#our views are the same! down to the tiny constructivism details! and while it's so weird finding someone who is the exact same

[ashenburst]

Don't let them fool you. You can find your twin flame at the club

#MASSIVE storytime and ramble in the tags #so I met this girl last week #and immediately #I don't even understand how or why (we're both very jumpy and excitable so I suppose the energies amplified each other!) #literally while telling our names to each other #we started squealing and jumping and screaming at each other #my friend who was nearby later told me it was eerie watching us like that because it was as if there were two of me #anyway anyway we clicked really well obviously #and we've been chatting on Insta and THIS GIRL #since we had to dive into life philosophy... ofc we did #first topic #our views are the same! down to the tiny constructivism details! and while it's so weird finding someone who is the exact same #it's very revealing as well #for you inevitably reflect #on who and how you are #and frankly #I've been feeling VERY down these two past semesters and I hated how the toxic environment I got stuck in #shut me down #even though I was still my usual cheerful self it was just... lonelier and I missed my friends who were doing MILES worse than me #but! #to see another sun like that #it motivates. a lot. and I'm very difficult to motivate #but I've been getting better recently! I have felt and understood my problems and am working on them #and fuck it I'm taking this meeting (and so many other wonderful things) as a sign that I'm back on the right track #it sure feels like it - like I'm finding myself again #so all in all #a very surprising yet wonderful encounter and the beginning of a beautiful friendship. time to scream again #:D #lux rambles