#not enough mental fortitude?

[sky-of-ideas]

Oh man the demon's wish au is barely going to follow the plot of witch's heart isn't it lmao

#demon's wish au #I had a Thought of Kai starting the timeloop trying to save Nya & Lloyd from death #but when he eventually succeeds he can't bring himself to let them go and so he Keeps looping time and I just Hm #ninjago au #I guess #hehe #I really want to write a fic for this now lmao #for amber morro au too fhwhfjdj #for every single au I have really #but ah that's not possible because I don't have enough Inspiration or w/e for that #not enough mental fortitude? #hm. #oh yeah with demon's wish au I've also been thinking about Cole and how I want him to have become cursed with immortality #since he's getting the immortality thing because he got turned into a ghost in canon maybe I should take inspiration from it? #actually how well would it work if it was basically canon but Cole is an explorer who went into the temple got stuck and then got turned? #hm #tho in this au water probably couldn't kill a ghost #gonna think about this more

[akkivee]

i love how DH's rap was jazz and it was so good but sasara could you not use dirty potty humor please... PLEASE....

‘just let one rip and laugh til you burst’ he says as on brand rhyme anima noises do their thing and play a farting noise and he shows us his flat asf ass like is????? he not embarrassed lmao????

#vee got an ask #hypanispoilers #i have never wanted ever in my life to see sasara’s butt in my face and yet it’s happened twice #those two nickels would NOT be enough compensation LOL #sasara is incapable of feeling embarrassment like one of his admittedly big d!ck moments in this episode #was when those delinquents came up to him itching for a fight and dissing his comedy #but all he does is just go ‘yo!!!! 🤗’ and tell a lame pun in their faces lmao #his mental strength is tempered!!!!!!! for better or worse lmao because that fortitude means he unapologetically does THIS lmao ⬆️

[sukimas]

You know, I was considering sending an ask that was just like "instrumence? bwaa?" and then realized that was kind of a weird thing to send someone, like, in general, so let's try this like a normal person. Do you play any musical instruments?

the violence? eeeeeeeee?

#violin since i was very young indeed #i’m just a hobbyist though. i don’t have the mental fortitude to practice enough to be in an orchestra #even as an amateur #technically most of my expertise is with fiddle tunes #but i did do some in elementary and middle school and you know that’s always orchestral

[jils-things]

"You've got a nice aura" wow i can't believe rhys's dad canonically sucks at complimenting other people /j

IT RUNS ... IN THE FAMILY.....????

#don't get me started on that rhys' dad headcanon because it means im also after his DAD #except #i dont want to do anything with him #at least my mental fortitude is strong enough not to do so.... LMAO #yomiel tag #~ mailbox

[swaggypsyduck]

to the madridistas on footyblr and twt freaking out about being associated w the delusional ones. calma calma they might be delusional but no fans will ever reach the level of crazy that are the arsenal fans.

#they guessed an arrival based on cloud pattern #like we are not them #we haven't been in the trenches enough for that kind of mental fortitude #this is not a diss on arsenal fans btw yall r crazy in a factual way not an insulting way #does that make sense??? #real madrid

[xcziel]

Liu Chang 【刘畅木法沙】

#liu chang #just because i'm still obsessed with this hair #i wish i could gif right now but i haven't the mental fortitude #one day i will find someone who can actually do real image editing to commission liu chang gifs as a treat #his face is just SO GOOD #it's harder to capture in stills bc of how fast the microexpressions shift #one of things i'm most grateful for in untamed fandom is all the beautiful hd gifs of every tiny acting choice #if i could get the hang of image software i'd be giffing all the old videos but i'd also #become lost and sucked into the image-editing void and miss all my commitments lol #idk how vidders and gifmakers manage their time bc i fall to micro-tweaking and lose entire days for even paltry screenshots #gods know there are enough artists of the screenshot around here to show that what it probably takes is talent and an eye #which uh i do not have #but i still *really* like his face ok?

[valaruakars]

lgp is keepin me occupied this Valentine’s Day thank you <333

#you're welcome!!!! #and thank YOU for reading it 💖 #i'm just sorry i wasn't able to finish the update before surgery #overestimated my mental fortitude tbh #but i'll be back to chipping away at it soon enough methinks #bri answers

[goblin-craft]

SO MANY MUD BRICKS. ...more mud bricks will be necessary in the future.

But right now, I need more quartz. A lot of quartz.

This is, as far as anyone knows, historically and archaeologically accurate, btw. It will remain so. I play to leave little lecterns around to give information about the facts regarding certain features of the ziggurat and the temple complex.

I’ll probably also add lecterns with my own lore (clearly indicated), because I’ve gone to the effort of getting a whole lot of heads of goblin Grian and Scar and Gem to slap on my villagers before I release them into the temple complex. The goblin lore is going to happen.

But the point is, the ziggurat is historically and archaeologically accurate. It’s frankly an improvement on the design I did a few years ago. It’s beautiful.

.......if you’re interested in playing this world and exploring my ziggurat, pls PM me or @ruffboijuliaburnsides on twitter. We’re very open to friends, there’s plenty of space to claim, we’d love to have you if you think my archaeologically accurate builds are interesting.

#world: ruffsmp #the mountain beneath the ziggurat is hollow #I'm considering creating a mespotamian underworld beneath it #but in the meantime #I have this lovely ziggurat #built at as close to scale as I can do with minecraft #it's hollow inside for farms but I WILL make it clear the real ziggurat was just straight courses of bricks #but my god I do not have the mental fortitude to get enough mud and bricks to make a SOLID ziggurat #are you joking #you try making mud bricks in minecraft and tell me that structure should be solid #and then tell me I shouldn't make use of the hollow space inside #....anyway I'm farming wheat and breeding villagers inside the ziggurat #there's also a chicken farm (which did crash my game a couple times for being Too Effective) and a Steakatron and a bamboo/sugar cane farm #it's all very good down there #once I figured out the chicken problem

[maleyuri]

DEAR PAL. I wish you the best in the world + miss you

My dear pal! I hope you're doing as well as one can be in these trying times. I miss you so much.

#✪ Answered #It's funny saying I miss you like it isn't mostly me fighting with my mental status to message everyone I miss. #I'll get the mental fortitude soon enough. We just have to keep trying.

[gendervapor14]

btw atty will be MIA for a lil while so the last coraweek prompt may be a few days. thank you so much for all the love and support so far! they've really been taking off!!

also, hi to any new followers!! i see you!! i'm glad you enjoy our work! i'm mostly a rosinante and bell-mere simp but i do write a lot of sad shit with the donquixote bros and law and that whole swamp that is the donquixote pirates. i've got more info and links on my pinned post. even though most of it is kind of outdated. oops. but yeah feel free to reach out and chat whenever! i don't think i bite too often ♥

#i'm on ao3 too! #just uh. pay no mind to the weird variety that is my current dash #it goes from 0 to 100 very fast #also sorry i don't have a twitter like atty i'm not that cool #i don't have the mental fortitude for twitter #i also do fanart but it isn't even an ounce as gorgeous as atty's #but it's there if you're desperate enough

[puffywiz]

I always draw Harrow in her pajamas because I enjoy slice of life and also because she spends ht9 (my fav of the books) sweating and bleeding all over the place (and I honestly forgot she was wearing face paint in most of it ;;) I need to draw her gt9 digs in full sometime

#in the before time when she had pride #still sweating and bleeding everywhere but she had enough mental fortitude to commit to the aesthetic #also I should draw other characters there are like 50 others to choose from #I think I finally got her features how I like them though #Gid and Ianthe too #I should draw the rest of the third #and pal #and PAUL

[fingertipsmp3]

Might just pass the fuck out actually

#it has not been a good day. the first thing i had to do today went badly and i’m not looking forward to doing the second thing #and it’s hot and my house feels like a soup and my knee is acting up so i’m essentially walking like i don’t even know what #i was going to say frankenstein’s monster but i don’t even know if he has a limp #i wish the lecture i have tonight wasn’t the FIRST one in the course. if i’d already done a couple i feel like it’d be more acceptable #for me to email the lecturer or the guidance person or somebody and be like ‘hey chief i had an absolute disaster this morning. #is it okay if i take a personal day to cry into chinese food and try to drown myself in the bath? i’ll watch the lecture tomorrow & recap’ #but i haven’t established a reputation for showing up & being competent yet #ugh and i looked on the website and the cohort is exactly 8 people which… idk what i was expecting but why must it be small #if i get asked to introduce myself i’m just going to cry on camera #god i bet i do get asked. that’s going to be fucking horrible #‘i’m ellen; i don’t work anywhere because i left my first shift at my new job in tears today bc i almost fainted because my knee decided to #give out; i know enough html and css to know that this course is going to kick my ass. i’m also learning python #because my friend roped me into it. also sorry that i’m eating right now but i decided there was no way i was getting through this class #without ordering fried rice. i don’t know why i’m here. nice to meet you i guess’ #i’m so hungry but i don’t want to eat anything because i want to order food. but also. do i have the mental fortitude to talk to someone #on the phone. but i don’t have the mental fortitude to cook either…… it’s a big problem #ultimately cooking would be physically harder but i would also get my food sooner. calling them would be mentally harder and i would get my #food later. ohhhhh god and i just remembered this other takeaway place that opens at 4:30 (💖) but they’re CLOSED ON MONDAYS #i guess there’s also the chinese place in the village. AND their prawn toast is better. and they open earlier and deliver super fast. 🧐 #i might just order beef fried rice from them and whatever happens to me happens to me. (i have a beef intolerance lol #but they cook their chicken in a way that makes it really chewy. it won’t make me sick or anything; never has before; but it’s not the vibe. #it’s chinese food cooked by english people. that’s the problem. the prawn toast is good though) #anyway! for personal reasons i will be passing out #personal

[depresseddepot]

not to sound dramatic or anything but magic is real and I know its real because I swore a contract w the spiders in my room about a year ago to never purposefully harm them or let them come to harm so long as they ate all the other bugs in my room and now anytime someone purposefully kills a spider near me I am momentarily possessed and have to literally restrain myself from tackling the person who did it

#this post is meant to be silly but to be clear i am AFRAID of spiders #so for me to now have a knee jerk reaction to injure MYSELF to protect a spider as a result of an ''agreement'' is. fascinating #like. did i make an actual contract w these spiders? im cool w it if so but i didnt think bodily possession would be included #the agreement is like a year and a half or so old at this point but honestly 10/10 would reccomend. i have almost no bugs in my room now #and i actually see LESS spiders than i did before #we are now Allies #anyways this post was prompted by finding the biggest fucking spider crawling up my sock #and having the mental fortitude to force my fear down like i literally swallowed it and took her outside #normally if they're small i just let them disappear (out of sight out of mind) #and if they're big (wolf spiders are common here) the rules are: if you aren't bothering me i won't bother you #like i had a spider (not wolf but similarly big) that lived in an unused closet for a while #and every morning he would crawl across my sharp shitty ceiling very slowly and then crawl back #and like. he wasn't bothering me. he was just going for a walk #however: touching me or my stuff is off limits #my bed and my desk and my body are places they are Not allowed #i dont kill them still obv but they will be escorted outside #the big big ones i always take outside bc they would die indoors anyways (not enough birds? or whatever they eat. theyre huge) #sorry i got carried away #swear agreements with the spiders in your house and profit #get possessed occassionally but its fine #i also have an unspoken contract with yellowjackets but nothing formal yet #one day when i have a yard ill have contracts w lots of stuff. yellowjackets and bees and stray cats and snakes and possums #i don't like talking to people but i do like creatures (so long as they aren't touching me (<- prone to the heeby jeebies))

[adhdvane]

ok, rip i got the first step done before the x8 exp started

#sammy liveblogs about granblue #sammy be quiet #sammy no #do i have the mental fortitude to get her to 130 before gw? #i wish maybe the boosted rp even after the x8 will be enough #bc tbh i have all next week off so the grinding the mats for the second step aren't /that/ bad #its the exp that hurts me the most

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#hhhhh tomorrow i have to drive to another uni to build a chamber #this morning i drove like 11min down the road and that was enough to dislodge me halfway outside my body #i just. hate driving so much. its so fucking stressful #and im also worried the chamber isnt gonna come together with what we have #and i dont wanna drive down there again #oh god. i need to chill out so i can sleep tonight #it just stresses me out so much. anytime i have to drive i just become absolutely certain that im gonna get into an accident #or that ill get distracted and cause a crash #why cant we have a working train system in this fucking country. i wanna go back to the uk. where its more manageable to not have a car #when i think abt driving my brain just sends me images of destruction #i also get it to a lesser extent when im a passenger #like i have to sit exactly as ur supposed to in a seat or else i just get horrible imaginings of my limbs being crushed or whatever #god. i just hate it so much. i have a fragile mind. i was not constructed with the mental fortitude to drive #at least i dont get so many intrusive thoughts abt like flipping rhe steering wheel anymore. bc that sucked #hopefully i dont show up in tears but usually i cry at least once when i have to drive someone #so im gonna look unhinged when i drop off all the equipment. whatever ill wear sunglasses #how is it possible some ppl enjoy driving? i dont understand. i dont want that kind of power in my hands #i dont trust myself not to get someone killed. like that's prob my ultimate fear. getting in a crash caused by my brain not being able to #focus and then i kill a happy family of 5 or something and i just have to live with it #it just makes me so upset. which is why ive been avoiding this for literally months. #ugh. whatever i have to do it. and then itll be over. as my mum would say: itll b good for me #i just have to freak out abt it for a while #unrelated

[janitorpostman]

I don't normally reblog pro kink stuff that much but today I needed it.

#a lot of doubt you know. #i can't even. not internalize the idea that im not a good person #not absorb the harmful shit they tell you #like that quote from bojack #“you say something to a person enough times and eventually they will believe it.” #i wish i had the mental fortitude to not fall for that trap you know? #personal #delete later