmp discourse #i mean yeah i was rooting for sneeg but also. i hate that he's blaming himself that if he hadnt spoken up theyd have lost anyway. bc it #wasnt his fault? #and not trying to hate on the admins at all or anything. but despite saying the wrng names #recalculating the scores and just Saying what the score makeup was wouldve solved everything without making streamers need to stream beyond #what they expected on a day that shouldve been primarily abt the egg wars event? #anwyyas shutting up now. this isnt meant to be a super neg or something post this is mostly just me reflecting on the way i feel abt today #and the way today went and the way the event went today. i still had a good time so far #and like i said. i feel sad that i feel this way bc i dont WANT to feel this way. btu like. what can i do abt that yknow. thats just how im #feeling. i really wanna enjoy the event but honestly now that sneegs out he was rly the only purg2 pov i was watching lmao. id watch #etoiles but i cant read translations while im listening at work </3

[voiceofsword]

it sucks bc niki had a happy home life, had a really good relationship with his parents, until that just all... stopped one day? and i dont doubt his parents love him but it's not like niki's ever wanted to inconvenience them since he knows having to leave was enough of a problem. so niki doesn't hate them either but i think it'd be a little complicated

i think it takes a few years for niki to realize it did him way more harm than he thought and i can see it coming from him and rinne talking about it, maybe niki reminiscing or talking about his parents' absence without taking it too seriously, only to be met with silence by rinne and rinne just turns to him to be like "niki what they did was fucked up you know that right" and That's when it hits niki like oh maybe yeah it was

#i also say a few years bc early on i dont think rinne wouldve been close enough to feel comfortable with niki to mention it #but he would Know n just kind of pity niki for a while until he realizes it's not as big of a deal to niki as it should be. #just makes him sad.. seeing someone he cares about so much be like oh im small potatoes so its fine #Watch how i can turn everything into rinniki #but also even if this didnt have rinniki implications in my head theres no other way it could be addressed #mimthinks

[buzz-cow-man]

the curse might be broken but hes still yet to make it to the final episode.

#secret life #secret life spoilers #that curse is still going strong #jimmy solidarity #solidaritygaming #kinda sad about it actually #wouldve been way funnier if it continued #i was mainly watching lizzie

[sonic-adventure-3]

“he roller skates!” “they’re air shoes.” is designed to kill me specifically because firstly that’s so fucking funny and the presentation and the line delivery is fucking amazing and also secondly shadow’s shoes are originally based on inline skates NOT roller skates (well technically inlines are a kind of roller skate but in a broader context “roller skates” are almost exclusively used to refer to quad skates. inlines have their wheels in a line, quads are quadragled) and his animation is 100% based on quad skating in prime BUT SHADOW IS AN INLINE SKATER ORIGINALLY HIS SHOES ARE BASED ON INLINE SKATES SA2 WOULD NOT EXIST WITHOUT INLINE SKATING I CARE IMMENSELY ABOUT THIS

#NOT EVEN JOKING ABOUT THE LAST BIT #THE GRINDING MECHANIC OF SA2 AND SOAP SHOES ARE BASED ON INLINE SKATES #PLUS ​THE CULTURAL CONTEXT OF THE TIME OF ITS DEVELOPMENT WOULDVE JUST BEEN CATCHING THE TAIL END OF THE ERA OF AGGRESSIVE INLINE SKATES #skateboarding but inline skating as well are crucial components to what sonic’s very personality and the tone/aesthetic of sonic adventure #also inline skating way way faster than quad skating #genuinely genuinely i’m not mad i’m not mad i’m not mad #prime is great this bit is great the animation of prime and shadow in prime is great shadow is great #i’m not even angry!! it’s such a good bit!!! it’s animated well! roller skates are more well known today!!! #BUT HAVE THEY CONSIDERED THAT I CARE IMMENSELY ABOUT SHADOW THE HEDGEHOG AND INLINE SKATES AND SHADOW ON INLINE SKATES?!? NO!!! #his animation in sa2 and heroes and shth is based on inline skating also #his animation in 06 is quad based but it also sucks complete ass so it doesn’t exist to me #most other skating animations of his are mid and i haven’t analyzed them enough to tell #theres a large grace area i give cause i don’t expect animations to be 100% accurate to real movements #plus the air shoes while based on inlines are their own thing and i think it’s nice when they embrace that #BUT FUCK QUAD SKATES #i don’t hate quad skates inlines are just cooler by an order of magnitude to me and them being the default makes me sad :( #rambles #prime #action sport posting #<- yeah. thats a tag. it will be used more in the future

[fiomeras]

Aromantism sure is one of those things that make you place your hand infront of a mirror and sigh really heavily when you think about it. (Not upset about it but not particularly fond about it either. its something im very greatful for because without understanding it and accepting it i wouldnt be able to find and appreciate that love exists in many other ways even if its out of my reach)

#i talk #one of those orientations that despite how sad it may seem gives u da ability to enjoy love more endlessly #in smaller things #its also one of those things that people have diffrent experiences and views for . is it bad is it good it depends on you. #being sad about it and accepting it fully is something that can coexist and does often exist with the other. oobgh #dont think anyone wouldve been able to guess i was aro unless i say so in some way from what i post. i draw alot of people kissing #not because i want to be them im just glad love is real #yknow #personal

[penisbilt]

the bittersweet but absolute flood of relief that comes from admitting defeat at living independently, to have to move back in with parents. we tried! we gave it our best shot for almost 3 years! but living like this (being on our own) is just not possible for us at this time of our lives. we've finally proved it to ourselves that we can't do it. it'll be okay to let ourselves rest now

#latimers parents not mine!!!! i am NOT moving back to florida LOL #really hope that the changes will be good for my mental health. this apartment is toxic to us #ive been on the verge of meltdowns Kind Of A Lot lately. imnot doing great #extremely dependent on substances. just to reach a baseline level of functioning. but even that isnt working as much anymore #the only things i do on my phone or tablet these days is like. 2 mobile games. and skirting past my dms to check latimers blog #its too overwhelming to even open discord these days yknow. everything on earth is too much for me right meow #i havent been drawing i havent been social online OR irl i havent been cooking or creating #i havent been keeping up with personal hygiene like at all im particularly ashamed about that one #i've been really bad about doing my T the past few months which is a HUGE shame because im SO fucking hyped to be on it #theres just. too many obstacles in getting it done half the time. and the other half of the time i just forget #anyway. anyway. #our lease ends in july so between now and then we're just gonna try our best to tolerate our living situation enough to get by #there's a light at the end of the tunnel. and its called 'i only have to be in charge of like 2 rooms at most. and not a household!' #we're gonna try to slowly comb through all our things between now and then so the process of moving wont suck as bad #cuz listen. its pretty fucking bad right now #maybe not for other people. but it is for me. and its okay to let myself come to terms with that #im just. so relieved. still very stressed! but theres at least light at the end of the tunnel and its only like 2 months away #ill be able to draw guilt-free again. ill be able to just EXIST guilt-free #i dont think ive felt guilt-free for just existing the way i do since like. turning 20 #i know my mom wouldve loved if i stayed home forever. and im sad i cant be there for her #but ever since i had a fight with my dad at 15 or 16 it just really felt like he didnt want me there more and more #maybe as the youngest he was resenting that i was preventing him from becoming an empty nester or something. i dont know #because all the other kids had been moved out and on their own at least once but i had never left home before #i dont know if he'd be heartbroken or not to hear that i feeling like he was resenting me. but thats the energy i was picking up for years #i dunno. i dont know #anyway. back to housing. for now im going to try to relax and store energy for the moving process #the huge pile of things by the kitchen? i dont have to worry about that becoming permanent because we're leaving in 2 months #the general discord of the state of our possessions? we have to go through everything to pack it all anyway. we can move in RIGHT this time #when we moved in here we didnt have a car or license so we were dependent on latimers 3-hr-drive-away parents to help us move #just /across town/. and we had a whole month between leases! but it still had to be done in a weekend

[prettycoolducks]

It's really funny seeing new fans be like "Wait the doctor is gay/bi/nonbinary/etc???" As if they haven't been kissing men and women and all else left and right and ignoring gender as a concept since the very beginning

#duck talks #well kissing men and women in nuwho anyway. classic doctors not so much in that department #gender on the other hand... #its less that the doctor is becoming these things now and moreso that the doctor as a character is a lot less closed off than he used to be #easy to see in the way 10 vs 14 act #10 wouldve never said i love you. he just couldnt. not even to rose (sad) #14 on the other hand is throwing the l word around like candy and hugging his friends (: #i feel like 12 was kind of the end of the doctor's closed off era. and by 13 she finally felt more open to being around other people #but she still kept a level of separation between her and her companions. couldnt let them get too close #not quite ready for love. she had been hurt too much in the past to try again #maybe 15 will be the doctor that loves freely and without inhibition #interesting to see #not allowing rbs sorry d: #doctor who spoilers #jic

[justinefrischmanngf]

it’s not that it makes me sad per se but i really could’ve been dating someone i did actually kind of really want to date since JULY. and now the moment is literally so far gone and i didn’t realise until the moment was so far gone !!!

#like it actually doesnt make me sad because there wouldve been major complications Had we dated #and the person who i trust most in this world has told me theyre glad it didnt happen #and i think in the long run he’s not the First person i should date anyway like in an ideal world we’d date like. 2-3 years on from now when #i’d been in at least one relationship to work out how i operate in a relationship #but it’s also like i wish i had known that the opportunity was there and i wish i had taken it #and part of me goes well maybe in 2-3 years it COULD happen #but i think that does a disservice to the person he’s dating now like . i do hope they’re happy and it goes well for the both of them #AND ALSO ITS WEIRD AS FUCK TO BE LIKE OH WELL MAYBE IN A FEW YEARS ILL DATE THIS PERSON *AFTER* another person?????? #like bitch who do you think u are that you’ll have managed to date ANYONE in that time and also why the fuck would u date someone without #hoping it would last???????? #but thoughts ≠ action nor are they inherently moralistic #but also that’s a weird way 2 think about relationships #it’d be funny if it happened though #idk i just think that if the timing was different he and i could have so much fun dating like genuinely i think it’d be a really good time #but it’s really weird because i’m not pining away after him or anything like ik it sounds like i am #but it’s not like that it’s more just that it’s opened up all these thoughts that i hadn’t really thought possible before ? #and they’re not possible NOW bc he’s dating someone else so i’m in exactly the same position but idk #i think i’m getting too settled. i’m TOO SETTLED. #because it’s literally not normal to think oh maybe in three years we could date and it’d be better timing for both of us ??????????? #unhinged behaviour. what the fuck is that. #it’d be fucking hilarious if it happened tho

[blastlight]

i booked myself a 12 hour train ride and got there on time and everything and all it took was 1 hour of sleep and losing my credit card

#im So good at adult. worst timing POSSIBLE for this credit card thing but i spent most of the balance on this train #so worst case scenario i lose 40$. which i shouldnt since it should be in my room or my stuff somewhere #keyword Somewhere :/ #anyway i got a knockoff squishmallow and Lots of seat space so it should be a nice ride #blast babbles #big pro of 7am train: i can lean my seat all the way back and kick the seat in front of me :3 #EDIT: the credit card was on my laptop keyboard. thought it might be. baruch Hashem #i was usimg it to buy this ticket. so it wouldve been some sad karma to lose it

[i-will-physically-fight-you]

Going to therapy is great because you can rant to your therapist about the untapped potential of Star Wars Sequel Characters for ten minutes and they are a captive audience forced to hear your very reasonable valid points and you can do this instead of talking about your issues hope this helps <3

#kat talks #no one irl will ever listen to me that rey poe and finn were decent characters that had POTENTIAL #kylo ren is a bit of a lost cause im afraid #(by that i mean the sequel trio had more personality and plot motives in the first movie than he did so he'd need a lot more rework) #I still cry and scream internally that they were still cowards about hayden christensen and wouldnt let him show up to tell kylo ren off #i still think that was a major thing about kylo ren's character that WOULDVE BEEN INTERESTING #like imagine worshipping your grandfathers literal worst sins only for his force ghost to show up and tell you off #SUBLIME #anyways the way I watch sw is I stop at Force Awakens #and im like 'wow what a fun what-if story after rotj its so sad they never made more movies after it :)' #and THATS HOW IT SHOULD BE WATCHED #thank you for listening to my ted talk #(and also rogue one was great definitely included in the sw movie rewatch between rots and anh)

[cuepickle]

Growing up, Billy always wanted an electric guitar. He spends his weekends at the music store trying out every model, asking the staff to teach him chords. Spends years scrimping and saving every spare penny just to buy himself the cheapest possible model he can get, and the day he finally brings it home he stays up all night trying to learn the chords until his fingers are all cut up and bleeding. Doesn’t even matter that he hasn’t got an amp, he’s never been this happy in his life. He has a guitar. His own guitar.

The next day Neil returns it for gas money.

He rips Billy a new one, telling him if he ever dares to waste his money on “stupid shit” again he’ll be out on the street. That if Billy wants to be apart of this “family” he has a responsibility to contribute, not waste his time and money on frivolous crap that he’s just going to fail at anyway.

Billy doesn’t go back to the store again.

#idk if this has been done #and it probably has #but I’m listening to a billy playlist rn and I just think if he was able to he wouldve LOVED to have a guitar #wants one like Eddie’s but there’s no fucking way Neil would allow that boy to do literally anything #Billy Hargrove #headcanon #I guess #just making myself sad bye

[imagineyneyjr]

#OMGGGG #THE TEAAAA #the entire situation still makes me fkn sad to this day #what neys career couldve been #i swear he wouldve had way less injuries too #in france they just dont care about their players #neymar #suarez #messi #neymar transfer #msn

[zofias]

i genuinely dont know what to do with myself ive been trying to move on to somewhere but i keep learning that i honestly have no skills to achieve anything im stuck and lost and thats it i just want a job thats stable but is that really going to come along...

#i hate healthcare its too hard to work in #why couldnt my family let me venture into literature or journalism why am i stuck in a hospital #im sure i wouldve been way more happy and sane #i just keep finding out everyday that im stupid and too dumb to be in healthcare #i want to just be better but i cant #im just sad and alone in all of this #z.txt

[minglana]

i was just reading some diaries that my mom wrote when i was little, where she was just writing to me about stuff we/i did when i was little. and i got so emotional....little does she know im gay and she probably would disown me if she knew🤪

#my thought process is just 'my poor mother. who wouldve guessed i would turn out gay. definitely not her' #and the worst part is that u can see how much she loves and cares for me when she writes. but WOULD she if she knew??? yeah definitely not #and it also makes me sad to see how like? idk my life seemed very alone. no siblings my age. no cousins or family or friends nearby..... #just my neighbors and my grandma. then having to travel 2+ hrs to see my grandparents #and apparently for my 3rd and 4th bday my parents/mom invited my cousins and tried to get them to come but they didnt...... #so my bday has always just been miserable for me huh. i love my bday but DAMN what a bad date to be born💀💀💀 #and also the way that my mom actually tries to invite my cousins..... she doesnt even wanna speak abt them now. bc theyre gay. #among other reasons that are NOT ENOUGH to not speak to or about them #z xarre