#its an early blooming fancy one that honestly probably won't live idk what i was thinking when i bought it

[guinevereslancelot]

sitting in a blooming garden would fix me

#flowers WHEN #i have one teeny snowdrop just starting to form a flower 🥲 #worried its going to get killed by the cold front coming in tho #its an early blooming fancy one that honestly probably won't live idk what i was thinking when i bought it #literally nothing else is close to flowering tho #i just get so anxious for spring flowers in january i start blowing money pre ordering stuff tho #i ordered a bunch of snowdrops and some bare root hydrangeas and roses #idek how im gonna plant them the ground is probably frozen and we're about to get a foot of snow #what is wrong with me #the hydrangeas tho were a gift from my mom #i've wanted the white kind for a really long time and i told her one of my friends might get married at our house in the next few years #so she ordered them so they'll have time to establish and we'll have big beautiful white flowers for her wedding #which was really nice of her #anyway my friend was so excited and touched when i offered :') #she's not officially engaged but she's halfway thru her degree and she and her bf are planning to get married soon after they both graduate #so in two or three years the hydrangeas should be pretty well established and nice for a wedding #anyway im off track but im excited for all the stuff i ordered to be beautiful and blooming this summer #less excited to figure out how to plant them 🤔 #the roses are shipping at ideal planting time in april but the hydrangeas are coming this week for some reason #i cant plant those??? in january??? #i will have to try ig #i probably can we'll see #this has been a shitpost