Tumgik
#junmin x reader
lil-elle · 1 month
Text
Close Quarters
Tumblr media
group: xikers
pair: junmin x fem!reader
genre: college au, roommates to lovers, forced proximity, fluff, suggestive
word count: 3.2k
content: making out, coarse language, suggestive jokes
a/n: AAAAHHHH IM GOING CRAZY RAAGGHHH PARK JUNMIN
The rhythmic ticking of the library clock filled your ears as you mindlessly tapped your pencil against the desk, eyes flitting between the PowerPoint opened on your laptop and the blank paper in front of you as you tried and failed to put a single thought into words. You'd never struggled this much simply taking notes before, and you couldn't help but put all the blame on the one man that'd been taking over all your thoughts recently.
Suddenly, a strong arm reached over your head and shut your laptop, making you look up just to meet eyes with the exact man you'd been struggling to push out of your mind.
“Hey…” Junmin muttered, smiling softly.
“Hey there…” You smiled back, immediately forgetting all about the silent beef you had with the man looking down at you for making your study session much harder than it needed to be. “What're you doing here?” You asked with a slightly flirty lilt to your voice that you couldn't deny was slightly on purpose.
He gripped the back of your chair with both his hands, his knuckles grazing your shoulders and making your cheeks prickle with heat.
“Hmmm…just checking up on my favourite roomie.”
You giggled softly, watching the way his bangs fell as he tilted his head playfully. “I'm your only roomie.”
His smile widened slightly and you felt a small shiver run across your skin as he grazed the tip of his index finger across the nape of your neck, forcing you to train your eyes on the small mole on his nose to keep yourself from looking away.
“Well…I guess that means you're automatically my favourite…lucky you.” His warm breath hit your face as he spoke softly and you felt your heart melt inside your chest. You only realised how dazedly you were staring at him once he spoke up again, his fingers brushing over your forehead to swipe some hair from your face.
“We still on for tonight?” You smiled widely and nodded excitedly before he stood up straight and ruffled your hair. “Perfect. I gotta go now so…see you later at home.” You caught a glimpse of a small blush growing on his cheeks before he walked away, your eyes staying trained on his figure until he pushed through the library doors and was fully out of sight. You sighed in such a way that could only be described as ‘lovesick’ and turned your head back to your work, only to meet eyes with your friend sitting across from you. The friend you'd somehow completely forgot was there.
“Now what…was that?” She questioned. “You two got a thing going on or what?”
You felt your whole face flush bright red as you lifted your hands in defence.
“N-No!! He-Hes's just my roommate!” You stuttered out.
“‘Just’?”
“Y-yes! Nothing more. Nope! No funny business here!” You forced a laugh a little too loudly, flinching at the aggressive ‘shhhhh’ you received from a few surrounding students.
“Sure~” She responded sarcastically. You sighed and dropped your head against the desk. “But, y’know, as your friend I feel obligated to make sure you know how completely and totally heart-eyes he is for you.”
At that moment your head snapped back up and you had to force yourself to keep your voice down.
“...N-No way..” You chuckled wryly, turning your head away as if that would hide just how red your face was from her.
“Yes, way. The tension between you two is so insane, I felt it from all the way over here.”
“Shhhhh…” Your hands slowly creeped up over your face, the heat literally radiating from your skin like a heat pack. “I-I'm just a roommate to him. That's it…” You mumbled.
“Girl. He wants you. Like really wants you. The look in his eyes was like…he was basically undressing you with his eyes–”
“ABWUH-!?” You almost threw yourself over the table to clamp a hand over her mouth and shut her up. There was absolutely no way the rate at which your heart was beating was healthy. “How could you say that..??” You wanted to yell but your words ended up coming out in more of a whisper-shout. Your friend smiled, amused by your fluster.
“What? I'm just pointing out what I saw.” She chuckled lightly as you sunk back into your chair. “And what did he mean by ‘still on for tonight'? You sure you guys aren't dating?” You blushed hard for the billionth time, quickly stuttering back a defence. “W-We’re not! There was just this movie I wanted to watch…and he said he wanted to watch it with me so we're gonna have a whole movie night tonight at home.”
“And what kind of movie is it?”
You kept your eyes down at your paper as you spoke softly.
“...A romance.”
“Oh girl, he wants you so bad.”
“YOU-” You caught yourself, quickly glancing around to see if anyone heard your sudden loud tone, and sighing with relief to see all the other students too focused on their own work to notice. You pulled your lips together tightly, trying to suppress the embarrassment bubbling up and the unsteady beating of your heart.
“I….I gotta go!” You hastily shoved your things into your backpack, ignoring the chuckling of your friend, before slinging the bag over your back and turning on your heel towards the entrance.
“Good luck. Have fun~” You heard her say before shoving your earbuds in your ears and pushing the doors open, the breeze of the outside world cooling your fiery face. Breathing a small sigh, you began the journey from the campus back to yours and Junmin's small shared apartment, cursing the fact you had so many love songs on your playlist on the way.
You sighed as you flopped down onto your bed, tossing your bag next to you and pulling your earbuds from your ears. Rolling over onto your back and staring up at the ceiling, you thought back to all your friend had said, immediately feeling your face heat up again. “He wants you so bad”. If only it were true. A part of you really wanted to believe it was true, that maybe Junmin did feel the same way about you as you did about him. But you were terrified of the rejection if he didn't, terrified of the embarrassment. Hell, terrified of the awkwardness of having to continue living with the person who rejected you. You couldn't bear that. Therefore, you couldn't risk it.
You sat up weakly on the edge of your bed, grasping your phone and checking the time. At that moment you heard the front door click open, your legs picking you up off the bed almost on their own and carrying you to your bedroom door. You cracked the door open and your eyes met the back of Junmin's head as he placed his bag down on the counter. You smiled slyly, creeping out of your room and tiptoeing across the floor towards him.
“...Hey.” You poked his spine and felt him flinch.
“OH!” His head spun around and you watched his startled expression morph into a soft smile as his eyes landed on your face. “Hey…you startled me.” You took in the way his voice instantly changed to a smooth and gentle tone, so obvious that it made your heart flutter in your chest.
He turned his whole body to face you, crossing his arms and leaning back against the counter. “I didn't think you'd be home before me.”
Your smile widened.
“Well, I didn't think you'd be home so quickly! Did you ditch class or something~”
He chuckled softly.
“No, no, never. I just took the bus rather than walking. I wanted to be home before you but,” he trailed his eyes over your figure, making your stomach turn like crazy until he met your eyes again, “clearly that didn't work out.”
“Well…why'd you wanna get here before me, huh?” You poked at his arm playfully.
“I…wanted to surprise you.”
“Surprise…?”
He stepped aside and revealed the grocery bag sitting behind him. You stepped forward and peeked in like a little kid seeing what gift her parents bought her.
“I got all your favourite snacks. Yknow, for the movie tonight.” Your smile quickly widened and you gasped before turning to him and wrapping your arms around him, his hands quickly meeting your waist to steady the two of you.
“Thank you!”
You heard him giggle.
“Y-Yeah, of- of course, yeah, you're welcome.” His voice cracked slightly and you suddenly realised the position you two were in, completely locked in an embrace, his hands on your waist and your head against his chest. Without another second, you peeled yourself off him, scratching your cheek shyly and looking down at the floor.
“...Thank you…” you repeated in a calmer, shyer tone, the pounding of your heart resounding in your ears like a bass drum. A small chuckle left him and you peeked up at him to see him smiling so incredibly softly at you, your heart fluttering.
“...It's no problem…cutie..” That last word escaped his lips in a whisper as he turned away but you still heard it, the word hitting you and making your head spin. You were almost convinced you were going to pass out with how hard your heart was pounding. Did he have any idea at all of the effect he had on you?
“I'm just gonna get changed really quick..” he muttered before turning towards his room, the deep redness covering his ears shining brightly through his dark hair. You watched dazedly until he disappeared from sight, a habit you'd developed recently but had absolutely no problem with, before realising you were still in the clothes you went out in as well.
You rushed back to your room and changed into something much comfier: a pair of white cotton shorts and an oversized shirt that was only barely short enough to see the hem of the shorts. Entering back into the living room, your ears perked up to the sound of running water. “I guess he's taking a shower..” you thought as you began opening the bags of snacks and emptying them into various bowls so that the two of you had a whole selection as you watched the movie. You were carrying the final bowl over to the coffee table when you heard the bathroom door clicking open, your head instinctively snapping to look over, only to be immediately filled with regret. Junmin was ruffling his wet hair with a small towel, another towel wrapped around his waist and…well, that was it. You almost dropped the bowl you were holding at the sight of his muscular torso and arms, your mouth falling open and your face growing redder than ever before as your eyes stayed stuck on his abs.
His eyes met yours and widened, his own face developing a red hue of his own as he realised the situation.
“S-Shit- sorry!” He exclaimed before rushing into his room and slamming the door shut. You carefully placed the bowl down on the table before sinking to the floor, the sight of Junmin's toned torso burned into your mind.
“...Are you serious…?” You mumbled, sighing and rubbing your hands over your bright hot cheeks like that'd cool them down faster.
Soon, Junmin emerged from his room again in a shirt and sweatpants, shakily stepping towards where you had curled yourself up on the couch with a blanket.
“S-Sorry..” He stuttered, sitting on the far opposite end of the couch and scratching the back of his neck awkwardly. You took a breath and swallowed, keeping your eyes glued to the coffee table as you spoke, not even daring to look him in the eyes.
“It's good...just…what even went through your head to leave the bathroom like that when you knew I was out here?” You chuckled slightly awkwardly, trying to ease the thick tension between you two. He let out a sigh, relaxing into the couch.
“I don't even know…recently my brain has just not been working properly. It's like…I'm always in a daze and I can't think straight.”
You felt your heart jump as he described exactly how you've been feeling as well, the thought that he's been feeling the same making your mind run rampant. You lifted your head to smile shyly at him.
“Same…”
His eyes met yours and butterflies filled your stomach as he smiled that familiar soft smile, a light pink hue covering his cheeks and making him look sweeter than usual. Or maybe it was just your lovesick gaze that perceived him that way.
He scooted over closer to you and you followed suit until the two of you were huddled together, blanket across your legs and TV remote in Junmin's hand.
“Excited?”
You smiled widely and nodded.
“Yes! I've been wanting to watch it for ages but I just cannot watch movies alone like…I need someone to commentate to.” He giggled softly, beginning to navigate through Netflix. “I'm glad you wanted to watch this too. It feels like fate.”
“Hmm? O-Oh yeah…uh totally!”
He quickly found the movie and set the remote down next to him as it began playing. Immediately, you snuggled up to him, leaning your head against his shoulder as you desperately ignored the frantic beating of your heart. You could've sworn you heard his breath catch in his throat, but you didn't want to let your mind get taken over by your delusions and fantasies. Not now.
You focused on the movie as it began playing, the female lead introducing herself and the male lead as roommates in the way that a narrator would. You tilted your head to look up at Junmin, smiling softly and giggling.
“Look at that, they're just like us.”
He smiled down at you softly, stifling a giggle until his attention was drawn back to the TV by the sound of heavy breathing. The male and female lead were making out. Aggressively. You felt your whole face flush bright red and your mouth fall open, while Junmin quickly burst into a fit of squeaky laughter at the comedic timing of your comment.
“Oh yeah? T-They're just like u-us, huh?” He stuttered with a smile and a lightly cracking voice, looking down at you as you buried your face against his arm. Your whole body felt hot and your heart was pounding like crazy. You were embarrassed but a part of you wanted to be bold. A part of you wanted to take a risk. You couldn't help yourself anymore.
“...I hope so…”
Just 3 words, but they changed everything between you two. Junmin went completely silent and you clutched at his arm, waiting for him to say something. Anything. Eventually, you lifted your head and peered at his face, preparing yourself to see him looking down at you with disgust. You didn't even get the chance to see his expression before his lips found yours, one of his hands holding steady to the back of your head as he kissed you with a passion that knocked the wind out of you. The blanket slipped to the floor as he shifted his body to push himself further against you, his other hand splayed out across your lower back and pulling your body to curve with his as if he couldn't stand being even a single millimetre apart any longer. Your hands grasped at his broad shoulders as you fell back against the soft cushioning of the couch, Junmin's hand that was once behind your head now propping himself up over you as his lips relentlessly stole the air from your lungs. His still wet bangs fell over your forehead and forced a shiver up through your body as you gasped for air. You squeezed Junmin's shoulder and he finally took his lips off of yours, only to trail hot kisses over your cheek, jawline, and down your neck. Your stomach tingled and flipped with every press of his needy lips to your skin, his own breaths coming out in gasps like he was drowning. You brought a hand up into Junmin's hair and grazed your nails over his scalp, earning a soft groan from him before he pulled at the neckline of your shirt and sunk his teeth into the flesh of your shoulder. You couldn't help but gasp, tugging at his hair gently and shutting your eyes tightly as he began sucking a mark onto your skin. He disconnected after about a minute, not like you were in the right mindset to register the passing of time, his lips separating from your shoulder with a wet smack and you opened your eyes to see him looking down at his work with a dark gaze unlike anything you'd seen on him before.
“...Mine…” he whispered softly before meeting your eyes once again. He quickly began kissing over your cheeks again as if he was addicted to the way your skin felt against his lips.
“Junmin…” You mumbled, trying to get his attention as your brain began to go into overdrive.
“Junmin!” You exclaimed, patting his shoulder like a wrestler tapping out, and he suddenly pulled back with a startle.
“H-Huh? W-what? What's wrong?”
His face was so red and he was breathing so heavily you were worried he might pass out. You ran a hand softly through his hair as you stuttered shyly.
“...Um…does this mean…you like me too…?”
You finally saw some light enter back into his deep gaze as he giggled softly before leaning his forehead lovingly against yours.
“...What do you think?”
You couldn't help but giggle, your heart filling with pure joy and excitement as you pressed a smiley kiss onto his lips, receiving a surprised squeak in response. He chuckled softly as you pulled away before dropping his head into the crook of your neck comfortably.
“...I really like you…” He muttered, as if to assure you exactly what he felt and you felt your heart swell. You combed your fingers through his hair slowly, just enjoying the closeness between the two of you that you had craved for so long.
“Well I really really really really like you…” you responded in a whispered tone, feeling a shiver run down his neck from your words. He went silent for a few moments before breathing a hot breath against your neck.
“...Can we continue where we left off?” He muttered before lifting his head and looking down at your lips with a newly sparked fire in his eyes. To be honest, you wanted nothing more, but you also felt like teasing him a little.
“...Guess we're not watching that movie anymore.” You mumbled with an exaggerated pout. Almost immediately, he reached down to the floor and found the remote that'd been knocked off within the chaos of your passionate kiss. He quickly rewound the movie back to the beginning and paused it before placing the remote of the coffee table and cupping your face with his hand.
“There…” he huffed, already bringing his lips to meet yours again. You giggled softly.
“You're so-”
“Cute” was what you were going to say before the word was swallowed by his lips, and you were way too in love with him to care.
-
♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
TAGLIST:
@chocoeon @hyunukitty @ihyeokzu @cake1box @chiiyuuvv @shortnstupid @dogyunslover
77 notes · View notes
arafilez · 18 days
Text
੭୧ ⼂ EXISTENCE OF NIGHT ROUTINES ﹗
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
ー☆ㅤㅤ [ csm x reader ] ㅤ੭𓂃 ㅤfluff, crack ㅤ warnings light jokes of "death" ㅤ﹢ㅤ0.4k wc
Sumin peeks from the blanket he has covered up to his nose as he hears light taps of your feet emerging in the room. His green hair falls messily over his head, making him look like a cute, little broccoli and his small, round eyes fix on your figure as he sees you do your night routine.
Sumin has never hated a night routine more.
After what feels like an eternity (it was ten minutes) he scrunches his nose in your direction and whines, “Come to bed, y/n.” You hum in acknowledgement clearly still concentrated on the perfect proportion of your face cream making your boyfriend give murderous looks to the tub of cream.
“Leave the night routine already,” he whines again, bouncing his legs on the bed a bit for extra effect, making you snort and turn around to look at him.
“You know I need to complete this right?” you giggle when you see a deadly glare and a pout adorning his face at the same time and he sticks his tongue out. You turn your back to him again and he groans, head hitting the pillow. A few moments pass and he says the most unhinged sentence ever,
“Get inside and cuddle, before I get hypothermia.”
Your hand halts and hovers over the lid of your box of cosmetics and you turn around saying, “Hypothermia from what? Twenty degrees of the air conditioner and you being under a blanket? Cause of death too flimsy no? Try again?”
That makes him take a big gasp and he replies, “Do you want your boyfriend to die?” You press your lips together to stop yourself from giggling again as you get up (finally) and turn off the lights quickly before getting in bed. As soon as you do Sumin pulls you closer to him and you let the giggle out and turn towards him.
“Are you happy now, you big baby?” you ask, running your hand through his hair and you see the outlines of his big, gummy smiles as he nods excitedly. He pecks your lips and then places little kisses all over your face making you squirm and giggle in his embrace. After a last kiss, long and loving, on the lips, you two settle down comfortably in the covers. “The mere existence of night routine should be a crime,” he says suddenly and you laugh at his righteous voice before you both fall asleep.
Tumblr media
ー☆ㅤㅤ [ ara's notes ] ㅤ੭𓂃 ㅤ sumin broccoli agenda from me & my latte ( @sxmmerberries ) ㅤ𓏧ㅤ library ㅤ xikers shelfㅤ navi
Tumblr media
੭ 𝅄ㅤ ꒰ TAGLIST ꒱ ㅤ⏤ㅤ @haneagerr ㅤ𓏧ㅤ fill this or comment or ask to be added.
Tumblr media
ㅤㅤ(ㅤㅤ© arafilez on tumblrㅤㅤ)
57 notes · View notes
8turning · 1 month
Text
Tumblr media
☆⠀⠀XKRS — how they would pine over you !
Tumblr media
hyung line x gn ! reader ★ fluff. technically idol au but it doesn't play a huge role ★ headcannon
warnings: mentions of eating. let me know if i missed anything!
n. i wrote this over a year ago now,, just now posting it. are we shocked? 💀 just a small reminder i don't write for 05 liners & younger!!
Tumblr media
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ REBLOGS ARE APPRECIATED ! ⸜(ˊ▽ˋ*)
⁰⁰¹ : MINJAE.
minjae tries being slick about it (when he's actually very obvious) and adamantly denies he feels any way for you 💀
he'd "accidentally" order an extra plate of food,,
oh no! guess you'll have to join him! it's so convenient that none of his members are available right now!
it's also so convenient he only ever seems to over-order when you're in the office, too. . .
he'll leave you small motivational notes for you to read - in your bag is his favorite place since he's still a bit too nervous to give them to your upfront.
⁰⁰² : JUNMIN.
junmin pines secretly.
NEVER dares to tell his members - they will rat him out immediately (especially sumin 💀).
you might even think he hates you from the constant side-eyes he gives you, but that's actually him internally panicking and checking if you're looking at him. . . he doesn't hate you!! he could never hate you!!
he's always so nervous all the time around you - even once you two became good friends, he'd still find himself stuttering over his words when he speaks with you.
⁰⁰³ : SUMIN.
sumin likes you and will make sure everyone knows ♡
openly flirts. very giggly and teasing if he makes you shy (but will also get shy easily himself).
he feels no shame in being extra stand off-ish in front of you - whether you're laughing with him or at him, he made you laugh!!
that's a #SuminWin in his book!!
help he's the type to pinch you then quickly look away as if it wasn't him 😭
⁰⁰⁴ : JINSIK.
ham jinsik, who doesn't leave your side :((
from the day he met you he deemed you a "safe person"
always invites you out with him, memorizes your drink orders so he can make quick runs in the morning and gift them to you.
he pays close attention to everything you do and makes sure you know just how much he cares 💔
⁰⁰⁵ : HYUNWOO.
hyunwoo tries to make himself known to you in the office, but in the quietest way possible.
even if you're just standing in the same room as him, he'll be sure to show off his gentlemanly qualities - tidying up after his friends, offering waters to everyone he can, spots others when they're stretching. . .
his kindness wasn't fabricated by any means, but it was definitely amplified because of your presence :3
Tumblr media
♡ 8TURNING 2024.
69 notes · View notes
woojungz · 6 months
Text
how xikers would confess to you! 🍃💐
❝ xikers x gn!reader
𓂃𓈒 this is part 1. members included: minjae, junmin, sumin, jinsik, hyunwoo. i will make a part 2 soon with the rest of the other members (⁠◠⁠‿⁠・⁠)⁠—⁠☆
( likes and reblogs appreciated!♡ )
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
✧𓂃𓈒MINJAE.
you met him through your dance troupe from school. he was a year older than you, and everyone else admired him for his dependable and leader-like qualities. everyone loves him to the point that your cute puppy love towards him goes unnoticed. it's just normal for people to love minjae that much at your school.
but then suddenly during practice everyone was sad, it's because minjae's gonna be graduating soon. it's never gonna be the same without him in the troupe. you started to brush off your feelings for him, and planned to give him a small little goodbye just like everyone else. until he asked you to stay after class because he wanted to show you something.
and inside your heart was beating really fast, cuz why the hell would your crush ask you to stay after everyone has left. you were starting to think he was mad at you (for absolutely no reason?!) until he told you he wants to show you some dance he made.
at first it was just him dancing while you cheered him on (he told you it was some new choreography he practiced last weekend). you were caught off guard when he suddenly grabs your hand and makes you dance with him! you got shy at first, but as time passed by, you were having fun with minjae, freestyling moves and whatnot.
once you guys got tired, the both of you just sat down on some corner to drink water and refresh. the silence was broken by minjae, asking you if you wanted to go to han river with him to hang out for awhile. you knew he loved it there, one of his favorite hangout spots with junmin (a really close friend of his). so when he invited you to go, it was probably the hundredth time your heart beat really fast for the day…
he brings you to han river after buying a few snacks, then resting at a lone bench beside some tree. it was really quiet, except for the cool breeze and the distant sound of other people around the area. you were caught out of your daze when minjae suddenly took your hand in his. of course you looked at him, wide-eyed.
"minjae…?"
"you know how much this place means a lot to me right?" minjae asks you, and you nod in return.
"i think it's the best place for me to tell you how special you are to me. i'm not gonna beat around the bush anymore, i really like you, y/n."
you were almost speechless, but thankfully you managed to atleast nod at him. embarrassingly stuttering out words, telling him you reciprocate his feelings, and that you really really like him too.
let's just say han river became your usual hanging out spot once you guys became a couple♡
Tumblr media
✧𓂃𓈒JUNMIN.
your dog was one peculiar creature, the moment you step foot outside, the little cutie wouldn't stop sniffing every single thing around him. when you finally managed to bring your dog to the park, you sigh in relief. surely he would wanna explore now since you guys were in an open space. but no, apparently some random bush was far more interesting than whatever else was at the park.
until you were suprised when a brown fluffy poodle approached your pup. it was collared, your sight following its leash until you lock eyes with a guy in a cozy sweater.
"kong!! don't go running into random dogs out of nowhere!"
you assumed kong was the name of the friendly dog that approached yours.
"no don't worry! it's completely alright, i think my dog could use a few friends anyway, everytime i walk him, he doesn't even move an inch and keeps smelling things!"
"well, looks like the both of them are getting along. oh, junmin's the name by the way!"
he introduces himself, and soon you follow, beginning a small talk between each other as your dogs mingled along. the conversation must've been so good that junmin didn't realize his grip on the leash loosened, and kong suddenly bolts, your dog following suit.
"kong!!!!"
the both of you didn't expect to be caught in a chase real quick, and even if those dogs were quite small, they're still pretty damn fast. after a few minutes of running around the park, your pets grew tired, finally. so that's how you find yourself beside junmin sitting on the unoccupied swings, your dog sleeping soundly on your lap.
that meeting was the first of many as you continued hanging out with junmin everytime you walk your dog at the park. leading to meet ups where you guys bought pet treats, cute clothes for your dogs, and even left them at a doggy daycare for the rest of the day so you guys can hang out alone with each other.
another day passes, the sky clear. as usual, you were with junmin again, but he looked like he was in deep thought. so you asked him if something was bothering him, staring at the way he takes a deep breath before staring right at your eyes. some otherworldly force must've been helping him, suddenly no one else was around this area of the park. he cheers for himself inside, he can do it. a perfect moment as your two dogs are busy playing with each other at a corner.
"y/n, we've been hanging out with each other for quite some time now. i really got to know you well these past months, and i really enjoy spending time with you."
junmin starts, avoiding your gaze. he can't see it, but you smile at him. "me too junmin, i really enjoy your company."
"well, i don't wanna dwell on it much anymore. so i'm just gonna say it. y/n, you mean a lot to me, and… and i like you alot—"
you were about to take a step closer to him until kong parks his butt right at junmin's feet, and suddenly starts pissing all over him, a loud screech resounding throughout the park.
"kong!!!!!"
Tumblr media
✧𓂃𓈒SUMIN.
you wanted a change of pace for now, so you decided it would be nice to take tours of the different art galleries in your city. all was going well, when after a few trips to different galleries… you started to notice this one dude with a very striking fashion sense. as the coincidences of you guys visiting the same galleries at the same time continue, you really can't help but notice him. i mean, who wouldn't turn their head towards someone wearing a bunch of layered clothing with different patterns and textures—but somehow still make it work.
one day, you finally knew what to call him. sumin, he says, officially became your unofficial tour buddy as you continue to plan a lot more trips for next time. that's how you find out what a surprisingly chill guy he is, a huge contrast to how he dresses. sumin had mentioned his daily life consisted of making art, paintings, lounging around parks, and of course, visiting art galleries.
"it's honestly kinda boring though." sumin stares off at a distance as he stirs some of the hot chocolate he had ordered at this cafe you chose to rest at for awhile, after a long session of looking at paintings and whatnot.
"boring?! i'd kill to have a life like that. i only go to art galleries as some kind of escape from my hectic schedules,"
you continue to rant as sumin listens carefully. this was the cycle for about a long time, enough for sumin to know almost every single thing about you now. so does his feelings for you grow by time. he only ever comes around to check out pretty paintings, but instead he's found someone like you, the prettiest he's ever met. just as how unpredictable he was, you weren't expecting him to tell you his feelings anytime soon.
starting the day as usual, you guys meet up at another art gallery that just opened, somewhere beyond the city you reside in. you were quite excited about this one, having seen how popular it got on the internet that you just have to really see it for yourself. as you walk around the gallery, stopping by each painting to tell a bunch of stuff you've read about it to sumin, you can't miss the way he intensely looks at you, his eyes tracing your own up until he's scanned your whole face. honestly it was kind of odd, but you brushed it off. he must've been trying to focus, seeing the way he scribbles on to the paper really hard.
"it's really interesting right?" you ask, totally oblivious to whatever sumin was doing.
"yeah, totally."
an hour passes and you reach the exit of the gallery, but sumin still seems to be busy with his damn paper…
"dude… i literally stopped talking like fifteen minutes ago, what could you possibly be taking notes of. like i get that the paintings were interesting, but were they really that interesting for you to keep writing until—"
sumin finally hands you the piece of paper. you flip it over, your eyes widening before looking back up at him.
"you did this?!" he only replies with a hum, flashing you that cute smile of his.
you couldn't help but feel your heart warm at the sight, all this time he was sketching a beautiful portrait of you. it doesn't look polished, the strokes were the kind of messy that worked together. despite the lack of color, the ink of his pen was enough to convey the way he sees you through his eyes. suddenly your gaze flickers towards the bottom of the page, a little scribble of handwriting made by sumin
i like you, y/n <3
Tumblr media
✧𓂃𓈒JINSIK.
finals were nearing, spending most of your days at the cafe near your university. even before, you loved to hang out here, to the point that the baristas already recognize you as a regular. it's just that these days, you were needing coffee more than usual, or else you won't survive by the end of the semester.
so when you order the 'usual' this afternoon, you weren't expecting such a different flavor to meet your tongue, fighting not to spit it out and make a scene. internally you were asking yourself what went wrong, approaching your barista friends to ask them if they accidentally gave you the wrong order. but your name was on the cup, so that couldn't be the case, right?
instead, you found out that a newly hired barista made your order. 'jinsik' he introduces himself, sheepishly rubbing the back of his neck as he looks down at the floor. and boy did you really forget about the bad drink the moment you laid your eyes on him.
thank god you were able to blink yourself free from the stare you held on him, he's quite literally the most charming barista you've ever seen around here. once he finds out he messed up your order, he apologizes cutely… almost bows to the floor but you stop him.
ever since then, he makes it a point to leave messages on your cup. he's so sweet really, he found out that you were hanging out here for longer because you're studying for your finals. leaves cute messages that cheers you on for the rest of your study time :(
eventually he finally mixes your drinks really well. you often stay during weekends, sometimes staying until the cafe closes, this is usually the time where no one really orders or comes in. jinsik takes it as a chance to leave the counter and sit around with you while you study (mostly just him distracting you because how could you not devote your full attention to someone like him?!)
by the day of your finals, you make one last stop by the cafe to get a drink for the morning.
"hey, y/n! d-day right? there's this drink i've been seeing around everywhere, i heard it's mixed with ingredients that are good for focus. want me to make it for you?"
you curiously agree, taking the cup from him once he's had it done. taking a sip from the drink, your eyes widen because it's a flavor you recognize, something you've brought up with him before, and he remembered it :(
but you wonder how the hell he made it taste so good, taking a peek at the sticker on the cup that showed the drink add-ons. strangely there was none, turning the cup around until you see his message scribbled with a marker.
i like you y/n♡ let's hang out after your exams, yeah? early celebration bc i know you'll ace it!
you can't help but feel your cheeks heat up at his words, he wasn't even saying it directly to you, but your heart feels like it's gonna jump out of your chest. you immediately look for him, spotting him behind the counter, already looking at you fondly with a smile on his face :(
Tumblr media
✧𓂃𓈒HYUNWOO.
it was the most awaited night of all time, your school's prom night. everything was perfect, from your outfit, and your friends that are coming with you. but as the event dragged on, your friends wanted to go on their own ways and spend time with their dates. personally you didn't mind, they'd already brought it up before, and you were completely fine with it.
as you sit by the snacks and drinks, you begin to wonder if you should've taken the time to ask your long-time crush to be your date for prom night. hyunwoo, his name was, the main vocalist of your school band that was quite popular with the students. to you he was just the coolest, especially when he sings everytime they perform. but because of that, you assumed that there must be other people that were already hitting on him too. he probably already has a date, someone much better than you, even.
you silently sulk at the corner, busying yourself with the cup of fruit punch you grabbed awhile ago. that was until someone announced through the microphone for everyone to gather by the stage. hyunwoo's band was performing, of course you rushed towards the crowd that also came to watch. right, not only was he gonna be busy with his date for tonight, they were also preparing to perform. must've been why you weren't able to see him around the moment you step foot in here.
and they begin, the band playing their original song. well, it was the perfect song for couples, everyone linking up with their dates to slow dance with each other, making you feel out of place. you left your spot at the middle. forget about watching hyunwoo sing at the stage. you disappear at the back of the crowd, hand still holding the cup of punch from awhile ago. the ice had already melted, you didn't even bother to drink it, probably tasted bad already. just like how you felt watching everyone dance with their partners, you would be lying if you said you weren't jealous at all.
though you decided to distract yourself for awhile, you can't help but think about hyunwoo while you were alone. i mean, his voice is literally the only thing you can hear from the speakers right now. every single line he sings, you can't help but look back on your memories with him. he was one of your close friends, sometimes you guys spend afternoons alone, by the bleachers or maybe helping him with some songwriting and practice. minutes pass by, the band was done, but hyunwoo's voice suddenly saying your name through the microphone caught your attention.
"this song is actually dedicated to someone who's very close to me. y/n, if you're listening, i want you to know that i really really like you."
the crowd suddenly cheers, the band taking their time to leave the stage. at the back, the stage lights were blinding to you. you can't really see hyunwoo. not until you hear a shout of your name, turning to meet his eyes.
"y/n. you're here! i was looking for you everywhere, i wasn't able to see you among the crowd." he begins, panting a bit as he ran from the stage towards where you are.
you weren't able to stop him from suddenly dragging you outside, right at the garden of the venue. it was only the two of you here, sounds of the crickets were doing a little bit to ease your nervousness.
"um, i really enjoyed your performance awhile ago." you began, staring up at his eyes.
"of course, i practiced really hard… for you."
hyunwoo takes your hand in his, fingers tangling with each other. "hyunwoo, i really like you too. a lot."
he blushed at the statement, the both of you avoiding each other's gaze. there was a moment of silence that fell upon the both of you, but your linked hands weren't budging at all. until you hear the faint start of a song from the venue, still quite loud even though you were at the garden.
"want to dance with me y/n? i wasn't able to be with you awhile ago." you weren't able to say no, facing him as he rests a gentle hand on you waist, looking straight into your eyes as the both of you begin a slow rhythm of dancing to the song. it was the best ending you could ever ask for, officially sealing the endless pining the both of you endured, the perfect night made under the dozens of stars and the cozy moonlight.
66 notes · View notes
bro-atz · 7 months
Text
at some point, we grow up
Tumblr media
in which: you and minjae are neighbors and grew up together not being able to stand each other, only for feelings to change as you got older
pair: minjae/gn!reader (brief moments of junmin/gn!reader)
word count: 6k
content: fluff, childhood friends, enemies to not really enemies?? (friends to lovers??? enemies to lovers???), barely friends, love triangle andioop, high school romance, kissing, one-sided crushes, love thy neighbor
apply for the permanent taglist here!
Tumblr media
“Hey, it’s my turn to build the castle!”
You snatched the tiny shovel from your friend, only for him to snatch it right back. Upset, you complained to his mom. “Auntie! Minjae won’t let me build the castle!”
“Minjae, it is Y/N’s turn, so give the shovel back,” Minjae’s mom came in clutch.
“But this is our sandbox, and it’s in our yard. Y/N lives next door,” Minjae said, making somewhat of a valid point.
“Okay, but you suck at building castles. If I do it, then at least we’ll have an actual castle that won’t fall apart in two seconds.”
“I’ll crush your castle in one second, then.”
“Auntie!”
That’s was pretty much how most of your childhood went: playing in the backyard with your next door neighbor, Minjae. The aunties in the neighborhood liked to joke that the two of you would grow up and get married, but they’d immediately take it back when they saw you chase Minjae around the neighborhood with a worm on a stick or a ball of mud. Minjae was also afraid of heights, and you used that to torment him whenever he was being mean or annoying by grabbing one of his shoes then climbing up a tree so that he couldn’t get it, thus earning the nickname of monkey (well, Minjae was the only one who ever called you monkey).
On your way to school, you would never, ever sit next to him on the bus. He was a popular kid, so he sat in the back of the bus. You, on the other hand, wanted to get off the bus as soon as possible, so you sat in the very first seat. Sure, you were neighbors and would play together after school, but that didn’t mean you had to be friends with him in school. Honestly, you wouldn’t even categorize Minjae as being a friend. He was a last resort— someone you tolerated just enough that you would let go of whatever grievances you have with him in order to avoid a boring day at home.
Minjae seemed to be the same way. At school, he wanted nothing to do with you. When it was time for recess, he and his friends would be on the court playing basketball while you and your friends would play on the playground swinging from the monkey bars or going down the slide or just sitting on the swing waiting for the wind to push you. Even if you both were in the same homeroom, you would keep your distance. He didn’t want people knowing he was your neighbor, and likewise you with him.
There were eleven houses on your block, and the families on the block would gather for potlucks every so often. You and Minjae were the oldest out of all the kids. The rest of the kids were younger than you by a year or two difference, but when you’re a kid, a year is such a huge difference. You and Minjae never wanted to interact with the younger kids because they were so young and obnoxious, and the two of you had more experience in life. That being said, you hated that there was no one else for you to really hang out with at those dinners.
Usually, during these dinners, the families would be busy eating and chatting in the dining room while the rest of the kids would sit in the living room, eating and talking or watching TV. The younger kids always wanted to play while the older kids opted to watch TV. The two of you would sit together— but not too close— and just watch whatever was playing in silence.
The running joke during these dinners was that you and Minjae were going to end up together (which wasn’t really refuted by the time you both entered middle school because you stopped chasing Minjae around with bugs), but you and Minjae still got annoyed by the teasing to the point where the two of you stopped hanging out after school— heck, you both had to walk home after school, but you never walked together even though you were next door neighbors. That being said, you would still reluctantly keep each other company at these stupid neighborhood block dinners.
“Dude, you’re breathing so loud. Shut up,” you told Minjae at one of the dinners while kicking his leg.
You both were in your final year of middle school. The other kids were in their own world as per usual, and you and Minjae decided to watch a movie as per usual, but Minjae was breathing too loud for you to watch the movie.
“I’m not breathing loud. You are.”
“Am not!”
“Are too!”
The two of you started kicking each other while yelling insults at each other.
“Do you have a problem with watching a movie silently or something? Just stop breathing for a second!” you said with complete annoyance.
“Your nose is the one that keeps whistling! Remind me to tell auntie to make you get plastic surgery— that should also help fix your ugly monkey face,” Minjae shot back.
“You’re the ugly one, mop head! If you won’t stop breathing, then I’ll make you stop breathing!”
You got Minjae in a headlock and pinned him to the ground, hoping that if you choked him hard enough that he’d stop breathing and you could watch the movie in peace.
“Ew, get a room,” one of the boys commented as he looked at the two of you.
“Shut up, Hyunwoo,” both you and Minjae spat out.
“Aw, you both are synced up and everything. You’re totally meant to be,” Sumin, one of the more chaotic boys of the group, teased.
“Bro, I will make you stop breathing, too,” you warned him.
“Ha, I’d like to see you try!”
Next thing you all knew, everyone worked together to tear you and Sumin apart. You had your hand around his neck while he had your hair bunched up in his fists. Jinsik, Sumin’s best friend, was pulling Sumin away while Yujun, one of the youngest boys, worked on getting his fingers out of your hair. Junghoon, Hyunwoo’s best friend, and Hyunwoo pulled your hands away from Sumin’s neck while Minjae had his arms wrapped around your waist and tried to pull you away that way. Hunter, Seeun, and Yechan, the other younger kids of the group, were busy laughing at the whole scene.
“You both gotta stop before the parents see, guys!” Yujun rationalized.
Reluctantly, the two of you released one another. You glared at Sumin, who responded with a stink eye. You lunged at the annoying-ass boy again, but Minjae was still holding you back.
“F— Minjae! Let go!” you nearly swore as you tried to wriggle out of his grasp.
Immediately, Minjae let go, earning a look of disgust from you.
“See? Meant to be,” Sumin teased once more.
“I’ll kill you!”
The rest of the night consisted of the other eight boys trying desperately to keep you and Sumin away from each other.
Tumblr media
One day on your way back from school in the wintertime, it was snowing outside. You, like an idiot, forgot to bring a scarf or a hat to protect yourself from the snow. Snow didn’t bother you like that, but it did make your hair wet, and you always got sick after walking outside in the cold with wet hair. You stood by the exit and sighed deeply before walking outside into the winter wonderland.
After two minutes of walking in the snow, your hair was covered with thick chunks of snowflakes. You brushed the snow out of your hair before it could melt when you suddenly felt something land on your head— a hat. You looked to your side to see Minjae walking right next to you bundled up in his winter jacket, his face buried in a knit scarf.
“Thanks...” you mumbled while you put the hat on properly. “I’ll return it to you later.”
“No, that’s for you. Mom made it for you and told me to give it to you. I kept forgetting,” Minjae said roughly.
“Oh… Tell her I said thanks.”
“Will do.”
After the conversation ended, you thought Minjae was going to walk ahead to maintain some distance between you two, so you were surprised to see that he was walking right next to you. You didn’t want to say anything because, while you didn’t really care for his company, it was nice not walking home alone for once. The entire walk home, you both were completely silent while listening to your own music with your own ears buds in both ears, but you kept each other company.
Tumblr media
High school was pretty much the same as elementary school. You thought you and Minjae had gotten closer since middle school, but he went right back to his old ways after middle school ended, but you weren’t bothered because you had your own friends and the two of you didn’t even have classes together, so you really weren’t upset that the distance between you two grew. Well, that’s how it was freshman year. Sophomore year, however, things changed.
There was a new family that moved into the block. There was an older couple who moved out— they never had a kid, so your group didn’t change— but the new family had a son named Junmin. He was in the same year as you and Minjae. You briefly interacted with Junmin at the first block party that he attended, but other than the parties, you had no real reason to interact with him.
Minjae was already on the school basketball team freshman year, so when Junmin joined the team sophomore year, the two of them immediately befriended each other. They would sit together on the bus ride home (whenever they didn’t have practice) all the time and talk and laugh while you sat elsewhere talking to some of the other kids in the neighborhood. Even when the three of you got down at the same bus stop, you would just walk home without acknowledging either of them, your headphones blasting music in your ears to make you seem like less of a dick. However, that dynamic only lasted the one semester. It was the first day of the spring semester classes that your world changed.
“Good morning, Y/N,” Junmin greeted you one morning.
He plopped into the seat and sat right next to you. Despite the fact that you had headphones in, you could still hear him. It was too early in the morning for you to react in a timely manner, so you sat and stared at him in bewilderment before responding, “Good morning…”
“Is it okay if I sit here?”
Junmin asking that question well after he got comfortable in the seat was kind of pointless, and while you didn’t really want him to sit next to you, the bus was already moving. You had no choice but to nod. You turned away from him and turned up the volume of the song you were listening to, hoping that he would get the hint and not talk to you. Even though you were listening to music on full blast and you were looking out of the window, Junmin wanted to talk.
“Y/N, I have a question,” Junmin patted your shoulder lightly, trying to get your attention.
With a heavy sigh, you paused your music, took your headphones out, and gave him your somewhat complete attention. As much as you didn’t want to talk to him, he wasn’t a bad kid, so you didn’t want to be too rude to him.
“Why don’t you ever sit with us in the back?”
“Who? You and Minjae?”
“Yeah. We’re all neighbors, after all. Sumin, Jinsik, and Hyunwoo also sit with us.”
“First of all, it’s too early in the morning to deal with all of Sumin’s screaming—”
Right on cue, Sumin laughed loudly, giving you a slight headache.
“That’s fair,” Junmin acknowledged while rubbing his ringing ear.
“And second of all, we’re not friends like that. I’ve never been friends with anyone in the group like that,” you explained.
“Is there a reason why?”
“…No. That’s just how our lives unfolded. None of us are too bothered by it.”
“Why don’t you try to be proper friends with us? It’ll be fun,” Junmin encouraged you.
“And talk about what? I don’t play basketball or watch the games, and we don’t even have classes together. There’s nothing to really talk about with all of you,” you sighed, wondering why Junmin was trying so hard to make all of you guys be friends.
“Okay, fine. But I’m sure you and I can find something to talk about.”
“Like what?”
“Um… What song were you listening to just now?”
You showed him the song, and he immediately gushed on and on about the artist. The two of you ended up discussing music the rest of the bus ride to school.
The two of you got off the bus and walked towards the building together, only to see Junmin get whisked away by the boys.
“Bye, Y/N! See you later!” he called while waving as his friends dragged him away.
You waved in response, an amused smile on your face.
Minjae, meanwhile, decided to grill Junmin as they entered the school through a different entrance.
“Why did you sit by Y/N today and not us?” he asked.
“I mean, we all live on the same block, so why not be friends?”
“You barely talk to Y/N at the block parties, what do you mean?” Sumin furrowed his eyebrows.
“I mean, like… Well… I think we—”
“Guys, get the hint. Junmin has a crush on Y/N,” Jinsik pointed out while rolling his eyes.
“Really? On Y/N?” Hyunwoo was shocked.
Junmin couldn’t even deny his feelings— his face was already bright red. He nodded, and the group immediately erupted into debates about you. Minjae, on the other hand, kept quiet. He was baffled. Why did Junmin have a crush on you, the weird kid who chased him around with a bug on a stick, the crazy kid who tried to fight him, the kid who barely talked to him? He just couldn’t imagine anyone having feelings for you of all people.
Tumblr media
You didn’t realize that you, Junmin, and Minjae all had lunch at the same time until you bumped into Junmin— you were with your friends, and the bell rang so you were off to your next class.
“Sorry— Oh! Y/N! You have lunch this period, too?” Junmin was mildly surprised to see you.
“Yeah, you too?”
“Yep.”
“Hey, Y/N,” Minjae put his arm over Junmin’s shoulder, nearly knocking the boy down.
“Hi, Minjae…” you were confused— why was Minjae talking to you?
“Do you still wear that hat my mom gave you?”
You were seriously weirded out. Minjae never talked to you in school, and now he wanted to know about what clothes you wore? “Yeah, I wore it to school today.”
“I thought I saw you wearing it. My mom has another one she made for you. I’ll give it to you later.”
“Okay…? Uh… Bye, Minjae. Bye, Junmin.”
You waved and immediately started walking to class, your friends squealing beside you.
“What’s with you guys?” you asked.
“Junmin is totally into you,” one of your friends said.
“No, Minjae likes Y/N,” another friend stated.
“OMG, what if Y/N is trapped in a love triangle? This is so cute, I’m so jealous!” a third friend added their opinion.
“Stop. Minjae’s just my next door neighbor, and Junmin lives on my block. We’re just neighbors,” you shot down their delusional theories almost immediately.
“Well, if you had to choose between them—”
“No, neither. I’m good. Come on, we’re going to be late for class.”
Tumblr media
The bus rides to and from school confused you. Not only was Junmin sitting by you, but Minjae was as well, which ultimately led to Sumin, Jinsik, and Hyunwoo to sit by you all. You barely talked while the rest of the boys screamed about something or the other, but you did feel a little closer to them. You didn’t know how you felt about that, but it wasn’t so bad being friendly with them.
 When February came around, your friends teased the shit out of you. They kept saying that Junmin or Minjae would bring you something for the most romantic day of the year, and that they both would compete to get you the better present. You kept telling them that no, that was not going to happen, but at lunch, Junmin approached your table.
“Y/N,” he said as he handed a tiny bag of chocolate truffles to you. “Happy Valentine’s Day.”
“Th-thank you…” you mumbled while taking the present from him.
Just as quickly as he arrived, Junmin disappeared, leaving your friends to squeal. You tossed the chocolate into your backpack.
“Alright, ladies. If Minjae also gives Y/N chocolate, then I win the bet,” one of your friends said.
“Well I definitely lost… Can’t believe it… I thought Minjae would give Y/N chocolate first,” another friend said.
“See, I told you Junmin would give Y/N chocolate first, and I still think that Minjae isn’t interested,” the third friend said with a grin.
“Why are you betting on my life?” you asked with a sigh.
“We’re betting on your love life—”
“Nonexistent. I don’t have one, and I don’t want one, so stop it,” you said, hoping that you shut down their betting pool.
The bus ride home that day was quiet. Minjae and Junmin were at practice, and somehow, Sumin, Jinsik, and Hyunwoo all managed to get detention together. You treasured the quiet bus ride and had a peaceful time on your way home.
It was snowing when you got home. Snow in February was a little weird, but global warming messed with everything, so it didn’t surprise you anymore. You watched the snow flutter to the ground as you sat at your desk and finished your homework for the night before heading into your living room to sit and watch TV.
The doorbell from the backyard rang around seven in the evening. Mildly annoyed, you went to the backyard to see Minjae wearing his winter coat and scarf. Before you could even unlock the door, Minjae gestured for you to meet him by the sandbox in his backyard. You, completely annoyed by that point, grumbled to yourself as you wore a jacket and boots— it was still snowing outside, but you didn’t think you’d need a hat because you didn’t plan on being outside for more than two minutes.
“What is it?” you asked Minjae as you trudged through the snow.
“Here,” he held out a bag. “For you.”
“Uh, thanks?”
You took the bag from him and waved, assuming that you were good to leave, but Minjae grabbed your hand. He took the bag back and took out whatever was in it before placing it on your head.
“I told you my mom made you another hat. Try it on.”
He held the bag for you as you put the hat on properly. It fit nicely, and it was a rather cute hat.
“Tell your mom I say thanks, then,” you nodded, a small smile on your face as you appreciated the hat.
Minjae nodded. He handed the bag back to you and uttered a small “bye,” before shuffling back to his house. The bag seemed empty, so you wondered why on Earth he left you with the bag. You realized why he did when you got home— there was a tiny tootsie roll in the bag.
You sat in your room, the two chocolates in front of you. You stared at them in confusion. You were about to overthink the chocolates, but then your mother called you into the kitchen. You tossed them into a random drawer in your desk and made your way to the kitchen, completely forgetting about the chocolates.
Tumblr media
The rest of the year was annoying, and as was the fall semester of your junior year. Minjae constantly greeted you in the halls whenever you saw him, but it was never in a, for lack of better terms, normal way. Sometimes, he’d make monkey noises and then say that he was doing his impression of you, or he would intentionally run his shoulder into yours, and sometimes he would slam your locker shut just as you opened it.
Junmin, on the other hand, didn’t get to see you as often. His classes were always on the opposite side of the school, and he didn’t even have lunch with you. Because of this development, all of your friends “flipped to Team Minjae”.
“Y/N, face it. Minjae is totally into you,” your friend said to you while walking through the halls, moments after Minjae rammed his shoulder against yours.
“No, he’s not. He used to do this to me all the time when we were kids. This is how he is,” you said while rubbing your shoulder— the impact hurt a little, not going to lie.
“These are things that boys do to their crushes, though. Maybe he liked you when you were kids.”
“Absolutely not. He always destroyed my sand castles and…” you couldn’t think of other things he did to you because you would hold a bug and chase him around before he could do anything to you— preventative measures. “Anyway, we’re childhood friends… No, not even friends. We’re neighbors. That’s all we’ll ever be.”
Junior year meant you could drive home, so you didn’t take the bus anymore. You didn’t see either Minjae or Junmin when you got home, which was always somewhat of a relief because you were tired of seeing Minjae at school. Junmin, on the other hand, wasn’t bad. Seeing him was never irritating.
You shook your head. Why were you thinking about those boys in the first place when they didn’t hold a special place in your heart? They weren’t worth the thought. You had other things to think about, like your grades; not boys, and definitely not the neighbor boys.
Tumblr media
“Y/N!” Minjae called your name while you walked through the halls.
“God…” you muttered under your breath before turning to him and asking loudly, “What do you want, Minjae?”
“Come here,” he walked towards the stairwell.
Reluctantly, you did as he said and joined him in the stairwell. “Okay, what is it?”
He closed the door to the stairwell. You narrowed your eyes. What was he doing?
“I have something I want to tell you.”
“Yeah? What is it?”
Minjae took a step towards you, and you immediately took a step back. He was definitely acting weird. He kept walking towards you, and you kept walking backwards away from him, only for your back to hit the wall. Your eyes darted back and forth as he pinned you against the wall. His face was so close to yours that you felt like you could count each individual, surprisingly gorgeous, eyelash of his.
“I like you, Y/N. Go out with me,” he said quietly but not so quietly that you couldn’t hear him clearly.
“Minjae, stop messing around.”
You tried to push him away and leave, but he grabbed your arms and pinned them above your head to the wall. One hand holding your arms and his other hand pressing against the wall by your hip, Minjae said, “I’m serious, Y/N. I like you. I really fucking like you.”
Your eyes went wide— you’d never heard him say the f word before. Your heart raced as he leaned in, his lips nearly brushing past yours…
Then, your alarm went off. You sat up immediately, your forehead breaking into a cold sweat. What the fuck was that dream?!
Tumblr media
You couldn’t face Minjae normally after that dream ever again. You did you best to avoid him at any given moment in the day to the point where you just carried all your textbooks with you so that you wouldn’t have to stop at your locker. Your friends didn’t realize that you were trying to avoid him, so they just assumed that Minjae lost interest. At least your love life was no longer a topic of discussion within your group.
You did a good job in avoiding him until the block party. You couldn’t believe that you had to face him during the party, and it made you nervous as hell. Your heart was already fluttering before you even saw the guy. How on Earth did one measly dream make you crush on a boy that was mean to you all through your childhood?
The party was at Junmin’s house that time. Your family was the first to arrive at the party, which thankfully meant that it was just you and Junmin.
“Hey, I haven’t seen you in a while,” Junmin greeted you with a smile.
He was sitting in the living room flipping through channels. You took a seat next to him. “I know, right? How’ve you been?”
“Busy. Practice got so much more intense now that we’re on varsity.”
“We?”
“Yeah, me and Minjae.”
Your heart skipped a beat. Even the mere mention of his name freaked you out. You hated that.
“How have the games been?” you asked, desperately trying to return your heart rate to normal.
“We’re doing well this season! You should really come for one of our games. We have a home game next week.”
“I don’t know… I’m not a huge basketball fan…”
“You won’t know if you don’t try. At least come for me? Please?”
Junmin stared at you with the most adorable puppy dog eyes, making your heart flutter. Unable to deal with his cute face, you nodded, his eyes immediately sparkling after.
“Promise?”
He held out his pinky.
“Promise.”
You locked your pinky with his.
Even when Minjae arrived at the party, you didn’t realize, nor were you bothered by it. It had just been so long since you had seen Junmin that the two of you talked the entire night. Minjae didn’t even approach the two of you because he had no idea what you both were talking about.
“They’re so cute together, aren’t they?” Minjae heard the aunties talking.
“They are! It would be so cute if they started dating.”
“Can I tell you ladies a secret?” Junmin’s mom approached the women. Minjae, still within earshot, heard Junmin’s mom say, “Junmin’s liked Y/N for a while. Hyunwoo’s mom told me.”
“Why Hyunwoo’s mom?”
“Because Hyunwoo can’t keep a secret.”
Minjae frowned. He had no idea that Junmin was still into you like that. With a shrug, he walked away from the gossiping aunties and hung out with the other boys, leaving you and Junmin to talk the rest of the night.
And lo and behold, the aunties spoke the ship into existence. After you promised Junmin that you’d go to the home game and followed through with your promise, Junmin was delighted. He asked you out that night after their school won— you both were walking back to your car, and he asked you when you got to your car. He was ecstatic when you said yes, but he didn’t kiss you. No, he hugged you, told you that he’d text you about taking you on a date, and left to get into his own car.
Your relationship with Junmin lasted the rest of your high school lives. You went to every single basketball game, you both took turns driving to and from school, and he even took you to prom. Your first kiss happened during your senior year homecoming, and, well, progressed to be more intimate as time went on.
Junmin made you completely forget about your brief crush on Minjae, so when you met them at the games, you talked to Minjae normally. Minjae, on the other hand, distanced himself, using the excuse that he hated romance as a reason to keep away (not that you cared about the justification).
When the three of you graduated, the aunties wanted the three of you to stand together and take a picture. You wrapped one arm around Junmin’s and leaned into him, Minjae standing awkwardly next to you.
“What are you doing? Come here,” you stretched your arm out for Minjae and linked arms with him.
Minjae ears went red, and his face turned a dusty shade of pink. Nonetheless, he kept his arm linked with yours, and the huge gap that was between the two of you disappeared. The pictures turned out great with all three of you standing near each other with wide smiles on your faces. The pictures were so good, in fact, that you didn’t even notice that in one of the pictures, Minjae was looking at you longingly despite the fact that he was standing right next to you.
Tumblr media
After you graduated from college, you decided to go home for a couple of months. You were tired from studying and just wanted a little break before starting to work. Also, living rent free didn’t sound too bad, and you missed your mom’s cooking. So many reasons to go home.
Being home, though, you were worried about running into Junmin. The two of you broke up the first year of college because long distance wasn’t working out for the two of you. There weren’t any hard feelings, but Junmin did find a new significant other, so you didn’t want to interact because you were completely and utterly single.
Since you had nothing to study for and no work to do, you found yourself wondering what to do with yourself. So, one day, you laid down in the grass in your backyard and just stared at the sky. You thought about how simple life used to be and thought about what you did as kids to pass the time. Sure, there was the sandbox, which Minjae’s mom got rid of the second all the kids on the block went to college, and there was a park nearby, but that definitely wasn’t all of it. You were thinking about it so hard that you didn’t even realize someone had approached you, their head moving over you and blocking the view.
“Y/N?”
“Jesus!” you sat up immediately, nearly screaming. “Minjae! You scared the shit outta me!”
“Sorry,” Minjae apologized, although he didn’t sound sorry in the slightest. “Mind if I join you?”
You patted a spot of grass next to you, Minjae promptly sitting there. The two of you sat in complete and utter silence. The sound of the wind and the birds filled the silence, but for some reason, it just made you even more aware of the fact that you didn’t even know what to talk to Minjae about. So, you laid back down in the grass and stared at the sky. Minjae mirrored your actions.
“What are we looking at?” Minjae asked, being the first one to break the silence.
“Well, I was thinking more than looking…”
“Thinking about what?”
“About how we used to the pass time as kids. Like, other than the sand pit and the park, what else did we do?”
“You would steal my shoe and climb up a tree so that I couldn’t get it because you knew I was afraid of heights,” Minjae responded almost immediately.
“Oh, right,” you couldn’t help but laugh. “I did use to do that, didn’t I? Are you still afraid of heights?”
Minjae didn’t respond, making you laugh harder. You sat up and clutched your stomach as you laughed your ass off. Minjae sat up too, a small frown on his face.
“Come on, it’s not easy to get over a fear…” Minjae pouted.
“No, you’re right,” you agreed as you wiped tears from your eyes— you laughed so hard you started crying. “I’m sorry for laughing.”
“That’s okay.”
You stood up and held your hand out to help Minjae up. After dusting your pants off, the two of you walked to the neighborhood park. You sat on the benches near the basketball court and continued talking.
“Do you still play basketball?”
“Not competitively, but for fun, yeah.”
The two of you talked about very surface level things, but your conversation stretched out and kept going and going. You never realized you could talk to Minjae for so long, but the two of you weren’t children anymore. You grew up, and with growing up comes different conversations.
Both of your families ended up having dinner together, his parents grilling you about job prospects and your parents with him. By the end of the exhausting interrogative dinner, you and Minjae stood outside on the deck. It was pretty dark outside, and the only thing to illuminate the area were the porch lights of all the houses.
“Did you hear about Junmin?” Minjae asked tentatively.
“Yeah… I mean, good for him. He’s a nice guy,” you said with a sigh.
“What about you?”
“What about me what?”
“Are you seeing anyone?”
You burst out laughing. Hearing those words from Minjae’s mouth was so foreign, and you never ever thought he would say that phrase to you.
“What’s so funny?” Minjae looked at you with concern.
“No, it’s just— You sounded almost like an ex-boyfriend,” you explained after calming down. “But, no. I’m not. Are you?”
“I mean, I am an ex-friend that is a boy,” Minjae mumbled, but you didn’t hear him. Louder, he answered your question, “No, I’m not either.”
“Why not?” the words flew out of your mouth.
“What do you mean why not?” Minjae asked with a laugh. “I just never found someone that I really liked.”
You nodded— it was the same for you after you broke up with Junmin.
The two of you went silent. The only thing you could hear were the buzzes of grasshoppers and cicadas. From inside the house, your mothers were looking at your backs.
“Remember when we used to say that these two would get together?” your mom whispered to Minjae’s mom.
“Yes, I do… Do you think they will?”
“Maybe… Should we keep watching?”
“I don’t see why not.”
The two of you were unaware that your mothers were watching you— your backs were still facing them as Minjae spoke softly.
“I have something to tell you.”
Your mind immediately flashed back to the dream you had about him, and memories of crushing on Minjae flooded your brain. You felt your face heat up as Minjae turned his entire body to face you. He didn’t take a step towards you like he did in the dream, but he did scoot the tiniest bit closer to you.
“Remember when you and Junmin started dating?”
You were not expecting him to say that. Your heart calmed down slightly, and you nodded in response.
“Well, back then, right before you two started dating, you came to watch our game for the first time. My heart skipped a beat because I thought that you came to see me even though I knew you were there because he asked you to come… And I kept thinking about how nice it would have been if you were there for me and not him…”
Your jaw dropped. Was Minjae… Confessing?
“I don’t even know when I caught feelings for you, Y/N… All I know is that whenever Junmin talked about you, I’d get annoyed, so I’d annoy you. I liked when you gave me your attention, and when you started avoiding me—”
“You knew I was avoiding you?” you interrupted.
“Of course I did. You’re not as subtle as you think. I don’t know why you were, but I decided to lay off because I thought you were upset with me. I didn’t want to upset you…”
Empty noises left your body. You didn’t even know how to respond to that revelation with anything other than the truth.
“Seeing you with Junmin was hard… I kept wishing I was him…”
“Minjae…”
“Tell me something, Y/N. Did you hate me back then?”
You had to tell him the truth. “No...” you bit your lower lip and looked down. “I avoided you because… I had a crush on you… And we grew up together so I thought it was weird and that I shouldn’t have been looking at you like that…”
“So you didn’t avoid me because you hated me?”
“I hated you when we were kids, but I never avoided you when we were kids.”
Minjae bit back a slight laugh. He smiled with relief, and your heart raced. He had the same face he did when you were younger, but he looked so much more attractive now, like he grew into his features. You felt your heartbeat louder when Minjae leaned into you.
“Y/N, I have something I want to tell you.”
God, your dream was happening. Your high school dream was coming to life.
“Yeah? What is it?”
“I like you.”
He reached out and cupped your cheek, your face instantly heating up.
“Can I take you on a date sometime, some place?”
This was so much nicer than your high school dream, to say the least.
“I would like that.”
“And… Would it be okay if I kissed you right now?”
“I would really like that…”
Minjae couldn’t help but smile. You felt his hand snake around your waist and pull you even closer to him. Your hands rested on his shoulders as he brought your face towards his, his lips brushing against yours.
This time, you didn’t wake up— you were awake, and this very real Minjae was actually kissing you. The first kiss was soft, but the second was passionate, desperate. His hold on you got tighter, and he kissed you as if he was trying to make up for lost time. Butterflies filled your stomach. When his lips trapped your lower lip and sucked lightly, you felt the world spinning. He leaned into you and kissed you harder, both of his arms around your waist. Your hold on his shoulders was weakening— the more he kissed you, the more your mind went blank.
Yet, when he released your lips and moved back, you leaned towards him wanting more. You moved your hands so that they held onto his neck and pulled him towards you again. His lips were addicting, and you wanted more of him. But, he kept making little comments in between the kisses.
“I like you, Y/N.” Kiss. “I seriously like you.” Kiss. “I like you so much.”
He tried to kiss you again but you covered his lips with your hand and said, “Shut up. Do you have a problem with kissing without talking or something?”
“No, monkey.”
“Monkey?!” you slapped his shoulder. “If I’m a monkey, then you’re still a mop-head.”
“I’ll be your mop-head,” Minjae rubbed his nose against yours lightly. “And you’re my monkey.”
“Don’t make me put you in a headlock.”
“Kinky.”
“Minjae!” you gasped, your face immediately heating up.
“I’m kidding! Just kidding,” Minjae laughed at your red face and hugged you.
You hugged him back and sunk into his warmth and familiar, natural scent. And when he leaned back to look at your face, you kissed him quickly, smiles blossoming on your face, then his.
You both finally turned towards the house to head back inside, only to see your moms and dads watching the whole scene unfold with popcorn in their hands. The two of you immediately separated, the two of you now completely embarrassed.
“See, we told you that you’d end up together!” Minjae’s mom said with a laugh.
87 notes · View notes
sminiac · 5 months
Note
did you see junmin in that sbs do or die practice… omg junmin hard hours pls 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫
💌 — JUST WATCHED IT FOR YOU AND. 😧: me the whole duration of the video after that damn cardigan came off. ALSO 200 FOLLOWERS??? YALL CAN ACTUALLY MAKE SENSE OF WHAT I WRITE???? GEEKING
Warnings — Smut focused, MDNI.
Tumblr media
The level of both his concentration and intensity just does something for me, I think because it’s a pretty stark difference compared to what we see when he’s off stage, and I’m all for Sub!Junmin, don’t get me wrong- but, I think once he’s claimed a familiar territory for himself in a more controlling, dominant role, then he’s not shy about shouldering it for the night when it’s what you need. I also think this would pertain to everyday life as well, once he knows it’s something you want he’ll subconsciously implement it into his mannerisms.
(Yappity yap yap, lemme stop and get to what you’re here for😭)
He knows that you think he has pretty arms, it solidifies, even validates his workout progress, it keeps him consistent, why he strives to continue even after he’s finished his sets until his body physically won’t allow him to do anymore. It’s also why he’s such a sucker for when he’s got you under him, watching how you paw weakly at his biceps when you start slipping from the thin film of your awareness to the deep plunge of his cock that he’s rhythmically working into you, “Feels good? Tell me- fuck, can y’tell me? My sweet girl, god please, need t’know that ‘m fucking you good, the way you like.” Praise comes as an energy kick, takes leisurely glances at how small your hand looks around the straining muscle that keeps him shockingly steady, despite how you’re fucked completely into a brainless puddle you still manage to always find him, grab him, scratch him right there.
Would get a dainty tattoo with your initials in that exact place too, to honour your habit. Likes showing off any marks that you leave behind that linger a little longer on the surface of his skin than usual, also purposely makes sure to roll the sleeves of his shirt up with the excuse that he’s just overheating during practice to see you sink into a nervous heat at the side as all you can do is endure the knowing glances that come from his members.
Uses his strength to his advantage when he’s tonguing at your pussy, encourages your soft thighs to enclose around his head when his lips capture your clit, loves seeing how overpowering the pleasure is, the way you shake and jolt under him, the sweet sound of his name brokenly repeated because it’s the only thought your brain could handle producing. Also. Suggests sitting on his face more than you think about it because he definitely has the ability to make it more than unforgettable 🫠.
41 notes · View notes
chiiyuuvv · 2 months
Text
birthday present 🎁 p. junmin
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
you get a life sized teddy bear for your birthday
childhoodbestfriend/idol!junmin x fem!reader 0.5k words angsty
▸ 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘺?
You could hear a voice that reminded you of your childhood, each one of your steps down the staircase light with hesitation yet curiosity, careful not to press down on the wood too hard for it would leave a creak, potentially alerting the others that may be downstairs you were awake. You could get a small glimpse of a silhouette, supporting your delusions that maybe it was him, but you still felt uncertain, anxiety running through your veins as this still could be a dream, you’d never know for sure. 
Maybe it was your childhood best friend, but you doubt he’d come back for you after so many months. You were sure you left his mind as soon as he took the final step on the train, waving goodbye to his hometown while waving hello to the dreams he had sought after for so many years, adapting to the new environment he would be surrounded in, and who knows, even a girlfriend. You were sure his head was up into the clouds of fame and fortune, and although you missed him, you were still very proud of his accomplishments, thanking whoever was up in the sky for their blessings that made your friend so successful. 
Your mother notices your disheveled stance at the end of the staircase, a fond eye smile being sent your way as everyone else follows suit, your father sending you your morning wave that you would have responded to per usual, if it weren't for the mysterious boy that sat facing your parents direction. You notice how the ball of hair was dyed in a different color, the shoulders more straight and defined, yet you still could tell who was sitting there, you were certain of it.
It felt like your life had shifted to a K-drama, the boy turning his head slowly for effect, a gasp leaving your mouth as you meet the familiar pair of eyes that you missed dearly. It was in fact–
“JUNMIN!!” You shout, imitating the scene junmin had created when he learnt he was going to be a trainee under KQ, the exact same waterfall leaving your eyes as you cry of surprise and joy, making your hindsight blurry from the water. You didn’t know junmin’s arms – which were so muscular than how you remembered –  were already out until you sprint head-first into them, jumping up to wrap your legs around his waist for an enormous hug as he spins you around, beaming from ear to ear that this was no longer some cruel fantasy he could only dream of when he was alone.
“Did you really think I would forget about your birthday?” His voice cracks, a deep chuckle erupting from his throat as he puts you back on your feet, bumping his forehead into yours so he could look you in the eyes, his strong hands cupping your cheeks, the thumbs wiping the tears that escaped your eyes. Junmin felt incredibly homesick, ignoring how his cheeks created rivers just so he could console you, bringing you closer for another hug. “I missed you so much,” he whispers, pressing a kiss against your temple as he pushes your sobbing face into his neck, not caring about how wet he got from your tears. All that mattered was he was here, you were here.. You were finally here, together.
Tumblr media
︴bonus! idea from @marw-lilia and ironically, it's my birthday!!
▸ taglist 🎧 @hyunukitty , @cake1box , @mars101 , @yuniniverse , @hunchan444 , @s00buwu , @cherrycolaberry , @hakyunz , @wonootnoot , @pinievsev
🎬 navi
@chiiyuuvv on tumblr . do not steal works/headers/line dividers
48 notes · View notes
peachesyeo · 3 months
Text
obsession ── junmin joker
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
💌 parings: yandere!serialkiller!junmin x gn!reader 💌 genre: yandere, oneshot, horror 💌 contains: a whole scene of murder, horror, arson, the children's song 'five little ducks', gore(?), blood. minors dni. 💌 word count: 0.9k words.
:̗̀➛ 𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐧𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐠𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 + 𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 :̗̀➛ 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭? :̗̀➛ 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐩𝐚𝐠𝐞? :̗̀➛ 𝐣𝐨𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭? (for all works)
Tumblr media
"Come out, come out, Wherever you are~"
You held your breath as you hide under the bed, your body frozen in fear. You could hear the dragging of his feet across the wooden tiles of the second floor. Your friend, who, unfortunately, was caught by him, had already stopped his screaming.
The Joker, the news had called him.
Park Junmin, a psychotic killer that had escaped the prison. Park Junmin, who had mercilessly murdered over twenty people in different fashions.
Park Junmin, your ex-boyfriend, whom you reported to the police. and has now come back to hunt for you, interrupting a sleepover party that your friend has invited you to.
"Five little ducks went out one day... Over the hill and far away..."
His singing was getting closer and closer, and you saw his dull boots standing in the doorway to the room you were hiding in. You clamped your hand over your mouth, praying that he will go away.
"Mother duck said quack quack, quack quack... Only four little ducks came back..."
He walked away. You let out a small sigh of relief, knowing that he had disappeared. But you freeze again, catching something that was rolling on the floor. Your hand was on your mouth again, this time to stop yourself from retching out loud.
Your best friend's head rolled to a stop, just right in front of the door. There was blood trailing on the ground from where it had rolled from. You could feel whatever food that was left in your gut threatening to resurface as you avert your eyes away from your friend's head.
That psycho had beheaded your best friend.
"Four little ducks went out one day, over the hill and far away..." Junmin's voice was further. You quickly rolled out from under the bed, taking the chance to run downstairs and get the hell out of this place.
"Mother duck said quack quack, quack quack..." You forced yourself to not look at your friend's head as you stepped over her and out of the room. Junmin's voice was coming from upstairs, and you quietly make your way over the corridor to the stairs, avoiding the pools of blood as you do so.
"And only three little ducks came back."
You swallowed a scream when you reached the stairs. Another one of your friends lay dead, her body separating into two at the hip. Her torso was at the foot of the stairs, her hands reaching out to the door. The lower part of her body was left at the mouth of the stairs. A fire had broken out on the first floor, blocking your way of escape.
You felt even more sick than before..
A piercing scream came from the third floor. That psycho has found another one of your friends. You bit your lower lip, your legs suddenly too weak to move. You listened, as your friend cursed at junmin, screaming for you to run.
"Three little ducks went out one day, over the hill and far away, mother duck say quack quack, quack quack..."
You picked yourself up, realizing the screaming has ceased. There was no way out for you now, and the only thing you can do is to somehow jump out of the window and escape Junmin. You stealthily make your way back to the room that you were hiding in previously, heading straight for the window.
"And only two little ducks came back."
Junmin's voice sounded dangerously close. You were certain that he was back on the second floor now. You quickly dive under the bed, back to your previous hiding spot. You watched in fear, as his boots appeared in your field of vision.
"Two little ducks went out one day..."
He entered the room, dragging a bloodied machete along with him.
"Over the hill and far away..."
He was checking the bathroom.
"Mother duck said quack quack, quack quack..." He exited the bathroom, opening the doors of the wardrobe.
"Only one little duck came back."
He closed the doors of the wardrobe, standing right in front of the bed. His machete, stained with the blood of your dead friends, was mere inches in front of you.
"Baby, all I ever wanted was for us to be together. Happily." Junmin sighed. You felt him climbing onto the bed. "You really broke my heart when you reported me to the police."
Lies. Junmin was just a psycho, you were sure of it. Your tears were rolling down your cheeks, and your face distorts to a silent scream as you feel him shift around in the bed.
"Remember what I told you before I left, baby? I promised you that I'll come back and take you with me, didn't I?"
His voice was light-hearted, with an element of excitement. Your eyes widened as the air tensed.
The mattress shifted slightly. You held your breath.
Without warning, a pair of hands grabbed your ankles, pulling you out from under the bed as you screamed and screamed, kicking at junmin to force him to let you go.
But his grip was tight.
You saw his face, illuminated by the moonlight. It was stained with dirt and blood, but also full of obsession and love as he grabbed you by your neck, forcing you onto the bed as he tightened his fingers around your throat.
You were caught.
"I always keep my promises, baby."
Tumblr media
➳ pernament taglist: @wonwooz1 @kwanienies @yeodeulz
30 notes · View notes
yuniniverse · 8 months
Note
Hey I wanted to say i lovee your writing and can i request a junmin imagine where the reader and junmin meet through like a dance class it starts as junmin see u cry or the opposite idk u choose and they become close after that and all sorry for saying a lot btw i realllyyyyy love all of the work u did its sooo good
Tumblr media
PAIRING !  ━ park junmin x gn reader
GENRE !  ━ angst (happy ending!), fluffy at the end(maybe too fluffy?), just two dancers that are head over heels over e/o
WORD COUNT !  ━ 1.7401k
AUTHOR NOTE ! ━ this was way too long than it should've TvT also ty for requesting love ! And tysm please your compliment made my day :"3 hope you like it ^^
SONG RECCS ! ━ twenty five twenty one by Jaurim / Very Slowly by Bibi !
The sound of rain clouded your mind, your mood similar to the gloomy dull sky above you. You were known as the star student in your dance institute, ofcourse you were happy, but it became a burden at certain times. And you blame yourself. You always look up to your brother Ham Jinsik who was the institute's ace, wanting to be like him. When you joined you knew you had to be better than anyone else as Jinsiks sister. However with the amount of work piling up on you along with practices made you loose your spark. Unfortunate to you, everyone noticed that change in you, including your not so secret crush Park Junmin. Today was the day you were looking forward for the most, the auditions that would get you a role in one of the upcoming play in The National Theatre of Korea. Something you always dreamt to dance in ever since you were a kid. Only for it all to go downhill. You were known as a ballet prodigy, but that title soon dipped after your teacher said she was disappointed in your rehearsal. You wouldn't get the part you looked forward to for 14 years of your life.
You slowly walked through the bustling streets, rain pouring down on you harshly. You were drenched, your clothes hugging you tightly as water dropped down. Everything felt so surreal. You found yourself sobbing as you dragged yourself, each step as heavy as how your heart felt. Some would say you were being dramatic, but this was your first love. Not to mention how your 10 years of friendshio with your so called friend group ended on the same day too. With them taunting at you untill you stepped out of the building. Turns out they just used you to get closer to your brother and we're the ones that created rumours and hoped for your downfall.
You stopped to wipe your tears, finally looking up. Your vision was blurry but you saw how everyone seemed to be happy. Everyone except you. Students sharing umbrellas, couples joking around and holding hands as they ran to seek shelter.
Your soft sobs turned into louder gasps as you tried to maintain your composture, flashbacks of your teachers looking at you with a crown on their face and your friends asking if you hurt yourself to have done your rehearsals that bad came flooding to your mind. Your head lowered again, you were shaking. Not because of the cold breeze that swept by you. You ran away from that place. The last thing you'd want is for someone to recognise you and tell the whole academy on how you weeped in the middle of the street because your a looser.
Unaware to you, someone was indeed watching you.
Your pace slowed down as you reached a park. Your park. The place you'd come to often. It was your brother who bought you here as a kid, a comfort place you two shared. Usually your brother would be sitting beside your swing, hugging you and telling how everything would be alright. He wasn't. He was away for a short trip with his friends. You were alone and it made you feel miserable.
Too many things clouded your mind and it made you feel more vulnerable and confused. Finally letting your feelings out, your knees dropped to the sandy ground, your head rested onto the seat of the swing you always played in as you cried helplessly. You felt stupid, you danced your entire life, what happened to you? Was it finally the time for you to let go of dance and focus on studies instead? You weren't ready for it, just the thought of leaving the one thing you lived for made your stomach churn in the wrong way.
Your ears perk up at the sound of hurried footsteps, as you lift your head you see junmin running, his head peeking side to side as his eyes searched for you. You wanted to call out to him, but your lisp refused to move. You felt your throat dry up as junmin finally looks at your devastated state.
You've known junmin for a whole year, you two were inseparable. Everytime junmin visited your house jinsik would sulk cuz he went straight to your room instead of looking at his clingy bestfriend.
He carefully stepped forward, reaching his hand out to you for you to hold. You hesitantly grab onto his hand and stand up and before you could even speak he pulled you into a hug. The sound of rain slowly faded as your mind only thought about junmin. His grip around your waist tightened, he brought his one hand upto your hair, caressing gently as he muttered 'its gonna be ok' into your ears. you were instantly reminded of your brother, giving you another reason to bawl your eyes out infront of the guy you so dearly loved. This is not how you wanted him to see you. Embarrassment slapping you in the face hard as you helplessly cried onto his shoulder, rambling about how shitty your day was in spite of preparing well and even going to bed early which you never did.
Junmin chuckles before breaking the hug, he cups your cheeks, his thumbs wiping the tears away. He leans to kiss your eyelids. "Y/n you did amazing, you just misunderstood! Your teacher did take you in, she just said she was disappointed in you and not that she wouldn't take you in? Your literally the best performer this academy has ever had!!" He says, you purse your lips together, still in doubt. You smile at him regardless as you let him walk you home.
You were greeted by your brother at the doorstep, you run to hug him as junmin started at you with a find smile. Oh the things he'd do for you to hug him the same way.  jinsik ofcourse scolded his hyung and you on how you two let yourselves get so drenched under the rain as you two snickered at how cute jinsik looked . Your smile immediately turned into a frowned and worried expression as your hands searched your neck for your necklace. It was your parents gift to you when you started your first ever dance class. You turned to look at junmin who was as worried as you. The moment he laid his eyes on your hands that were fidgeting around your neck and pockets he realised it was about the necklace you always loved and showers around to your friends. Jinsik caught the hint too. "It's ok y/n I'm sure you must have left it at the studio, we'll search tomorrow I promise" he says as an attempt to calm you down and send junmin to his dorms before the poor boy catches a cold.
The next morning you wake up to your brother screaming and running to your room as he held your necklace in the air. You squeal along with him as you two jumped on the bed like two happy hamsters. That was until it hit you. How did he find it if he didn't even go to the studio?
"How did you get it?" You questioned to which he smiled and said "Junmin hyung got it for you! He searched the whole night in the rain at the park and found it near one of the bushes of the swing. He said he got a cold though so he wouldn't come to academy- also promise me you wouldn't tell this to him?" You tilt your head to the side in confusion, "tell him what?" You ask.
"Junmin was the one to convince your teacher to let you into the play. Poor boy practically begged to take you in." He said, making you fall for the man even more. Before even saying a word you only out the door, running to his dorms.
You knocked on his door twice, waiting impatiently for junmin and once he opened his door you immediately ran to hug him. The impact causing him to stumble back to a wall. He looked at you worried, "you ok?" He asks with a croaky voice. you look up to face him, you two stared at each other in silence. junmins eyes glanced at your lips, unconsciously inching his face towards yours. Before he could even make a move, you pecked the corner of his lips. not wasting a single minute junmin pulls you and his lips were on yours. he kissed you so sweetly and gently, caressing your cheeks as he shyly smiled between your lips. your hands shifted from his shoulders to his neck, pulling him closer. Junmin swayed you around the dim lit hall, how you wished to never part away. he breaks the kiss, leaving a small peck your cheek, you smile at how red the boy was, his ears were practically on fire. The poor boy couldn't form words so instead he just gazed at your equally shy figure.
The cute moment lasted only for a few minutes as yechan called out to his hyung from their shared room, junmin groaned in response as you giggled. "Looks like you have to leave" you smiled to which junmin nodded, he felt cold as you slipped away from his arms and walked to the door, "thank you by the way, for the necklace. You didn't have to go through so much trouble" you say as you turned back to see junmin rubbing the back of his neck. "I only want to see you smile y/n, the way I smile and millions of butterflies swarm throughout my body and my whole world is filled with flowers just by looking at you, I wish to see you just as happy and contented with me as I do with you" he says, you were fighting the urge to just kiss him again but you didn't want to an annoyed yechan to see his older brother and his best friend being all lovely dovey in the morning, moreover he would bring it up for the rest of your life and tease you on it so you passed on the opportunity. Junmin however held your hand before you could turn to walk away and kissed you one last time before you could leave.
"I love you so much y/n, i always have and I always will."
49 notes · View notes
starryriize · 4 months
Text
reaction when wearing a revealing outfit | xikers
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
a/n: got distracted on pinterest looking at hyunwoo...but i have so many thoughts about this!! i tried to not repeat myself too much but i could see them all being so lucky to have you!! love you, nonnie and @chiiyuuvv 🧚🏼‍♀️🫶🏼
not proofread!!
⊹ minjae - he's so protective over you when he sees you wearing a backless top. his mind is racing because every part of you is so pretty and mesmerizing? he just wants to press soft kisses all over your back (perhaps make it arch too)!! has a hand on your lower back to signal to any wandering eyes that you're his! overall, he thinks you're stunning and doesn't mind you showing off your figure- if anything, makes him want you more!
⊹ sumin - literally devouring you with his eyes when he sees you in a corset top that shows off ALL of your best assets!! he can't help but stare at your figure and all he can think about is undoing the ribbons of your cute top! wants to mark you up so badly too :( he thinks you're absolutely gorgeous and lowkey smirks because he has such a goddess for a girlfriend! he's so proud to show you off too!!
⊹ junmin - he’s so shy when he notices how your dress stops right at your ass! tried so hard to not grab it when hugging you but he can’t help it :( your ass looks so perky and cute in your sparkly dress!! he’s adorable and honestly, loves it when you wear anything that shows off your figure! he blushes thinking to himself how he managed to find someone so sexy!
⊹ hyunwoo - he’s so cocky when he sees you walk down the stairs in a top that was strapless, cropped, and backless! he’s definitely a tease too :( keeps his hands either on your shoulders, waist, or lower back! he’d probably not want you to wear it out in public though because he wants you all to himself (and wants to take it off you)
⊹ jinsik - he’s a confident bf! practically worshipping you when you come outside in a dress with a high leg slit!! all he can think about is how pretty your legs would look on his shoulders :( doesn’t stop looking nor does he stop giving you compliments like “you’re all dressed up!” and “you look so ravishing tonight, love.” he’s definitely taking your dress off and you’re in for a long night!!
⊹ junghoon - he’s a shy boy! he’s sees you looking so pretty in your little black dress and he can’t help but stare at how the dress has a low-cut neckline and how the dress makes you look like….a princess! (a princess he’d love to give kisses to) besides staring, he’s super respectful and says “you look like a dream.” honestly, he just makes you blush because he thinks you’re unreal and angelic looking :(
⊹ seeun - he falls between being speechless and being whipped for you. he’s speechless because he thinks you’re absolutely jaw-dropping gorgeous in your plaid shorts! he takes note of how good you look and how long your legs look in shorts! has one hand on your leg in the taxi to remind himself that he really, truly has you in his life :( the type to cling by your side the whole night and kiss you when he sees the perfect opportunities to do so
⊹ yujun - his brain stop working when he sees you walk in with a plain white dress shirt and a high-waisted skirt. he knew you had a charm and that you were gorgeous! practically forgetting his words, blushing, and avoiding eye contact :( he tries to not notice how your skirt rides up when you sit down, but he can’t help it! he doesn’t say anything about that though, just blushes and says “you look really cute!”
⊹ hunter - he knows how pretty you look in your off-the-shoulder shirt and the best part for him is the fact that you’re his! places kisses on your shoulders and gives you back hugs every. chance. he. gets!! he doesn’t care that you’re both in public too! smirks when people start staring at him and then pulls you in for a sweet kiss
⊹ yechan - he’s a super sweet boy! he used to think nothing of you in a cropped shirt since a lot of girls his age wear crop tops. so what’s different about you wearing them? but he was wrong. he’s internally panicking when he sees you in a crop top :( he thinks your belly looks beautiful and he thinks it’s silly that you were ever concerned with getting abs! all he can say is “you’re glowing today” and “confidence looks really, really good on you!”
a/n: whichever outfit you wear, you’re beautiful!! i have no doubt that all of xikers would find you perfect in whatever you wear🫶🏼 keeping shining like the diamond you are <3
240 notes · View notes
starlitmark · 7 months
Text
xɪᴋᴇʀꜱ ʀᴇᴀᴄᴛɪᴏɴ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴜᴅᴅʟᴇ ʀᴇQᴜᴇꜱᴛꜱ ᴀᴛ ᴍɪᴅɴɪɢʜᴛ
ꜱᴜᴍᴍᴀʀʏ: n/a
ᴘᴀɪʀɪɴɢ: Xikers x fem!reader (individually)
ᴛʀᴏᴘᴇꜱ: established relationship au
ɢᴇɴʀᴇ: fluff, humor
ʀᴀᴛɪɴɢ: PG
ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢꜱ: language in Yechan‘s
ᴡᴏʀᴅ ᴄᴏᴜɴᴛ: n/a
ɴᴏᴛᴇ: don’t question where this came from just accept it. They are all of legal age don’t come for me thanks <3 (thank you to @sanjoongie and @anyamaris for putting up with me through this) THIS IS SFW BUT MINOR DNI!!
BEFORE YOU INTERACT
໑˖ ݁، ݁ ˖ 𖥔 ࣪ ˖ 𖤐ʾ ̨𖥔 ִ ་ ، ˖ ࣪◞ ໑˖ ݁، ݁ ˖ 𖥔 ࣪ ˖ 𖤐ʾ ̨𖥔 ִ ་ ، ˖ ࣪◞ ໑˖ ݁، ݁ ˖
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
໑˖ ݁، ݁ ˖ 𖥔 ࣪ ˖ 𖤐ʾ ̨𖥔 ִ ་ ، ˖ ࣪◞ ໑˖ ݁، ݁ ˖ 𖥔 ࣪ ˖ 𖤐ʾ ̨𖥔 ִ ་ ، ˖ ࣪◞ ໑˖ ݁، ݁ ˖
COPYRIGHT STARLITMARK 2023© ALL RIGHTS RESERVED — reposting/modifying any fic or piece of original writing posted on this blog is not allowed. Translations are not permitted. 
Networks: @kwritersworld @k-vanity @cultofdionysusnet
173 notes · View notes
lil-elle · 6 months
Text
Junmin Masterlist ♡
Tumblr media
Drabble:
Nothing yet~
-
Full Length:
Close Quarters - you and roommate!junmin wish you were more (suggestive!)
-
Tumblr media
Tumblr media
1 note · View note
arafilez · 7 days
Text
੭୧ ⼂ A LETTER ﹗
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
ー☆ㅤㅤ [ lyc x reader ] ㅤ੭𓂃 ㅤfluff high-school auㅤ warnings kissing cursing ㅤ﹢ㅤ0.5k wc
Yechan,
I have done this shit a million times before, writing letters for people for their birthdays, but I have never been this scared! And trust me I wrote it to the grumpy of our group and still didn’t get so tense. But now, writing this to you makes my hands clam and my mind swoon at the same time. What have you done to me Lee Yechan?
And I was so stupid, the night of the dance when you were so close to kissing me, I panicked. I coughed (I am such a great actor, can you see me rolling my eyes at myself?) and got up instead of facing you. But god be damned to hell Lee I wanted to kiss you so bad. Kept thinking about how having your full lips on mine would feel, would you be as sweet as I imagined? Now, don’t get cocky, yes fine, I have imagined us kissing.
Because that night when I saw my childhood friend on the dance floor with Kath after I indirectly rejected you I swear I had never been more jealous in my life. And I know it is so self-centred of me to be like this, but I do not want to give you wrong ideas. You can burn this letter after you read it but I will be regretting if I don’t finish this.
For the whole eighteen years of my life, I had thought my ideal type was someone calm like Hunter who can maintain my crazy and calm me down, with sweet smiles and flowers. Or I thought my ideal type was Seeun because he is such a menace and can tease and kiss me when I am angry. Well, ideal types can drown in the ocean because it’s you. I have been so stupid! It has always been you. Because you are the perfect mixture of calm and crazy. You tease me, you calm me down and leaving all of that you are so much more. Yechan you are the best that could happen to me and I am worried frankly because we are both teens.
But we live in the moment, right? And I don’t wanna live with regrets. And I am so sorry, I didn’t want to reject you at all. Hell, I kept thinking about what mistake I had made the whole night. Yechan I want every single kiss, every hug, and anything you are willing to give me. Even if it’s a punch in the gut for being so stupid my whole life.
So if you read this, and still have a teeny tiny portion to forgive me, can you come to the backyard and we can kiss like those stupid rom-coms while Taylor Swift plays in the background? And then we could dance like the cheesy movies? Or if you are not into that we can trash talk people? Anything with you sounds good! So would you like to give this a real shot?
from y/n
Tumblr media
ー☆ㅤㅤ [ ara's notes ] ㅤ੭𓂃 ㅤ why should letter formats only be for exes? yeah, no it can be for cute stuff too ㅤ𓏧ㅤ library ㅤ xikers shelfㅤ navi
Tumblr media
੭ 𝅄ㅤ ꒰ TAGLIST ꒱ ㅤ⏤ㅤ @haneagerr ㅤ𓏧ㅤ fill this or comment or ask to be added.
Tumblr media
ㅤㅤ(ㅤㅤ© arafilez on tumblrㅤㅤ)
34 notes · View notes
jseobsky · 1 year
Text
Xikers reacting to you calling them "pretty boy"
ot10 bf! Xikers x gn! yn fake texts :))
a/n: thank you all for the support on my last xikers fake texts😭😭 love you all!!
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
706 notes · View notes
bro-atz · 3 months
Text
pretty like rainy days
Tumblr media
word count: 1.3k
pretty like masterlist
Tumblr media
You woke up happily, only for your mood to immediately crash. You and your boyfriend, Junmin, had plans to go to the botanical gardens then sit in the park near the museum while licking melting ice cream off cones and just spend the day together hand in hand and happily. However, all of that came crashing down when you awoke to a complete downpour.
“Junmin!” you whined and shook him awake. “What’re we going to do?”
“Good morning to you, too, baby,” Junmin said with a yawn. The second he heard thunder, his eyes shot open, and he was wide awake. “Well… That’s not good.”
“I was so looking forward to today, too,” you mumbled.
You hugged your knees to your chest and proceeded to pout as if your foul mood would suddenly change the weather. Spoiler: it did not.
You continued to pout and sit on the couch as Junmin cleaned up around the house. It was still raining hard, and according to your weather app, it was going to rain on and off for the entire week. Forget about your plans for that day— your plans for the entire week were completely and utterly ruined.
“Come on, baby. It’s not that bad!” Junmin tried to cheer you up as he stood in the kitchen rummaging through the drawers. “We could’ve been caught in the rain. At least we didn’t even step foot outside before it started.”
“That’s not the point, Junmin! We’ve been planning this date night because you and I have both been so busy with classes and work and everything… I just wanted to spend time with you,” you sulked.
“We can still do that! We can have a date night at home.”
“How do you suggest we do that?”
You finally got up off the couch and walked to the kitchen to see Junmin emerge from one of the cupboards with a baking sheet and cookie cutters. “We can bake cookies?”
“Okay…” your mood was starting to lift. “Then what?”
“While they bake, we can have a little movie night,” Junmin mused out loud.
A smile gradually found its way onto your face the more Junmin thought about what the two of you could do while it rained cats and dogs. “We can marathon the Kung Fu Panda movies since they’re all—”
“Kung Fu Panda? Really?”
“Then what do you suggest?”
“What about Pixar?”
“Okay, we can do that,” Junmin chuckled before leaving a light kiss on your forehead. “Whatever you want to do, baby, we’ll do it. Cheer up.”
You nodded and wrapped your arms around Junmin’s waist, hugging him lightly before meeting his lips with yours with a lingering, soft kiss.
The two of you immediately got to work on the cookies. You wanted to make jam thumbprint cookies while Junmin wanted to make chocolate chip, so you decided to make the cookies for each other— you worked on the chocolate chip ones while Junmin worked on the thumbprints.
You both quickly finished making the dough for the cookies, and you placed them on the baking sheet. Junmin put the cookies in the oven while you decided to start cleaning up. On his way back from the oven, though, he bumped into you, sending the bag of flour cradled in your arms flying. Flour fell on top and around the both of you as if it were snowing, leaving a light layer of white on your hair and clothes. Your jaw completely dropped as you realized the state you were in while Junmin, on the other hand, stifled a laugh.
“Junmin! What the heck?!” you exclaimed. “Did you do that on purpose?”
“No, baby, I swear,” Junmin ended up bursting out laughing. “It was an accident.”
Unable to accept that it was an accident, you grabbed the packet of flour and dumped some on his head, the boy’s face immediately switching from amused to bemused. One thing led to another, and the two of you ended up in a flour fight, flour flying everywhere, making the kitchen even messier. The fight eventually ended when Junmin planted his hands firmly on your waist, a bright smile stretching from cheek to cheek as he gazed at your face. You couldn’t help but grin back— his smile was contagious. Your smile immediately shifted to shock when Junmin quickly left a kiss on your lips, making the boy chuckle lightly. Your smile eventually found its way back to your face as he leaned in for another kiss, this time a little longer than before. He kept kissing you lightly, your arms creeping up and around his neck as his went from your waist to your hair and cheek.
You were so drawn into his kisses that you didn’t even realize so much time had passed. It was only when you started to smell the cookies did you realize what the two of you were in the middle of doing. You pushed him away and looked at him with wide eyes as you breathlessly said, “Wait! Did you put a timer for the cookies?”
“Shoot!”
Junmin quickly put on oven mitts and opened the oven. Luckily, the cookies were safe, and they were baked to perfection. He set the tray on the stovetop to cool as the two of you finally got to cleaning the kitchen. The more you cleaned, though, the more you got flour everywhere since there was still flour on your clothes and in your hair.
“Baby, I’ll go shower first then clean the rest of this up while you take a shower, okay?” Junmin said, holding his hand out so you would stop cleaning.
“Okay, hurry back.”
Tumblr media
After you finished your shower, you returned to see a perfectly clean kitchen and Junmin in the living room with a bunch of pillows and blankets. As you approached the living room, you saw that there was an array of snack foods set on the coffee table, and he had turned the TV on.
“Perfect timing,” Junmin said, a soft smile on his face as he held his hand out for you.
“You did everything so quickly,” you said in awe. “Thank you.”
“Of course, baby. Anything for you. Now,” Junmin took a seat on the couch, a blanket wrapped around his shoulders. He opened his arms wide and said, “Sit.”
With a giddy smile, you sat in Junmin’s embrace, your back pressing against his chest as he hugged you, the blanket and your boyfriend’s arms keeping you warm and safe.
“What movie did you want to start with?” Junmin asked as he passed the remote to you.
Seconds later, the two of you were watching the opening credits for Ratatouille. You felt Junmin’s chin rest snugly on your shoulder as he brought you even closer to him, his cheek brushing against your ear, sending shivers down your spine. The closer he held you, the more your heart raced, the physical contact between the two of you almost becoming too much to bear.
But, you were sucked into the movie. You were so drawn into the movie, in fact, that you didn’t realize Junmin had fully fallen asleep on your shoulder. It was only at the end of the movie did you realize, evoking a little giggle. You turned your head and looked at the sleeping boy, a small smile lingering on his face as he snuggled even more into you.
“Junmin, baby, do you want to sleep in a proper bed?” you whispered to him as you brushed his hair out of his face.
“Mmm, five more minutes,” Junmin mumbled.
You giggled again, wondering how on Earth your boyfriend could be so cute. You turned in his arms and moved slightly so that he would be a little more comfortable, the two of you laying on the couch side by side, Junmin’s arms still hugging you to him tightly. You watched Junmin sleep soundly on your lap, prompting a yawn from you. Leaving a light kiss on the mole on his nose, you wished him a good night and closed your eyes, the light pitter-patter of the rain outside lulling you to sleep.
Tumblr media
pretty like masterlist
pretty like tag list: @eyeryis @sinnarols @cake1box @hunchan444
apply here to be part of the taglist!
12 notes · View notes
sminiac · 6 months
Note
can you do junmin bf! head cannons like the minjae and sumin ones you did??🤭🤭🤭
💌 — RAHHHH he’s so cardigan boyfriend, I don’t know how else to explain it😣 (I’m sorry this took so long my gosh)
Tumblr media
Bf!Junmin who I feel like gets very impatient very quickly, you’re in the middling of a conversation and he’s needing a kiss? He’s continuously poking into your side until he’s successfully pulled you astray from your train of thought and he’s finally got your attention. But! He does refuse to interrupt you verbally, because how dare anyone cut you off mid sentence >:( usually tugging at your sleeve, fingers tapping against your waist as he pulls you into his chest, don’t get him wrong he loves the sound of your voice but god you look so pretty, just needs you to be all over him even if it’s ephemeral compared to what he’s used to, bf!Junmin is so cute I’m gonna bark😞
Bf!Junmin who secretly loves when you baby him in front of his members, now he can tell you “Stoppp” all he wants, but you know he enjoys it from how he’s pulling you closer into him. Has the more adorable smile on his face whenever you kiss the mole on his nose. Now this one’s making my sleepy brain very mushy.
Bf!Junmin who I think no matter what, will always be stuck in the ‘honeymoon’ phase, like he’s always intentionally eating in a careless manner so that the residue of his food will somehow get onto his face and, oh no! he can’t seem to find it so you better wipe it off for him🤭 speaking of eating, if you’re going out to a restaurant he just can’t keep his lips away from meeting yours, it’s an active habit of having to remember to sit beside him instead of across because he’s always leaning his entire weight onto the table just for a quick kiss if he’s not seated with you, he’s also the type to get pouty if someone else gets to be beside you and he doesn’t, he’ll be subtle about it, but the mood in the air still shifts when he doesn’t get what he wants. Basically he has a crush on you, but that pre-relationship crush, like head over heels giggling and kicking his feet over you kind of crush.
Bf!Junmin who at times can be such a scaredy cat and just wants his girlfriend 😞 there’s no way he isn’t constantly “Y/nnn!” Whenever he doesn’t like something because you’ll make whatever it is that’s upsetting him disappear just from being close. He’s such a cuddly person when it comes to this, always wrapping his arms around yours so he can pull himself further into your side, hiding his face in your shoulder/neck. Ugh🫠 it’s always hard to get him off of you, and I can’t reiterate this enough, but the sweet boy just needs his gf!!!!
Bf!Junmin who earned the ‘clingy’ title wayyy before the two of you got together, if the group was planning to go out together he was always “Is Y/n gonna be there?” “Did we invite Y/n?” “Does Y/n know?” You’d show up for the hangouts quite often, but would always be quickly stolen away.
Ex: Plans to go to a movie theatre? The two of you are sneaking off to the arcade to play a few games sometimes both before and after the showing, the sound of his laugh, ugh🫠 the boys would be like “where’d they run off to now?” And then they hear his giggles from afar and are like “Ohhh.” + he always makes sure he’s bought a seat right next to yours, and if by chance that he wasn’t quick enough he’s always silently begging with the person to switch with him.
Bf!Junmin who has an album in his photos dedicated solely for pictures of you and Kongee, one of these pictures is his background and has been talked about it in a handful of videos, his two favourite beings in the world :,) his voice gets so soft, has a hard time looking away from the picture even though he looks at it every day— “Y/n and Kongee,” he’d hum whilst shoving his phone into the camera lens so the viewers could get a view of you and the small brown pup. “Only Y/n was able to come watch our performance today, not Kongee— unfortunately. I’m missing them a lot these days so I’ll be doing my best for them, I hope Kongee’s keeping my side of the bed warm for her while I’m working, I think I’m a little jealous.” He’s so cutie patootie it physically pains me.
Bf!Junmin who loves when you style his hair!! whether it’s unserious or you’ve taken an insane amount of time to perfect it he’s always telling you how good it looks, kisses as a thank you, takes so many pictures crediting “My love <3.” for being his own personal hairstylist for the day. UGHHH He’s such a “my love” kind of person, I can’t. Speaking of hair he’s definitely crashing out in 0.5 seconds whenever you’re scratching his scalp, and every time he swears that he won’t, pleading with you: “Can you keep going, please baby.” With sleep thick in his voice, how can you resist not only that but the sleepy look on his face!!!😞
Bf!Junmin who has a problem with picking up on your mannerisms, it’s always done so easily, the boys end up seeing it whenever they’re together, secretly smirking to one another when he starts making the same hand gestures as you while trying to explain something, using your slang, I feel like he’s also the type to eventually start laughing similarly to you, like one day he’s just “Her laughs pretty.” And then the fluctuations in his laugh start aligning with yours.
Bf!Junmin who we all know apparently has a decent alcohol tolerance, but when he’s drunk he’s drunk. He get more giggly than usual when he’s in the right place, the affection hard to keep contained when he’s intoxicated so he’s always “Y/n, Y/n, Y/n!” Even when he isn’t around you. There’s definitely been a few instances where Minjae has had to console him when they’re in a different country and you couldn’t come, it usually ends in Minjae having to FaceTime you so he’s reassured that you’ll be there waiting for him when he comes back home to you, his filter 100% gone so he’s accidentally letting some bedroom talk slip up in front of Xiker’s leader because you’re his and you’re just so attractive 😠 but he’ll pretend to have not heard it… even if his perception of Junmin is now slightly tainted.
Bf!Junmin who is so “What about it?” As if he isn’t doing/saying the absolute sweetest things to you🙄
Ex: words of affirmation? Of course, but he isn’t so open about it, I feel like he’s more of a quiet praising person, yk? Like when he’s screaming at you in a high pitched voice about how good you are at one of your hobbies it’s of course genuine— and also for the dramatics, but when you actually get the serious side of him he’s so soft :( lots of eye contact, hand usually found gently holding your face, thumbing at your cheek, speaks lowly so it’s only for your ears to hear that not even the surrounding air could distinguish a word.
Acts of service? I think he’s also someone who inevitably doesn’t need to make a conscious effort in order to make things even a little more convenient for you, the two of you just spend so much time together that he’s picked up on your habits (like I previously mentioned) that he’s helping you even when he doesn’t know it. He’s so the type to get used to making breakfast for the both of you that when he’s away he’ll still unknowingly prepare enough food for two even when it’s just him :( will get so sad that his face just ‘😕’ when he’s eating, he’ll send you a picture: “So used to having you that I didn’t realize you weren’t even here.” MY HEARTTTT.
Gift giving? He’s so gift basket boyfriend, and it always contains what you like down to a T!!! It’s always so nicely organized, a Pinterest worthy colour pallet— It’s a bragging point for him :b he’ll even add his own little touches that have you giggling when you’re pulling them out. Always needs to see your reaction because you being happy makes him even happier, likes knowing that he did a good job, wants to know he did good yet melts in your hands like wax held to a flame whenever you’re actually expressing your excitement and appreciation for the amount of time it must’ve taken to assemble such a pretty gift.
Quality time? Obviously, this goes with the clingy part, he’s always: “Hi! Can you come with us today? I miss you” always invites you to even the little things going on, and if you aren’t able to join then he’s texting you little updates here and there, just loves that you’re always one text away if you aren’t physically near.
Physical touch? GRRRR ARF ARF is how I feel because running the tips of your fingers over the surface of his tummy is so🤭🤭 being able to feel the definition of his abs under you, I’m ILL. He’s so open to you, lets you touch anywhere you want, encourages it so heavily that he’s always pulling up his shirt so you can get a better feel. He can’t stand clothes, just needs you on him, anytime you’re in public he’s the one slipping his hand under your shirt so he can knead the skin on your hip, he’s such a heater too😞
Nsfw Bf!Junmin who, in my opinion, boobs > ass. His fingers will gently poke at your stomach as he waits for you to give him the okay, and when you do he lets out that cute lil squeaky laugh ugh :(, how could you resist? And of course he occasionally has his more bold moments, sometimes he’ll sneak a little feel while the two of you are in the living room, on the couch, in the kitchen, lives by ‘if they don’t see they won’t know.’ And when he’s feeling particularly bold he’ll even do it in public.
Ex: You’re bent over looking through jewelry when he’s pressing up against you, pretending to simply hold you from behind while his hand works at breaking past the fabric of your shirt. He’ll pretend to be helping you, the side of his head resting against yours as he peaks over your shoulder, “That ring is cute,” he’ll say aloud, pointing in an uncertain direction with his free hand, just trying to keep up the innocent act while his other is literally squeezing and groping at you. “Oh, this one?” “No, no, that one babe.” And he points in another random direction, you play along for his satisfaction and he always makes sure to say thank you after too, because he’s just sweet like that😋
Bf!Junmin who loves whenever you’re simply just using him to get off but is still a whimpering mess underneath you, when he gets whiny🫠 loves when it starts getting a little messy because the hot showers after are always so sweet, you’re always so gentle with him, many sweet words exchanged as you’re helping him clean up, “just a few more minutes.” He’ll slur out so the two of you can continue to hold each other under the water:(
Bf!Junmin who is such a sucker for soft morning sex, a word hardly exchanged between the two of you, he’s just so used to your body that he already knows how to have you shaking and choking on your words. Sweet boy :( always reminds you that “You don’t have to” whenever you offer your help but he’s gripping the sheets so tight that you swear it’ll rip one of these days whenever you’ve finally reminded him that you “want to.”
Bf!Junmin when he’s feeling stressed/upset and confides in you in more than one way🫨
Bf!Junmin who is so lovely and can’t imagine finding any other person in any other life, other than you :,)
47 notes · View notes