#shut up sunflower

[sleepysuggestions]

Hey. I really need help. I am currently looking for a new place to live. There are a lot of low income places and while I am working, I need to make sure I am stable and able to afford my own place. So. I am accepting donations (as much as I hate it). My goal is just to have enough to pay for a year's lease, I work, but I barely make anything enough. I NEED it. I need out. Please. if you can, blaze this my tips are enabled, my goal is at least $4000 to have half, I can come up with the rest. I want to at least do this, but I know if I don't get out of here it will make my mental health SO much worse.

#shut up sunflower #sunflower.txt

[quirkle2]

ms paint with mouse time

#qkdraws #id in alt #scribbled this out in like two hours while watching johnstone repeatedly fail at nuzlockes <3 #i know it doesn't seem like a 2 hour thing but . shut up im slow #ignore the ''''''shading'''''' on the sunflower i know it's gross. ms paint was not made for beauty it was made for raw lines #twas made for the people in the wee hours of the night that have art block and decide to break it by ditching their tablet (me) #mob psycho 100 #mob psycho #mp100 #mp100 shigeo #shigeo kageyama #mp100 mob #gonna be real w u idk how to tag the noose #uhm #tw sui implied #??????????? #i literally don't know please lemme know if i should add or change tags #i missed drawin with a mouse it's a nice change of pace from pencil #i do think it's Fascinating that even when using a completely different tool the art style does not change. that's so wild #makes u think (it is past 10pm i should Not be thinking at all. abt anything rly) #anyway .throws my nonsense tags into the void bye

[sleep-nurse]

HELP I JUST LOOKED AT WEATHER FORECAST

AND MY AREA IS LITERALLY PURPLE IN TERMS OF AIR QUALITY 😭😭😭😭

#sunflower rambles #sorry i cant shut up today it just surprised me #like What The Fuck

[yensunflowers]

List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last 10 people who reblogged something from you! get to know your mutuals and followers :D

heiaaa hii

HELLOOOOO!!! hmmm five things that make me happy.

that specific cookie chocolate. it's good and i love it

music !! i love music

day long trips... train trips... my beloved

a cdrama till the end of the moon and how pretty all the costumes/jewerly/everything is. ooo i see a pretty headpiece and go all 🥰🥰🥰 ohhh the hairstyles. I MEAN THE STORY TOO although half of the times it gets me yelling NO DONT DO THAT OH MY GOD im really enjoying it and watching it makes me very happy. yippee.

and my friends <3 love them all mwah

#yen's sunflowers #can i say i rly like tteotm #LIKE #IM OBSESSED #oh im gonna cry (one tear) when im finished with it #we will see whether because the drama itself breaks my heart #or because i finished it #AHAJAHSHD #sangjiu's wedding headpiece was SO fucking pretty #same goes for bingchang's #guys u dont understand i went on a whole ass spam when i saw her during that ep #like i just spammed my friend with low quality screenshots of her #and of ye xiwu's too #they both looked soooo pretty #ngl ye xiwu always looks pretty. #actually both sangjiu and sangyou looked SO good in their tribe's outfits #like. generally i rly love the direction? looks? they went with tribe #it looks so pretty #HONORARY MENTION pianran <333 #LOOK the actress is so pretty #im in love #i generally really like pianran AND GOD I HOPE NOTHING HAPPENS TO HER #lan'an also is soooo pretty #i think generally yiyue tribe has really pretty clothes and so #but lan'an is just. really really pretty #still sad over her #yingxin's also super super pretty #everyones in yiyue tribe is so pretty. save for that one annoying betrayal dude ass mf #sorry im shutting up now LMAO

[mewmewchann]

Someone: What’re you talking about? Akito and Toya aren’t gay. They’re just really good friends. You’re reading too much into it.

Akito and Toya in canon:

#project sekai #akitoya #akito shinonome #toya aoyagi #vivid bad squad #Yeah. Reading too much into it. Suuuuuuuure. #I am sorry but I will never shut up about the fucking sunflower thing #I've almost definitely missed a few moments but if I attempted to compile every single Akitoya moment in the game we'd be here forever #btw those lyrics are from their Aun No Beats cover!! #...srsly the fact that that cover even exists says something sdsdsds

[folkloregirlfriend]

the constant thought at the back of my mind that i dont belong here because people are so fucking stupid

#i am trying to study deeep into angiosperms embryology and a girl comes up to me and asks hey are sunflowers dicot or monocot #and im studying so much so deep into it and shes asking me this #shut up!!!!!!!! shut the fuck up tumhe admission kisne diya #i actually dont belong here tbh ive just accepted #still nothing beats first day here i asked this girl what her major was and she asked me whats a major #i love that you are so unaware girl but karne kya aayi ho yaha

[sunfollows]

what makes a sunflower a sunflower? a brief post on symbolism, aesthetics, & harper yi.

sunflowers are, honestly, literally everywhere on my blog, as i'm sure everyone has noticed by now. i have the lyrics to sunflower by allie x all over my carrd and in my tags, but i wanted to do a post explaining why i associate harper with sunflowers, and what this imagery means for him.

young sunflowers are heliotropes, meaning they follow the sun across the sky. mature sunflowers, however, don't. mature sunflowers point in a fixed position (apparently usually east?) because their growth stops, so they don't really need to anymore. there's a whole scientific process behind this, but this is as deep as i'm going to get into the actual science of the circadian rhythm of flowers. this post is about harper! more under the cut because i totally rambled while writing this.

so, why is he a sunflower? they're his favorite flower, for one, and he thinks there's nothing like a sunflower bouquet in the summer to brighten up his apartment. but more than that, there's something kind of poetic about them, isn't there? young sunflowers chasing after the sun, following something they'll never reach? it's in their very nature to follow the sun's warmth, to depend on it, only to let it go and stand on their own once they're old enough.

harper's like that, always chasing the fulfillment others give him and depending on it to get through the day. he builds himself up based on the warmth he receives from his loved ones and uses it to guide himself ... but can he stand on his own? does he want to?

the answer is, ultimately, yes, but ... it's so hard. to be himself. to be alone with himself and stand proudly, and to accept that he's whole and doesn't need the crutch of approval to be who he is. to accept that he's grown up and can thrive in the sun without depending on it and feeling worthwhile is so ... hard. it's about self-love and growth, really, and the idea that he can overcome his hardships and be something worth caring about. worth loving.

there's also the layer that comes from the lyrics i love to use everywhere: i'm a sunflower, a little funny / if i was a rose, maybe you'd want me. roses are beautiful, and everyone loves them. they're the perfect image of romance and they're the right flower for any occasion. he feels like a sunflower in a world of roses. it's not to say that sunflowers aren't beautiful, or that people don't like them, but they're different. not as loved as roses. they're just distinctly different, and, in harper's case, he doesn't see that as a good thing.

he's so deeply tired of being different, of not being enough for everyone. his otherness is what keeps him feeling like he'll never be able to stand alone. he's stuck trying to be something he's not to make other people love him. and what for? why does he want other people to love the image he's created instead of wanting them to love the authentic him? he goes to so much effort to erase his differences and be what he thinks he should be. if you can have a bouquet of the most perfect red roses, why would you want a silly little sunflower that can't do anything outside of the sun?

all of this is to say that harper is, at his core, a character whose arc is about growth. his ultimate goal is to grow into himself and not need the sun to thrive, even if he enjoys the warmth. it's about realizing that he, like a sunflower, is beautiful and loved, even if he's not quite the standard he sees other people meeting.

one day he'll be kinder to himself, but for now he's going to keep following the sun.

#« if i could i'd change overnight & turn in to something you like. » about. #long post / #this is a huge ramble on my end because i !! love harper so dearly and i put so much love and work into him and i try to be thoughtful #about everything really? and especially in the face of people trying to essentially copy him this is like. #an exercise in reminding himself why i love him and the care i've put into his development and symbolism #idk i just !!! love harper yi !!! more than anything !!!! i have so many feelings about my sunflower boy #and there's probably so much here i didn't get to saying because i didn't want to write a whole essay but. god. i have feelings #feelings about how he perceives himself vs how he ACTUALLY is and how hard he works to feel worthy of love #anyway i'll shut up i'm just emo

[climbing-starrs]

@bondedosegos @glass-trash-bab school concepts 4 orion.. idk if im leaning more bunny or opossum but i like both :[

#i like the more vintage ish style for the toy animatronics. they just got that vibe to me #im also torn on whetger they get a bow or sunflowers help #shut up sunny #five nights at iris #sunny draws

[cherubdulce]

thsi reeks sunflower soup in a way .

#lore wise . yeah. y eah. #they are my tragic couple….. #🌻sunflower soup🍜 #shut up let me use overused songs for my ships

[gloriousmonsters]

oh right i haven't told anyone on here yet. guess who got an early birthday present of a mother fuckin PC + monitor + etc

#IGNORE the pile of random crap i need to sort to to the side and the fact i don't have a mousepad yet #i'm sooo fucking happy honestly I've wanted to switch from laptops for a while partly just cause of space #which! cozy grove (which i had to run a cleaning program every 2 days on my laptop to get it to run at all #and which at its best had a 5-10 min loading time and a lot of lagging) #loads in like 2-3 minutes and Does Not Lag most of the time now!! #but anyway also bc having a monitor up a bit higher will hopefully help my neck #as opposed to craning down to look at a laptop screen #I originally wanted to have a more ergonomic keyboard too but it straight up didn't fit lol so now we have the #wee aesthetic bluetooth keyboard + big old monitor odd couple #do like this keyboard tho not nearly as steep a learning curve as a bigger one would've been etc #the whiteboard i just bought for myself fingers crossed it helps with remembering Tasks #ANYWAY. will shut up now i'm just jazzed #vic talks #sunflower radio hour

[rosicheeks]

💖

#hiiiiiiii #my name is rosie #and I have absolutely NO self control when it comes to pretty things 😌 #I went to a pipe shop just to get screens cause I’m out #but I looked down #and saw this CUTE lil piece #and I just had to get it #even though I’m broke #and I spent half of my money on it #it was on sale!! #AND ITS A SUNFLOWER #hold on I’m gonna post a pic cause it’s so cuuuuuuute #shut up rosie

[gabichive]

#I WANT U SO BAD U HAVE NO IDEA I!!! WANT !!! U!!!!! #god im gonna shut up but i have stuff to say #junseo 173 #ult tag #sunflower

[sleep-nurse]

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#sunflower rambles #i'm gonna shut up now #I NEED THE ALBUM I NED ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT #ARRHGHGHGYHUG()U/G()=G()=T()=T)=( #yes you potray emotions through sound you #sure know how to make people depressed by selling your album in strange korean sites #.......................G YJUHB

[yensunflowers]

forced my mom to listen to my tteotm rambles (i was literally talking about what was going on in the episode im watching right now and the possible importance of the dragons dream regarding the future events. she only watched few episodes with me here and there. she doesnt care about the details. she just wants to know how it will end.)

#yen's sunflowers #im bored and in a train okay..... #she wanted me to shut up so much 😭😭😭😭 #then i told her that i have yet tgcf and mdzs to talk about and she just. yeah no stop talking #funny

[lettuce-seize-the-day]

quick everyone what flowers represent greed and gluttony this is of utmost importance

#shut up hanna #its for my costume design class #what i have so far: #pride is sunflower #lust is rose #envy is tulip #wrath is lilly #sloth is cactus

[actualsunflower]

Little late lol but for the color ask game

Lilac, lemon, and space (love your art style and glad to see more!)

Sorry for delay in responding I had to go find the colors so I could remember XD Thank you so much!! It makes me so happy to know people love my art!!!

#also I totally understand being nervous and intimidated about messaging people #because im the exact same way #im awkward but i dont mind people messaging at all! Im always down to talk #you just have to deal with my awkwardness. and also sometimes i never shut up if i get started on a topic #sunflower asks #ask game #ask meme