#m!a: will regained

[louistonehill]

They

#Jinshi #Maomao #apothecary diaries #doodles #m y art #Ballad of Mona Lisa came on and so I had to #Every time I've spent days on only painting I can't draw afterwardss #so this is my attempt to regain the ability xD

[ir-dr]

Day 3350 - 20 July 2022

Ein Immernachtstraum

.//projectTiGER

#projecttiger #genshin impact #fischl genshin impact #doodle #m-miss fischl... #the summer event is helping me regain years of my life

[twilightdomain]

already: takes you hunting! does not specify what the game will be.

beckon: wants to do a crafting class or pottery painting or something AND go dancing after. holds a great conversation the whole time but you still somehow leave with absolutely no more information about them than when you started

chreibhe: an openly grieving widow(?) who still agreed to this with no qualms for some reason. will probably enjoy a museum and street food

gil: she is going to wrestle something for you. this is not optional. sex afterward is optional, but other than that the date is over

rat: honestly doesnt really know what a date is supposed to entail beyond idk like a quickie in an alley? but yknow if you have ideas that aren't frightening, you can choose

wolfgang: will plan and pay (lots) for everything but you still have to try to offer to first. ie overall probably a really nice time as long as you enjoy making everything into a competition and then losing on purpose

#gw2 #m #i lost my draft when people were doing this on valentines day and only just regained the fortitude to write them again

[batz]

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#oaghhh diamox has me feeling really sick its the worst #i cant get outta bed i cant eat i cant do Anything ! just in pain and laying n bed #still have no idea why they have me back on these meds bc its making things So much worse :( #but unfortunately doctors even neurlogists only focus on weightloss and diamox already made me lose almost 100 pounds i feel SICK #felt healthier when i didnt lose that weight i am being 100% honest here. i hate diamox so fuckig much #frank.txt #also makes my body pain so much worse idk i just hate this brain thing #im thinking of just . stopping the meds even tho my neurologist says not to bc like even he says theyr not making a difference!!! #but he wants me on them so he can compliment my body shrinking every god damn appointment and remind me of how sick i am and feel #eugh #again . diamox doesnt impact my veins and im having an issue w veins in my neck and brain #bc of that im dealing w some pain. they fix that by putting in a stent but instead they just rlly want to like #see How Much Frankie Can Shrink #and ignore the fact that alll they can do is sleep bc theyr shrinking too much #fatphobia m #at least i gain back the weight and feel a million times better when im off tbe meds but still i hate it so bad #they even notice that i feel better after regaining the weight i lost and my optic nerves r no longer Damaged but like #idk . #its just Frustrating ! chronic illness moment

[lume-nosity]

JFDSJFLDSKJF LUME HAVE I EvER MENTIONED STRAIGHT UP HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU LIKE YOU WERE THE FIRST PERSON I ACTIVELY FOLLOWED AFTER MY FEW DaYS ON TUMBLR AND I WAS SO SCARED TO ASK TO BE YOUR MOOTIE BUT YOU WERE SO NICE AND I AM STILL TO THIS DAY SO HAPPY WHENEVER I GET A NOTIF SAYING THAT yOUVE SAID SOMETHING COMPLETLEY UNHEARD OF ABySYmAL IMPROBABLE AND PROBABLY SOCIALLY UNNACEPTABLE BUT I STILL LVOE YOU BECAUSE YOURE JUST BEING A SILLY GOOSE AND WE ARE ALL SILLY GOOSES ?!?!

this made me have the biggest smile ever and the day hasn’t even started yet.. that’s something. basically i just woke up and smiled really big :) it’s a good feeling but ahem. this’ll be quite long so bear with me.

MELONNNN MY SWEET FELLOW (NORMAL) XIAO SIMP LOVER I LOVE YOU TOO SOSOSOSO MUCH I’M SUPER GLAD I WAS THE FIRST PERSON YOU ACTIVELY FOLLOW WHEN YOU FIRST STARTED HERE!! DON’T EVER BE SCARED TO TALK TO ME ABOUT ANYTHING, POP IN MY INBOX, OR WHATEVER ELSE BECAUSE INTERACTING WITH PEOPLE IS MY FORTE (NOT IRL THOUGH THAT’S A GIVEN BUT YOU GET WHAT I MEAN)

I LOVE MAKING NEW MUTUALS SO NOOOO DON’T BE SCARED TO ASK IF YOU WANT TO BE MUTUALS WITH ME THIS GOES FOR ANYONE TOO BECAUSE I LIKE MEETING NEW PEOPLE HERE REGARDLESS OF WHERE THEY STAND IN THEIR PLATFORM <3 JUST PICKING MUTUALS UP TO BE ONE OF MY CHILDREN PLATONICALLY BECAUSE SOME SEE ME AS A PARENTAL FIGURE (MAKES SENSE BECAUSE I’M OLD AND WRINKLING ALREADY MY INTELLIGENCE LEVELS ARE ACTIVELY DROPPING) OR JUST GOOD FRIENDS TO MESS AROUND WITH AND HAVE A GOOD TIME I SUPPOSE, SEE ME AS A PARENT, COOL, A NICE FRIEND, COOL, A TALENTED WRITER EVEN THOUGH I RARELY WRITE NOW, SURE YEAH, A CRAZY PERSON, FAIR, AND MORE

TO HEAR THAT I’M NICE AND ALL THAT JAZZ ESPECIALLY SEEING THAT PEOPLE ARE COMFORTABLE AND HAPPY WITH JUST A FEW WORDS COMING OUT OF MY MOUTH MAKES ME HAPPY AND GIDDY INSIDE THIS IS SOMETHING I REALLY NEED TO HEAR, ESPECIALLY THIS ASK, SO THANK YOU MAN!! I’M NICE I DON’T BITE I PROMISE THOSE WHO KNOW ME CAN VOUCH

IT MAKES ME HAPPY TO SEE HOW MUCH YOU’VE GROWN DURING YOUR TIME HERE BECAUSE I REMEMBER YOUR BLOG BEING GREEN AND CUTE AND ALL THAT! AND YOUR BLOG IS MORE ORGANIZED (MORE ORGANIZED THAN ME THAT’S FOR SURE) AND PRETTY AND COLORFUL AND YOUR WORKS GETTING A FEW NOTES BUT NOW YOU’RE GETTING THOUSANDS!! WHICH IS VERY MUCH DESERVED!!! LOVE YOUR WORK!!!! I FEEL LIKE A PROUD PARENT/MOM/DAD NGL IT BRINGS A TEAR TO MY EYE TO SEE MUTUALS GETTING THE LOVE AND ATTENTION THEY DESERVE FOR THEIR TALENTS

I KNOW I SAY THE MOST WILDEST, SOCIALLY UNACCEPTABLE, UNHEARD OF AND OTHER BIG WORDS THINGS AT TIMES (we love being silly) AND TO SEE SOMEONE BEING HAPPY OVER THEM IS JUST FHAHFHSGSDHSH???? WOOO SOMEONE ENJOYS SEEING ME BEING GOOFY AND OVERALL A MENACE TO SOCIETY LET’S GOOO

WE’RE ALL JUST SILLY GOOSES YOU’RE RIGHT, IT’S THAT NICE FEELING OF SILLINESS THAT YOU CAN’T SEEM TO GET RID OF (IT HAS TAKEN OVER ME AS YOU CAN SEE)

ALSO I SEE THAT YOU WERE STUDYING THE OTHER DAY AND STRESSING OUT GOING APESHIT ABOUT IT I WOULD’VE MADE THAT COMMENT LONGER HAD I NOT BEEN IN SCHOOL AND THAT DUMBASS CHARACTER LIMIT (WOW LOOK AT ME BEING SNEAKY WITH IT, DON’T TRY THIS GUYS UNLESS YOUR SCHOOL IS CHILL) SO I CAN SAY IT HERE!!! #LUMESTUDYTIPSFRFR ANYONE CAN USE THEM

IF YOU’RE STUDYING, TAKE BREAKS FOR LIKE 10 OR 30 MINUTES MAX BECAUSE THAT’S WHAT I DO WHEN I STUDY FOR SO LONG! DON’TTT EVER STUDY FOR A LONG PERIOD OF TIME WITHOUT BREAKS THAT’LL HURT YOU A LOT (TAKE IT FROM ME, DON’T DO THAT IT’S BAD. 2020 ME WAS STUPID)

EAT A LITTLE SNACK BECAUSE YOUR BRAIN AND STOMACH NEEDS SOME FOOD TO FEED OFF OF TO FUNCTION, A DRINK TO HYDRATE FROM IT CAN BE WATER JUICE OR WHATEVER AS LONG AS IT MAKES YOU HAPPY! MAYBE EVEN PLAY SOME LOFI OR A STUDY PLAYLIST IN THE BACKGROUND FOR A COMFORTING VIBE :3 IF YOU’RE STRUGGLING ON THE MATERIAL THERE ARE VIDEOS OUT THERE, INTERNET IS YOUR BEST FRIEND IN STUFF LIKE THIS, MY GO-TO IS ORGANIC CHEMISTRY TUTOR AND BRAINLY!

OH AND SLEEP. I KNOW PEOPLE SAY STUFF LIKE ‘haha i’m not sleeping this exam is important’ BUT NO. SLEEP IS ESSENTIAL AND LOSING THAT SAID AMOUNT OF SLEEP COULD AFFECT YOUR WORK ETHIC THE NEXT DAY, I DID THAT ONE TIME AND MAN WAS I OUT, SO GET SOME AMOUNT OF SLEEP IF YOU’RE ABLE TO IS WHAT I’M SAYING. IF IT’S A REALLY SERIOUS EXAM THAT YOU INSIST YOU HAVE TO STAY UP FOR THEN I USUALLY TAKE A NAP AS SOON AS I GET HOME IT DOESN’T MATTER WHAT TIME. THEN AGAIN, WHAT TIME YOU SLEEP IS THE TIME YOU SLEEP AND I CAN’T CONTROL THAT, I WAS JUST A LITTLE WORRIED IS ALL

SO UH YEAH THAT’S ALL I WANTED TO SAY IN THAT COMMENT! (IF YOU WERE WILLING TO READ ALL OF THAT LMFOSJFIE I WOULD WRITE MORE BUT I WON’T BORE YOU OUT AND SOUND LIKE A NERD) I HOPE YOU HAVE A GOOD DAY AND AFTER THAT AND AFTER THAT AND WHENEVER THE DAYS PASS BECAUSE IT’LL GET REPETITIVE AND HAVE I WISH YOU A MASSIVE AMOUNT OF GOOD LUCK (YES YOU GET TO HAVE A SHIT TON OF LUCK NOW BECAUSE I BLESSED YOU NOW SO ENJOY THAT, I’M APPARENTLY THE EMBODIMENT OF GACHA LUCK AND NORMAL LUCK SO YEAH YOU’RE VERY WELCOME) LOVE YOU MAN TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF 🫶✨

#📬 lume answers #💛 lumes mutuals #🤍; melon! #finally answering asks here since like??? months???? but anyways onto the w h o l e s o m e #you don’t understand how much i needed to hear that #makes me cry irl tbh but in a good way #(it did make me shed a little tear but HFHDHF) #I LOVE YOU MELONNNNN #SO MUCHHHHH #MWAH MWAH MWAHHHH #AGAIN PLEASE DON’T BE AFRAID TO TALK TO ME ABOUT WHATEVER #EVEN IF I SEEM LIKE I DON’T CARE OR DRY AF I GENUINELY LOVE PEOPLE TALKING TO ME OR RAMBLING ABOUT ANYTHING #ALSO MELON IF YOU SEE THIS IT HAS BEEN MONTHS LAST TIME YOU ASKED BUT YOU CAN HAVE MY DISCORD IF YOU NEED IT #<- IF YOU WANT OF COURSE I’LL DM IT TO YOU BECAUSE I’M COMFORTABLE IN SHARING IT AFTER THESE MANY MONTHS #(WE LOVE REGAINING TRUST AGAIN) #AAAAA THIS MAKES ME SO HAPPY YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND #A FEW WORDS SIMILAR TO THIS CAN AND WILL MAKE A PERSON’S DAY (TRUST)

[guesst]

would be very interesting if

iruma was delkira reincarnated

#this is making me cook up another au now kekeke #idk poro said their hearts are the same. their mannerisms too #but this is probably unlikely because of that harvest festival bit where delkiras all whispery and like 'so its u' idk #but as an au it would be very fun. delkiruma slowly regaining his memories and idk exploring the new state of the demon world #and then beating the shit out of kiriwo #but the most interesting bit would be when delkiruma interacts with sullivan oh yes #two different sets of memories and roles. friend or grandson? and then whatever secrets delkira and sully had together -- i still think #they made some sort of blood pact -- iruma viewing sullivan's actions with deliira's knowledge #hmm might be fun #m!ik #mairimashita! iruma kun #welcome to demon school! iruma kun

[singularobject]

IM NORMAL

IM OKAY

THIS IS FINE

#SO.BS #I HAD TO GET UP AND WALK AWAY TO COMPOSE MYSELF #HELP M E #HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #STOP TARGETING ME SPECIFICALLY I BEG OF YOU #WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS #I AM VERY SANE AND COMPOSED AND OKAY #ok i just regained consciousness whats happening

[nastymajesty]

I'd be so good at being a stupid little man at a keyboard. I can enter names so good. And scan files. And sort them. Ive done it before for a couple months. Please just hire me for the love of god. I don't even care if it's for too many hours a day or too many days a week I'll do it I don't even care anymore.

#Like my ideal world would be working M W F so i have a day to regain energy #or more days but not working 8-5. long hours make me work worse #IDGAF anymore. Ill drive to the city and be so scared about if if youll pay me #chirp

[the-furies]

Vol [in-game] is already like 50 yrs old and Everyone might *think* vol's going to be buried and that's it but <3 No. <3 tee hee [knows necromancy]

#pk;m electrochemistry🔴 #SORRY V I'M NOT LETTING UR FOLLOWERSONA DIE AUQIWJSJAJDJXJZKCXJ #as SOON as it dies. i am doing some zombification shit JSKAAKKDFMXKDK #and nobody will like that [except for me]. it's fineJFJZKFKC #it's fine IT'S F I N E I'll throw a feast or something idk. #it's reaaaaaal easy to regain Faith in this game OK

[clownhubris]

The hardest part of college isn't the schoolwork its having to come to terms with the fact that I'm a fucking prep. I'm a normie. I'm just some guy. With a killer fashion sense though

#Wore a cute yellow plaid spaghetti strap dress with an i <3 new york shirt under it and wearing high heeled white cowboy boots and it hit me #like a freight train in the middle of the sidewalk like “Oh my god im a fucking prep. i am not the LEAST bit emo on most days except for my #taste in music'' and honestly? I havent recovered. wore a black dress the next day to regain my sense of self a little bit. it helped only m #only marginally. I cant wait until it gets cold so i ca WAIT FUCK. I DONT HAVE ANY BLACK JEANS THAT FIT 😭

[lucky-draws]

my god its ocie birthday in less than a month

#I HAVE TO REGAIN MY METAL GEAR MOJO BEFORE THEN... #cries. #actually i thought abt drawing the boss today because its mothers day in some countries but i got too tired #to be honest since i started journalling i have drawn fanart a lot less like i think i cant do both lol idk . #its just glueing and sticking but it still takes up energy somehow .. #and also sometimes i am too tired after work but i only work a few days a week so theoretically i should have time to draw so why aren't i. #well such is life. #am i busy lazy out of practice or am i like. mentally well and therefore without the need to fill the days with ocie. #or am i just losing interest in m/gs. NO!!!cannot be true.not ever. #sigh .when you have ocie and mgs on the mind 24/7 for many months years even its strange when that is not the case . #ohh also i just remembered i was gonna post some extremely shitty horse sketches today #cant be bothered now though #👍

[orangetintedglasses]

I'm honestly wondering if they're gonna have his super-long name show up as a cameo or something in later episodes. I honestly hope they do because it was kinda hilarious to have that be Vash's introduction. XD

( PLEASE, please let JYB do that again now that he's got nearly 30 years of acting chops under his belt, I need to hear it a second time )

#( unless we regain some of the goofiness from earlier eps I *doubt it* tho > M< ) #the faceless crowd ✧〗( anon ask ) #curtains down ✧〗( ooc )

[kiyaar]

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#someday my fluffy s&m fic will make it onto a fluff ficlist and on that day i will regain some hope in the currents of fandom thought

[0ystercatcher]

ive gone past mullet stage to awkward looking long ish stage so ive officially lost my masc status </3 it was an honor to serve w u all o7

#m #ill get my little undercut w top knot eventually and regain my masc king throne #also i dreamt i had a more noticeable mustache last night. signs and oracles...

[ruinlost]

>Once again thinking about how farrow and cipher differ from each other, and how without really knowing it farrow definitely handles certain situations a bit better than he did in the past-but at the same time once again there are some old habits and things that do die hard-

#[>memory recover ; part regained;hc] #I'll elaborate more when my brain isnt tired but Gdgj #I should make a whole post on the similarities and differences between him then and now #cause there are m an y

[espytalks]

Ive wanted to hunt for this since i was a kid. The fact i have a shiny shinx now is absolutely wild.

I also caught a shiny starly while i was looking for this. Todays pretty lucky, i guess! And i gots some more tomatoes from the garden, so all in all, im doing better than I thought I would today.

#espy talks #now that ive mastered radar hunting i want M O R E #catch me on bulbibedya lookin for a pretty shiny #man though. i never had the patience for stuff like this as a kid #and funnily enough. i thought i lost my patience as i became an adult #but turns out i just. shifted my perspective #and what i thought was patience was just me being a doormat #i had to regain actual patience with practice