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candiedfright · 1 day
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Black void cat Dazai or brown wet pathetic cat Dazai, which one you like more?
see i'm conflicted here. because black void cat is very pm dazai but brown wet pathetic cat is very ada dazai.
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so then... brown void wet pathetic cat ???
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savasavva · 1 day
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summer depression
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thedarkdisgrace · 1 day
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I really need to be sedated. He’s so small, he’s just a child.
Chuuya was 5 when he was taken by those scientists.
He was 7 when they took him out and he was left with no memory on the street and had to ask what bread was.
I’d die for him i’m so serious
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calenthee · 3 days
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a productive night tonight even tho I'm sick
i love old archival books on architecture and old plates for old printing presses. they make they best background bits.
also i think I might make this a stand
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yaolmao · 21 hours
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simp
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sabh0 · 2 days
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I don't have anything new to post (and probably won't have for a while bc school is killing me rn) (unless i ignore school) (that may happen) so hello tumblr, hope u will be happy with those doodles from january (so yeah the artstyle is a bit off) (why is chuuya's face orange)
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boyanacronism · 3 days
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meow or something
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"he's insane-"
HE JUST NEED LOVE STFU BITCH!!!
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swooperfly · 1 day
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fifteen my braincells
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kuni-kuun · 1 day
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Something stupid
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trivia-sea · 8 hours
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to be perceived
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spoksstuff · 1 day
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dazai is in a mood 😏
all credits to the original artist @geister_030 on X
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roar-of-resonance · 2 days
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New ones
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the true-est form of love must be sharing food -- you need food (and water) to live, to take that and give it to someone else is like saying 'i need you to live', its like taking part of your life and placing it in front of someone saying 'here, this is me' and letting them have it
that must be why when atsushi gets a pastry from the cafe underneath the agency's office, he eats half and gives the rest to ranpo
it must be why he snaps his cookies or popsicles or anything of the sort in half and hands the bigger part to kyouka
it must be why he takes the best parts of his dish when the ada is together and places them onto the corner of dazai's plate instead
or why he gives kenji all the parts from his bento box kenji commented on
or why he lets naomi take a bite of whatever he's eating
or why he places his food in the middle of the table when it's him and juni and they eat together as if their separate meals r just one big one
or why he brings extras from his snack runs to gingerly place on the president's desk before bolting
or why he packs a small extra bento box just in case kunikida stays behind again or overworks himself
or why he always happens to buy yosano's favorite snacks to share with her
or why when he meets runs into the black lizard he splits his food further to give gin some too
or why he brings any 'new' and interesting snack he finds for lucy to try too
or why he splits everything when he's with aku between them, why he sees him in the cold and rushes over to give him his cup of hot chocolate and wrap his scarf around him
it must be why he packs dazai's lunch or invites him for breakfast
why he hosts or proposes dinner or lunch together with the ada
why he spends all night trying to perfect kyouka and kunikida's favorite dishes
or why he spent so long baking a funny looking cake that probably didn't taste too good but ranpo liked anyway
or why he keeps junichiro's favorite energy drinks in stock even though kyouka and him dont drink them
or why he learns all the cute food designs naomi eyes
or why he keeps an extra portion of everything to give to kenji
or why he brings the president tea in the morning
or why akutagawa knows that when he cant bring himself to eat -- too worried about what will happen if he runs out -- he can go to atsushi for a cup of tea now and meal later if he's up to it
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axplne · 3 days
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Chuuya and Dazai after completing a mission
Chuuya (to himself): Right, just tell him that you think it's time you overcame your differences and started spending time together again without sounding desperately pathetic.
Chuuya: Dazai?
Dazai: Yeah?
Chuuya: I miss you so much it hurts sometimes.
Chuuya (to himself): Shit
Dazai: ...
Dazai: Right, I'm going to need you to never say that again.
Chuuya: Agreed.
A week later
Dazai: Chuuya? Have you seen my pen?
Chuuya: No.
Dazai: Damn... It's just I really like that pen... And I miss it so much it hurts sometimes.
Chuuya: ...
Two weeks later
Dazai: Man, I really wish they hadn't shut down that old noodle shop we used to go to.
Chuuya: Oh yeah, same I -
Dazai: It's just I miss it so much it hurts sometimes.
Chuuya: For the love of god
Later that night, Chuuya and Dazai stumbling home drunk
Dazai: I feel the same, you know.
Chuuya: Hm?
Dazai: I miss you so much it hurts sometimes.
Chuuya: Dazai if you're fucking with me again -
Dazai: It hurts when I see you laughing with your friends over inside jokes I don't get anymore. It hurts when I see you sat on the other side of the table during meetings, Tachihara in the spot next to you that used to be mine. It hurts when I wake up in the middle of the night reaching out for you only to realise you haven't been there in years.
Chuuya: Dazai...
Dazai: And what hurts the most is that I know this is for the best. Because no matter how much missing me may hurt, you and I both know that I only hurt you more when we were together.
Chuuya: Would that be such an issue?
Dazai (smiling softly): Yeah. It really would.
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bsd-bibliophile · 2 days
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Oda wanted to die. . . . I, above all other men, felt and understood deeply the sadness of Oda. The first time I met him on the Ginza, I thought, "God, what an unhappy man," and I could scarcely bear the pain. He gave the vivid impression that there was across his path nothing but the wall of death. He wanted to die. But there was nothing I could do. A big-brotherly warning - what hateful hypocrisy. There was nothing to do but watch. The "adults" of the world will probably criticize him smugly, saying he didn't have enough self-respect. But how dare they think they have the right! Yesterday I found record in Mr. Tatsuno [Yutaka]'s introductory essay on Senancour the following words: "People say it is a sin to flee by throwing life away. However, these same sophists who forbid me death often expose me to the presence of death, force me to proceed toward death. The various innovations they think up increase the opportunities for death around me, their preaching leads me toward death, and the laws they establish present me with death." You are the ones who killed Oda, aren't you? His recent sudden death was a poem of his final, sorry resistance. Oda! You did well.
Dazai’s published eulogy for Odasaku. I found it in The Saga of Dazai Osamu: A Critical Study and Translation by Phyllis I. Lyons, pages 49-50.
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