#its all about. its all about the sweetness that invites abuse of kevjean

[dayurno]

Kevjean that spend years without talking to each other out of the pure irrational fear of not having anything in common now that they are both free of Riko – If they don't look then the change isn't there

AGH....... theyre so fucking stupid but i think so much about how important riko is to their relationship and how much of a space he could be given even as a dead man if kevin and jean don't make a point out of ignoring him...... but how can you rid a relationship of its primal creator if its also both parties' first and worst abuser........ how do you get rid of riko without getting rid of each other..... its really. ah

i think a big part of kevjean to me is that both of their separate, new support systems (the trojans and the foxes in this case, though i use the term support system loosely) absolutely dont agree with this relationship at all GHDFGDHGJDFG when all your friends think your relationship is a grudge you cant let go of..... when everyone in your life thinks the only reason you could stay together is out of a misguided sense of codependence........ when no one wants you together and no one understands and it feels like youre a cult of two :) when id rather remember every time ive ever been wronged and abused than let go of you :) when you look at him and you think hes just something you invented when you were scared and needed to be rescued :))))

anyway heres my kevjean vision moodboard

#asks #kevjean #i need HORSE TRANQUILIZERRR RIS WHAT I NEED :) #its all about. its all about the sweetness that invites abuse of kevjean #if you even care. then thats what its all about #literally separated these quotes tears in my eyes on company time. its hard for me #the thing is that i really see it all for them i see the engagement parties and the picket fence houses and the anniversary trips #they arent doomed by the narrative but its just so cruel that it existed in the first place #they will be happy...... but the nest will always have happened............ #its really bad for me. it really is #i think well i think there is no universe where jean isnt loyally and eternally devoted to kevin for that sliver of kindness in the nest #but i do often wish the situation wasnt as extreme as it was #im seeing taylor in november by the way if she plays labyrinth ill throw a kevjean print on stage. who want me