#started getting into feminist concepts but no dude!!! ive been looking through this fucking lens since 2011!!!????!?!?!!?!!!!????

[snekdood]

Its wild to me that theres probably people out there that think im someone who needs to be educated on misogyny n shit bc of whatever my ex says, as if "snake" the character wasnt intentionally a joke character- like mj picks on him ALL THE TIME for his dumb misogynistic beliefs n shit, and its literally always fucking been that way, lol

#do i have to perform and pretend to go through the learning process of understanding what misogyny is again #just to appease you weirdos who assume the worst of me bc you dont have a frame by frame of my lofe so you hear whatever bs my ex #says and think im just some guy fiddling my hands in a dark room somewhere scheming on how to be evil next sjskks #like yall i grew up on here. we can keep pretending that you dont remember that but i do. #i learned about all the feminist shit on here. and bc i was raised as if i was a girl i grew up already with the experience of this shit #like. how disingenous do you have to fucking be. ik plenty of the ppl in the old fandom i was in #knows for a damn fact i wasnt out here doing whatever weird fucked up shit theyre probably accusing me of now #yall watched me reblog feminist shit all the time. but when its time to throw me into the mud all the sudden you have memory loss i guess. #i dont need to be taught all over again because i already know everything. i put on an act online because i think its FUNNEY. #i think pretending to be a jerkass misogynist guy is FUNNEY bc ive been around ppl like that my whole life so ik how to emulate them #pretty fuckin well and idk i just think its funney to act like a shitty dipshit dudebro #sue me #how self unaware do you think i am and also why did you let my ex convince im that self unaware bc jfc #no i dont know everything but i feel like im fuckin good rn dude. like it seems like theres ppl who think theyre leaps ahead of me in #understanding these concepts bc they told themselves that i spent time on the shitty websites like 4chan or whatever and only *just* #started getting into feminist concepts but no dude!!! ive been looking through this fucking lens since 2011!!!????!?!?!!?!!!!???? #i was problematic in ways back then sure but i didnt suddenly regress entirely just bc i was being problematic in one specific way #bc i was raised w the idea it was fine and okay like. everything just *has* to be black and white huh. #i just *have* to be someone whos scheming or whatever. but like. ever since i was fucking 14???? you sure?????? #you sure i had the mental emotional intellectual and physical capacity to know to do all that shit and plan all that shit like????????? #im tired lol #please i beg of you. if you think i spent time on sites like 4chan or reddit or whatever during the really Bad political times #please let me know so we can make a bet with money and you can go off and try to find any of those accounts and ill just sit here w my #feet kicked back. slowly and progressively laughing maniacally as you tirelessly and sweatily search for any possible sign of my #presence. muahahahhahahahahaaaa. #lol sorry. dont know what to tell ya. good luck though. ima use this hundo to buy some weed thankuuu #my usernames back in the day were forsakenspawn and chocomoomoo. also gone by snakiepoo. fosterinpeople. ive had all kinds of names #but any name ive had on deviantart doesnt matter as long as you type in forsakenspawn bc itll auto take you to my acct even tho #its a different name. yeah like. ive got nothing to hide yall lmao. #wont claim to be perfect but i wouldnt give you those usernames if i wasnt open about my past so..?