#marshy selfships

[marshmellowtea]

self shipping with damien in a way that’s distinctly tragic. self shipping with actor in a way that’s tormented but ultimately tender. self shipping with darkiplier in a way that’s strained. self shipping with wilford in a way that’s honestly kind of funny

#no this man does NOT know who i am and yes i DID sleep with him once and NO I DON’T WANNA TALK ABOUT IT MARK #damien the mayor #actor mark #darkiplier #wilford warfstache #y.n. tag #marshy selfships #the last two aren't really proper selfships tbh but the format of the post works better if i just call them that #dark and y.n. barely have a relationship y.n. mostly just stares at him sadly whenever they interact #torn between guilt at their existence (even though it wasn't really their fault) anger at what they did to them and the desire to help them #somehow even if they don't know HOW they would go about doing that #and with wilford y.n. is like he's fun :) and then they remember that technically that's the man who shot them and they're like hRK #but there's also at least one timeline where they did fuck which is the maybe the funniest addition to y.n.'s story i've made yet #for a variety of reasons akgjdskgl #anyway this post is really fucking stupid HLDKGDBSNKGJD #enjoy i guess

[marshmellowtea]

on all levels except physical i am making him curl up under the covers with me so we can both sleep

#come cuddle bitch! #marshy selfships

[marshmellowtea]

taking little yancy out after it rains for the first time since he got off parole and baby boy immediately stamps in ALL of the puddles and gets SO wet

#i know it’s going to be a bitch to clean up when he comes inside later but he’s having such a good time i let him have his fun :’) #a heist with markiplier #yancy #agere #marshy selfships #tell me he wouldn’t be SO excited though 🥺 #immediately starts running through the wet grass and giggling #i have to tell him to slow down otherwise he might FALL and that would be no fun!!!! #waaaa #he’s so cute hbfhftgdyv

[marshmellowtea]

i think holding him in my arms and letting him fall asleep on my shoulder because he feels safe with me would fix me

#‘who are you talking about’ pick any fictional man i’ve been brainrotting about over the past six months lmao #marshy selfships

[marshmellowtea]

sighs and adds carmy to the selfshipping list

#i feel so fucking annoying about him rn HGLKJDSFKL #like argh. my little man. little baby boy #carmy berzatto #marshy selfships

[marshmellowtea]

i need henry to melt into my lap like a ragdoll cat

#i think we both need it rn gadsklfjlkd #henry pollard #marshy selfships #been a while since i used that tag huh #look it's just an 'imagining myself fussing over my fictional blorbos' kinda day okay :')

[marshmellowtea]

my da is named y.n. because i just. think i’m so funny lol and i’ve been thinking about what their initials should stand for and i’m thinking the y should be yancy because 1) gender neutral y names are hard to find and 2) i like the idea of them seeing the heist script and being like “aww baby you named a character after me? :D” and actor is like “your name is yancy????” and y.n. is like “:D :) :o” as they realize they never actually told him what their initials stood for

#who killed markiplier #a heist with markiplier #actor mark #y/n the district attorney #marshy selfships #the thing about my da and actor is that they’re not so good at this communication thing lol #anyway idk if i’m gonna stick to it but i had this idea that their initials stood for different things in different aus #like in iswm their name is yuri nova #i think it’d be cool but there’s a limited number of y names to work with so we’ll see what happens lol #for da!y/n i’m thinking about making the n stand for nelson. yancy nelson #but it kinda feels like i’m stealing amy’s last name which is kinda awkward soooo idk if i’ll stick with it #whatever though i got time to figure this out no rush #this is a bunch of word vomit but LISTEN i’m tired this shift has been a nightmare okay. let me have this gbfhcdgds

[marshmellowtea]

no thoughts just baby actor dragging me around by the hand

#little baby man little baby #actor mark #agere #marshy selfships

[marshmellowtea]

going caregiver mode so hard over this fictional guy

#it’s absurd how much i wanna just. wrap him up in a blankie. give him a stuffy. make a bottle for him. etc #i wanna take care of him hrggrhgfhvfhn #agere #marshy selfships

[marshmellowtea]

looking at pictures of him isn’t enough anymore i need him to curl up in my lap because he needs to be held and he feels safe in my arms :( </3

#marshy selfships #i’m not gonna say who this is about cuz this could be applied to a few characters honestly #but i did have one in particular in mind when i wrote this hdjjshsksjs

[marshmellowtea]

picking actor up and holding him in my arms like the baby he is

#actor mark #marshy selfships #i’m drinking and. yearning. my sweet little baby #……expect baby actor posts while i’m drinking lol

[marshmellowtea]

i love you trans girl version of actor mark who lives in my head

#okay i know i just said i needed to go to bed but……i’m thinking of Her #in my mind i am holding her hand and telling her she’s beautiful #……..one day i will actually write those headcanons i SWEAR gcghvdgvsrtcs #actor mark #marshy selfships

[marshmellowtea]

if i die at work today can y’all tell actor i love him

#actor mark #marshy selfships #i’m running on far too little sleep and far too much caffeine and sugar #i might pass out and or explode #pray 4 me HHJFHJDDJ

[marshmellowtea]

Y.N.: Pspspspspsp baby! Baby! Baby come here! Come here sweetie, come let me kiss you! Pspspspspsp c’mere!

Actor, sitting with the cat in his lap: The fact I can’t tell if you’re talking to me or the cat is so messed up

#actor mark #y.n. tag #marshy selfships #this is so much of their relationship in a nutshell

[marshmellowtea]

where is my actor to cling relentlessly to my side despite the fact he’s making going about our day more inconvenient for both of us :((

#he’s cute so i allow it even though he’s impeding my ability to walk #actor mark #marshy selfships

[marshmellowtea]

i want him to rest his head on my tiddies is that too much to ask

#suggestive #marshy selfships #back at it with the vague selfshipping posts because this applies to all of them lol