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eustasskidagenda · 5 months

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Hi! This is my first time requesting, could I ask for some headcanons of Zoro, Law and Kidd with reader who was selective mutism?

Hi, sure thing! I'm sorry for the delay, but here we go. I hope the outcome will meet your expectations, thank you for requesting. ☆

☆Zoro, Law & Kid with a s/o who has selective mutism

CW : g/n reader, Kid has a filthy mouth

WC : 1,2k

Zoro

It would be quite a challenge for Zoro, to be honest.

Zoro is not really talkative. So at first, he wouldn't notice that you're facing selective mutism. He would assume that you are a stoic and reserved person, just like him. However, he would come to the realization that it's deeper. When he realizes it's selective mutism...

… He would feel a bit confused and helpless, especially if you're not comfortable with him. Is he to blame for it? He wants to make you feel safe. So first thing first, he would ask for Chopper's help, or maybe Robin.

Zoro is maybe uncomfortable with emotions, but he's loyal and always there to support his loved ones. This man is so protective and serious. With someone like him, the silence is always enjoyable, not weird or unusual. It would give you a feeling of safety.

As a pragmatic person, Zoro would also try to find solutions, such as communicating through gestures, maybe. Whenever you talk to him, his heart would melt. He feels privileged to hear the sound of your voice. It's both beautiful and soothing.

Zoro will quietly be supportive when you're with others. As long as you don't seem in need of his help, he would just shut up and let you do your thing. If you want to communicate with others, give it a shot. If you want to stay silent, that's fine. However, if you appear stressed or uncomfortable, Zoro would be there in a second to reassure you.

"You don't have to force yourself. It's fine. You gave your all.

I think Zoro would consider your struggles with communication like he considers his fighting style: you need to train. If you want to open up, he would love to help you. He would assist you in slowly but surely pushing past your limits. "Maybe it'll take time, but I know you can do it, I trust you."

Zoro values so much effort and practice that he would be really moved by your progress. Even though he's not really expressive, you can tell how proud he is. The soft expression in his eyes is all you need to see.

Law

Law has a quiet demeanor. He doesn't speak much about himself, his plans, or basically, anything that is stuck in his mind. However, he understands that there is a distinction between being reserved and selective mutism. He would quickly realize that you're not just shy.

Although he's not a psychologist, he would still try to understand why you have selective mutism. First, because he's a doctor and also because he's curious about that kind of thing. If you're not willing to speak up about this, he won't force you to do so. He's well aware that selective mutism can sometimes hide something traumatic, and well, Law knows a lot about trauma. He doesn't want to remind you of dark memories.

"Don't worry, y/n-ya. I won't put pressure on you."

If you cannot communicate with him, Law would try to find a way to communicate with you. Maybe through writing, sign language, or even drawing, if you want. He's good at finding solutions and he knows a few things about selective mutism.

If you can't communicate with others, Law will try to keep you in a safe environment. He knows it's pointless to confront you with people and he doesn't want to make you feel more anxious. But he would try to introduce you to trustworthy people, such as Bepo, Sashi, or Penguin. He would ask his friends to be nice and patient with you. If someone tries to be mean to you, Law would be really mad and probably room, shambles their body for a few hours as a punishment.

He respects your silence. Law would never force you to communicate or push you out of your comfort zone. He would be there to support you during both good and bad times. Every time you talk to someone you're not really comfortable with, Law would have a proud grin on his face.

"See, you did it! You're incredible, y/n-ya."

Kid

Well, don't worry, he can talk for the both of you.

He's a man of action, and honestly, he struggles to understand what's going on and why you're so quiet. Sure, he's used to calm people, and Killer is one of them. But talking to everyone is not a problem for Killer, he's just introverted. Your selective mutism would be a challenge for our dear angry tulip.

Kid is loud and both possessive and protective. However, he hates assisting others. He thinks you're strong enough to take care of yourself. He would never be the one to babysit you. Just watch from a distance to see if you're doing okay, especially in stressful situations. If someone dares to mock you, we all know what's going to happen. Kid is easily pissed off: he hates being mocked, or when someone makes fun of his loved one.

"Come here y/n, I'll deal with those fucking assholes." Before grabbing you by the wrist and bringing you closer to him. So now you're stuck against his chest, but is it really a problem?

Honestly, if you're struggling to talk to Kid, he would consider the whole thing as a challenge. He's a marginalized person, his crew is full of marginalized people, so your selective mutism is not really a problem for him. His pride is the main issue: if you doesn't feel safe in his presence, it's a problem for his ego.

"What's the matter anyway, y/n, why can't you speak?"

In your presence, Kid would try (keyword: try) to talk more quietly. He doesn't want to freak you out with his rude behavior. Just imagine the loud and rude Eustass Kid softening in your presence. How sweet. I'm also pretty sure he would love to praise you with your favorite flower/animal made of metal. Imagine a beautiful flower blooming or a fluffy puppy dancing with joy while you speak.

Don't say that the big, scary Eustass Kid can craft such lovely things to anyone.

Once you're comfortable with him… Kid would just grin cockily. Damn. He would be extremely proud. Like, genuinely proud. Proud of you, because you did it. And also pleased with himself, because he won this challenge. He would feel his heart melting and pounding. "Y/N can talk to me, see, I'm the best!" (Yelling to absolutely everyone, obviously)

Kid Pirates are a big family. Kid may not be fully aware of what to do with someone who is facing selective mutism, but his crew will take care of you. They won't put pressure on you, not because they're scared of Kid, but because everyone in the crew has their own problems and it's alright.

They would all make an effort to ensure your safety and be patient with you. Just like their captain, if you end up in a stressful situation, they would help you as best they can.

I love them so much, help.

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sixofwandsss · 1 year

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PAC: How will you change the world?

pile 1 pile 2 pile 3

You are some sort of activist that speaks out against beliefs that do not align their truth. You fight against belief systems that are not rooted in empathy nor compassion. Belief systems that are only rooted in judgment and hatred.

You are basically an attack to society’s inner child wounds. However, you do not speak up unless you are certain about the beliefs you are questioning. You are being represented by The Hermit card, which reveals your analytical and introspective nature. You possess the ability to get to the root of any problem, which contributes to your arguments, that end up being quite reasonable. You call into doubt the beliefs that the world built its foundation on a long time ago.

People either perceive you as a madman or as a genius. Some see you as an individual that is not fearful of others' negative gaze and is quite innovative. Faithful to their position. Some may see you as too liberal, progressive or revolutionary. You undoubtedly will stir things up.

Your voice is a catalyst for change as it is forging a new path where new beliefs are able to be discussed openly. You are a trailblazer for many new-age ideas that will change the way we see our own world.

Your voice heals, people can often identify with your message and are able to heal societal wounds that they did not even realize that they had. You inspire people to say their truth, to do the same as you did.

The universe's advice is to surround yourself with a community you feel at ease at. People who allow you to speak about your doubts without any sort of judgment. Don’t ignore your intuition if it tells you not to trust a certain belief, you are most definitely right about it. You have a gift of spotting questionable ones.

Being in the public eye might make you more susceptible to others' negative emotions. Do not suppress them if you feel uneasy at times. But take into account that fighting for what’s right is not always the most emotionally pleasing experience. Learn emotional intelligence to manage your emotions. Put all your anger into your desired cause.

There is a certain energy about you. You believe that the only way you will be at peace is when you finally leave this incarnation. You believe that you will only be happy if you become your highest spiritual self.

Nevertheless, you can still get a lot of wisdom in this realm. The physical realm. Your soul chose to experience this. Use it to connect to nature, mother earth.

You can be in tune with your spiritual side even when you try to access your more tangible goals. It’s all about balance really.

Don’t run away from your physicality. There’s a lot you can get from having a physical body: you can explore your senses and experience intimacy. Feel pure raw feelings, for example.

Spiritual knowledge can come from your feelings, which you can feel thanks to your body. It not only comes from the voice in your mind. It also comes from your sensations. You intellectualize spirituality too much.

Once you work this things out, you will affect people around you like a sort of awakening/wake up call.

People who need to be more in touch with their spiritual side will be inspired to take a more mindful and intuitive approach, whereas people who need to be more in touch with their physicality will be inspired to take the same actions you took. You will remind people of their own imbalance.

Duality is always present. Light and Dark, Peace and Chaos, Feminine and Masculine. Physical and Spiritual. You cannot go to the extremes and still expect to be living at your highest potential. You’ll learn this and inspire people to do the same.

The universe’s advice is not to act without any purpose, Reflect. Reflect on you actions and choices. Why are you acting on them? What has it led you to?

Don’t be afraid of dealing with your past. Most importantly, be honest with yourself

You can always end toxic cycles and create your own happiness. The universe has your back. You are loved. Trust your gut when it comes to what makes you feel good. Do what soothes you. What makes you truly happy.

New beginnings are coming for you. You will inspire people’s new beginning.

You, my dear, are represented by the Queen of Pentacles. This means that you were born to create your own style of success. Meant to create your safety net, your own beautiful little place in the world. It is in your veins.

You are meant to build a foundation around what makes you feel actually good. That is your kind of success. It is about pursuing things that fill your cup, not society's

You will change the world by being a person who brings emotional comfort to those around them. You wil be the catalyst for an emotional new beginning to the collective. Emotional clarity (you can call it that way).

You will bring a sense of awakening of some sort. Bringing positive feelings within society as the Page of Cups would. A jovial energy who lights every room he walks into, a kind-hearted youngster.

You, the Page of cups, are often optimistic and faithful to your ideas. You do not care about society's expectations regarding who you should be or how you should behave. You do not dim your lights for others. You live life by your own terms

Having an almost innocent approach to life is the reason why people are inspired by your actions and try to imitate you. You challenge society's pessimism /nihilism. You definitely fall under a 'Sun person' Archetype.

You will make people go towards what they feel would make them the happiest. Going after their own definition of success without being pessimistic about it. Those around you will put their guards down to seek help when needed, to find community and collaboration when needed. Not mindlessly putting their energy into something just because society tell them to do so

Seek joy and most importantly, authenticity (in order to stay true to your desires and needs)

with love, del <3

#pick a pile #free tarot #astro notes #astro observations #pick a card #tarotoftheday #pick a picture #pick a card reading #aquarius #piscis #scorpio #sagittarius #astro game #zodiac

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taey0ngsvape · 11 months

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ateez first "i love you" moments

hongjoong:

realizes he loves you when you bring him breakfast after he spent the whole night in his studio

you stay to watch him work but end up falling asleep on his couch

he thinks you look adorable and can’t stop smiling at you and thinking that you’re the best partner in the world

he realizes he loves you after he turns away from his work to watch you for the fourth time in the past five minutes

he knows that what the two of you have is precious and he wants to keep you by his side for as long as you’ll have him

seonghwa:

he’s never afraid to tell you how he’s feeling, your whole relationship is built on sharing your thoughts and emotions free of judgment

so when he realizes he loves you he doesn’t shy away from his feelings

he wants to tell you as soon as possible, but he also wants it to be a special moment

he’d probably plan a night in with just the two of you, cooking dinner together and a movie after

he’d barely make it through dinner before blurting it out

once you say it back his whole mood brightens and he’d be especially affectionate after

insists on doing the dishes while you pick the movie and when you two finally settle down on the couch he’ll want you in his arms for the rest of the night

yunho:

the moment he knows is when he first introduces you to the rest of the boys

he’d love seeing you get along so well with his friends and is more than content with just sitting next to you and observing the conversation

he’d get really happy when he sees how your eyes light up whenever you make one of the boys laugh and he notices how you visibly relax the longer you’re with them

he just loves watching you get along with people he loves and that’s when he realizes that the joy he feels from seeing you interact with his loved ones comes from the fact that he loves you

yeosang:

now he’s one of the members who isn’t as open about his feelings so you’d probably have to say it first

but the second you tell him he immediately responds with a “i love you too”

it would sound so casual because to him, he’s loved you the whole time so it doesn’t fully register that you just said you love him

but after you repeat yourself, his eyes would go all wide as he realizes what you mean

he’d definitely be in high spirits the rest of the day and occasionally he’d pull you into his arms and ask “can you say it again?”

he loves hearing the words come from you, a verbal confirmation that your feelings are just as strong as his

san:

from the start of your relationship san has always been head over heels for you, but as your relationship progresses his feelings change into something much more meaningful the longer the two of you are together

because of you he realizes that love isn’t about the moments that give you butterflies or make your heart race, it's about finding comfort and trust in someone else

so he’d realize he loves you in a mundane moment

he’d just come from dance practice to surprise you and when he gets to your place you’re in the kitchen washing dishes and listening to music, singing to yourself

he’d stop in his tracks, full on freezing up as he realizes how deeply he cares about you

he’d say “i love you” right then and there (it would scare you out of your skin because you didn’t even hear him come in)

once you recover from the initial shock, you’d realize what he said and he’d just smile at you and tell you that you don’t have to say it back if you don’t want to, he just wanted to tell you

but you say it back easily and he’d spend the rest of the night glued to your side

mingi:

this man would be completely devoted to you from the very beginning of your relationship

he feels everything very strongly so when he first realizes he loves you it might overwhelm him, wondering if maybe he’s “in too deep”

but he wouldn’t hide these worries from you and instead would bring it up immediately

with reassurance that there’s no such thing as feeling “too much” and that you love him too his insecurity would fade

reminds you how much he loves you CONSTANTLY

so much that you start Han Soloing him and saying “i know” when he tells you he loves you because you know how much he loves you

he’ll never let you forget how much you mean to him

wooyoung:

he’d realize he loves you when he decides he wants you to meet his family

it’s an intimate step in any relationship and wooyoung’s family is so important to him so the fact that he wants you to meet them is a show of trust

when he realizes it, he’d keep it to himself at first, wanting to wait for the perfect moment

just for it to slip out when his little brother runs to hug you before him and he sees the smile on your face

you wouldn’t realize what he said at first, and you’d only process it once you’ve already entered the house and can’t talk to him about it

you’d wait until the two of you leave before bringing it up in the car asking him if he really meant it

he’d immediately tell you he did and then he’d say it again

gets flustered when you say it back but pretends he’s fine (his ears are red which gives him away)

jongho:

i mentioned this in my ateez as boyfriends post but he seems like the kind of person who needs to know someone really well before starting a relationship with them

because of this, he’d love you from the very beginning

but he’d prefer to show you his love rather than say it

but the second you say it to him he’ll say it back

and it’ll probably be paired with a confession that he’s loved you for a long time

not much would change once you’ve said it to each other, he’d continue treating you like a princess

but the more time that passes the more he realizes he’s going to love you for a long time

#clare’s fics🌸#ateez fluff #ateez scenarios #ateez x reader #ateez imagines

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capriciouscapsss · 1 year

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pac: How Would Your F/S Describe You? ⚙︎

BOOK A READING WITH ME 💕

these past couple of weeks have been hectic!! i've finally started to dwindle down on readings and i've completed a majority of them already (which i am so happy about, thank you so much for the support!) 💞 with that being said i am open to getting more readings again!! so ready to receive new orders and read for new people 💞 and i also wanted to quickly come forward to reassure you all that i haven't disappeared and that i'm still hereee doing pac/readings for you all. so yeah, book with me if you can! and now for the topic of today, i want to talk about how your f/s will perceive you and how they would describe you if they could. this can also be done with a special person in mind, the choice is yours! with that having been said, let's get started!

we have four piles; intuitively choose the one you're most drawn to. let your heart guide you, not your eyes.

Pile I. catwoman rolling in money

[8oC, 9oW, the hanged man, the chariot, KNoS, 9oS]

damn pile one 😭 you guys are really going through it and your person can see it loud and clear. i believe that your person won't have the best thoughts about you at the start. they believe that you're someone who runs away when the going gets too tough. i believe there could even be a point where they kind of test you and you fail? like they don't trust you anymore. they feel like you're too guarded. i get the image of you both in an almost grey interview where you both are being asked questions and they're taking their time to answer because they don't want to hurt your feelings but still want to be honest. the mood feels somber. almost like a fight/argument has just happened between you both. your person thinks that because of your unwillingness to disclose more of yourself you are unintentionally hurting and betraying them too. i hear that they would say that they know it's not because you mean to but because that's all you know to do. i honestly do think they're being a little hard on you, pile one, especially cause you sound more scared than intentional about this all. i believe that they also think that your head is your own biggest opponent. they describe you as being incredibly perceptive and intelligent but also can overthink to the point where you alone make things up in your mind (they said delusional, I said you have a vivid imagination okay? lmao😭). i think they believe that you also don't talk to them when you have a problem. you believe you alone are responsible for your emotions and while people can say that, they disagree with that 100% when it comes to you.

they want you to come forward and tell them about yourself. tell them about your problems. be frank and open with them, they hate when you box yourself in. I think that they also believe that you've had difficult experiences with being upfront and honest. they would say that you are someone that doesn't have experience speaking her mind and that they know that with time and effort you can come to be more open and that this relationship can be better. I also think that you both are people that have given this relationship a try after having been single for a long time. the only difference I'm seeing is different attachments styles. one having a more healthy way of feeling and the other taking their time to catch up and learn.

with time though, ask them and they'll talk most about how you've progressed. about how you have changed and how every day they meet you, they feel like they are meeting a different you. you're striving for growth, for something more. I believe that they'll talk about how confident and sure of yourself you become. about how much of a leader you've blossomed into.

Pile II. the earth goddess

[7oS, KNoC, AoC, AoP, 7oC, the devil R, the hanged man R]

pile two, trust me when I say that if someone would come up and ask them what they thought about you they would stay quiet and give just a sly grin before walking away. your person is someone very very private. they don't want to speak on anyone unless it's to their face lmao, like they really are someone who values boundaries so much that they only way they'd talk about you is if you were present when they did. they dislike talking about people without their knowledge that's for sure.

anyways I have no idea what your person is so worried about saying since it'd be all good things! your person is more likely to keep these things to themselves though (they would die if anyone heard their inner self cheesing about you). your person would only have positive things to say about you. it seems like you would make a good impression on them since the start since not one bad thing is sticking out to me. i do believe they'd comment on what they like about you.

the innocent way you love, without expecting anything in return. I hear a lot of "I" in this sentences so it's also a lot of talking about how you make them feel, what you inspire in them, more than your own qualities. they feel like you make them want to love. that you make them feel young again where they're receiving those dreaded stomach butterflies once again. I believe that they'd also talk about how healthy you are. they'd comment on how non toxic you are, and how you love in a way that isn't smothering. how you crowd them with love whilst still making sure they have their own space. they'd speak alottt on your way of loving. they'd applaud you for being such a forward thinker. i also believe they'd describe you to be someone that has such a wise mind. they think you're traditional in a way, someone who likes doing things the "right way". they've come to appreciate that a lot in you, you know, your way of loving that is freeing but in a way still comforting and not too far of from what they grew up on and have always known.

Pile III. sweet woman on the floor

[the magician, 3oW, 4oP, 10oS, KoW, the emperor, 7oP]

pile three, your person would struggle to find the words no joke 😭 I don't think that they wouldn't find you absolutely captivating in fact they'd struggle to find the words that would really fit to describe you. i heard "not one word fits you" and i believe them you know? because judging purely based of our cards, you are very very complex.

so lets start off. you are someone who is very grand. and they know this and recognize this. they believe that you are someone who knows what they want and they'd do anything to get it. "unmistakeable confidence in yourself" is what I heard. you have the confidence of something historic I feel, like you've been here for a long time so you know how the rules work and now they're working in your favor. they'd talk about how much of a leader you naturally are. you they've seen you whip people into shape around you with as little as a look. they'd describe how you make people want to better themselves by being around you. they wish luck to people who want to slack off around you. I believe that even though your energy is so fiery and literally just so big and something that packs a punch, you also have this calming aura to yourself that people recognize and love about you. they'd talk about how patient and understanding you can be and how you don't give up on people. I think this is a big one for them, they believe you'd never quit on the people you love. sort of like a king/queen with humility.

I think that's why they struggle to define you. you're almost like a pardox to them. the king/queen with humility really stuck out to me. like someone who is a clear leader and could choose to act better than everyone if they wished, but they don't. instead they act humble and with great care towards everyone. I believe they would also comment on how much of a hard worker you are. how you might have struggled a lot with possessions growing up but you kept at it and it's gotten you so far. they would describe you to be stubborn. someone who doesn't know how to quit. but they also in turn love that about you, because again, you never have people around you acting lazy and it makes them want to be better for you.

Pile IV. femme fatale with the g8n

[6oC, the wheel of fortune, KNoS R, the hierophant, 9oP, 5oW R]

I kept hearing the number five when I was channeling for you pile 4, so it could be possible that your person could think that a. you are super creative and you always know how to have a good time or b. you'd make the best mother/father.

and as soon as I saw our cards, I laughed. we got the six of cups which talks about both things I just mentioned. I believe they'd describe you as someone who hasn't lost their zest for life. someone who still sees the world with wonder. they believe that you remain always eternally youthful. they could even want to protect you for being somewhat naive at times. they would tell anyone who asked how pure hearted you are though. they still believe in the good of your heart and they think and would say that they've found the only person in this earth with a heart of gold. I believe they would talk greatly of your goodness. they value your kindness. they also believe your favored by the universe because of this. I can hear them telling other people that you always get what you want because you don't operate with malice. because you wish even your enemies well. lmao this is not what i expected to get when i was channeling for the pile with a pic of a woman holding a g8n 😅

I believe they could also talk about how sure you are of your decisions. like seriously all I'm getting is your person bigging you up. talking about how patient and serious you can be when you want something. like people could expect you, or even your reputation could imply, that you're slightly or someone that doesn't take stuff seriously. but that's not at all the case they'd say. they would talk about how focused you can be when you want something. how you can reach compromise for the sake of building something greater. they'd talk of your fantastic teamwork.

there's also you living in an abundance mindset which they'd admire. they'd speak about how much you have and how much you've helped them clear out their own mind and be better. there could even be talk about meeting you and things suddenly righting themselves in their life with your faith and confidence.

that was all 💞 forgive the mistakes, I was in a rushhh, love you all 💞 til next timeee 💞💞

#pick a card #pick a pile #pac reading #pick a card reading #intuition #astro notes #FS pac #fs reading #relationship pac #love pac #relationship reading #love reading #aphrodite #pick a number #pac tarot #PAC

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taurusreads · 11 months

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what do they want you to know?

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messages from spirit, a significant other,

passed loved one, etc.

pile one

overall energy: king of swords

im sending masculine energy straight off the bat here. that doesn’t mean that the person is male per say, just that they give off more masculine energy than feminine. i think this could be someone that you used to talk to, and are possibly talking to again, or someone that you’ve just been having more contact with as of late. this person could have heavy air placements.

i think that there could have been a falling out at some point, and the blame is more so coming from their part. they feel guilty, and want you to let them back into your life. i think they could want a second chance if they get close enough, whether this be platonic or romantic. i think at some point during your separation you had a leveling up, and they definitely noticed that.

i think this is more of a message to say call back your power. if there was a choice that your gut has been forcing you to make, or an idea that won’t leave your head, then go for it. trust the voice in the back of your head when it tells you something. the only opinion about you that should be important to you is your own. the only person who you should need to be happy for you and routing for you is yourself. your own thoughts and opinions will make you feel more than anything anyone else says.

channeled messages: purple, black, self help, self sabotage, relationships, 555, masculine, karmic, meditate, reading, educate, progress, air signs, air placements, family, reliance, love, hugs,

pile two

overall energy: the tower

i think that you might have just come out of a hard period of your life. whether that be coming of age, heartbreak, grieving, etc. you’ve been through it for a while now, but you’ve finally come out of the worst end of it. i feel light, like a weight was taken off of my shoulders finally.

i think you should take some time to take care of yourself right now. stay in this unbothered phase for as long as you can. take note of how you feel, how your body feels, your emotions, etc. how do you feel day to day when you feel this good? enjoy it because i feel like there was a period when you wanted something so bad that you couldn’t let go of it. not being able to let go is going to be your worst enemy. the outcome you want will come so long as you affirm it. if you believe it will happen, then it will happen. don’t cry over spilled milk, there’s better things in store. step into you masculine energy. we all have it in us, there should be an equal amount of masculine and feminine. you have to balance out yours now. you may have gotten what you wanted, but thankfully, the work doesn’t stop here. start figuring out what it is you want out of life next.

you’re starting to take the time to figure out what it is that you want out of life exactly. you’re leveling up in a new way because you’re starting to learn what it is that life means to you. this beautiful energy needs to be accompanied by hard work though. it’s time to put in the extra work to get the things you really want.

channeled messages: yellow, release, 999, “leave the past in the past and start anew”, empath, meditation, manifestations, “you ask and you shall receive”, friends, self love

pile three

overall energy: the hierophant

i think you’re a very patient person. your someone who values their work and education heavily, you may even be interested in teaching as a profession. i feel like you’ve been in a beautiful time of your life for a while now, and you’re happier than you’ve ever been. there’s a certain relationship that could use some work possibly, as far as communication goes. im getting masculine energy from this but of course, that does not mean they are a male.

i think you’re protective over your energy in a very healthy way. it’s very hard to get into your inner circle but that’s because your energy is so special that you can’t afford to give it away that easily. i think someone around you really admires that. they love the way that you can stay unbothered and keep pushing forward towards your goals. you just seem to keep going up up up and they’re soooo proud of you. i honestly think you’re a little surprised by yourself as well. but soak in this feeling. enjoy the fruits of your labor. treat yourself, have fun. you DESERVE IT.

you don’t have to be so humble. you did something that many aspire to do, and many don’t have the courage to. you faced your demons and used the newfound strength to build yourself up into a new person. you didn’t change who you were, you just became assured in who you were. but i’ve never said that it was wrong to be a little vain sometimes. we all get to have our moments, you included. it doesn’t make you mean, it doesn’t make you stuck up, it just makes you confident. now im not saying flaunt it all the time, but do things out of the ordinary that are tailored to YOU and what YOU need. have a whole day dedicated to the things you want to do and how you want to take care of yourself. you deserve to enjoy the rewards you reaped from working so hard.

>>:((((( SPOIL YOURSELF!!!!!

channeled messages: green, 111, princess, lighting, mother yourself, follow your heart, you’ve made it, believe it, spoiled, im seeing the pinterest core with the sparkly dresses and designer handbags but it’s blurry and shit, solo dates, find inspiration, we’re all routing for you :(

#pick a card #love tarot reading #pick a card tarot #pick a pile tarot #tarot #tarot community #tarot reader #tarot readings #astrology #divination #taurusreads

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Top 5 Anime/Manga characters of all time and why?

oh wow hmmm....

Completely subjectively:

Oikawa Tooru (haikyuu!!)

Oikawa... he is just yknow. My Character. But I also often in my daily life have a little Oikawa in my head reminding me that my passion is my passion because it's fun and I love it. That talent and skill are intertwined but also not static or pre-determined, that I might not be as good as I think I should be, and I might never be, but if I don't try I definitely won't. Maybe I will reach my goal today, or tomorrow, or in 30 years. And I can do it at the pace and path that suits me. He speaks of all this AS WELL as the very bitter feelings that preceeds these revelations. I also really love his focus on facilitating others, of reaching potential together, of trust and faith in his team and their in him!

2. Marcille Donato (Dungeon Meshi)

Oh Marcille. (Manga spoilers here) Marcille started out so silly and to be honest? Annoying? Girly and anxious and squemish. But then you realise that these parts are absolutely true, but she is also determined and loyal and scared and unafraid and skilled. The firly and squemish becomes charming in contrast to her being excited to experience death and morally ambigious enough to use ancient magic or become a dungeon lord. And then you learn even more about her and her family, the way she grew up and how she probably is... pretty young, considering everything. The knowledge and life experience of someone being 40 maybe, but with the brain to handle it of a 19 year old... she is so afraid for everyone to die away and yet she cant help but love people! Isn't that lovely!? And as someone very afraid to lose my parents I really really feel for her relationship with her father. I think Marcille was a character who really illustrates the progression of tone in Dungeon meshi, represents the themes of the story so well, and really grew on me. Also gay. hi.

3. Shinji Ikari (Neon Genesis Evangelion)

I know people don't like this guy but he shaped me so much as a teen. I think his journey through lacking self-esteem and depression and self hatred is both fascinating, nuanced and in the end, encouraging! Imagine being offered to join humanity all as one, never feel rejected or alone again and then DESPITE all he has gone through, chosing to be yourself after all! And frankly I love that the show lets him be cowardly and weak and unsympathetic, it makes him more real and make his strong moments stronger. Also gay. hi

4. Mob (Mob psycho 100)

Mobs story is more low key, but I also enjoy a story about a young boy who FIRST has to find the motivation to improve himself, and THEN has to realise that improving yourself and being a good person does not necessarily mean to surpress any negative or strong emotions. Once again, a story about acceoting yourself, even the sides you have a hard time controlling and find off-putting or scary. And I think Mob gets to realise this in a silly and gently way!

5. Abe takaya (ookiku furikabutte)

Oh Abe. It's that one page. When he is explaining to Sakeaguchi his backstory with Haruna, and he is talking about it so casually, it's no big deal, but you can tell. "Everyone is afraid of pain". It makes my heart clench every time. It's his control-issues, his fast felling into caring about Mihashi as a person, but then slowly realising what that actually means. It's him being shocked by the smile, it's him doing anything to win, it's him not realising how mean he is. In a different story Abe would have been a bully. But fortunately for him Momoe and the team and Mihashi himself are not putting up with any of it and he slowly and also gently improves himself. I gotta catch up with oofuri. (also gay. hi)

Shout outs to: Hinata Shoyo (of course), Mihashi Ren (also of course), Edward Elric, Sophie (Howls moving castle movie), Reigen (im not immune), Tamaki (ohshc, sometimes i just think about him and hes so charming and fun and i relate), Kanamori (Keep your hands off Eizouken!, shes just. so cool. It's a fun show but every time shes on screen im blushing a bit shes just! Wow!), and the straight college student from one of my fave BL's who has to go on a personal journey to accept that he actually likes a man who's bigger and taller than him and has a big ass. Shoutouts to him too.

#antswers #Anonymous #recs

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grievedeeply · 1 year

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Omg yes I will gladly request something for Banda he is so underrated 😭. Can I request general dating headcanons for Banda? Can it be fluffy there isn’t enough fluff of this man! Feel free to add in a couple stuff I hope you have a good day or night!<3

im gonna be honest. i dont care if this is ooc this man is so babygirl. those shoulders.... those hips.... that face. damn put me in the ground already 😭😭 also, you might know me from an old writing blog.. @/saebyeoked. i moved over here awhile ago, so i figured i'd write for aib here instead :)

gn!reader | tws: banda is a murderer... that's really it. overall pretty fluffy !! season 2 spoilers, and probably ooc banda | join my taglist !!

dating banda sunato headcanons

you met in the solitary confinement game. he immediately caught your eye. you weren't too sure on what it was, but there was something about him that had you captivated from the beginning

you, banda and matsushita form a trio, telling each other what your symbols are. your relationship with both of them is pretty simple, and you don't get closer to banda up until the game is over

chishiya had asked you to tell him his symbol, as his partner died in the previous round. he had told you that banda was a murderer, and you shouldn't put too much trust in him. he had yet to lie to you.. so you brushed his comments aside

so what if he was a murderer? wasn't everyone, at least in this world?

though, you would be lying if you said the information didn't put a pit in your stomach— one that was growing with each passing day in the borderlands anyway

you caught his eye back in the jack of hearts game, too. mostly keeping to yourself, he could tell you were scared of dying. he wasn't, but it didn't mean he wanted to by any means

you, chishiya, yaba and banda end up living through the game— and you feel something pulling you to banda. for some reason, you decide to go with him instead of chishiya

your relationship begins to progress after it's just the two of you alone. you become friends surprisingly quickly, for a man who was a murderer in the real world.. he isn't the worst company

he's intelligent, quick on his feet and able to read situations really easily. it's nice to have him around for those reasons, if nothing else

banda has a very hard time expressing his emotions. he isn't big on friends, so it takes awhile for you to get close enough to him for him to think of you romantically

he knows what that feeling in his heart is, and he pushes it away until he can't ignore it anymore

neither of you really.. confess. you two just flirt— a lot. you insist to yourself that it means nothing, and flirting is just a fun way to pass the time or something. but it does become something more

you realize you like him romantically when he saves you in a game. it's nothing big, not in his eyes, anyway. he pulls you out of the way of an object that otherwise would've crushed you, and he acts like it was nothing

neither of you ever say you like each other romantically. it just.. happens

you're initiating the first kiss, obviously. he acts so cocky in every situation and he tries to hide the fact that he has no idea what to do from you

over the time you spent together, you're able to read each other really well. it's a major benefit in your relationship, as you both know whenever the other is feeling upset or angry about something

as a boyfriend... i will say he has experience. he knows what to do to get you flustered and hiding your face in your hands, and that's at the very bottom of the list of things he does

he tries not to be cheesy. but he will set up makeshift dates while the two of you are out scavenging. he never plans them beforehand, but you don't care. he doesn't even have to do it in the first place— as long as you get to spend time with him that's enough

he isn't big on pda. there's no one around in your world, but it's a general thing for him. it makes him feel really exposed.. and it bothers him

though, if it's something you enjoy he'll hold your hand occasionally. that's really all he'll do, but it's more than you ask for

he doesn't mind physical touch in the moments where it feels right. if you're having trouble falling asleep, he'll pull you into his chest and just.. talk to you to help you relax

his voice is the most relaxing thing in the world in your mind. he could be reading out the dictionary to you and it would help you in some way

banda's VERY protective. he knows you're more than capable, but he does want to keep you safe

as much as he tries to act tough, he has a soft spot for you and your safety is a priority to him. he'll go out of his way to make sure you're okay, even if he's injured

he's a surprisingly sweet boyfriend. despite his.. history...

taking everything he sees that he thinks you'd like or reminds him of you to give to you at some point, picking out your favorite food at a store if he sees it laying around.. all simple, yet noticeable things to show he cares

most of the time, you'll be the one initiating physical affection with him. he has other ways of expressing his feelings for you, but if it's a love language of yours he learns to not mind it too much when it's appropriate

boundaries! super important in any relationship, and he sets them up with you really quickly. always respectful of you, and will back off if you tell him you're not feeling something

as strange as it feels to admit it, he feels himself warming up. becoming a better person. that doesn't mean he changes his attitude, though

it just means that.. he is more willing to help people struggling, even if you aren't around. if he walks away, he'll picture your smiling face in his mind and turn around

he has a guilty conscience okay

teases you whenever he sees an opportunity to. if you're staring at him? he's teasing you. it happens more frequently than you'd probably like to admit but you looove how he sounds whenever he teases you

his voice is just... so soothing. even when he's using it to embarrass you somehow

teaming up in games because you're the only person he trusts with his entire being

if you ever say you love him.... he's lucky he can hide his emotions on his face because WOO he's a bit flustered

he doesn't say it back right away, but it doesn't mean he doesn't feel the same way. when he does say it, it's a very special moment, probably after a game where you both almost died

he expresses his love in other ways, mostly. quality time is his biggest love language. it's easy, and meaningful at the same time :")

reading books in silence <3

overall, he's a good boyfriend. he knows what you need when you need it and he's willing to learn from you, which is more than what some people are okay with

he admits when he's wrong. he's okay with making mistakes, and you never judge him for it

he's different. but you like it. and you like him, obviously

he lucky. he knows that, and he repeats it to himself over and over in his mind sometimes just to ground himself

he wakes up in the morning and has you? someone as kind as you? loving him? it baffles him, but he doesn't complain

he really does love you. he has trouble saying the words, but he will say it verbally when he feels the need to

he's nice to only you, normally

you make him feel good. he won't ever throw it away, and he makes that promise to himself

if he ever looses you, he's really messed up. you're so GOOD and he can't ever let you slip through his fingers

#alice in borderland x reader #aib x reader #aib x you #banda sunato #banda sunato x reader #sunato banda x reader #sunato banda #alice in borderland x reader headcanons #banda x reader

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feelingdozy · 1 year

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Sleepover

Peeta Mellark x Reader

Hunger Games Masterlist

Summary: waiting for the revolution to take place in district 13, you and Peeta decide to have your first sleepover before everything goes down.

Warnings: weight insecurity/body image

You never knew when it was dark out, relying on the timing of district 13 to tell you when it was lights out. It had been a weird switch. Staying underground constantly made you feel a little claustrophobic in a sense, like you weren't able to ever go above ground.

You hated how an easily erased schedule made your whole day, you wished you'd have more free time throughout. Although you really didn't care about the classes, you'd still gone to them and took notes, knowing how over dramatic they are about their schedules. It's like if you're off by one minute, you've automatically messed up their whole system.

You walked back to your little housing situation, sharing one with Peeta, your best friend. And now because of the games your relationship has progressed into a romantic one, needing to quickly as you wouldn't have been able to make it out of the games alive if not.

The capitol had rushed it, making everything go by so fast. You two couldn't enjoy simple moments together, Peeta proposing immediately after the tours you had been through. Just for the pleasure of the capitol and Snow. You both absolutely couldn't stand Snow, so being in district 13 helped a lot.

"I'm so tired"

You yawned loudly as you collapsed onto his bed, it being the closest to you from where you were.

"hey! I just made that"

"too bad"

Your body relaxed on his bed, taking in the scent of him that calmed you. No matter what it was, if it was of him it always comforted you.

"hey- what are you doing!?"

You felt his hands on your waist, and all of a sudden he had lifted you over his shoulder. You were pretty heavy, wondering if it hurt him a bit. His blanket hit him in the face as you hung onto it well being lifted to try and keep yourself close to the bed, obviously not working.

"how are you even this strong? I'm pretty heavy-"

"your perfectly fine if I can carry you sweetheart"

Your heart pounded when he called you names like that. Sweetheart. Your face was now a bright red, the anxiety and nickname working together to create it.

He carried you over to your bed on the opposite side of the room, carefully dropping you as he didn't want to hurt you. You quickly covered your violently red face with his blanket, feeling like he could feel the heat radiating off of it from where he stood above you.

He yanked it from your arms, wanting to uncover your face and retrieve his blanket for his freshly made bed.

"hey come on give me my blanket back!-"

He finally managed to get it from your tight grip, slowly processing your face before you turned your head into the pillow. He always loved to absorb your emotions, enjoying how you reacted. And this one was new to his eyes.

"are you-"

"shut up!"

He laughed, filling up the room as it echoed. You loved his laugh, it always made you smile. But right now, it was only making your face even redder. He sat on the bed beside you, the mattress deepening from the weight. You somewhat rolled toward him from the weight difference, tapping his back with yours making contact.

"come onnn, roll over y/n"

"You're just gonna make fun of me"

Your voice was muffled by the pillow you were on, not trusting yourself to be able to look at him without a red blush.

"I won't I promise. Please"

He thought of what else could convince you in the moment, trying to grab your waist and turn you to face him.

"please.. sweetheart?"

Your face grew even redder, not knowing it was possible to feel your heartbeat and warmth this much.

"please-"

Your voice trembling at this point,

"I can't handle it, you're gonna make me even worse"

"even worse?"

You finally turned to him, giving in. His eyes were staring deeply at your face, then your hair, then your eyes and lips. he went over them all carefully, memorizing the blush and the emotion in your eyes. The way they looked at him with embarrassment, but also lovingly.

"you see how red I am? I'm basically a heater."

He laughed again, gaining another laugh from you not being able to contain it after his. You admired the way his mouth lifted into the laugh, his eyes too, same with his hair. Everything about him, you realized, was amazing.

"How about we have a sleepover hm?"

"You're always laying with me. Just stay here a little longer and call it a sleepover"

You both laughed, basking in each others company.

"have I.. ever kissed you in private y/n?"

Your eyes widened in a bit of shock. It was quite a random question, but your face still reacted fast.

"without a camera in our faces?"

"no- no.. I don't think so...why?"

He placed his hand gently on your cheek, slowly leaning down to your level on the pillow.

"may I sweetheart?"

"how could I say no to the Peeta Mellark?"

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blairrwaldorfs · 1 month

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High Infidelity

Joseph Quinn x Fem!Reader

Summary: Did you really have to chart the constellations in his eyes? Did you really have to tell him how he brought you back to life?

Author's Note: A short little epilogue to wrap things up. Thanks for keeping up with this story. It was a hard one for me to write because like I said before, it was based off my real life emotional trauma and it's almost as if it's a letter to my past to finally let go. Anyway, enjoy!

Disclaimer: 18+, emotional abuse, mention of harming, infidelity

(Please, please don't read this if it triggers you. I need you all to think hard about it before reading this one. This is a bit of a dark fic).

Wordcount: 1.7K

part one - part two - part three - part four - epilogue

Two Years Later…

“I don’t know. Sometimes I still feel guilty, but I know I’m in a better place.” You said as you stared at your laptop screen.

“That’s good to hear. I think that the progress you made for the last two years has been really great. I know sometimes memories could take us back into a dark place, but I want you to know that leaving that relationship was a good decision.” Your therapist, Megan, gave you a smile as you nodded your head.

Looking out the window, you stared at the heavy raindrops that fell from the dark clouds outside. You were able to hear the pitter patter of the rain on the roof and the wind that was gusting. Looking back at Megan, you played with your fingers anxiously.

“Does it…” You sighed. “Does it… get better? You know, doing all these exercises you told me and writing some of my feelings down… Will it get better? Will I ever get over what happened? Sometimes I feel like I’m too closed off with Joe because of what happened, and I don’t want that. I want to be better. I want this to be a healthy relationship.”

“What does Joe think about all of that?” Megan asked, tilting her head a little.

You shrugged lightly and said, “He understands it. He tells me that but sometimes, I feel worried that what if he’s slowly resenting me? I never want to be a burden to him. I want to make this relationship work because I love him.”

“Well, you said it yourself that you two have open communication, correct?”

You nodded your head as Megan continued, “I think what’s happening here is that the trust that you have built before was taken down when you were with Eli, but you also have to remember that Joe is different, and you told me that he has proved that many times. I know it can be scary but maybe, you also have to start trusting his words. Trust that he would tell you how he really feels in certain situations.”

“Yeah,” You let out another sharp breath. “I think so too. I’m trying.”

“That’s good. Just take it step by step. You will eventually get there. Progress doesn’t happen in just a day. It takes time.”

You gave Megan a smile and went on to talk about other things that were happening in your life lately. You told her how you quit your job being in Joe’s team because dating him and working for him was something that made you uncomfortable, and Joe did agree with you on that. You started working as a crew member on a movie set and somehow, it made it feel therapeutic for you. The busy long hours had occupied your mind, and you were able to really think about what was best for you.

Joe never had gotten in the way of that. He told you that he would support you with anything that could make you happy. It was a different feeling when you first heard those words coming from him, but it was good different. Some days, you doubt the capability that you have through your job or your ability to trust yourself and some days, you start learning about the things that you really wanted and that was also a good thing.

Slowly, you felt those broken pieces glued back together and as months went by, you almost felt whole. It was almost as if you were slowly finding yourself. You weren’t there yet, but you knew that you were at least getting there.

Step by step.

Just like what Megan had told you.

Usually, you would see Megan physically in her office but not today or the next week or so because Joe had suggested to take a holiday outside of the city. Somewhere quiet, and you couldn’t agree more.

You both needed it.

You have been seeing Megan ever since you had broken up with Eli, and she has been such a huge help in dealing with your trauma. Joe had suggested getting into therapy and at the beginning, you were hesitant about it because you weren’t exactly sure if you wanted to talk to a stranger about your own problems. However, as time went on, Megan had become someone you could trust. Someone you could tell your problems to and open up about how you were feeling.

Maybe you also needed to do the same with Joe. Trust that whatever he tells you, he is telling the truth. That everything was fine, and you need to stop being anxious over the fact that maybe you were disappointing him because he would have told you if there was a problem, right?

Closing your laptop, you leaned back onto the chair. It was still early in the morning. You still felt a bit sleepy, but you had woken up because of your short session with Megan since she also had other appointments for today. Stretching your arms above your head, you yawned softly and got up from the chair. The sun was slowly rising from the horizon, and it was reflecting beautifully onto the lake outside. The cabin floors creaked under your steps as you walked back towards the bedroom.

There, you found Joe still asleep. He was on his stomach, both arms under his pillow, curls all disarray and face buried in his pillow. He looked peaceful, and you couldn’t help but admire him for a moment. Walking towards the bed, you quietly slid yourself under the duvet as Joe stirred in his sleep.

“Hey, darling.” Joe gave you a sleepy smile, his eyes were still closed as he reached his arm towards you.

“Hey, sorry to wake you up.” You whispered, your fingers running softly through his curls.

Joe breathed heavily as he softly grunted, turning himself on his back and pulling you close in his arms. His body heat was making you feel warm as you pulled the duvet closer to your chest. His hand was softly rubbing your arm as he planted a soft kiss on your hair.

“How’s Megan?” He asked, his voice was deep and raspy.

“She’s fine. She has a busy day, so she thought maybe we could do the session a little early. I didn’t mind.” You reached to pressed a soft kiss on his cheek.

Joe’s eyes were still closed as he sleepily smiled. You rested your head on his chest as he tightened his grip around you. There was a comfortable silence between the both of you for a moment. You could only hear the rain that was pouring outside.

“I believe you, you know?” You murmured, gazing up at him.

Joe opened one eye, looking down at you with a curious look on his face.

“What do you mean?” He asked.

“The things you say… I know sometimes I doubt them because sometimes they sound or feel unreal, but I know in my heart I believe them.”

Finally, Joe opened his eyes, a small smile appeared on his face.

“I know, darling.” He said. “I know what you have gone through, and I know it’s difficult, so I understand. I would never lie to you, and I never want you to feel as if I’m hiding something or I’m hiding my feelings. Remember what I said? I want to be open to you.”

You nodded your head, smiling. You moved from where you were and hovered over Joe, straddling his hips as you leaned down and kissed him deeply. Joe smiled through the kiss as you ran his fingers through your hair and pulled you down closer to his body.

“Hmm…” Joe grinned. “What a good morning.”

You giggled softly, leaning down to give him another quick peck on the lips. “Are you hungry?”

“Yes, absolutely.” Joe buried his face on your neck, leaving soft feathered kisses on them.

“That’s not what I meant!” You laughed, holding onto his shoulders as he sat up on the bed.

Your legs wrapped around his waist as you sat on his lap and his fingers brushed a strand of hair away from your face. His chocolate button eyes studied your face for a moment, his thumb found your cheek as he softly brushed it. Then, it trailed down to the shape of your lips, tracing it softly before sliding his hand on the back of your head and leaned closed to your face.

“I love you so much.” He whispered.

You could feel his breath against your lips. Shivers went down your spine as his lips grazed softly against your cheek. The kiss was light, almost like a breeze of the wind on your skin. Then, he pressed his lips on the line of your jaw, making you gasp softly. Your hands on his shoulders gripped them tighter. His lips trailed down your neck, sucking on the skin softly, and you had to bite back a moan as he continued to kiss your skin.

“Don’t hold back.” He whispered, smiling through the kiss. “I love it when you make those sounds.”

You bit your lower lip, stopping yourself from smiling as he kissed down your throat and down to your collarbone. He was making your head spin that you could barely breathe. You could barely think, and the world around you was just now a blur.

Time has stopped.

Joe’s lips continued to travel down your chest and you let out a soft moan as his fingers gently ran down your bare back.

“Come here.” You cupped his face with both of your hands. “I need to kiss you.”

You gazed down at him before pressing your lips against his, kissing him deeply. Both of your lips moved together as you gently pushed him back down on the bed and hovered over him. His hand had found the back of your head and his spare hand was under your shirt, caressing your back softly and a small moan escaped his lips. Joe was breathing heavily as you continued to kiss him hungrily and passionately this time.

“I love you too.” You murmured through the kiss.

Pulling away from the kiss, Joe gazed up at you and smiled. There was no other person he loved the most than you. You could see it all over his face, and you could see it in his eyes. You love him so much too, and you knew that you were still trying to work things out with your trauma and past, but you also knew that what you and Joe have was right.

Everything seemed like it was a perfect piece in the puzzle.

In time, you also knew that you would also find yourself.

Just step by step.

The End.

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leoascendente · 1 year

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PAC/ Blessings from spring 💐

Hi my loves! Welcome to this new PAC about the good things coming your way this spring.

Decks I used: Goddess guidance oracle, work your light oracle and spirit animal oracle.

Take a deep breath before you choose your pile, remember to keep what resonates with you and leave what doesn't

Pile 1 Pile 2 Pile 3

Pile 1:

❤️ Take a leap of faith with that idea or project you have, Universe will provide you, don't worry because luck is on your side

❤️ You'll be overcoming many fears and limitating beliefs, self confidence will be high this spring, you start your Empress era

❤️ Start doing things outside your routine or comfort zone, start a new hobby, do something spontaneous and you'll see how good you'll feel

❤️ You'll be more sensitive, ground yourself and connect with nature when you feel you need it

❤️ You'll be feeling an unknown feeling of excitement, you'll have a lot of energy you will invest well, make some sport too it will help you release energy and relax

❤️ You'll have a nice surprise, little insects like ladybugs will come to you before that big surprise comes

❤️ Spend time outside, wind and fresh air will clear your mind

❤️ Someone you know can be pregnant or get married soon

❤️ Number 33, 10 and 41 will be relevant signs, swallows, nightingales and horses too

❤️ For those with children they will come with a good new that will make you so proud

❤️ Be careful, someone wants just casual sex with you, if you feel in the mood remember to use protection because ypu are in a moment of fertility in every sense

Pile 2:

🔮 You'll free yourself from toxic people and enviroments, you'll have to leave bad habits or codependency too ( I hear procrastinating too much)

🔮 You'll be gaining a lot more confidence and hope in yourself and your abilities, you'll feel like you have a lot of posibilities and the resources to achieve them. You are capable of everything you want, just trust your talents

🔮 Don't let other's opinions bother you and don't tell no one about your ideas until they are a reality

🔮 You have great creative ideas, start making them practical plans and take things more seriously. Make a list with your ideas no matter how unrealistic they could seem, Universe will give you the answers in the perfect moment

🔮 Hold your vision of future and what you want to manifest, you are really close to ahieve a major goal, keep faith

🔮 Someone from your past, possibly a past romance will communicate with you, it's a test so don't let this person fool you because they haven't changed the same way you did. They come in an energy of remorse but you are not their therapist

🔮 Do some shadow work, you need to release some negative emotions

🔮 Your signs will be swans, sequences with number 5, arrows and the goddess Artemis

🔮 Feeling independent, free and comfortable with yourself and your life, the word satisfaction keeps repeating

🔮 A deep sense of relief and not needing anybody's approval

Pile 3:

🍀 Something you wanted to manifest is about to come, don't rush the process

🍀 A period of lack of motivation is ending, you'll be feeling a lot more powerful and driven torwards something you really want

🍀 Your mimnd will be more clear too, you'll see solutions easilly. If you deal with anxiety you'll feel how it's releasing progressively, be gentle with yourself meanwhile

🍀 You'll be putting yourself and your needs in the first place, some could call it selfishness but it's the purest manifestation of self love and you know you deserve it

🍀 That change or new start you were praying for is already here, don't miss the opportunity because there's a karmic test behind scenes to prove you really want this, don't be afraid of change.

🍀 Stronger intuition and finding your soul purpose, you can also meet people from your soul tribe to help you with your goals. For some of you, you'll be meeting your true soulmate or twin flame (whatever you resonate with)

🍀 Self esteem issues will be dissolving fast, try to avoid overthinking and nurture you mind, soul and body with healthy content

🍀 Move more your body, put nice music and dance (I keep hearing bam bam by camila cabello), let the energy move through your body and this will help you to balance your sacral chakra

🍀 Owls and lizzards will be signs, shooting stars and number 44 too. You can also be receiving messages through music lyrics

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alchemie-tarot · 1 year

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Words of Hope and Healing

Hi! I meant to accomplish this way earlier but my Pisces season had me prioritize the easygoing flow of my energy. Anyway, even if you may have doubled down on your Aries energy, I hope you still find something good for you here. 🦋

Feel free to choose the pile/s that call out to you. Some details may not resonate with you since this is a general reading. As always, nothing is set in stone, so please don’t take it too seriously.

As usual, a little background about the pictures for this pile: my mom got me these Tiny Tan figurines for my birthday. This mini photoshoot I put them in is for one of my college classes. I have around 36 other pictures of them posing around the house, lmao.

Pile 1

Cards: The Magician, 9 of Cups, Temperance, Page of Cups

You’re making your dreams come true, Pile 1– make no mistake about that. You really dug deep into yourself to manifest those goals and dreams that you deeply long for, and what a power you just uncovered. You’re right in the thick of it and doing everything you possibly can to make them a reality. There is this optimistic and go-getter outlook you have that’s so bright it’s almost blinding.

Your dreams are such a big part of you, but remember that these are not the only things that define you. What matters is how you feel about it. Have you been pushing yourself to the point of putting your health at risk? Please take some time to sit and slow down. Listen to what your body is saying. It has done nothing but carry you, heal your wounds, and rejuvenate itself from fatigue your whole life. Be careful not to do too much too soon.

Yes, a “dream” or a “goal” can definitely elevate how you see yourself or live your life, but it all depends on what each of us wants, right? These dreams don't need to be shiny or grand. You could be called as a torchbearer that leads the way to progress. You could also be a creator. You could also simply want a space you can call your own. You can simply be someone’s warmth and comfort, or your own. You can simply be, and that’s enough.

Close your eyes for a minute. Rest, and find assurance that the rest of the world is moving even if you sit still. Now, your emotions will tell you a lot more than you may realize. I’ll ask again: how do you feel about it? Are you scared of being too distracted by these feelings? It’s natural. Go with your flow. In a world where dreams have the nature of fire, it’s important to be like water, too, and listen to what you feel. That’s how your dreams will come to you.

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Pile 2

Cards: Knight of Wands, 2 of Pentacles, Ace of Wands, 3 of Cups

You’re full of passion without a doubt, but you seem to lack direction at the moment. I feel like you’re trying to be adaptable, balancing two or even multiple things at once. You seem to want a lot of things and your first impulse is to charge at it, full steam ahead… until you maybe see something else and change your mind. The thing is, scattered focus and efforts make for scattered results. There’s a Filipino term for this called “urong sulong,” which means to move forward then move backward. It basically describes being unable to decide if you will act towards something or not.

I see this energy taking you places, Pile 2. This drive and enthusiasm is your strength, but too much of something, anything, can be a weakness. It could burn you out. I have a feeling that you know this already because it has manifested itself like that sometimes. There’s only so much effort your body can devote to many things at the same time.

Do you keep most of your pursuits to yourself? I feel like that’s the main reason why doing these multiple things is hard to maintain. There’s a message here to be among friends, people you trust and share the same vision as you. If there’s someone in your mind who you may have felt like reaching out to after reading this, this is definitely a sign to reach out. It’s safe to lean on them, Pile 2!

Send a message, talk over a meal or take a walk together. They’ll help you, maybe even teach you a thing or two. If some part of your brain is denying this, I’m telling you, it’s clear from the cards that they would willingly share this burden. Someone is, I promise. Spending time with them is definitely gonna reveal something about handling your inner fire better. Soon, it will be something you can wield in your hand and use well to your benefit. The picture of this pile is the only one with two figurines, too.

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Pile 3

Cards: 4 of Swords, Ace of Cups, 7 of Swords, Judgment, Knight of Cups

I’ve been seeing piles more often that can’t seem to catch a break, and you’re one of them, Pile 3. Rest has not been coming easy to you lately, even when you’re just sitting down or lying in bed. Sure, your physical body is still, but your thoughts are anything but at ease. You don’t run out of scenarios to play in your head, don’t you? You have been thinking about things you are feeling strongly about. For a lot of you, this may also be something really new that you’re quite unsure how to really deal with on your own. Whatever this is, it’s making you restless.

You’re letting your imagination get the best of you, Pile 3. I feel like this new thing that has entered your life is an opportunity to deeply heal your soul and spirit. I know, right now nothing about it feels remotely good or soothing like you would envision healing to feel like. Well, sometimes it can feel pretty sharp to acknowledge something uncomfortable or even painful. Sometimes it can feel like a flood that’s rising and threatening to drown you.

It can feel paralyzing to face this but I promise that reaching the other side is worthwhile. In order to do that, first things first, is to get away from the thoughts that come up and blur reality. Nip them in the bud. There needs to be a deliberate attempt to stop. Wake yourself up and be intentional about it. It’s fine if you have to slightly trick your brain by focusing your attention on something else or by looking at it from a different angle– even if this method is something you find yourself out of character for doing (as long as it’s in alignment with your morals and highest good, of course!)

Slow down. Take it step by step. You’re being urged to take this consistently, and you will soon see how much it has changed your life. You may still have moments, but what once felt unbearable will feel lighter to carry. You’ll be more confident to deal with them if you need to. Breathe easy, Pile 3, and know that you’re no longer in danger of letting this overpower you.

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Pile 4

Cards: King of Swords, 7 of Pentacles, 9 of Swords, 6 of Wands

Uh-oh, I sense some kind of heavy energy around you. It feels like a disciplinary person. Someone bearing down on what you’ve been doing and working on. The type to hover over your shoulder and pick on the tiniest details. I don’t think they come from a place of malice, though, but nonetheless, this presence takes a toll on you. For those who don’t really have a person in mind, it could be your self-talk or thoughts. You’re being hard on yourself and are either oblivious to the effect it has on you, or you’re hoping this would toughen you up for better.

I feel that this sharp energy has a way with words. Words that made a mark on you. Listen, Pile 4, they may sound like the authority, but know that these words do not define you. You know why? I feel that you and this person clash about having different ways of approaching things. They seem more traditional, valuing speed the most in accomplishing their tasks. You, however, seem to be on the slow and steady side. You take your time and keep your eyes open for innovation. The way I see it, there’s no “better” method. It’s just that you use whatever suits you best.

Whatever method you’ve been using to conduct your work, know that it is okay. Even if you aren’t anywhere near completion and there may still be a lot to be done, it should not be a reason to be guilty of taking a break. Your body needs it because it looks out for you. Remember that you are a living, breathing human being and not a machine– and even machines need their regular maintenance, don’t they? Go on and admire all the progress you’ve made.

I know that it doesn’t really change the fact that you’re still exposed to this energy and causes you frustration, my dear Pile 4. Let it all out in your safe space, the pent-up resentment. Tell a loved one about it. Cry about it if you have to. If you’re worried that it will always be like this, let me tell you that that will not be the case. You’re already near the end of this miserable situation. You will be successful– I see a victory with flying colors, in fact. Just a little more, and it will turn out better than you expected.

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Pile 5

Cards: 9 of Pentacles, Page of Cups, Queen of Wands, The Hermit Rx, 2 of Swords Rx

Hi, Pile 5. Right off the bat, there is an “I’m older now but I don’t really feel like an adult” vibe. When it comes to material pursuits, you got the goods. You’re in a financially prosperous period of your life. I applaud you because you worked really hard to gain that independence. However, whatever security you have in the external, it’s quite the opposite with the internal.

You may feel like you don’t have much experience about genuine connections and getting yourself out there socially. A lot of you may also still feel like a child when it’s about matters of the heart, especially love and romance. You may have focused too much on establishing yourself in your career, or have not had the time to explore what emotionally fulfills you. There are also vibes of discovering how lonely it is at the top because there’s no one beside you to share it with.

Chin up, Pile 5, it’s never too late to find your people. The best way to feel less clueless or intimidated about it is to get more used to it. Don’t worry too much about feeling awkward and even silly if you fumble with a new interaction– that means you’re getting out of your comfort zone. Whether you started out naturally or not, you learn! It’s all part of the experience and an important step for you to feel more aligned to your soul, I feel. You may not realize it, but there are people around you who find you interesting and would like to get to know you more.

Try to get out of your head and stop second guessing yourself. I feel like you’re prone to psyching yourself out of it. Channel that laser focus you used for your career because it could help you for this one, too. Dip your toes in the water, take your time, and you’ll soon build up that confidence.

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Pile 6

Cards: 4 of Pentacles, Knight of Wands, 10 of Pentacles, Queen of Wands

Hey, Pile 6. I get that you’re the type to hold your cards close to your chest. You’re quite protective of yourself, your things, and your space. You appear closed off to people and you kind of prefer the peace that comes with it. You don’t seem the most receptive to change. In fact, I see that you’re prone to lash out in some form to those who try to force it on you. You then come off intense, impulsive and could even be explosive when provoked. You have a hard time reacting in a manner that is a middle ground between these two energies.

Why do you feel the need to put up these walls? Do you have a difficult time trusting or believing that people mean well? Is there a feeling of lack that you’re trying to get ahead of? If you have experienced being severely misunderstood or taken advantage of in the past, then I am sorry to hear that, Pile 6. However, I can see that opening up to these new people will be beneficial for you. You would not need to worry about losing what you currently have because the cards indicate that letting others in will multiply the good and beautiful things you call yours and even strengthen your feelings of security.

This is not an easy thing to overcome at all, but I hope that you’ll be fair to yourself and give it a try once more. It’s not just a matter of giving them a chance– it is also about giving you a chance, and that is a recovery that is always worth it. Believe me, they will help you find the balance you need. You will breathe more easily and control more gracefully the fire that you have. From a stone-cold wall, you will turn into a blossoming flower.

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Pile 7

Cards: Knight of Cups Rx, The Chariot, Page of Cups, 10 of Pentacles, 7 of Wands

You seem to be caught between a rock and a hard place. There is something here about two separate things that are very different from one another and that you both attachments to. For some reason, I’m getting that these two things can never mix and the dilemma is that you’re having a hard time choosing one over the other. You want to keep close to both and be on good terms with both sides at the same time, but instead of feeling the “peace” you’re trying to keep, it ends up costing your energy.

Are you concerned about having conflict or missing out on either side that you would rather run back and forth between them? Not gonna lie, Pile 7, but in the process of doing that, you’re quickly losing touch of yourself. Your integrity is on the line here. I’m getting a strong vibe of people-pleasing for a lot of you, and while I believe wanting to be on good footing with various energies can be practical and simply be out of pure intentions, it’s not a good look for you in this case.

I sense some healing needs to be done from the strong emotions you have experienced or are experiencing that push you to be untrue to yourself. You have set this aside for far too long and you need to make a decision about this once and for all. Go back to the basics. You need to be by yourself and figure out who you’re really aligned with or what you really stand for. Think about it: in whose presence do you feel more in flow with? This step will lead you to feel way more stable and the most assured you have ever been.

Granted, choosing one may likely dampen your favor from the other, but it will not be something you will be defenseless to. I see that you will be emboldened by whatever you end up deciding on. Both of your feet are planted on the ground. A newfound determination to stand firm awaits you on the other side.

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Pile 8

Cards: The Star, 8 of Wands, 3 of Cups, 10 of Wands

You seem to be at a point where you feel that things are happening incredibly fast, right here and right now. I feel like you’re already quite sure about the things that you want. You have pinpointed them and done the work, or are currently nose-deep doing the work. I see action plans popping up, being laid out, and then moving along in your head at a dizzying speed. The harder you work, the brighter your dreams shine for you. Wow! Your energy is fresh and exhilarating.

This pile has one of the most straightforward pieces of advice I have received. Work hard and play hard, that’s what the cards point you to.Whatever you’re trying to achieve, Pile 8, know that it’s just around the corner for you. I offer you my congratulations in advance! I suppose the only other thing I sense for you is that you may end up pushing yourself a little too much. With your growth at an accelerated pace, you run the risk of being overwhelmed and burnt out. Take the time to breathe and check if you’re doing okay from time to time, alright?

Plans and dreams and everything, but remember that you are still the most valuable thing in your life. Don’t forget about the rest of your surroundings, too. Do whatever needs to be done, own up to all the heavy lifting necessary to make the dream work, and then take the time to unwind and replenish yourself. You can definitely have it all but it’s important to never lose sight of yourself.

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Thank you for taking the time to interact with my reading! I hope this has helped you in one way or another. Take it easy and stay safe~ 🦋

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faerytreealtars · 9 months

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🌞☁ “Wisdom from the Sun” ~ How to reach your Divine Self ☁🌞

This PAC is a very exciting collaboration with the most wonderful and imaginative @punkpandapatrixk and they are going to reveal to you secret wisdom from the moon, specifically dealing with Inner-child work! So make sure to check out her PAC to get a full in-depth reading!

[The Moons Message to Your Inner-Child]

Now, my dear Saplings 🌱 I am so very excited to get into my reading with you all. The main focus is on how can you improve yourself in order to make progressive steps towards reaching a better you, or as I call it ‘Your higher/divine self’ obviously no one can be perfect and I am not asking or assuming one must be perfect to be closest to their higher self. No, one should always be Authentic. That is one of the key ‘ingredients’ to reaching a state where you are more aware of yourself and the world around you. Nonetheless I will get on with the pick-a-card, I hope you’re excited to choose your pile.

Trust your intuition, don’t overthink it and if you’re still struggling, close your eyes take a deep breath and let yourself be guided to an image.

I would love to hear if the message you received resonated with you, so don’t feel afraid to comment, for it makes me so happy to connect with you all! 💕

Song: Giving into the love by Aurora

Faery-Tale: The Faeries - Words ~ “Remember Words have the power to change Lives”

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Pile 1

[Cards: The hermit, The high priestess, eight of swords, the chariot & three of wands]

Dear ones, to reach a divine state, closer to the brightness of the sun, I suggest following & trusting your intuition more, Have faith in yourself & don't go looking for a second opinion when you know in the truth of your heart you've already made up your mind. I sense fast movement and travel to be a part of your divine path so I implore you, Don't be afraid to follow your wanderlust & make changes in your life. If something is not for you the world will reveal that to you but you must take a chance or else you will never know. While everyone faces challenges, no doubt you may come up against some too but I feel some changes are divinely guided to happen no matter what you do. In the journey to reach your divine self others may fall in step with you, welcome them warmly, and allow them to fill your cup just as you fill theirs in return.

Oracle: Healing

You should allow some patience for yourself. Physically, mentally and spiritually there is a lot going on. Allow the waves of life to ebb and flow as and when need be. Don't go chasing the retreating sea for you will accomplish nothing except wearing out your already tired soul. Healing takes time, allow it to pass & trust in the divine.

Pile 2

[Cards: Nine of Wands, Two of Wands, Queen of Chalices, Five of Wands & The Hermit ]

Dear ones, the sun tells me in order for you to reach your highest divine self you should continue to be light & free, and allow imagination to inspire your creativity. Don't forget to take breaks from the world & all its energies - you have a sensitive soul who feels strongly the emotions in the world so make sure to cleanse your self regularly & set healthy boundaries that are clear and direct. You are already very connected to your higher self so just keep up the great work! My only advice to you is; Remember that all emotions are necessary so when you are feeling down don’t force positivity onto yourself, allow your body to feel and release. Perhaps their is some activity you can do to channel the emotions in a healthy way? Like painting or writing? I’m sure the right one will appear in your mind when needed.

Oracle: Intuition + Protection

Your Intuition is strong & you may feel connected or called to use psychic gifts. Learn, acknowledge & strengthen these talents of yours, you don't have to use them for others if that makes you feel uncomfortable but mastery of them could really benefit your overall everyday and spiritual health.

Just a little note: I pull the oracle cards after I've written up the tarot and found it a nice synchronicity that protection was your top of the deck!

Pile 3

[Cards: six of chalices, Knave of Swords, Four of Wands, The Hermit, Death & The Knight of Chalices ]

My, My Pile 3 a lot of shifts are occurring as you journey towards your divine self, My whole tarot deck nearly jumped from hands it seemed every card had something to say!, Nonetheless I can see the sun is saying stay connected to that child-like energy of curiosity that lingers in your heart. Always wondering why and asking questions. Always striving to grow and learn new skills, acquire new knowledge & new friends. Allow a bit of stability into your life and don't fear settling down in some areas of your life. You also don't have to stick to staying the same, if your opinions change as you reflect and learn don't be afraid to express that & finally, don't forget to fill your cup, it's okay to indulge your heart and fantasies now and again! Just remember to ground yourself afterwards.

Oracle: Nourish

I am getting more practical advice this time ~ make sure you're eating healthy & filling your body with nutritious food and water, don't over-work your body, or follow toxic diet trends that promote harmful habits. It may be helpful for your mind if you engage in calming activities such as yoga, meditation, or even just a daily walk outside. I'm even hearing colouring books could provide peace after a hectic day.

That’s all for now, Saplings! 🌱 I hope you enjoyed the reading and it resonated with your soul. Don’t stress too much about reaching your divine self, as long you put your best foot forward and live the day with as much kindness and light that you can muster depending on your energy levels I think you’re doing a great job!

Again, remember to check out @punkpandapatrixk side of the collab, she’s put so much energy into it for all of you so give it some love too! oh, and if you would like to see the actual cards I pulled they can be seen on my Instagram post, link up top for that!

Bye bye for now, sending gratitude and love to all!

-Fae🔮🧚🏻‍♀

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ctitan98official · 3 months

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Cassandra Dimitrescu lactation fic

This should come as no surprise that I wrote one about Cass. I just love her so much T^T Let’s get into it!

Cassandra Dimitrescu was always protective of those she loved. You were no exception. She couldn’t help it. She just cared so much. She often put up a tough front, but she was really a big softie under that facade.

You were so grateful to have her. Cass actually saved you from a vicious lycan attack. She was hunting with her sisters when she heard the most innocent cry for help. It made her heart twinge painfully and the smell of blood heightened her sense of urgency.

She swarmed off to locate the source of the sound and found you, bleeding out. A huge lycan stood over you ready to finish you off.

Cass roared in outrage and easily took down the lycan. You couldn’t believe what you just saw, but there she was. A beautiful goddess standing right in front of you.

Cass brought you back to the castle and took care of you until you got better. During that time, romantic feelings blossomed into so much more.

Cass gently held you at night and told you stories to help you fall asleep. She was so enamored with you. She had never felt like this about anybody before. She realized just how much you depended on her and it made her feel important.

As your relationship got stronger, Cass rarely let you out of her sight. She insisted on supervising just about everything you did. She wanted to keep you safe.

Cass wasn’t just protective of you… She was starting to develop maternal instincts towards you.

As Cass nuzzled her face into your hair one night, her golden eyes widened as she realized the depth of her feelings for you. She wanted to be… Your mommy. Her cheeks burned in embarrassment. How would you react? It made her feel giddy to think of you responding positively.

You were snuggled into Cass, unaware of the maelstrom of emotion she was feeling. You were simply telling her about your day.

As you finished talking, Cass gently tilted your head towards her and she stared at you with wonder.

You looked at her in confusion with wide eyes that just about made her melt.

“What’s wrong, Cass?” You asked her, starting to worry.

“You’re mine.” She said quietly.

You laughed. “Yeah! And you’re mine!” You said.

The brunette shook her head. “No, Y/N. You’re my… Baby.” She tried to clarify.

You still didn’t understand the point she was trying to get across. “You’re my baby, too! I love you!”

Cass groaned in frustration. She was just going to have to spit it out already. “No! You’re my baby, and I’m your mommy, Y/N!” She whispered harshly.

Your jaw dropped. Your eyes were wide open in shock, but you eventually smirked. “Kinky…” You said.

Cass’s cheeks went red as tomatoes. “No, it’s not like that, Y/N! It’s not like a… Sex thing. It’s, like… I want to care for you and nurture you. Get it?” She asked, brushing a bit of hair out of your face.

You furrowed your eyebrows. “Wait, you want to be, like, my actual mother?” You questioned.

Cass nodded, uncharacteristically sheepish.

“But, what about the SEX!” You shrieked.

Cass clapped a hand over your mouth before shushing you. “Hush, Y/N! Don’t scream stuff like that.” She scolded.

You rolled your eyes. “The question stands, Cass! You’re my girlfriend. I don’t want to give that up.” You told her.

Cass gently rubbed your cheek. “It would be separate from that. It wouldn’t be all the time. I think it might make you feel better. Sometimes you get so frustrated with yourself and you’ve been through so much. I just want to help you… I love you so much, baby.” She finishes with a whisper.

You think for a moment. You can tell that this is something Cass really wants. “Okay. If it means that much to you…” You offer.

Cass gives you a gorgeous smile and plants kisses all over your face, making you giggle.

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Things progress pretty quickly after you and Cass discuss the changing dynamic of your relationship. You trust her, so it makes it pretty easy to let her take control.

She spoon fed you pureed foods that she made just for you (Which she really enjoyed), she helped you get cleaned up in the mornings, and you gradually felt more comfortable letting her do more things for you.

You started calling her mommy pretty soon into this arrangement and she felt like her heart was going to explode. You were so cute.

Cass began giving you pacifiers to calm you down when you got upset and threw huge tantrums. She would also hold you and rock you gently. She was so warm and her smell made you feel safe.

You began to develop a strong oral fixation. It soothed you.

Cass began bottle feeding you and you really enjoyed it.

Over time, Cass decided to try something new. She wanted to start nursing you. It seemed like a really special experience. Now, it was mostly all she could think about. She wanted to bond with you even more.

Of course, this would be a bit more difficult to figure out than simply preparing formula, but she researched how to stimulate lactation in the library and came across supplements that would help.

She started taking them and the soreness of her breasts, not long after she began, told her they were working. Cass felt ecstatic that her body was working towards the goal of feeding her baby.

She was very excited to begin, but it did take a few weeks until she started seeing results. She had proudly gone up two cup sizes (Which you were all too happy to enjoy in your adult headspace), and her body became just a tad more voluptuous (Which you loved even more).

One afternoon, you were having a spectacular meltdown. You were crying so hard and no matter how long Cass bounced you in her arms and paced the length of her room, you would not calm down. She suspected you might be starting to get sick, but you were too little right now to verbalize what was wrong.

Cass felt like her heart was breaking at seeing her precious baby so upset. She was close to tears herself trying to figure out what you needed. She felt like a failure and thought you deserved better than her.

However, right when Cass was about to reach her breaking point, she felt a warm, prickling sensation in her breasts. It was the most peculiar feeling she had ever had. She looked down and noticed two wet spots on her dress. She gasped in surprise. She had been waiting so long for this and she felt a little bit emotional. She looked at you and took a deep breath to clear her mind before planning her next move.

Cass gently laid you down on the bed, but your crying only got louder. Cass shushed you as she quickly undid her dress and took off her bra. “It’s okay, Y/N. Mommy’s right here, see?” She reassured you.

Her voice calmed you a bit (As it always did) and you looked at her with pure adoration.

Cass smiled at you and picked you up. She lied down on her bed with you and covered the two of you up with blankets. “Now, mommy’s going to try something new with you, Y/N.” She said and kissed your forehead. She shifted you and cradled your head next to her breast.

Cass guided her nipple into your mouth, but you just looked up at her, very confused. You weren’t quite sure what was expected of you.

Cass couldn’t help the giggle she let out at your sweet, but unsure, face. She caressed your cheek with a finger, urging you to drink.

Eventually, you began to suckle and latch on. Cass gasped at the warmth of your mouth encircling her nipple. It was an odd feeling, but not unpleasant. In fact, she found that she rather liked it.

Cass smiled at you lovingly. “Oh such a good job, baby. I’m so proud of you.” She said softly.

You were quite hungry (You had been too upset to eat much today) and you made tiny noises of contentment as you fed. Cass’s milk was so warm and sweet. You quickly decided this was your new favorite thing.

Cass rubbed soothing fingers through your hair and hummed happily. “You’re so good for me, baby.” She praised you.

You felt your eyes begin to droop, but you instinctively kept suckling.

A small thunderstorm had begun outside and the sound of rain provided a soft ambience that put you right to sleep.

Cass breathed out a sigh of relief. She was so happy she was able to calm you. You meant so much to her. She wanted you to be safe, fed and comforted.

“Mommy loves you, baby.” She tells you softly.

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skye707 · 1 year

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How would the riddlers react to someone coming out to them as trans ? I really love your blog !! always bring me comfort when i feel a little down, so i have to ask this

Unburied - That's awesome! I mean he already hypothesized as such (of course he knows, he can read people like a book), but he waited for you to tell him yourself. So, as much as it is a welcoming feeling for you, he feels just as loved. Someone trusts him enough to open up that very personal aspect of their life to him? He could shed a tear, but he won't. Not the look he's going for.

ZY - Disregard for gender norms and societal pressure to fit into a finite box? That's pretty metal. His core belief is that human progress is all about thinking outside the box, and someone who has the guts to challenge centuries old thinking is definitely capable of such. You've got his respect, that's for sure.

Dano - Oh! Okay, wow. He's a little internet cretin, so he's more than familiar with the ignorant discourse that too many people experience when making the decision of coming out. So, naturally, he is now going to be your own little watchdog online. No, he's not going to tell you, he's gonna do it behind the scenes you might say. Point is, if you decide to come out publicly, no one is going to bother you. For any reason.

YJ - Ah, that's so cool. You trust him enough to present the truth about yourself. That makes him feel super special and warm and fuzzy, and now he's a stuttering mess again. Even goes a little pink in the cheeks. But also, he's a little jealous of your confidence. That's a huge decision! Maybe you could give him some pointers?

Gotham - I see, interesting. Tell him more, if you're comfortable with that? He's such an analytical little bean; he's got to know everything! More than that though, his friend has just released new information to him about their personal life. As such, he needs to file all of it away in his little mental filing cabinet for later use.

BTAA - Ah, congratulations, kid! A metamorphosis, you might say. How artistic! That gives him an idea for his next puzzle!! Next time you see his beautiful face on the news, you can hold close to your heart the knowledge that you and your spectacular story of self-realization played a key role in the creation of his magnum opus.

Arkham - That's great, now help him move this piece of scrap metal out of the way. This Ed is not overly concerned with the details of the human body. Machines are more his speed. Don't mistake the disinterest for insincerity, though. He does care that you thought so highly of him that you would come out to him. He's just emotionally constipated; his own emotions included.

BTAS - Really? How intriguing! Like Gotham, he wants all the information you can give him. Not just so he can say he has the info, he genuinely wants to do everything he can to make you feel comfortable and safe around him.

Telltale - Hm, congratulations. He doesn't even flinch. Grandpa has been everywhere and seen everything. Absolutely nothing phases him. However, does it seem like he's being a little nicer to you lately? A little less grouchy? Probably not, but maybe.

(p.s., I'm really happy for you, anon! You should always be yourself, no matter what that looks like, and I hope the people in your life hold the same sentiment 💙)

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Hello! Can I request where the reader is overwhelmed with her emotions, and there's this one toxic friend she had in the past, and this toxic friend was so toxic that it made the reader hold a lot of grudges and hate towards her. so the toxic friend is back and the reader feels A LOT of REALLY negative emotions and so much anger, the reader literally start to have a mental breakdown and so how do the boys react? Can you do them separately though? :)

featuring: Kazutora, Rindou, Mikey, Angry

1:05AM.

characters: kazutora, rindou, manjiro sano.

c/w: panic attacks, mentions of abuse, hints of misogyny, mental breakdowns, hurt/comfort, punching, blood, mentions of past relationships.

note: this might be kinda of ooc!! other than that i hope this turned out good considering i have never ever really wrote something like the before, + so sorry for having this finished so late i have been so busy lately.

p.s: sorry i didn’t do angry :( i didn’t know how 2 write 4 him so i got scared that i may write him a bit more ooc so i didn’t do him<\3.

MANJIRO SANO:

you were taking a walk with manjiro, engaging in a conversation about toman and their progress. Manjiro was talking about how they got a new member in the gang that he actually liked, his name was ‘takemichi’ & manjiro seems very much interested in him.

other than that, manjiro kept begging for you to join toman, trying to convince you by telling you all kinds of fun & interesting things that happen.

“for the millionth time ’jiro, i will not join your gang” manjiro let’s out a groan, since his plan doesn’t seem to be working.

while manjiro was whining, you caught a glimpse of a familiar looking face from a distance. And suddenly, a rush of negative & pessimistic emotions ran through your veins, feeling your blood running cold, as you froze in your place.

manjiro stopped in his tracks & looked back at you, “y/n?” manjiro’s eyes followed yours until he met the blonde female you’ve been eyeing for a while. Manjiro raises an eyebrow, confusion written all over his face.

Once you and the blonde girl eyes met you felt your heart drop, she sent you a smile as she seemed to be heading to your direction. You quickly looked away, giving her your back.

At first, you tried denying the person. There’s no way that’s her, right? but again, the familiar blonde hair, the smile, her looks. They’re engraved in your memory.

your thoughts got interrupted as the sounds of walking got louder before it finally stopped.

“y/n? hello!” her voice echoed through your head, making your heart beat faster, mind too occupied to acknowledge her. You felt yourself start to shake, hands sweating as the memories of what she did came rushing back.

She was your best friend, ex-best friend. you two were like sisters, never leaving each other’s side, telling her your secrets and trusting her with them. You shared half of your good memories with her, you never expected her to stab you in the back & betray you.

The amount of horrible stuff she did made you boil up with anger.

getting with your boyfriend, you remember the day you caught the two of them making out, vividly. And then after that, everything went downhill. she started spreading your secrets to the whole school, the secrets you trusted her with. You never really knew her reasoning for that, you didn’t do anything to her — even after you found out she got with your boyfriend.

The whole school went against you, the bullying got worse — being made fun by everyone, having vile insults thrown at you at every given moments.

it even got worse, getting sent death threats online by your classmates, even though you never really did anything wrong.

Manjiro was confused, side eyeing the girl before she turned around to face him. “who are you? y/n’s boyfriend?” she snorted, as you started to breathe heavily.

“no?” manjro simply responded, “yeah, it’s impossible for y/n to bag a hottie like you, right?” she batted her eyelashes at manjiro, looking at him with a smile while manjiro scrunched his face in disgust. Backing away from her & moving by your side, “y/n, who is she?” manjiro whispered to you while you ignored him.

“do you not miss me? it’s been ages since we last met,” ages? more like four months. You tried to look up at her, but every time you take a glance of her face, you immediately look away.

you take ahold of manjiro’s wrist & try to walk away with him, trying to ignore the way her eyes were glued to your figure. But before you could take another step, another person’s hand stopped you by also taking ahold of your wrist.

you immediately knew who it was, pushing her hand quickly away, followed by “what the fuck is wrong with you?” she lets out a scoff, “aren’t we friends? why are you acting like this?” your heart started pounding at a rapid speed, her words kept repeating themselves in your head.

“friends? the last time i remember friends don’t go and sleep with their friends boyfriend? or go and spread their friends secret to the whole school or go and harass them online along with their other classmates.” you finally snapped, tears threatening to fall and paint your cheeks.

You were filled with hatred and disgust, for a whole two years you’ve thought of her as your best friend, someone like your sister.

Manjiro stood there stunned, speechless. his eyes wandered to your shaking figure, lips quivering & slight tears covering your lash line. Manjiro wonders for how long you’ve has this buried within you, for how long you’ve wanted to get this out, for how long you’ve been suffering.

He was dumbfounded, he was your best friend and yet he never knew anything about this.

The blonde girl stood there before she started chuckling, “that was the past y/n, the past! you still haven’t moved on?” you clenched your fists, the more she continues to talk the more irritated you got.

“plus i’ve only got with your boyfriend as a joke, it’s not my fault you took that seriously” your breath hitched, is she making fun of you, right now? making it seem that your past is just one big joke?

without thinking, you walked towards her— raised your hands a slapped her cheeks, so hard. Her face right cheek turning a bright red, letting out a gasp — her brows furrowed, raising her hands to the same to you but instead got stopped by manjiro holding her hands back; “don’t” he muttered, hair covering his eyes, but you could tell he was angry.

he tightened his grip on her worst before letting go, she let out a yell & cussed you and manjiro out before running away.

You immediately fell to the floor, crying. hands on your mouth to muffle your sobs, shaking in your place before manjiro bent down to your level, “’ts okay, she’s gone now” manjiro reassured, hugging your shaking figure & muttering; “it’s okay.”

it wasn’t long before you calmed down, your eyes were red and puffy — you just looked so messy. Manjiro giggled, “you look horrible, right now” you playfully hit him, “shut up” you replied before letting out a low giggle.

you thanked the gods, no one was there other than you and manjiro otherwise someone else could’ve seen you in such a dreadful state.

After the laughing have stopped, and everything have gone quiet you stopped in your tracks — “thank you manjiro” you suddenly said, manjiro tensed at your word — “huh? oh! don’t worry about it...it’s the least i could do” manjiro rubbed the back of his head, as if he was shy.

you brushed it off with a sigh, grateful to have such a friend like manjiro.

R. HAITANI.

you were in a restaurant with the younger haitani brother, engaging in a conversation about each other’s whereabouts. Taking a big bite of your food after every word, “y’er making a mess, pretty” rindou giggled before he wiped your lips with his thumb.

you slightly looked away, embarrassed, “c-cut it out!” you mummer — rindou let’s out a chuckle, “whaat? are you embarrassed?” he teased making you sink yourself into your hands, rindou let’s out another chuckle causing you to slightly look up at him with a small smile.

After a while of chattering and laughing with your boyfriend, a sudden figure appeared in front of the two of you — causing rindou to slightly raise his brow in confusion, “long time no see, n/n.”

you gasped at the sudden usage of your nickname, the nickname no one have ever used for you expect for your ex-boyfriend. You slightly looked up from your food to face him, he had a grin on his face as he watched your eyes widen in surprise.

He didn’t change one a bit, his dark black hair, his cedar colored eyes, his body that looked like it belongs to a gym freak person, buff chest and his muscular figure.

you felt yourself freeze in your place, he was talking to you but it was like you suddenly went deaf — his voice was particularly a background sound for you as you tried to process if that was actually him.

“hey, y/n? are you okay?” rindou asked, ignoring the muscular guy in front of the both of you — “oh? are you n/n’s boyfriend?” he slurred your nickname as he stared at rindou with a frown, “yes? do you mind?” your ex chuckled at rindou’s words — “i do actually, y/n is mine, isn’t that right n/n?” his words snapped you out of your thoughts.

you stared at him with narrowed eyes, fist clenched and mouth in a thin line as memories of you two together flood through your mind, “i am not yours.” you blankly said, which made your ex let out a scoff — “last time i checked, y/n is mine.” rindou suddenly spoke, making eye contact with the guy.

“could you please leave?” your voice came out slightly muffled as your bottled up emotions were slowly starting to come out, “i don’t want someone who treats me like an object to call me theirs, someone who doesn’t know how to treat their partner right in a relationship — cheats on them all the time even after getting forgiven multiple times, hit them, insult them, treat them like absolute shit.”

rindou’s eyes widened at your words, he felt anger boil up inside him, were your past relationship that bad? and why didn’t you tell him? did you not trust him enough? did you not like him that much to tell you? but mainly, rindou was angry about the dude in front of him.

tears were falling from your eyes and staining your cheeks, you slightly looked away and sunk your face into your purse, trying not to let out loud sounds of your sobbing.

“that’s because i’m a man, you’re a women. Your only purpose is to be there for me when i need you, even if i go out with other females, i don’t have the same love for them like the one i have for you — besides, this is how all men are, do you think your new boyfriend is any different? i doubt that, i think he’d much worse.”

your ex let’s out a chuckle which was cut off with a sudden loud thud, it was rindou. He punched your ex boyfriend on the side of his face, his eyes having zero emotions on them, he raised his fist once again and punched your ex on the same side of his face.

Your ex gasped, his hands were on his cheek. Not knowing how to react he just laid there on the floor shocked, his brows furrowed in anger, eyes narrowed as he looked at rindou with so much hatred and anger.

your crying got much harder, you started shaking in your place, mascara running down your cheeks, eyeliner smudged, your lipstick all over the place as you kept biting your lips to stop your sobbing sounds, your make up got completely ruined.

And suddenly, rindou held your wrist and dragged you out of the restaurant after he just caused a scene in there. Your breathing was fast, you were sweating and your heart was racing rapidly.

You felt yourself losing control over your body, tears were streaming unstoppable. You were felt with fear and horror, fearing that he may suddenly appear out of nowhere and cause another scene.

Rindou suddenly embraced you in a hug, your face buried on his chest as you continued crying, rindou tried to calm you down from your panic attack — muttering apologies, reassuring you that’d be okay, muttering i love you’s.

“it’s okay, don’t cry” he gives you a slight peck on the lips and stares into your teary eyes, “that fucker is now gone, he won’t be coming back anytime soon” rindou reassures, giving you another kiss on the lips, he then proceeded to hug you tightly — his face laying on your shoulders as you started to calm down a bit.

“it’s okay, y/n...” rindou whispers into your ears, and you slowly started calming down. Tears stopped rolling down your cheeks and your body stopped shaking, your breathing steadied and you slowly melt into rindou’s embrace.

sniffing, you let out a choked whimper — “thank you rindou, thank you so much” you muttered but he was able to hear you, “it’s okay, don’t thank me — i should always be there for you when you need me, don’t thank me” rindou pulled out of the hug and stared deeply into your eyes, removing a strand of your hair from your face and giving you a kiss on the cheek.

you slightly looked away, embarrassed. Rindou chuckled at your reaction before kissing your forehead — “do not hesitate to tell me anything, k’ay? i want to know stuff before a situation breaks out, just like today — i never knew you had an abusive ex, why didn’t you tell me?” rindou asked, his voice soft and gentle.

“i just...” you trailed off, “i was scared of how you my react to this information, it’s not that i don’t trust you or like you — i do, I trust and love you so much, it was just a hard topic for me to talk about” you looked rindou in the eye, his lips curled into a smile — “i understand, but whenever your comfortable, could you please tell me more about that ex of yours? He still needs a beating.”

K. HANEMIYA.

You and kazutora were out together in the park, since kazutora had been wanting to go with you to a park since forever.

You guys were only there for a short while until a a short haired girl with brownish hair approach the two of you, at first you didn’t notice her — until she started speaking.

“hey y/n, remember me?” her voice was familiar, it was high pitched, one of those voices that were forced to sound cute. At first your head went blank when she said that, who was she?

Until she tilted her head in confusion towards kazutora’s direction, her eyes glued to his figure as her lips curled into a pout and then suddenly it clicked. It was your past bully, middle school bully.

You remember the face she was doing, the one she made to get with your boyfriend — but that should be fine, right? It was just a middle school relationship anyways. But, she still did so many horrible stuff — stuff that you wouldn’t expect a middle schooler to do.

selling drugs? Vaping? Shop lifting? She has done all of this at the age of 14, she ruined you. Blamed all of her trouble on you. And you were the one who got in so much trouble, she hated you, you hated her. It was a mutual feeling.

Your middle school life all went in vain because of her, everyone hated you because they all believed her, no one even heard you out or asked you for an explanation — they all just ignored you, as if you were just there.

You’ve always wondered why she treated you that way, is it because you had such a nice personality? That it was so easy to take advantage of you. Or was it just for her own entertainment? You’ll never know her reasoning behind her horrible acts towards you.

“what do you want?” you snapped her out of her staring contest with kazutora who was seemingly confused, “me? i just wanted to check on an old friend” she replied, her voice making your head hurt.

“we’re not friends, r/n” she chuckled, making you start sweating, anger boiling up inside you — your heart filled with hatred and anger, you just wanted to punch her in the face.

“pfft, are you still not over middle school? come on we were just children” your eyes twitched, hands shaking as you tried to hold yourself to not beat her up right here and now.

“y/n doesn’t want to talk to you nor does she seem to want you here, could you kindly leave?” you heard kazutora say from beside you and your eyes immediately softened — poor kazutora, he was being nice to such a disgusting person.

“Why should i care? It’s not my fault she doesn’t know how to defend herself, fucking weakling” kazutora slightly cringed from her usage words, weakling? what is she talking about. Confusion ran through kazutora’s head and he slightly looked towards you, concern and confusion written all over his face.

You let out a long sigh, you raised your fist and without thinking any further you punched her in the gut — she let out a choked gasp mixed with a yell, kazutora’s eyes widened, his lips slowly curling into a smirk as he watched you punch her on the same place a second time.

She then started crying from the pain, tears staining her cheeks and an ugly expression was on her face — “i’m going to fucking report y-you! just you wait!” and she suddenly got up and ran away, crying. You felt a sudden wave of relief brush over you but the overwhelming emotions you’ve been holding for way too long finally came out.

You broke on the floor, sobbing. Shaking and crying, letting out choked hiccups and tears didn’t seem to stop coming out.

Kazutora bent down to your level and hugged you, “why are you crying? She got what she deserved, don’t cry” his voice came out soft, kazutora still doesn’t know about your past with that girl but he still wanted to comfort you.

“whatever she did, she was in the wrong — you were just a kid back then, she just took advantage of how nice you were, don’t cry y/nn” kazutora was terrible at comforting that all he could do is hug you tightly and give you forehead kisses, but he felt bad seeing you in this state, it made his heart shatter in pieces.

If anything, kazutora hated seeing you upset, he hated it so much that it upsets him as well.

You slightly looked up at kazutora, eyes puffy and red but a smile was on your face — “you okay, now?” he asked in a worried tone, you nodded your head and went to embrace kazutora in another hug.

“you know, you suck at comforting” you mummerd and giggled right after, kazutora frowned — “hey, i’m trying, okay?” after a minute of silence you two started laughing.

“that punch y/n, it was amazing” kazutora exclamation, you let out a muffled giggle and wiped your tears — “yeah? Do you want me to teach you how to punch like that?” kazutora fake pouted — “hey! are you making fun of me?”

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