#sorry for the short one my meta brain has unexpectedly shut down

[milkovichrules]

honestly you are SO much better with words cause i couldnt get anything out last night and trying to explain my feelings regarding mickey's coming out scene was so hard, i just wanna scream so loud!!! i 100% agree that ian was in a bad place and that it's not completely unfair to ask this of mickey but on the other hand it's not been that long since terry literally had a gun to their heads. i think the bit that really gets me is that mickey's voice almost sounds like he's giving up? like finally letting go of that last little bit of control he tries to have over the situation and it's all just to make ian happy, to make him stay and for them to be okay. like it just hurts me SO much, i feel lightheaded whenever i hear him say "are you happy now". not to quote ron weasley but "one person cant feel that all at once, they'd explode!" is exactly how i feel about mickey and ian :))))

haha thank you I honestly was word-vomiting a little there I think

and he definitely is letting go of the control he has over the situation!! if you watch his face he is fucking shit scared. his breath kinda catches a little after he says 'big ol mo' as well and I 🤕

and then the disbelief when he's finally said it and everyone just goes back to what they were doing before

except you know who of course.

but it was worth it because now they can be free together 🥺

also can we get some love for the cop who's married to carlos for not arresting him we love him

im extremely with you on feeling too much about them honestly its mostly just looking at them and making some sort of strangled sound

#sorry for the short one my meta brain has unexpectedly shut down #literally went to the scene on yt and took my little screenshots though lol #answered #gallavich #shameless