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Weekly Recap | April 22nd-May 5th 2024

I'm back!!! You get two weeks worth of fic since I went on vacation last week! :)

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up down jump around by lecornergirl/ @clusterbuck (7x06: There Goes The Groom, Karaoke | 1,6K | Teen): Buck appears out of nowhere, crashing into the seat next to him and landing half on top of him. “We should go,” he says. Eddie frowns. “Go where? I thought you wanted to party?” Buck rolls his eyes, exaggerated in a way that tells him Buck is not on his first beer. “No, I mean, we should go next,” he says, and makes a sweeping gesture in the direction of the karaoke setup.

hold your breath and feel the tension by chromatophorica/ @chromatophorica (9-1-1/Lone Star Crossover, Getting Together | 17K | Teen): Following the arson attack at TK and Carlos' apartment, some of the 126 decide to visit LA for a while to unwind, hanging out with the 118 crew. Buck absolutely is not having feelings about the friendship between Marjan and Eddie. No matter what TK might think he knows.

Eddie's Housewife by Tizniz/ @tizniz (Getting Together | 2K |��General): Eddie buys Buck an apron and dish gloves. Accidentally makes Buck his housewife. Realizes he's in love with Buck. All in that order.

know all the ways to appreciate your design (I'm a damn good lover) by extasiswings/ @extasiswings (Bachelor Party, Buck/Tommy, PWP | 3K | Explicit): He’s a beautiful man, don’t you think? Have you ever wondered what it would be like? Even a little bit? You have, haven’t you? Or: the one where Tommy is here for a good time, not a long time; Buck really likes it when he runs his mouth; and Eddie...well, Eddie doesn't have a clue

just another deathbed confession by actualalligator/ @actualalligator (Near Death Experience | 2K | Teen): Buck ends up buried when the floor gives out underneath him on a call. He calls 9-1-1 and demands to speak to Maddie.

Both Bermuda and Golden (Lost but Doing Just Fine) by letmetellyouaboutmyfeels/ @letmetellyouaboutmyfeels (PWP, Threesome, BuckTommyEddie | 39K | Explicit): In which everyone has two hands and two holes and is keeping their options fluid. (Or: a collection of threesome fics.)

5. You Knew We'd End Up Here (Daddy Kink): Eddie was raised to say 'thank you' when someone gifts him nice things like ringside seats and helicopter rides. Buck likes honorifics and being good. And Tommy likes when men who look like Buck and Eddie do as he tells them. (Or: three scenes in the evolution of Buck, Eddie, and Tommy's relationship, all united by one particular word.) 6. But Mr. Pilot I Don't Have Any Money: Buck might not have the money to spare, but he's sure he can find a way to pay Tommy for a helicopter lesson... In completely unrelated news, Eddie has a key to Buck's apartment and a habit of dropping by.

yeehaw [revisited] by brewrosemilk/ @gayhoediaz (BuckTommy, PWP | 2K | Explicit): “Do you have a trampstamp?” Buck asks, looking at where the sunlight hits his skin perfectly, highlighting the faint, small, black text - too small for Buck to see exactly what it says from here. Tommy merely huffs a laugh into the crook of his neck, eyes still likely closed as he places a deep, languid, lazy kiss to the base of Buck’s jawline. “Mhm,” he hums. “I was wondering when you’d notice that,” he adds with another exhale of amusement.

🔥 If You Said I Do I Would Too by giselleslash/ @gigi-gigi (Fake Marriage | 5K | General): Eddie starts telling people Buck’s his husband to get out of annoying flirting situations on calls. Buck starts to like it a little too much.

this could be the year for the real thing by fleetinghearts/ @shitouttabuck (Coda, 7x06: There Goes The Groom | 1,7K | Teen): His face is still a smear of soot, and Chris giggles. “Buck. Your face.” Buck frowns in confusion and Eddie steps over to him, hand already reaching to wipe the soot off his face, just like he has a hundred times at work. Except Tommy’s already there, licking his thumb and rubbing firmly at Buck’s chin, a gesture so familiar to Eddie that watching it happen separate from him feels like getting punched in the throat. or, eddie thinks about his best friend at a hospital wedding

tell me all the things that i wanna hear by glorious_spoon/ @glorious-spoon (7x06: There Goes The Groom | 1,3K | Teen): Or: Eddie realizes something at the bachelor party, but he doesn't remember until later.

take a chance (lay all your love on me) by bptlmevyemtc (Not Actually Unrequited Love | 35K | General): “You’re in love with me?” Buck asks, like a laggy computer system that just finished booting up. “Er. Yes?” Eddie says. “I thought we established that.” Buck nods, once, glacially slow, and Eddie sees when the synapses of his brain snap into place. “... But I’m straight?” the one where it takes eddie a while to get over buck, and it takes buck even longer to figure out he doesn't want him to

🔥 the ravi fic by archerincombat (Ravi POV, S4 | 15K | Teen): “Hey,” Ravi says. “Scale of 1 to 10, how bad would it be if I assumed Eddie Diaz’s girlfriend was his wife in front of him?” Lee groans. “Did you do it in front of Buckley?” “Yeah?” “A hundred,” she replies, turning the other direction before Ravi can demand to know why. At three in the morning, it hits him. He bolts upright in his cot. Oh my god, he thinks. Buck and Eddie are divorced, and everyone forgot to tell me.

tried and true blue by fleetinghearts/ @shitouttabuck (There Was Only One Bed | 4K | Teen): or, sharing a bed with your best friend is fine, usually, except for when your best friend is the particular combination of tipsy and stoned at his sister’s wedding that transforms him into 200 pounds of cuddlebug

🔥 does he love you better than i can? by diazchristopher/ @captain-hen (Post-7x05: You Don't Know Me, BuckTommy, Tommy POV | 10K | Teen): Nothing has ever happened between us, Evan had insisted. You have absolutely nothing to worry about, Eddie had told him unequivocally. There’s no reason he shouldn’t take them both at their word, Tommy thinks, decisively. or, buck and eddie insist that there's nothing going on between them. tommy wants to believe them. he really, really does.

put my heart inside your palms by markofalover/ @markofalover (Getting Together | 3K | Teen): Buck’s speaking again, telling him, “Go dry your hair, baby.” And like, he’s stuck in his daydream. Completely crazy about it. So it’s not exactly his fault that he doesn’t register what Buck said until he’s in the bathroom again. He straightens his shoulders out and looks at his reflection like maybe he’s actually lost it, but, no, those were real words coming from Buck, who is also real, so— ...or, how an accidental pet name, a thoughtful dinner, and a shared shirt makes them get their shit together.

written all over your face by bucksclipboard/ @excuseme-greentea (BuckTommy | 2,5K | Teen): A completely smitten Buck decides he wants to keep Tommy all to himself for just a while longer. When an accidental goodbye kiss exposes their new relationship, the 118 wants to be respectful – but when has that ever worked? or: buck and tommy try to keep their relationship a secret and fail adorably

with a smile and some hope by iriswests/ @fcntasmas (Established Buddie | 6K | Mature): or; five times buck wakes up before eddie, and one time eddie wakes up before buck

🔥 as easy as defusing a bomb by iriswests/ @fcntasmas (Sexuality Crisis, S5 | 7K | Mature): or; buck moves in with eddie while taylor finds a new place, and prompts what feels like puberty 2.0 for eddie diaz.

Kiss Me Once Cause You Know I Had A Long Night by I_still_dont_understand_13 / @sherlockcrossing (Prompt collection | 31/? | 20K | Teen): 100 kiss prompts.

Chapter 30. 70. what if i told you none of it was accidental: An accidental kiss that confuses you both, but only a moment passes before you crash your lips back against each other's Chapter 31. 72. Accidentally bumping noses

waiting for this moment to be free by glorious_spoon/ @glorious-spoon (Getting Together | <1K | General): Eddie opens his eyes to the dim flickering light of the TV, turned down low but not quite muted on one of those Ninja Warrior things that Buck loves. He's tilted sideways, cheek pillowed against the outside of Buck's arm, and he's apparently been drooling a little, which would be more embarrassing if it were the first or even the twentieth time it's happened. Or: Eddie, and Buck, and another couch.

you'd have to stop the world just to stop the feeling by heartbeatdiaz/ @loserdiaz (Established Buddie, Amnesia | 1,7K | Teen): Eddie is pretty sure the only person he's ever been genuinely attracted to, is Shannon. So, he is very confused when he wakes up in a hospital bed with temporary amnesia and the inability to look away from the pretty, hot guy in a firefighter uniform. And then, procedes to have the second gay panic of his life... because of the same person.

This Old Love Has Me Bound by allyasavedtheday/ @littlespoonevan (Post-7x04: Buck Bothered and Bewildered, BuckTommy, Pre-Buddie | 9K | Teen): In an attempt to better understand his newfound bisexuality, Buck tries to figure out if he ever missed any signs with guys before. The universe keeps interrupting every time he's about to think about Eddie.

all I want (your eyes on mine) by bigfootsmom/ @bigfootsmom (PWP, BuckTommyEddie | 10K | Explicit): Buck is lying there, Eddie instantly recognizes the head of honey blond curls resting on the arm of the couch. But the head of short brown curls between Buck’s shaking thighs takes a second longer to place. But then they look up, blue eyes going comically wide as they lock onto Eddie. Tommy Kinard is on Buck’s couch. He’s on Buck’s couch between Buck’s thighs with his lips wrapped around Buck’s cock. ~ The one where Eddie yearns, Buck pines, and Tommy just wants to have a good time.

of want and need by honestlydarkprincess/ @honestlydarkprincess (PWP | 2K | Explicit): Buck and Eddie fuck for the first time. That's it, that's the fic. (sequel to slowly getting sober from the taste of your skin)

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🔥 change the prophecy by Daisies_and_Briars/ @cal-daisies-and-briars (Alternate Timeline, Curse/Magic | 7/11 | 17K | Mature): Buck has never felt secure in any of his relationships; he’s been searching for someone to see him the way he feels he’s meant to be seen, but after things start going downhill with Tommy, he thinks that person might just not exist. Eddie cannot figure out what’s wrong with him when it becomes clear things with Marisol aren’t going to work out. But what if they’re both forgetting something?

🔥 Any Other Way by Daisies_and_Briars/ @cal-daisies-and-briars (Canon Divergent, S2 | 10/18 | 53K | Mature): In a switcheroo alternate universe, Buck spends young adulthood in the military, while Eddie, who has no idea Christopher exists, spends his twenties messing around, finally enjoying freedom away from his family’s expectations. When they both end up in Los Angeles, at the 118, some things are different, and others will be the same in any universe.

🔥 Steal My Sunshine by Daisies_and_Briars/ @cal-daisies-and-briars (Altered Memories | 4/9 | 15K | Mature): Memories hazy and unreliable, Eddie Diaz wakes up every morning in a house at the end of a cul de sac, goes to his office job at a petroleum engineering company, and comes home to his wife and son. But something is missing, and the more Eddie begins to put the pieces together, the stranger the predicament he finds himself in.

some things fall when they're meant to fall by sibylsleaves/ @sibylsleaves (Post S7E5 | 2/4 | 11K | Teen): or, Buck tells Eddie some news. Eddie has a realization and breaks up with his girlfriend. Not necessarily in that order.

🔥 stuck now so long, we just got the start wrong by Daffi_990_ao3/ @daffi-990 (Canon Divergent, Different First Meeting | 3/10 | 24K | Not Rated): Probational Firefighters Evan “Buck” Buckley and Eddie Diaz meet on a call which ends with them at odds with each other. As the months roll by, they keep running into each other on the job, much to Eddie’s dismay and Buck’s delight. Can they put aside their first opinions and misunderstandings and allow the seeds of friendship, and possibly something more, to take root?

🔥 Cowboy With a One Track Mind by Daisies_and_Briars/ @cal-daisies-and-briars (Canon Divergence, Not A Firefighter Buck | 3/4 | 16K | Mature): Spin-off Sequel to Evan Buckley & the Coma-Verse of Madness - Chapter 7 (Land): Grieving and tortured, Evan Buckley has been living alone in Montana in a remote cabin for nearly a decade. After an incident that leaves him missing six months of his life, and suddenly in connection with a group of strangers from Los Angeles, Evan must decide whether to remain in his self-imposed exile, or take a chance at life again.

🔥 for all the haunts and homes of men by euadnes/ @kananjarus (Canon Divergent, Post-Apocalyptic, Station Eleven Crossover | WIP | 14/? | 126K | Mature | Warning: Violence): The year by the old calendar is 2025. Home is gone. Home is a failed rescue mission and an echo of a memory. Home is a lost boy living in a wooden house by the sea. But first, there was a promise. Christopher, when it's safe, I'll take you back to your father. Buck had all but given up on keeping it after the world had died and everyone in it. But just as some oaths refuse to be forgotten, so the same can be said about the endurance of love.

🔥 Things We're All Too Young to Know by Daisies_and_Briar / @cal-daisies-and-briars (Canon S1-S6, S7 Spec | 126/? | 393K | Mature): This is a love story. Even if it doesn’t always look like it. Even if it doesn’t always feel like it. A look back on Eddie and Buck's lives up to now, and what led them to each other, interpreted from the current 9-1-1 canon.

Podfics

🔥 Leave The Light On (I'll Be Coming Home) by Mad_Lori/ @madlori // fic by @hmslusitania (Post-S5, Missing Presumed Dead, Amnesia | 4.5-5h | Mature): An accident on a call leaves Buck with custody of Chris after Eddie is... missing presumed. While they navigate their new family circumstances -- and fight to stay together, despite Eddie's parents' best efforts -- a John Doe wakes up in a coma ward with no memory of his own life beyond the knowledge he has a son named Christopher and, somehow, he needs to get home.

[podfic] Chimney's Guide to Dating a Buckley by Howard Han by Matriaya (Getting Buddie Together | 3-3.5h | Not Rated): And how stupid is it that reading 10 chapters of a guide to dating a Buckley by his coworker is how Eddie finally got his shit together and asked Buck out for a date? But, Eddie’s happy and so is Buck, so Chim might have had a point.

[podfic] Karen's Guide to Dating and Marrying a Firefighter with a Kid by Matriaya for KatieWrites (Getting Buddie Together, Karen POV sorta? | 1-1.5h | Not Rated): OR Buck's in love with his best friend and doesn't know how to figure out if Eddie shares his feelings.

#buddie #buddie fanfiction #buddie fic rec #buddie fanfic #epic buddie fic rec #buddie fic #bucktommy #bucktommy fanfic

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almost-a-class-act · 8 months

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Please share some givenson HCs I've been loving the Justified posting

It's like you knew I'm watching Justified and not studying! RIP.

Okay, bear in mind I'm on season 5 so I haven't seen it all, and I'm a bitch who thinks canon is a suggestion, so anything that doesn't make sense with canon? We get what we get and we don't get upset. Lmao.

Also, I have no idea if @cenyiere wants us to acknowledge that she was party to this but she was and so she must take responsibility for her crimes get credit. Anything particularly funny is all her.

Raylan is the one who drifts through life getting attached and not being particularly great at it but it's obviously something he wants, while Tim is not That Guy, traditionally. But now there's Raylan, unexpectedly, and Tim isn't sure what to do with it. Is he insecure about himself? No, rarely, but he's insecure about this nebulous thing they haven't named, that he's trying to fit into a life and routine that has been tightly regimented since the army.

So what I'm saying is, Raylan saying/doing soft romantic shit out of the blue to this man who has never, either expressly or by the way he presents himself, invited anyone to speak to him like that and accordingly doesn't know what the hell to do with it, is like a grenade in poor Tim's mental landscape but it's also how I figure they get beyond just being coworkers who fuck after a long day at the office.

2. Thinking about that time Tim was babysitting Raylan and stayed over at the motel, and Raylan woke up to just find Tim sitting there reading. Like this man had time to get up, shower, shave & brush his teeth, put that bucket of gel in his hair, get dressed, put his sleeping bag away, and settle in with his book, and apparently did it quietly enough that it didn't wake Raylan. This has implications for their morning routine when they live together.

Picture it: Raylan wakes up one morning at 6 to pee and Tim's side of the bed is not only empty, but not even warm anymore and it's been made (as well as a person can make one side of a bed when there's someone else in it). When Raylan's sitting at the kitchen table with a cup of coffee later on while Tim does the exact same shit he does every morning whether Raylan is there or not because this man loves a routine (makes coffee, then eggs - sometimes enough for Raylan if he's not being a pain in the ass - then washes his dishes) Raylan is like, "I thought you said you get up at 6:30."

Tim is like, "No, I said I can't sleep past 6:30. If I want to run, shower, and drink my coffee like a civilized person before work, I set an alarm for 5." This is how Raylan finds out things about Tim, like that he runs and fucking hates being rushed through his coffee.

Related: Tim's mom sends him new high-end sheets every year for Christmas because I just want him to have nice things, okay? Raylan does not grasp this at all. "Always sheets?" "Yeah." "It's not really a surprise." "Why does it need to be a surprise?" "...I guess!"

In that vein, Raylan's always learning things about Tim deeply piecemeal, because Tim is not a closed book if you ask him a direct question but he's not like, volunteering personal information.

"I didn't know you had a mom." "Did you think I just sprang up out of the ground?" "No, I mean - you never talk about her." "...She thinks your hat is stupid."

(Raylan can't decide if he's offended by the remark or charmed to have been brought up in conversation.)

(It's both.)

3. Tim has an LOTR tattoo. (It's an Evenstar trampstamp.)

4. I know everyone is in love with Gold Star Gay Tim but I'm not mad at the idea of him being bi? His Very Extremely Hetero comments about Victoria's Secret models and Sigourney Weaver could well be a product of DADT-era Tim super accustomed to trying to fit in, but picture this: His ex-girlfriend rolls into town (the FBI agent he had an in with, maybe? Tim likes smart women but dumb men, it's his toxic trait) and shenanigans ensue. She walks right up to Raylan and eyes him up like, "...this one?" And Raylan suddenly gets the uncomfortable sense that he's being appraised by two versions of Tim. (Will I write this fic? Don't rule it out.)

5. Tim loves crackers. It came to me in a dream. He keeps a box in his desk and another one in the car for cracker-related emergencies. Raylan looks up during a serious moment when they're talking to a fugitive in the conference room just in time to see Tim quietly wedge an entire cracker into his mouth and then panic about how he's going to chew it quietly. Raylan's chasing down a fugitive and he's in a convenience store and on his way out, but he doubles back and grabs a particular box of crackers. Art is like, did I see you pause and waste 20 second grabbing crackers? Raylan's like, .........those ones are hard to find in Lexington.

6. I'm sure this particular smut has been written a million times but don't tell me Raylan isn't super into the idea of Tim wearing his hat while they smash.

7. It's the sad verse, everybody: Tim's dad pointed at gun at him a time or two when he was a kid and that's why he got a little attached to the idea of killing him with a gun.

8. Tim feels like his value is tied up in his job, which gets established early. When he's babysitting Raylan (in season 2 I think?) he says something like "will you give me some credit, I'm a professional", and when Raylan asks how he knows about Gary it's "because I'm good at my job?" And then of course: "I can't carry a tune etc but I don't miss." And when he's reluctant to help Raylan with the FBI thing it's because he doesn't want Raylan "going all Raylan" and burning his contact. I have feelings about this because flash forward if you will to established relationship Givenson, when Tim must know that a big part of the reason why Raylan and Winona didn't work out and he got a shot in the first place is because of the job they do. Something to stare at the wall about!

9. Two nights ago I watched that part in season 4 where Callie remarks on the fact that Tim held back with Bad Haircut Fuckface because "you had empathy for him" and Tim's like, when I take him down, his eyes will be clear. Thinking about the fact that he's probably lost a few friends to drugs, wasn't just avoiding the question when he told Bad Haircut Fuckface about joining the Marshals, understands that impulse to get fucked up and not think about it and the only thing that helps is having something to do that feels like it matters.

Also thinking about when he rolls up to help Raylan get into the veterans bar half in the bag and Raylan sounds vaguely incredulous when he asks, "are you drunk?" There's also the time when Art is talking to the guy who wants his job and says Tim "probably has ptsd, probably an alcoholic" and like, he's obviously just trying to scare this guy off but he clearly knows it's a possibility. Crucially, he doesn't know for sure.

All to say that I think maybe Tim walks a tricky line with alcoholism. When he drinks, he drinks HARD. He goes through times when it's too many nights a week. Never at cop bars or anywhere people might know him, sometimes alone. But since he doesn't drink at work and always gets up and does his morning routine and comes in seeming okay, no one notices.

10. Re: later on, established Givenson: Tim's emotionally aware enough to know that he could certainly look after someone else's kids - smash cut to the precious montage of him doing cute shit with Raylan's daughter - but he can't be someone's dad. He dragged himself out of a shitty childhood and made the best of a brutal military career where half his friends couldn't hack it in civilian life but there's no room in that carefully constructed stability, wherein he's carved out a productive adulthood and held his ground but he has to work at it, to figure out how to be a good parent and get up and do it every day. And I doubt he sees himself as the marrying type, either. I bet it's a long time before eventually Raylan is the one who suggests they move in together. There's an undercurrent of Tim like a caged tiger at first, having to share space he's unaccustomed to sharing and altering routines he's never altered. (I have the feeling Tim does a lot of work in the background, mentally, that people don't see. Raylan gets the hang of looking for it after a while.)

11. A happier one: Tim and Raylan can't remember which flannel is whose anymore. People are surprised to find out about them and then Rachel's like, are you kidding? Raylan's worn that green flannel four times in the last two weeks and it is NOT his. (Rachel Is The Best At Her Job Agenda 2k23. Tim just keeping tabs on Gary for??? What reason?? That's boyfriend behaviour. Raylan is just oblivious. You know Rachel knew!)

12. Tim I-Am-Not-Coming-Down-From-This-Car Gutterson is a cat guy. He's going to have a cat in any fic I write, sorry or you're welcome in advance. His cat's a hater, as well; Mittens and Raylan have a healthy wariness of each other.

13. There are these lyrics in the Fallout Boy song I put on my Givenson playlist (lol, you already know I'm wearing a full face of clown makeup, might as well tell you all the sorry details):

'Cause you're the last of a dying breed Write our names in the wet concrete I wonder if your therapist knows everything about me

HC: Tim has a therapist through the VA. Mentions it once (Art makes some comment about something and Tim's like, "my therapist did say I should work on that"). Raylan isn't sure if he's joking and asks about it later. "You have a therapist?" Tim looks up from step 4 of his unhingedly detailed morning routine like, "Can't you tell by how well-adjusted I am?" Raylan honestly still can't tell if he's joking.

14. Re: Tim and Winona: On Tim's part, once Givenson becomes a thing, there might be that surface level, like. That's the gorgeous woman who is always going to be in Raylan's life as his baby mama insecurity but it's not a real visceral jealousy. He almost feels a little sympathy because damn, it's clear that both parties got their hearts broken over that not working even though it was never going to. Could picture a conversation where Tim and Winona are trying to feel each other out when Raylan isn't in the room for whatever reason and neither of them are bullshitters so it's just like. "Are you worried you have something to worry about with me?" "Nope. If it were going to work, it would have." (I do think they'd be friends eventually because Winona is too much like Raylan for Tim not to come over fond, honestly. Lol.)

15. Raylan's daughter headcanons? Here we go!

Eventually the kiddo asks Tim what she should call him and he's just like "...Tim?" Because what else would it be? She draws a picture at school and it's labeled "my mom" "my daddy" "my Tim". Baffled to discover other kids don't have a Tim. Tim's only comment when he sees the drawing is: "Look, Raylan, she got your giant head right." But he puts it on the fridge and it stays there through moves and whatever else.

He definitely teaches this kid how to shoot when she's older because he doesn't want her learning bad habits. He explains it to Raylan like, "I have one marketable skill and it has served me very well so I'm passing it on." Raylan's like, "you have two, but one you can't teach her."

16. To circle back to Tim not considering himself to be the marrying type:

They've been together for years when Raylan makes some throwaway comment related to like, work benefits or something similarly unromantic: "I'd ask you to marry me tomorrow if I thought you'd say yes."

Tim gets that zeroed-in look like he does whenever Raylan says something that actually for-real pulls his focus: "What makes you think I wouldn't say yes?"

"Would you?"

"I don't do jewelry or contracts that don't expire."

"It's almost like I know you."

#my case of Never Shut The Fuck Up-Itis is nigh terminal #anyway for anyone who read all that I'm sorry about your brainrot #givenson #justified #tim gutterson #raylan givens

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carrotcakecrumble · 2 months

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The Charioteer tag game: thanks for the tag!!! I’m so sorry i can’t find who tagged me originally it’s been so LONG but im very grateful this was very fun

1. "He would not fucking say that" only they did and it's canon. When/who?

im sorry but the way Laurie reacts to Gyp’s death girls like. where’s your drama gone girl. your energy, your passion, your over-thinking and over-the-top displays of emotion?????

2. Did they kiss in the study? Yes/no + why you are 100% correct about this.

Ok yes but no but also yes? but also no. but also YES and also no but maybe yes but definitely no except yes?

(Basically i like both the idea that Laurie leaned away and also that girlfriend leant IN, i think Ralph’s reaction makes sense for both right? and i like the implication both outcomes would have throughout the book equally 💅)

3. Mandatory question about Ralph's alleged tattoos.

YES and so much yes i wrote a fic about it. I would also like to add that he definitely has a trampstamp. Can’t say of what at this point in time but let me ponder for a little while

4. 53 vs 59 edition: quote a line or paragraph that is better in the edition you like the least.

Ok so five minutes ago i would have said no clue, but I’ve just seen that bitchery (59) vs cattiness (53) thing and sorry but bitchery goes so hard. Alec’s catty, laurie is bitchy. there’s a difference.

5. Which TC character would feel right at home here on tumblr dot com?

Someone said Sandy and yes definitely Sandy one hundred million percent.

6. Tag yourself at Alec's birthday party.

The ‘is it a queer book?’ guy like CMON. Maybe also Alec’s mystery sandwich, not gonna elaborate. oh and you know how Harry turns up late, embarrasseshimself a bit and then leaves? yeah me too.

7. Post a TC meme: im sorry but this is still the best thing I’ve ever made, i know no one else likes it but the thing is. i find myself really entertaining and clever and funny so.

8. Easy to talk about who deserved better. Who deserved worse?

Ok girls you’re gonna hate me for this and i even hate myself for this but ,, we ever gonna talk about how Reg was one laurie-sticking-his-nose-in away from going and killing a man? and maybe Madge?????? Wasn’t that implied??? some anger-therapy is needed atleast

9. You can break the fourth wall (at any point in the novel) and say a single sentence to our protagonist, Laurie Odell. What do you say?

LOOSEN UP GIRL PLEASE. I BEG. JUST A MILIMETRE LESS UPTIGHT PLE ASEEE I PROMISE LIFE WILL BE SO MUCH MORE FUN. and i wouldn’t say it at a specific point but rather just gently prompt it throughout the entire novel very frequently when he starts to become unbearable

10. What's a question you have about TC? One you haven't found an answer for yet.

HOW DOES RALPH KNOW WHAT HAZEL’S UP TO. DO THEY KEEP IN TOUCH? AND WHY? AND SINCE WHEN? AND HOW?

#the charioteer #tag game

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spoonass69 · 3 years

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cannot remember if ive brought this up here yet but this specific part of their apology

is giving me very familiar vibes

ok so im focusing on the top tiny paragraph, and im going to try so hard to articulate this well

ive seen that exact apology, almost word for word, over and over from COUNTLESS peers. (i live in a ridiculously neoliberal area) The thing is, all the things that my peers did were pretty different, a few said that illegal immigrants deserve to be put in concentration camps, a few sent death threats to a classmate because they’re trans, a few r*ped several girls. but the apologies are all the exact same, and they have NEVER been followed by solid improvement (in my experience)

one similarity in all these situations, is the action being apologized for is way worse than anything someone would reasonably do because theyve been brainwashed by all the racist and sexist and homophobic media in America. these people 100% knew what they were saying and doing at the time, and they chose to do it anyway.

another similarity is that it always looks like an apology, but what it really boils down to is “i know this is wrong, i dont like that people are being mad at me for doing this. i think its rude and people should stop since it happened a long time ago and i havent said anything overtly racist in a long time so i think we should let it go and move on. this isnt relevant to me anymore” which is not an apology, it’s trying to cover it up, downplay it, and normalize going through this like wildly racist and bigoted “phase”

and the last similarity is that these people are still very problematic right now, like the people in trampstamps are singing out sexual assault RIGHT NOW but they won’t acknowledge that because oh it was a mistake we didnt know better youre not letting people learn and grow. people from my school said the same thing when i called them out for having a history of racism AND THEN posted about jewish people being their pet peeve. people who are growing dont usually do that sort of thing, but if they do they dont get upset at people for pointing it out. people who care about other people and care about being better are happy to have those things pointed out so they can stop so they dont hurt other people!!

basically, what im saying is these people arent sorry, this exact apology is a very dangerous tool people like them are using, and it really worries me how many people in my life irl fall for it.

#trampstamps #tramp stamps #tw racism #tw rape #tw antisemitism #tw death threats #tw transphobia #tw homophobia #tw xenophobia #apology

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Truth Words: horsecock addict (trampstamp style, for both)

Nep and Dave both gasped as cold sharpie ink dragged across their back, right above the curve of their rather groapable rears. Both of them looked at one another, and showed the writing to the other. Even as they realized what was written, they both began to feel empty inside, like something was missing from them. It wasn't hard to realize what had happened.

"Well this is just fucking great." Dave said, not even bothering with modesty. One hand worked his cock, while the other rushed to finger his bunny cunny.

"Shiiiiit... This is bad..." Nep continued, following suit, even though wrangling her bulge was proving to be a messy affair.

What they needed now was an equine partner. Nep knew just who to call, if he'd be willing. Licking her lips and sweating at the thought of that trobbing horse dick, she sent a message to @troubledcentaur

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:33 - hey i have a furry impawrtant question...

:33 - how do you f33l about dudes?

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parkandzhong · 6 years

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Joy | Dream

Hey anon? Thank you for giving me a reason to torture @rxnjuns ;)) anyway this is excluding Jaemin :( because he wasn’t around to do the Joy music video and it is probably shit lmao and I didn’t go back and check too much because I didn’t wanna be reminded of all the grammatical mistakes I made I'm sorry

Mark: He got a camera for his 17th birthday and started taking photos of all of his friends and posting it on his finsta (yes he has one - yes I just figured out what that actually is). One time he accidentally posted it on his public one and got a dm saying he was really talented, his love for it grew from there. He often spends his time behind the camera and eventually gets hired at a magazine company? Basically all he does is take random photos and gets featured as an upcoming photographer? He gets paid based on the quality of the photos he produces, and when he moves on to video producing the price increases. He is a little sad he has to slow down for a while due to school. BUT! It is pretty much a guaranteed full time job once he officially graduates high school.

Renjun: He can pinpoint all of his misfortunes in life down to one specific mistake in his life, becoming friends with Jeno. With Jeno came Jaemin and with Jaemin came Donghyuck. And, while Mark tried to restrain them, it just wasn’t happening. That is how Renjun is stuck giving Yuta a trampstamp because he lost a bet with Doyoung. Jaemin found an old tattoo machine and wouldn’t tell them where he got it (he found new needles) and they all just expected Renjun to be the one to use it. And by all I mean Donghyuck threw Renjun under the bus because he is in AP art. He refuses to give any of his other younger friends tattoo even though Jaemin has begged and he's been tempted to tattoo a penis on Jeno’s forehead mid-nap. However, he made the mistake of giving hisself one. He didn’t believe Jaemin when he said it was real and he tattooed moomin on his inner wrist (complete with the black outline and white coloring). Now, he is stuck with a tattoo that he didn’t really want and tattooing his dumb older friends when they lose bets. He actually enjoys art. AP art is the highlight of his day, he even won an art competition with a recent painting and got payed a fair amount of money. He doesn’t enjoy illegally doing anything, and really does think daily about what a life without Jeno would be. But he can’t hate him too much because now Renjun often thinks about becoming a legal tattoo artist.

Jeno: All the romantics that surround working at a flower shop are BULL because he hates it. He is constantly dropping vases or dealing with costumers who aren’t satisfied with their spreads. He deals with a bunch of hipsters and lonely women coming in and asking him what the flowers really mean. He has to tell people daily that he didn’t actually have that stuff memorized. Jaemin and Donghyuck put their money together and bought him a 2000 page book over all the symbolism each flower represents because those two together are demons. He is constantly breaking out in new rashes. He has to wear glasses at work now because of how often various plants fly into his eyes. He constantly smells like shit because of all the dirt he didn’t even realize came with the job. He makes barely over minimum wage which really is a crime considering how much he hates his job. He asks himself all the time how he left himself get put in this position then realizes he doesn’t have a choice considering its his aunt who owns the place and she was short on staff. The only good part about it is that he looks damn good in this uniform :/

Donghyuck: He really loves his job! Use that term lightly because it is more like an internship. He definitely had it pretty set considering Taeyong already worked at the bakery, but he was so excited when he got the job he cried. Jaemin saw his crying and threatened to beat someone but Donghyuck had to explain it was just because of the job he had managed to get. He knew before he actually got respected in terms of cooking he was going to have to work super hard. There was a period of two weeks in which he barely slept because of how hard he was working to improve his cooking skills. When his cooking first got noticed it was one of his pies and again he went home and cried. Now for every important occasion he’ll make that person their favorite kind of pie. He especially loves birthday with the rest of 00 line because he can smash their face in it. He doesn’t dare do it to Chenle because he is too precious :( and since Jisung is taller than him now it is out of fear for his own life

Chenle: Anyway! Anon! Thanks for popping a blood vessel in my eye during 1st block and having to come home and throw away my current pair of contacts (I seriously wish I was joking when I said that but I am not and now I am stuck wearing my glasses) Chenle gets a job at a record shop that is super quiet and right next to a really vintage antique shop and a newer coffee shop. He applied as soon as the previous worker quit because he had his eye on it for awhile. Now he gets to pull out old records, listen, and discover new music. He really admires aesthetics and while he doesn’t think he’ll ever be able to pull one properly off his face is aesthetic enough he has nothing to worry about he loves talking to different people! and he is always able to start up a conversation with people when asking them about their music taste. He even takes requests as to songs they would want played during store hours. He has his own playlist on his phone of songs people tell him they love and he listens to it and like really really listens because he genuinely likes to get to know people! And he always smells soooo good (unlike Jisung or Jeno) because the record shop is literally RIGHT NEXT to the coffee shop he always smells like coffee. I’m making myself soft by writing this :( I love him so much

Jisung: It is karma. It has to be. There is no other reason as to why he would be spending his nights shoveling donkey shit. He got offered a job at the local farm after he volunteered there with Chenle for school hours. By volunteer I mean Chenle did all the work and did it perfectly. When the nice old lady came back to see how they were doing with cleaning the stalls she was so shocked she offered to pay them both indefinitely. Chenle being as quick as he is caught on and played the role of Jisung in this situation: “I’m sorry mam but this wasn’t me who did any of this” ANYWAY that is why Jisung is crying over math homework while talking to a donkey. He also has to clean the rabbit cages that shit is so disgusting and the worst part is Chenle did such a good job the first time that now Jisung has to do that EVERYTIME. At least he makes money which is a lot more than most kids his age can say, and the old lady often makes him food.

#raggio di sole #chiaro di luna #stella occhi #girasole #donghyuck #fatto per essere una stella #un angelo portaro sulla terra #nct #nct dream #should i tag Jaemin?#i guess he is mentioned so I should #luce stellare pura

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wavesofserenity0817-blog · 7 years

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Tattoos? Yup

I love when people tell me “OMG your tattoos are so unique and cool!” but I also love when others say “Wow that’s dumb” or “why would you get that” these questions I love because I get wild-ed up and can’t wait to snap back at them! I understand people get tattoos just because it looks cool, yeah sure that awesome I have a few for that reason but most of mine have these special reasons that really shut people up after they make their smart comments. So here’s a list in order of when I got my tattoos and their meanings: “Fighter” on my right rib: Yes, the typical “my first tattoo story” I got it done in a guys’ basement but he worked at a shop too, but whatever... RECKLESS! Anyways… I come from a broken family. Mom and Dad never got along. 8th grade they started the divorce process and it took a great toll on me and my Dad constantly harassed me on who my mom was dating and what was going on. The situation caused me to do some things I desperately regret. I thought the only way to relieve the pain was to inflict it elsewhere, so that’s when the blade met my wrist, and then I met my school counselor. I couldn’t have been more blessed with someone who understood my feelings and would listen. I eventually got through 8th grade with clean wrists. Freshman year, oh shit high school. I had my first love and got my heart shattered by sophomore year. Never lay your heart in the arms of someone who done you wrong the whole relationship. Once a cheater always a cheater… Lesson learned. So that brings me to this tattoo meaning. By Junior year I was stronger, clean wrists, smiling and strong because I fought my own demons along with everyone fighting against me. It was only later did I realize this tattoos meaning would become more meaningful when another Ex decided it was okay to abuse me, emotionally, mentally, and psychically. I continue, to this day to fight some personal battles with family, my past, and learning that I am strong and can and WILL conquer whatever you want to throw at me. LIFE, BRING IT ON!

“Love” with a key, heart and bow on my lower back: Go ahead, say it. “OMG WHAT A WHORE YOU HAVE A TRAMPSTAMP” Well technically not really, it’s panned off to the side of my lower back… so screw off. This is the “first” tattoo my mom knew about. (sorry mom). She took me to get tattoo while she was getting her first too, but the shop was busy and could only do hers’, so I went back the next day and got one. I know how against tattoos my father was so I was done out of spite. Plus I was still underage, but hey it was “cool”. So I picked out a design that a guy has posted on his wall. I didn’t think, I didn’t know a meaning for it, but I figured while the needle was in me I could make a meaning. Like I said it was done to be spiteful. After a few years I realize its simplest meaning… Love is the key to life. What do you have if you don’t have love? It’s honestly not my favorite tattoo, and I intend in a few years to get it covered, but for now it just is a reminder, don’t do things out of impulse and spite!

Infinity sign with one side being a wave on my hip: This tattoo was the first of something amazing, and I don’t mean a tattoo idea. This is the first tattoo my boyfriend took me to get. He’s not all for the ink, but he agreed to hold my hand. Ever since I was little the water and waves were my serenity. “Oh no she’s crying”, yup, take her to the beach, I stopped. As I got older the waves did more than sooth my tears. As I sat with my bum in the sand and stared out into the horizon, I would collect my negative thoughts and worries, and throw them into the waves, when the waves retreated back from the shore I knew my worries were gone. My worries and thoughts were washed away. I once read a story/poem whatever you want to call it, about an oyster. The moral of the story was that, that little bit of sand that gets into the oysters shell causes so much pain for him, but he made the best of it and turned it into something beautiful, a peal. Although this tattoo isn’t an oyster it still makes me think of that story. It means everything to me that even after all the bits of sand (assholes I dated) in my “shell” I turned it into something beautiful a.k.a my boyfriends and I relationship.

Angel Wings across my back: MY FIRST LEGAL TATTOO! This is one of those tattoos I liked just because of the way it looked. It wasn’t until after I got it that I realized its true meaning. I’m no perfect angel, I defiantly have my demons, but I am protected and guided by the wings of my grandfather (and now grandmother) and God who will always guide me and protect me. I know my wings are not ready and though I thought they were in 8th grade when I made my stupid choices. I now know that God is still creating my wings and isn’t ready to give me a real pair.

Baby feet, halo and angel wings on my ankle: This one is just as hard to talk about as my “fighter” one. This one changed my life forever. When I was in my abusive relationship with my Ex, I ran to my best friend. He didn’t know the whole story, as I feel like I didn’t want to talk about it I just wanted to be held in the arms of someone I know would care. I never pictured a relationship with this guy; he was more of a friend and occasional flirt once in a while. Well I guess falling for you best friend in my case came with a whole package… I quickly found out I was pregnant from my best friend, while I was still in the abusive relationship, I knew then I had a ticket out of hell. With the stress of my Ex off of me I now had to have the reality settle in I was going to be a 17 year old mom, with a guy who only considered me a friend. Terrified, shock and stress began to hit harder, we knew I was getting further along every day and that we had limited time to tell our families. Yes, we ended up together, finally after years of hiding our feelings. His birthday came around and so did ultrasounds and the tears and fear of telling our families. The night before his birthday we laid in bed and I could feel something wrong in my stomach, my boyfriend placed his hand on my stomach and rubbed it. The following morning I awoke in severe pains and bleeding. I knew, he knew. Our baby grew his wings and left us. I tried not to let it ruin his birthday but I was clearly upset. We didn’t tell the family until almost a year and a half later when I found out my freshman Ex knocked up his girlfriend he cheated on me with. I was upset and depressed and was drowning in my thoughts. “Why does she get the life I could’ve had?” I had to let the tears roll and spill my heart out how I was hurt and that we miscarried and hid it from everyone, and after my miscarriage I found out I have PCOS which makes it difficult for me to conceive. I lost a miracle. To my surprise, nobody cared, and I don’t mean they didn’t care like they would’ve been mad, I mean they didn’t care as if like what the hell was two 17 years old still in high school were going to do with a baby, and the start of a fresh relationship. I guess they’re right, what were we supposed to do? We clearly wouldn’t have had any help… I still look down and cry and wonder what he would’ve looked like, I still look at the ultrasound pics and wonder if he hits homeruns in heaven like his daddy does. But he’s my angel and I am forever blessed for him bringing me and my best friend closer and if it wasn’t for him who knows if we would’ve ever confessed our feelings for each other. R.I.P Justin Clark.

A Cross on the back of my neck: Just below my cerebellum, lining my spinal cord. The cerebellum controls voluntary movements, balance, equilibrium, and fine motor skills. The spinal cord is connected to the brainstem which basically controls all vital bodily functions. So growing up in a catholic school for my whole life with the exception of two years, which were hell, I learned a lot about my faith and trust in God. He really does control my life, and he only gives his toughest battles to his strongest soldiers, so everything I thought could break me only made me closer to him. He listened to every prayer, and saw every tear and still threw stuff in my way but he knew before I did that I could overcome it and it would only benefit me and my strength in the long hall. At times I doubted him he always showed me there’s a light and guided me through.

“Blessed” on my wrist: “Blessed is she who believed that there would be fulfillment of what had been spoken to her by the Lord…” –Luke 1:45. I don’t mean to blast you with religion and bible verses’ but this is ME. I should’ve just listened to God and known he wasn’t going to fail me, I should’ve known he would’ve pulled me out of the deepest waters. The placement for this tattoo is to remind me never to place a blade there again, to never break skin. I am blessed that I never made a cut too deep, and I think that’s because God was the one who guided my hand to put the razor down, he knew my wings weren’t ready yet. If he didn’t grab my hand and make me put it down, I probably wouldn’t be here. I was blessed Senior year to be a peer minister which to some just means I got to wear a wood cross around my neck and be a counselor to anyone in need. To me it meant the world. Although not many were there for me in my time of need I was there for everyone else. I eventually got to become a certified Eucharistic Minister, at first it was pure excitement to be able to do something during mass instead of just sitting there. It wasn’t until I held the body of Christ, in my hand blessed who receiving it, that I realized this is what it feels like to be blessed to be a child of God.

“D.J.W” on my rib: Everyone’s favorite to talk shit about. Yes, you guessed it, my boyfriends’ initials. Dumb idea? NOPE! Regret? NOPE! Did he make you do it? NOPE! Does he have yours? NOPE! This was a decision completely up to me, and I don’t regret it. Might have been the most painful I have gotten! My other side of my rib did not hurt as bad as these three letters. The tattoo artist joked and said “maybe the pain is your reminder that no matter how hard it gets, no pain compares to the needle piercing your skin with his name” Boy, was he right, my boyfriend and I have gone through hell to get to where we are now. I wouldn’t trade any fight, tears, or yelling we ever had, it only made us stronger. Yes, I plan on adding to his initials. Under them will be “ I love you” in his handwriting” and under that will be the date we get married in roman numerals, which we intend to be married on July 25, 2020. So please feel free to make a comment on how dumb I am for having my boyfriends’ name on me.

“Family is Forever” on my top shoulder: Like mentioned before, I come from a broken family. It wasn’t until my mom met my step dad did I realize how important family is. He not only filled the father role, but he made my Mom happy. He took on two kids who he barely knew and called us his own. The attachment grew quick. The unconditional love he gave to all of us, mended the broken pieces. Though he was no stronger than my mom the two created a strong family that wouldn’t be here if it wasn’t for their love. I see how he looks at all of us and how we changed his life, but in reality he changed ours.

“For one so small, you seem so strong” on my bicep: if you’re a Disney fan you know this song, come on… Tarzan! “You’ll be in my heart” by Phil Collins. I didn’t get this tattoo because I like Tarzan, in facts it’s not even in my top 5 Disney movies. This is a song my mom would always sign to me when I was little, because she’s a huge Phil fan. I get a lot of comments like “is this for you kid?” because I guess it sounds like I’m talking about a child, but nope. This tattoo just reminds me that I am small compared to this universe but I sure am as strong as anything in it.

Mickey Mouse Ears, with fireworks behind my ear: If you couldn’t tell, I’m a huge Disney fan. Every year for my birthday I would go to Disney and hit up every park as a kid, it was literally the dream. I got to be in the parade for my birthday, not a big part, but I got to dance around in the parade with Snow White. I even got a Cinderella dress from the gift shop for free for my birthday, I literally treasure that dress! This one is mainly for the sole reason of me just loving Disney, and Mickey, and my favorite part of Disney World is the lightshow and fireworks at Cinderella’s castle at night, that’s why there’s some fireworks added around it.

Heart on my finger: OH shit tattoo! Ever get a hangnail and try to pull it and your raw skin comes off with it? Yup do that over and over and over again, that what a finger tattoo feels like. I don’t recommend getting a finger tattoo, not because of the pain, but because of the constant need to fix it, and get it touched up. You are constantly using your hands and washing them, so it makes the ink fade quicker. This was a spur of moment tattoo with my mom, she has the same on in the same spot, from a distance it looks like pen on my finger but up close I guess you can tell what it is. One side is purple for her and the other is pink for me, kinda like my first “best friends” tattoo with my mom. I laughed while she was in pain because I felt like I have more tattoos than her I’d be able to endure the torture but damn I was wrong.

“Neverland” around my ankle: This one is wrapped around my ankle, under my angel baby footprints. The story goes that Peter Pan was an angel that guided children who passed away; he was taking them to Neverland (Heaven) so they never had to grow up. I want to believe that my grandfather or Peter Pan, or God helped my little angel reach heaven, where he can remain innocent, well loved, and become everything I wish I could’ve seen. I hope he’s like his daddy and good at baseball, and football, I hope he has daddy’s blue eyes and curly hair. I hope he has my humor and daddy’s personality. I hope someone is up there, watching over him until I get my wings and can continue to care for him. I hope he smiles down on his daddy and I and are proud of us. And I hope that someone is up there playing all the Disney movies for him to watch and learn.

Roses on my chest: Well it sure didn’t start out like that! I had my mom’s birthday in “roman numerals” a little below my collarbone, but I got it done for $20, should’ve known then to RUN! Well when the guy finished I looked down and was mortified! It was like I gave my 3 year old cousin a pen to draw on me. There were no dashes to make it look like roman numerals, the letters were different sizes, not straight and had stray marks. He clearly knew I was upset and decided to touch up my finger tattoo for free, and told me to come back to finish my roman numerals. I knew better than to ever go back there again, and I never did. I went to the shop my boyfriend and his mom go to, everyone was very tough looking and took no shit. Well I asked the one guy if it was possible to get an appointment immediately as my moms’ wedding was 3 days away and I was maid of honor, I surely didn’t want a chicken scratch tattoo shown in all our photos to remember! He felt so bad once I told him the story; he promptly brought me in the backroom and he got right to sketching a beautiful design. I told him the gist of what I wanted, to start a half sleeve and incorporate roses, and my moms’ birthday and a butterfly and a rosary and even a sugar skull. I basically gave him free will on how to design it! But it wasn’t going to be all done that day! He didn’t want to let me be in my moms’ wedding with a ugly tattoo so he started my half sleeve covering up my stupid $20 chicken scratch. For now until my broke ass can afford the rest of my sleeve, I have two beautiful black and grey roses covering the old one. I can’t wait to add to it in due time.

As mentioned, all my tattoos have specific meanings, so what about their placements? Of course I thought about that too!

“Fighter” on my right rib: The choice to put this tattoo here was simply the fact it was the easiest I could hide from my parents. It sits right under my bra strap but is visible in a bikini, due the straps being smaller. I also picked the right side because I know it’s RIGHT to fight and to be smart about my choices. I know it was RIGHT of me to get help when I desperately needed it but tried to avoid it. I know my heart and gut will always be RIGHT. “Love” with heart, key and bow on lower left back: This was more a spiteful spot because I know my father hated tattoos in “tacky” spots, which the lower back being one of them. So I figured if I just “stretched” enough near my dad and have my shirt lift ever so slightly, it would draw his attention to it. Sure enough it did, and I got my ass cussed out and I smiled the whole time. Infinity sign with wave on my right hip bone: This one is right on my hip bone, don’t freak out, it actually didn’t hurt as bad as it sounds. This one is placed just in the right spot to be seen in a bikini, which fits perfectly because it was meant to be seen on the beach because it symbolizes it. Angel wings across my back: This one is almost self-explanatory. Wings grow from your back shoulder, so I think at least. Baby footprints with halo and wings/ Neverland on my left ankle: My ankle? Yes my ankle, because there’s a quote that says “never run faster than your guardian angel can fly” which makes complete sense for this tattoos meaning. My angel baby will need help learning to walk, even if I’m not physically teaching him, someone has to show him the steps. If I’m running he won’t be able to catch up to me and I wouldn’t be able to help him take his first steps. Eventually we will be able to run and fly together. Cross on back of my neck: As stated in the meaning, its right below my cerebellum and the cerebellum controls everything you do. My faith, my religion, and my spirituality made me realize that God does guide my every action. “Blessed” on my left wrist: Also, as stated before, I put this on my wrist to remind myself to keep my wrist clean. Yes there are still scars, but the tattoo is a distraction from them and reminds me to not create anymore. Also, it’s on my left wrist because that is a my self-harm wrist, and your veins go right to your heart from there, which is one of the many veins cut when committing suicide. “D.J.W” on my left rib: The heart is placed on the left side of your body right? I thought so. He is my whole heart and always by myside, literally! “Family is forever” on my left top shoulder: Are you catching on to the theme here? Everything to do with family and love is on my left side because of my love for my family, and friends, and relationship. “For one so small, you seem so strong” on my left bicep: Yes another left side tattoo and right on my bicep so I flex my muscles and show how small yet strong they are as well as I am. Mickey Mouse ears with fireworks behind my right ear: Disney fireworks, the yelling and screaming, the parade, the rides, the music is all sweets sounds to my ears. Heart on my right pointer finger: This placement was completely random, I wanted a black palm tree on my finger but once the stencil was on it ended up looking like a big black blob on my finger so my mom and I switched it to a heart. Honestly I think we did this placement for a unique spot and to be “bad asses”. Roses on my chest over my left collarbone: This was simply because that’s where my shitty $20 tattoo was. I originally had my moms’ birthday over my heart because she gave me life and I love her with all my heart. I plan to still add her birthday to my half sleeve.

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