#keeping in mind i hadnt smoked weed but i had tripped acid??

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do u guys remember the first time u got high

#i just wanna share this story cos i find it fucking hilarious #so basically my ex was a massive stoner #but i hadn't smoked before #so in our like. talking stage ig #like before we were dating but we were seeing each other type thing #we go to this party and we rock up a bit earlier than everyone else #so he's like o ok why dont we smoke some weed #and i was like aight fuck it #keeping in mind i hadnt smoked weed but i had tripped acid?? #so i was like weed is gonna be v tame compared to acid #It Was Not #i smoked way too much for my first time #we made a shitty gato bong and for some reason he didnt stop me #and i had 4 cones. literally the first time getting stoned and i had 4 full fkn cones. #cos at the time i didnt know that was a lot #but whatver so i get insanely fucking high #like giggling at fucking everything #and its all fine but all of a sudden i start getting v overwhelmed #idk why but everything was Too Much #so i text him VERBATIM 'hi. i think im having a panic attack lol' #so he ends up taking me to a park nearby the party #and i just start freaking tf out #eventually tho i calm down enough to a point where he feels comfortable leaving me alone for a bit #so he says 'alright katie i gotta go piss. you sit here on this bench and ill be back in 2 secs' #so he leaves and my dumbass brain goes 'what if i made him up. what if hes not real' #'what if i just created him in my head' and i believed it so harcore #like in that moment u could not tell me that man was real #so what do i do #i go to verify this delusion #so i walk to the stall he's in and i open the door fully expecting to see an empty stall