#shut me down

[guerrilla-operator]

Godflesh // Shut Me Down

Veins full Break down Escape Hold on It will Never End now Die now

#godflesh #shut me down #a world lit only by fire #industrial metal #metal #industrial #tunes #audio #favorite songs ever #Bandcamp

[vioyume]

Various audio snippets of my childhood that I've collected.

Edit: For all the people who said I needed to add other audios snippets.

#nintendo #webcore #audio #I remember the windows xp shutting down scared me #vio.txt

[ashenburst]

Don't let them fool you. You can find your twin flame at the club

#MASSIVE storytime and ramble in the tags #so I met this girl last week #and immediately #I don't even understand how or why (we're both very jumpy and excitable so I suppose the energies amplified each other!) #literally while telling our names to each other #we started squealing and jumping and screaming at each other #my friend who was nearby later told me it was eerie watching us like that because it was as if there were two of me #anyway anyway we clicked really well obviously #and we've been chatting on Insta and THIS GIRL #since we had to dive into life philosophy... ofc we did #first topic #our views are the same! down to the tiny constructivism details! and while it's so weird finding someone who is the exact same #it's very revealing as well #for you inevitably reflect #on who and how you are #and frankly #I've been feeling VERY down these two past semesters and I hated how the toxic environment I got stuck in #shut me down #even though I was still my usual cheerful self it was just... lonelier and I missed my friends who were doing MILES worse than me #but! #to see another sun like that #it motivates. a lot. and I'm very difficult to motivate #but I've been getting better recently! I have felt and understood my problems and am working on them #and fuck it I'm taking this meeting (and so many other wonderful things) as a sign that I'm back on the right track #it sure feels like it - like I'm finding myself again #so all in all #a very surprising yet wonderful encounter and the beginning of a beautiful friendship. time to scream again #:D #lux rambles

[catmask]

with that said there are characters that a fat maybe not canonically but they are spiritually. to me. they may not be drawn that way but i know whats true. ive seen it like a sort of prophet

#serizawa. send post #he did NOT live his life as a shut in for almost a whole decade to be drawn SKINNY! not by me at least #also like so many characters over the age of 30. no more fit moms and dads GIVE them that divorce body fat NOW! #*strikes you down with the force of god* #but honestly alternative for serizawa that ive always liked is that he gains weight when he starts working for reigen #because he can now go out and eat new foods :D he has actually gained an appetite because he's moving around more #and isnt just eating like instant ramen or whatever his mom brings him #see how easy it is you can just believe it with your heart. you just have to find the ways to make true waht u know #scratchpost #txt

[subterra-rose]

Nothing’s worse than when you’re talking to someone about character nuances and they refuse to take their shipping goggles off bc I said “oh yeah I think these two could have a really interesting dynamic if it was explored” and they went “well I ship this character with someone else so…” like bro I said they could have a compelling relationship, not that I wanted them to fuck nasty style

#texting my patience #edit: if you take this as me being anti-fuck nasty… you don’t even know me… #you don’t even know how pro-fuck nasty I am and yet #it’s annoying to be talking about something and have someone shut the convo down because they can’t handle other possible dynamics

[ivaspinoza]

not me writing this giant synopsis of my own wip to myself so i can understand what i am actually trying to create

#and then my brain starts to give me lines #but it turns out they are for this other story that is not even a wip yet #shut up brain- oh wait thats actually such a good idea *writes it down #writers on tumblr #writeblr #writing

[lotus-pear]

every time i think abt their canon height difference i want to eat drywall

#ISTG I COULD NOT FOR THE LOVE OF GOD GET THE ANATOMY RIGHT FOR THIS ONE IDK WHY😭😭 #anyway they make me sick in the head i try to go one day without thinking abt them and my rotting brain starts shutting down #they're like the iv drip that's keeping my sickly malnourished deteriorating body alive #live laugh love soukoku #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd #dazai osamu #osamu dazai #chuuya nakahara #nakahara chuuya #soukoku #skk #lotus draws

[jakeperalta]

very sexy of joe alwyn to have the eyes of millions of prying swifties on him for months and to only ever be like "btw you should care about gaza"

#something something your integrity makes me seem small #i could never be famous because there's no way i could keep my mouth shut for this long skjdnfkdns #i'd be posting whole oversharing paragraphs every time i saw someone being annoying about me #also! i am so excited for this hamlet adaptation with riz ahmed!! i feel like i've been counting down for it since it was announced #talking #joe alwyn

[bacchuschucklefuck]

soon it'll be dawn again

#dimension 20 #fantasy high junior year #fhjy #riz gukgak #figueroth faeth #technically no spoilers in this comic but listen. I Will be gloating in tags. I will Never Shut Up #for the record!! this was fully conceptualized and sketched Before the finales. I started sketching this after the boat fight #and when murph closed riz's arc this season with ''maybe it's okay to change and welcome new things'' I pogged irl #I am simply the best at reading comprehension what can I say! (<- grown ass man with roughly the same perspective on teenhood as the player #fucked up that this became so long (almost 30 squares lol) that it took me this long to finish #lmao I say all that but. genuinely I am delirious and my feelings abt riz's arc this season are so big... I was getting psychic backlash #for a While lol. it was scary!! #had to sit down and do therapy on my own ass for a bit. the teenage apocalyticisation is real. that word isnt tho Im pretty sure #truly anything you do at that age feels like that's it that's all you've got going on forever. and its not true! its simply not true #you'll be okay my guy. you love your friends so so much but also there will be more to love out there #this one goes out to fellow aroaces and also folks leaving somewhere theyve called home for a long time #nothing lasts forever but that means new things come by too! ur ability to make new is infinite!! #there's no magnum opus people leave but new people come by too etc. I am too sleepy to remember what I wanted to say uhhh #well. thank u for looking at my art. I think thats the one pack it n ship it boys

[egophiliac]

C'MON TO THE THEATER!

I love these guys so much. forget NRC, I want to attend their terrible disaster school for disaster children that might actually be plastered on top of the smoking remains of an actively sinking ship. I may or may not actually learn anything, but I will have the time of my life.

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #stage in playful land #stage in playfulland #unique magic posters #so it was fellow after all and not gidel? whoops #i was merely overthinking it #me? overthink fictional characters? surely not #god though #i can't not love a guy who gets the cutest most adorable power #and instantly goes 'i shall use this for Crimes' #also every time he was like 逃げる! my brain auto-translated it as CHEESE IT! #accompanied by twst's running-away sound effect which is just the quintessential sound of someone cheesing it #if i could have (1) twst spinoff it would be the adventures of these two idiots trying to do an education #they would have a stodgy bureaucrat antagonist who keeps trying to catch them in their sleazy corner-cutting ways and shut them down #(OF COURSE there would be a bit where they are trying to host an unforgettable luncheon but egads! their roast is ruined!) #and all while they're trying to evade being hunted down by the playful land investors #the hijinks would be SO wacky you guys #i've made myself sad now because this will never exist #it's real in my HEART

[cobblestone-butch]

Etho, assuming Joel is the one that changed the shulker boxes outside of his glass shop to his own name: i see how it is. I will retaliate in kind, building statues of myself outside of his base and then mock him for having them there. He will understand that this is part of the back and forth teasing we have going on and he will be incentivised to ramp up the mutual exchange of tokens suggesting our mutual obsession

Joel, who did not change the shulker boxes, did not immediately assume Etho built those statues, and that Etho sincerely thought he did all that: 😭guys he thinks im cringe now, who did this😭

#the change from 'Joel <3' to 'Joel “SmallishBeans” Beans' #he got so serious he had to shut down the allegations Immediately #hermitshipping #boat boys #smalletho #ethoslab #etho #smallishbeans #theure yuri. to me

[starvedvampire]

the reason i find stuff like hypnosis and aphrodisiacs so alluring is that they’d just allow my brain to calm the fuck down: no anxiety, no overthinking, no intrusive thoughts, nothing.

just a constant state of aroused bliss, knowing i’m safe in the arms of the person i’m sharing this with and yielding to them.

#can you tell i love being a sub #allow me to shut my brain down for you #hypnosis #aphrodisiacs #trans nsft #queer nsft #t4t nsft #lgbt nsft #mlm nsft #thirsty sabre #anxiety #dumbification

[painfordays]

Being the only disabled person in a friend group is like. Argues against mental age for 30 minutes without achieving anything because they will die if they cant call developmentally disabled adults 6 year olds. Feel guilty for cancelling plans for disability reasons and making up a lie so you dont have to tell the truth. Get called a cripple after explaining your symptoms. Get told nothing is ever the doctors fault because they work soooo hard and you're just not persistent enough. Realize the only way theyd ever do even minor caregiving tasks for you is if they were paid. Spend an hour arguing against eugenics. Listen to someone talk about a group of disabled people and with every sentence it gets more obvious they never interacted with anyone from this group personally. Get compared to peoples elderly relatives. Get -

#i want to burn it all down ♡-♡ [head explodes] #actually disabled #chronic illness #chronic pain #chronic fatigue #ableism #casual ableism #abledsareweird #also whatever you do dont tell me to just get better friends im a rural mf this is the best i managed to find in this village:)) #and somewhat frequent socializing is sadly required for my mental health to not go fully off the rails so pls. shut up

[swatchitt]

i coughed onto my huion, and this is what was there afterwards.

i like how hizashi turned out.

#art #digital art #fanart #cspaint #csp ex #digital artist #bnha fanart #bnha #mha #mha fanart #present mic #eraserhead #aizawa #yamada hizashi #aizawa shouta #erasermic #i sat down and looked at horikoshis art for 2hrs and this is how i expressed it for some reason #i really love these 2 im never gon shut up abt them #sorry if you followed me for marauders stuff im not good at sticking to a fandom #erasermic fanart

[mazeyphaedra]

was rewatching fabian’s baron moment on account of it being the most delicious piece of pvp in my recent memory and ally beardsley’s growth as a player just shone through so brightly and with such clarity. after dusting off their shock they immediately asked about the nemesis ward, had enough knowledge about fellow pcs stocked to remember adaine’s ac with such like frustrated confidence and certainty, suggested to siobhan to dimension door out of adaine’s room, like. they came into this making a character with 4 dex. and now the dice deity offered to roll a check to sense if adaine was in danger. making decisions, asking questions, getting invested in the story, trying so hard with the tools they have to save characters from danger; ally beardsley is an incredible d&d player.

#blahblah tried to fly with a ribbon dancer SHUT UP. SHUT UP THEY HAD A VISION. #margaret encino’s call to the guards in battle of the brands is also a good moment #‘bonus action pick up a turtle and kiss it’ is CHARMING and FUNNY and APPRECIATES the art team #i swearrr to god if anyone comments abt them trying to railroad other players' actions. what the fuck do you want from them. #u hate when they play kristen as unserious when she’s literally a teenager with adhd + when theyre literally a comedian on a d&d comedy sho #but if theyre invested in other pc’s welfare youll shut them down too? bffr #ally beardsley you are so special to me #fully aware theyre an adult who likely does not care about people on the internet talking abt how theyre doing their job. as they should #they dont need defending they shouldnt need it people should just be normal abt them and until they are beardsley get behind me #yna.txt #fantasy high junior year spoilers #fhjy spoilers #fantasy high junior year #fhjy #dimension 20 #d20 #ally beardsley

[sandwichedbread]

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