#thats 980 for rent. then 420 left over for Anything Other Than Rent

[piplupod]

i know the answer is greed and potentially also rising costs but why does anyone need to pay anything over $300 for a place to live. especially when its a studio apartment like... it doesn't make sense idk

#infuriating bc im rly trying to look at if its realistic for me to be alive dnfjdkl #and like. if i get on disability thats 1400 a month (2k is below the poverty line in canada and yet... 1400 is enough for disabled ppl 🤪) #but then most supportive living places want to charge me 70% of my wages (so disability+any money i make outside of that) #like. what am i supposed to use to survive then lol #how tf do u expect me to pay for groceries and transportation and other necessities. i can probably manage that but. #then theres no money left over for fun things. thats fucking miserable #thats 980 for rent. then 420 left over for Anything Other Than Rent #idk if the supportive living places even provide internet or if u have to pay that #so fuck me i guess lmao #i think i can manage like $50 a week for groceries if im careful #which does leave me $220 for anything else. but idk #if i had to pay for internet that'd be roughly $100 from what I've seen for the cheapest plans available... rough #so 120 left for whatever else. also the groceries isnt counting like.. anything other than food oops #so i guess i will just never be able to have any savings djfjdkl #like maybe if i keep my limit of spending to $50 a month for any clothing or ice creams or whatever else #art supplies or plushies or whatever else. doughnuts etc. then maybe i can squirrel away 70 a month #the 50 would also have to go towards bus tickets probably bc govmt doesnt always give u a bus pass for disability #i think u have to pay for it each month? i cant remember #god that sucks #like legit if it's going to be like that then I'd kind of rather kill myself dbdjdl that sounds miserable to me #esp since i have no irl friends and i dont think im going to be able to make any bc im so twitchy and jumpy and bad at socialising fhjdkl #idk. i dont think I'll even be approved for disability to be entirely honest. don't think im disabled enough for the govmt to approve me #so rest in peace me i guess maybe literally fjfjdkl #idk how anyone is alive anymore this is just a fucked up world and i think im tired of dealing w everything #suicide tw #pippen needs 2nd breakfast