#like even comparing myself to my relativelt unkempt female friends i feel butch

[dullahandyke]

Sometimes I get insecure about my butchness bcos I'm not as put together abt it as some butches I see online. and then i leave my bedroom and I'm like oh lol how did I think I was anything else

#like even at school ive not seen a single other Butch yknow. theres some transmasc kids and they pog but its not the same yknow #like even comparing myself to my relativelt unkempt female friends i feel butch #its in the confidence its in the lack of a bra its in the fatness its in the beard #i wore the bare minimum school uniform and i unbuttoned my shirt to show my tshirt all casual whenever i could get away w it #even going to family gatherings n shit #my sisters wear 'fashionable' hoodies and leggings and ill wear a button-up and jeans and it makes me feel Different #< mixed statement but mostly neutral #like im fully butch on the side of 'slobby and cant be bothered to work to fit female gender norms' but masc trending regardless