#lots to be said about witnessing them soooo close every microexpression on their faces every drop of sweat on their brow

[fleetwooded]

went on my boyband pilgrimage, saw so many beautiful things, witnessed my boys from sooooo close so crazy close, experienced soul enrichment!

#dear diary and all that #there is something to be said for the privilege of working hard For Your Boys #lots to be said about witnessing them soooo close every microexpression on their faces every drop of sweat on their brow #i do however rly miss the room full of joy; bunch of girls having the best day of their lives; boyband euphoria feeling of one direction #that was the one thing missing... lots of thoughts about this crowd/evolving boyband culture/the tiktokification of life