#let’s hope i do well tomorrow

[lynnbutlertron]

^^ might be getting a job at a cute little ice cream shop on the beach in my town GRAGGHHH. i have a trial shift tomorrow i hope i dont cock it up

#ok i just need to rant in tags for a second. #i HATE HATE HATE applying for jobs at big companies #fucking no one wants to hire me cuz i don’t have experience cuz i wanted to focus on my schoolwork #but how do i get the experience huh. how am i supposed to. get a job. #if i need experience. but i need a job to get the experience #so i came to this shop and its like a family run thing #which in some ways is better it’s a lot more personal and im not #on the mcdonald’s front lines or something #but the husband of the guy who runs this place #started going on about the “woke generation #IN MY JOB INTERVIEW. #something about how the woke generation won’t do things if it’s not in their job title #????????????????and i looked at his twitter and he’s anti-immigrant as fuck #so now im just stuck between big bad corporation and racist andy #FUUUUCKS SAKE #anyway idgaf about him that much cuz his wife is nice #let’s hope i do well tomorrow #rambles #doodles #delete later

[starflungwaddledee]

offering three cookies 🍪🍪🍪

(<< part 1)

#kirby just whipping out the big guns right away. let's go on the ~warp star~! he knew this would get her instantly #i think also it's impossible to be sad when you are being cuddled by kirby tbh. bandee too!! what a cute prompt! #i thought i'd combine several of these sorts of asks and comments into one! sorry for not drawing adeleine; another time! #i just thought this worked well as a happy ending here. everything is fine!! they're all good now!! happy tappies and all!! hooray! #and nothing weird or bad happened here at all!! just a little breakdown but it's in the past!! phew. yay! <3 #tried something fun with the layouts for this to be half interactive/asks and half comic panels? i think it worked! #not sure this REALLY answers many questions but... i did this for fun when i was supposed to be doing other things!! i hope you'll enjoy! #also i LOVED ALL THESE ASKS i hope this doesn't make anyone feel bad for sending them in. this is just for dramatic effect!!!! #also ALSO this took longer than expect so i'll do those other ask responses tomorrow. thank you for all the well wishes everybody! <3 #starstruck dee #bandana waddle dee #kirby #my art #my comics

[mono-socke]

Day 2: Mindscape

Jeremy's mind is an absolute mess.

#be more chill #the squip #jeremy heere #squipril #squipril 2024 #me doing art #well uh #i would give an explanation for whatever this is but like #i don't know either #i just had this weird idea and went with it #think of your own explanation or message me so we can philosophize about it together #let's hope tomorrows drawing will make more sense ?

[doodleodds]

Wow, what a prince~!

Late Shuake week 2022 Day 1 - Flowers

#shuakeweek2022 #akechi goro #kurusu akira #p5 #'theres no shuake in there sophia' yes there is. squint harder #listen ok. listen to me. they are pining. all i am capable of drawing is these two idiots pining. #akira is asking about whether he likes flowers because he doesn't wanna get him a gift he doesn't like ok!!!! #i KNOW its flimsy akeshu i'm sorry lmao. i'll do better in the coming days but i got this idea in my head & couldn't get it out so. there #i know it's not necessarily original but. it just grabbed me by the throat ok #'ooh why did he cut his hand while he's wearing gloves' suspend your disbelief :((( let me make a coloring mistake occasionally ok #and to clear up any remaining doubts NO akira did NOT get akechi knife flowers. i just think akechi should have crazy stalker fans #as a treat. #also lmao can you tell i found a new comic book dots brush today???? i bet u cant because i used it so sparingly and for emphasis (lie) #ANYWAY it's 2 am and i have work in the morning so. i gotta go to bed ^^; hope you guys have been well! #hopefully see you tomorrow for another post....or another two if i can draw fast and catch up lol

[anglerflsh]

when will this bloody exam be over with I want to go to uni already!! Good Lord

#[.txt] #looking over at my history course. At the monastery I'll be hosted in. At the medieval city I'll be moving to. Can it be september already. #I cannot emphasize enough how much i don't care about my final grade for this exam. 20% of it is math and my teacher was terrible #so it's not as if I can hope to get a good grade anyways! And the money prize is only for 110/100 marks so who cares about it going well. #I just want it gone and passed with a 60. Please. It's a useless exam in any case. #literally it was just made so private schools could give out the same qualifications and there has GOT to be a better way to do that. #OR. Or just have an exam at the end of each year. Why only on the last. man #tomorrow I have the essay (20%) and the day after math (another 20%) and my final interview for another 20% is on the fifth of July #and I already have a full 37/100 credits so I just need 23 points. Which between the essay and the interview I'm sure to get. let me outttt

[ibrithir-was-here]

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#....well #here we are again #'hello tumblr notes my friend #ive come to vent in you again' #i need the universe to Leave Me Alone #today my credit card got hacked #got it cancelled and set up to get a new one #but then when I went to use my debit card it wont work either #i have no way to pay for gas #and I cant call to see whats up till the morning #and my apartment door's automatic lock wouldn't let me in either #im in now but at this point in afraid to leave this room tbh #gosh im tired #i really hope things can just go easy with the credit card company tomorrow #cuz i dunno what im gonna do otherwise :(

[tomatoluvr69]

What’s up tumblr hope you had a super fun leap day. sparkle on. big news my first seed start sprouted while I was at work ✨

#might have to change the url bc I’m in my collard era lol #my day was alright #I ate some shrimp curry that I’d accidentally left out all night and was fine bc I’m a scavenger of a person #then bc I started to feel PMDD fatigue I laid in bed with great elan til my shift started #then I spilled coffee all over my work clothes bc I stuck it in a very sketchy travel mug someone left in our house at the last party #and I listened to Screamin Jay Hawkins on the ride to work which was fun #work was a bit chaotic but uneventful and got to spend a huge chunk of it outside #it seems I have way better ball control than I did when I was a kid. whyyy now. i was such a loser I could have used some athleticism #but I’m so glad it’s the weekend so I can go palliative care mode which is what I call my lizard brumation pmdd phase #and stopped by a friend’s house after work which was nice #really rejuvenating #then made a sort of weird frittata w/ beets peppers and potatoes bc I was too tired to actually cook #watched sense and sensibility 1995 and really liked it although I found myself wishing for a bit more anguish. sorry #and I think I might set out one of the frozen almond croissants to proof overnight so I can bake it for bfast tomorrow #will go for a very short swim but probably only about 30 min bc of aforementioned fatigue. then pick up yogurt and a silly little treat #and will have ****** and **** for dinner either tomorrow or Saturday which will be nice #but really hoping Saturday because **** **** ** **** lol #and then Sunday I’m trepidatious about because **** was like what are you doing Sunday and I’m like well I guess having a fraught and #difficult conversation about our dynamic! lol #I’m very lucky to have proactive friends who are good communicators. truly I do not deserve his kindness. but like. god. let me retreat and #lick my wounds! #i shan’t get into it. but just know I know how S&G felt #and then another work week but I’m starting to really get a feel for the routine and what works and what doesn’t #and I’m excited for my next few meal preps we got millet and kale gratin #and a Lebanese chickpea dish the name of which unfortunately escapes me atm #but my mouth is watering thinking about it. saw a vid and was instantly influenced and went to the pantry to see if I had the stuff and I #dooooooooooo #and I do feel like I’m beginning to get past the worst of [event] and its sadness

[seariii]

I was stressed but now i'm more chill and really sleepy...

#overall my mood has been better but i am so incredibly terrified of the future... its like.... #like i feel as if someone has holding me at gun point and got told thst if i did any mistakes they would shoot #but then im not given clear instructions on what i need to do and i have to figure it out myself #i am really scared... even tho all of this gave me a new objective... i dont wanna be obsolete... #... so... that what we will work on... also... i wanna work towards my dreams... #I've been putting it off for so long i want to do it #people support me and actually enjoy my voice... i want to... #the things on my plate right now are things i can achieve... but i want more... i want things i actually want... #i want... #my house has a constant buzzing sound. i believe its because of the small power plant behind the lot. which makes it difficult for recording #since i have to get rid of that and that messes with the rest of the audio #its comforting to know it wasnt the mic tho... heh... #tomorrow lets try to take the first few steps... well more like lets try to continue with the set up #we have already a couple stuff but we still have a lot missing... #... today the girls said some stuff that impressed me... thats how im perceived?... is that what people think of me? #i kinda want to... fulfill those 'expectations'... they dont expect anything but its more of a me thing... ive been dreaming and hoping for #so long but i dont take the next step. i never do... and its because of the executive dysfunction... but... once i get the hang of it... #once i do... everything will be excellent... and we will take it easy #i am so tired already... i feel im gonan falla sleep #seari talks

[ff2-soda-pop]

I'm starting to question if I should even bother with the stupid paper.... I'm probably just gonna fail anyways lmao

#ive been running around stuck on Babysitter Duty for the past three days and the teacher only gave us any instructions on thursday yet #somehow expected a full paper done and edited by sunday. even if i wasnt stuck on babysitter duty she'd get a shitty paper just due to how #little TIME that is to get things done. but because i am on babysitter duty uhhh..... well so far there's no paper #ive been spending practically full days having to take care of my sister and i cant just Ignore Her so i havent done my paper while watchin #her because again: my focus needs to be on Her. and shes incredibly loud which makes it super hard to focus. fun combo /s #so i was like 'i'll just stay up Really Late and do it then' but that hasn't worked because my sister WONT GO TO BED if im awake. i was up #until 4am last night hoping she'd fall asleep and shut up and i could work but Nope! #and then i got too tired to even care anymore #i've tried explaining this to others and they're just like 'ok well you just need to find a way to make it work :/' which is very much #easier said than done! and im scared about this paper because this teacher doesnt accept late work at all for pretty much any reason #and im sure she wont understand my situation. because shes also the teacher that didnt understand that i didnt have the textbook on time #because it was still being shipped and i dont control the rate at which book ships and she was like #'..........okay well you still need to have the book by tomorrow at least <3' when i told her the book had Just shipped and idk when i'd ge #the dumb thing. so yknow i dont have high hopes about this #also just as extra 'make stuff more difficult' i have zero accommodations because my mom cant keep track of my fucking IEPs and they wont #let me have accommodations unless i have that and idk how to get a copy anymore. so i've also been running around with no help in that area #and it's not great </3 #idk im just stressed out and frustrated and i Want To Cry :) #vent

[hawkinslibrary]

friends ! we need to talk about the play

we know that it's supposed to be canon. we know that it "might hold the key to the end" of the show. we know it features several of the adult st characters in their high school years. and we know there will be heavy focus on henry creel. currently, performances are only planned for the phoenix theatre in london -- starting november 17th. not everyone will have the means or opportunity to see the play in person. i know i won't. as of now, there don't seem to be any plans for performances outside of london, or any plans for a digital release or streaming or anything

hopefully, that will change in the future. i assume the super important stuff will be touched on within the final season of the actual show, but making something with canon tie-ins so exclusive still feels wrong to me. that said, fans will be seeing this next month. there will be spoilers available, pretty immediately i imagine. i will probably be talking about the play and these spoilers and what i think it could mean for the show. i love spoilers. i love content. i can't help myself

anything i post will likely be under a read more. if you are avoiding spoilers or you don't care about the play, i will tag everything i post (or reblog) with the first shadow and the first shadow spoilers. if i'm trying to speculate on what it could mean for s5 (or posting about s5 in general), i will tag with s5 and st5 spoilers. i also tag everything potentially spoiler-y with the general spoilers tag. please blacklist or filter out any one of those to avoid such content !

#hey i haven't written an essay length post in a while #here you go #i'm hoping that the sag strike will end soon and that filming could potentially begin before the first performance happens too #so the s5/st5 spoilers tags might be especially relevant #they did meet throughout last week and were supposed to talk things through on both sides this weekend #before meeting again tomorrow so. let's hope things are going well #the first shadow #the first shadow spoilers #s5 #st5 spoilers #spoilers #<---- blacklist or filter any of these to avoid content #lex talks #anyway. we've got st day in about a month and i'm very curious what they could do for it #i feel like they have to do something for the play right #there's less than two weeks between st day and the first performance #but anyway. time feels like it's flying for me personally #all of this is just right around the corner and it's very exciting but also. am nervous #i hope you all are doing well 💖 #i will probably reblog this a few times before the play #and make a separate post for when s5 begins filming + around whenever s5 comes out 👀

[flagsontheland]

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#i don't really do the vent in tags thing but i don't really want to talk to my friends about this for now #but i HATE my body's trauma responses #and i don't know how to stop it ugh #i felt bad about something i said to someone who means a lot to me #and i texted him an apology #and my body was like (: time to uncontrollably sob!!! #and then he said i'm all good and HE apologized for his side of it and said he'll do better #and my body was like #ohohoho let's cry MORE #idk maybe i just haven't slept well lately so i'm more emotional #but i just wish i could practice healthy and humble communication without my body and brain making it a whole ordeal #anyway this whole week has had really good things but also really shitty mental health things #but i'm hoping to rest today #and i have an 8 hour shift tomorrow so hopefully that'll get me out of my head #anyway thanks for reading

[ssatxr]

{ ITS ON TOMORROW }

#ooc #{ well it is already tomorrow but. shhh } #{ let me be delusional } #{ anyways i hope to see you all tomorrow and we can rp and do crack threads and have good time goodnight }

[hirazuki]

Deep in the throes of updated covid booster-induced fever, so it won't be happening tonight, but I finished Nocturne and I have Thoughts™ about it, which I will probably share eventually, once I have the energy. I also have Many Thoughts about some things I've seen slinking around the tags, which I will not be sharing, as I definitely do not possess the requisite energy for that XD

#a very positive reaction overall #i have a couple of nitpicks but that's really all they are: nitpicks regarding extremely personal preferences #so they don't actually matter in the grand scheme of things imo #music and animation were exquisite #the entire thing was an extremely enjoyable watch #given what mutuals told me i was expecting to be very well-fed re: morally grey antagonists and i was #wildcards with no attachments to any side but with a strict personal code all the same are 🔥🔥🔥 #(purple period coats and long hair are always a plus of course) #i was not expecting the art history/archaeology student with focuses on the ancient mediterranean and mesoamerica in me #to be well-fed as well. so. that was a *really* nice surprise. #knights hospitaller of st john of malta we meet again lmao; we go wayyyy back in fiction. good to see they're still assholes XD #and needless to say i *adored* the main theme running throughout the season #gonna go pass out now. lie down and cook in bed like an egg in a frying pan. #let's hope the fever lets up by tomorrow because i've got so much shit to do T_T #withoutwords

[dandyshucks]

okay stressful event done, hopefully i can be calm and normal again starting tomorrow 🙏

everyone put your lucky clovers and horseshoes together for me to hope that I did not get covid because I was the ONLY PERSON IN THE ENTIRE VICINITY WEARING A MASK. OUT OF 200 ISH PEOPLE. FUCK !

#but i wore it and i ignored all the stares and strange looks ppl gave me #i do not want to be further disabled jesus christ please i am hoping against hope I'll be okay #i did not have a choice in the matter of going or not but holy shit it was not worth going even 😭😭 it was so bad fjfkdl #I can't say much abt it bc I'll end up doxxing myself but it was so bad. and i wish i had not gone dbfkdl #also my mother was so mean and saying some random guy was disgusting and meanwhile i was like ummm awooga 👀 #she is so fucking awful and i hate it. he had a bit of a belly sticking out from his shirt bc he was stretching and he had body hair #and um. well. we all know how Normal i am about that sort of guy.... Not Normal At All LMAO #it just makes me feel more affirmed in choosing to not ever share my art w my mother lmfao #she would hate what i draw. and I'm trying not to let that get to me but .... oh well i guess ! #even though i learned at like age 11 that i shouldn't even try to share my creations w her i still yearn for approval or whatever #UMMM LOL WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT RN OOPS SORRY. I'll go skitter off into the night now DBFJDKL #HOPEFULLY I'LL BE NORMAL TOMORROW BLEASE... also i need to go see what Chase was posting earlier augh #dandy.cmd #vent //

[scootatwoni]

Oh I CANNOT breathe outta my nose

#this fever or whatever the fuck ive got has been.....a ride #deliriously watching the fin fin portion of the RTVS stream earlier #and i ended up falling asleep and having a dream where i was stuck in a kids point and click game #and let me tell you that kid was CRUEL #kept clicking on the same shit over and over.... dream me was stuck in a time loop fr #anyways im taking tomorrow off in hopes i can shake this off #the good news is that my sore throat isnt an issue #im just dealing with nasal congestion and headaches at this point #crossing my fingers that i manage to get some sleep tonight #but ive noticed that regular nyquil doesnt do SHIT...you gotta get the kind w/ the alcohol but i unfortunately do not have that on hand #country boys make do (listening to a no commentary oot playthrough) #actually ill probably tune into RTVS because the sounds of people talking also helps #ok gn everyone I hope u who is reading this had a wonderful weekend and that the start of ur week goes well! #sparkle on nnnnn!!!! #scout.txt

[shaunashoochiebae]

i am joyous and happy and nothing can bring my mood down!!!

#this is me #manifesting #girl power #let’s hope i don’t break down in music tomorrow morning #FIRST THING TOMORROW #it’s okay #i will be okay #she will be in a good mood #i will be in a good mood #i will be well rested and energetic #i will be happy and calm #and i just remembered i had to do a write up about it. #FUCK