#so like hence the cupid reference and areia (which is like aphrodite's epithet meaning 'warlike')

[mariakannon]

#this feels terribly asinine and vague with all the free-verse rambling #but purple prose with incomprehensible mythological psychobabble is the one sin i won't repent for #came up with this based on like the connection of lucifer being associated with the planet venus = aprodite ? #so like hence the cupid reference and areia (which is like aphrodite's epithet meaning 'warlike') #the vague idea is being half in love and half deeply hating someone who's beyond saving #so you want to break away from the lies you tell yourself and the dreams you live in and . kill them essentially #physically or metaphorically... let your god(s) decide #also 'lavender mist' is like the lavender haze slang but that's so taylor swift coded #and we are living in the era of crisis on all fronts for the ts romance brand #oh yea and like lavender/lilies being nature themed and like. #like. nature = dreams and delusions vs divinity in the interpersonal #what am i even talking about anymore... #my poetry #mine