to all aroha's and anyone affected by the moonbin news: please be aware that the next couple of days will probably be very intense. take care of yourself, and check on your friends.
and please know that even though you didn't know him personally, it's okay to be upset, it's okay to be grieving. take your time. and despite what people will tell you, it's okay to be worrying about the idols who were friends with him.
in light of the recent heartbreaking news about moonbin’s passing, i just want to say that i am always here if anyone ever needs someone to talk to. i may just be a person on tumblr, but i assure you that you don’t ever need to hesitate in sending me a message asking for encouragement or support. i know what it feels like to be in a dark mental place where you feel as if you have no way out. i know what it’s like to feel alone or feel as if no one cares. trust me you can always find someone who cares. i care, i see you. and i want to help, even if it’s just a few encouraging words. i know you all follow me for the fanfiction i post but just know i’m here if you ever need help. you don’t have to fight alone <3
The best part about me crushing on Aphelios is that I can obsess over him like I used to do with kpop idols without having to worry about them making me heartbroken in two very different ways but still heartbroken nonetheless because hes not real and hes always happy and perfect in my eyes
though then i get sad over the fact that he isnt real
I was going to post this a long time ago during the pandemic cause a lot of idols were just going on vlive and doing silly lil fun things and never did but I want something happy on my blog. I want something of Moonbin I can look at without crying so I want to post this lil video.
I think they were making chocolate and sanha just starts screaming and I thought it was really funny and chaotic.
I feel dumb to post stuff idk I don’t feel like talking or posting anything cause I keep seeing stuff on Moonbin and it just sucks. It sucks I keep thinking about Sua and how hurt she must be and for all of moonbin’s family I hate it so much it’s just not fair. I know everyone grieves and handles loss differently I’ve seen a lot of things like people still post to their social media and some of the artists I follow are releasing new music and all I can think about is how can you continue on after something like this but not everyone knows or cares and just because something like music gets put out even if the artist knows or heard doesn’t mean they don’t care. Idk. Anyway have this happy video and I hope it’ll make me smile or anyone else maybe idk
i don't know how to phrase this correctly but. even tho i think, even tho i know, that you guys mean well with the mental health awareness messages, like really, it's very sweet, important and thoughtful, we literally know nothing. as we should. we do not know what happened, and at the end of the day we don't deserve to know. so it'd nice to stop speculating, i think. it'd be nice to see that family getting the respect they asked for
I haven’t been on here lately, but I just want to offer my condolences to those close to Moonbin and arohas.
Astro was one of the first groups I discovered and listened to when I got into kpop back in 2016. Moonbin was such a bright light and had so much life ahead of him. I went back to watch some of the old goofy videos and shows that used to cheer me up, and while I’m sad to know that bright light and energy is gone, I’m glad that I had a chance to have seen and connected with it for the time that I did.
I hope you’re resting peacefully, Moonbin. I will never forget that bright, beautiful smile that so many of us cherished 🤍🕊️
i hope sua’s friends and members show her so much love right now. to lose your own brother is so fucking heartbreaking. i can’t imagine how she feels right now, i really hope she has a good support system