#just shut the fuck up i dont care yes im satisfied dying miserable and alone

[slutdge]

my psychiatrist admitted he's unsure about how to advise me in our session today cause my situation is so horrific there's no drug or therapy he can prescribe to fix it so lets pop bottles cause i won the gold medal in mental illness wooooo!!!! 🍾 🥂

#dont fucking talk to me aboit ''it gets better'' no it doesnt ill be trapped in hell forever what kind of a fucking life is that #just shut the fuck up i dont care yes im satisfied dying miserable and alone #if at least thats the first time ive ever had autonomy and dignity #anyways no im not gonna do it right this second but i really cant take another ''youll get better'' message #when theres no guarantee #why cant toxic positivity mfs ever get a grip and say ''what youre going through is bad and abusive'' #instead of waterboarding you with ''it gets better'' #k i need to go drink myself into a coma now goodnight yall ✌