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#somebody’s gotta build the gotdamned bridges
bytebun
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#having a bit of a ‘your degree is useless and you don’t know how to do anything’ moment tonight which is actually
#a crisis I’ve been putting off for two years now so abt time I guess lol
#like I know this isn’t true like ok on the scale of very practical immediately applicable degrees engineering is… up there.
#somebody’s gotta build the gotdamned bridges
#except all my experience is in software and idk what to do with that
#like without getting into the working is hell and might make me physically I’ll (won’t know until I try I guessl
#(except that the four month internships pretty much put me in a depressive spiral that made me miss /school/ of all things )
#what the hell is software even good for like the forward motion of the tech industry is just. evil
#Would rather die than contribute to that no offense to my friends & classmates
#Who I really do wish all the best but clearly do not care about like. Well. Stuff.
#Like the answer is obviously capitalism but how the hell is it that new grads are getting paid 200k a year
#‘How the hell am I an essential worker’ bourgeoisie edition
#Research is like. It rlly helps w a lot of my Problems as a job the flexibility + allowance for hyperfixation
#But the stuff I’m doing feels so far removed from what ppl urgently need
#Also I will start screaming in frustration if I’m stuck doing theory I need to get hands on I don’t want to write grant apps or whatever
#I just want to make stuff that helps ppl
#and like I KNOW I’m not stupid I’m /good/ at that I could be good at it but Where The Hell Am I Supposed to Go
#it feels like the stuff I should be working on is like. policy or infrastructure or you know. other things that require soft skills
#What the hell is an app update gonna do. But also I’m bad at/don’t care abt those things I don’t wanna do math I wanna make stuff.
#the math is necessary but if my job was mostly that I wouldn’t b able to take it. More built to be a craftsman than an engineer I guess.
#I just want to do the equivalent of fixing ppls engines and heaters and coming up w a new sewage system around a small town. I can’t even
#do that though :/ I don’t have the knowledge for it
#Was leaning towards going back to assistive tech but I really…… I really don’t think throwing more tech at things is the best answer
#for any of these problems
#bytebun rambles
#also like fuck part of me DOES want the stability 2 years at a big company would give
#like yeah I DO want money and I know I could have it for an endurable price
#This is just normal young adult shit tho whatever<= trying to calm the beast
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