#the dream was like. in the dream I woke up from my nap I was taking and was hanging out but gradually I started to notice things that were

[thebearer]

arguing with carmen and its big enough where you leave for the night but what’s even scarier to him is that you also took teddy

he'd have an actual psychotic break, nervous breakdown.

especially bc i'm picturing him reverting back to his old ways. it's rare, but he slips into a full carmy (in the lock in) level meltdown. gets unbalanced and spirals further and further, and you just happen to be who he takes it out on.

screaming at you like a maniac over something stupid- you didn't wash his spare whites (he didn't tell you they needed to be washed). it's his fault, he knows it deep down, still he's losing his shit because it's the final straw.

"you stay at home all day! all fucking day and you can't do one thing!" carmen's red faced, screaming.

you're shocked, scared, on the brink of sobbing yourself. teddy's woke up from her nap, his screaming startled her. the newborn wailing from her nursery.

"carmen, you didn't tell me-"

"-i shouldn't have to!" carmen roars. "you're home all day-"

"-i'm on maternity leave. i just had a baby-"

"-oh, so. you can't do one fuckin' thing now? i have to do it all here too?" carmen is spiraling, pacing, running a hand down his face. "i get no fuckin' sleep, go work my fuckin' ass off, a-and then i come home so i can go back and work my ass off some more, and you can't help me out?"

his words sting, shock you with the weight of them. swallowing back tears, you turn, climbing the stairs to the bedroom.

carmen is scoffing, hands shaking with rage and annoyance and just overwhelmed. your ignoring him stings. makes him spiral even more. "don't go do it now! it's too late!" carmen scoffs. "i've got a fuckin' critic coming in two hours, and i'll wear stained whites. probably get a shitty review about our food being gross an-and the chef being just as bad!"

you texted pete through your tears, telling him that you were coming to stay there for a while. shoving clothes for the night in your small bag quickly, hands shaking when you zipped it up, your wedding ring flashing at you. you stared at it, a wave of tears coming over you, screwing the ring off your finger and setting it on carmen's night stand next to a photo of you two on your honeymoon.

you packed teddy and anchovy's things quickly, knowing you'd come back tomorrow to get what else you needed. just the essentials, to get through the night. anchovy in his carrier, and teddy in her's, you ignored carmen's pacing, his deep breaths and clenched eyes, walking straight to the garage.

carmen looked up at the sound of the door, standing quickly. a damning rush of horror, of realization washed over him, pulled him right out of his clouded tantrum.

"w-what- what are you- hey, what-" carmen runs towards the car door, where you're putting teddy's car seat into place, shushing the wailing girl gently.

"-don't fucking touch me." you sneer, teeth bared in primal rage, pure protectiveness.

"baby, wait, wait, ju-just hold on. where're you- hey, don't- where're you goin'?" carmen's frantic, eyes wide, stomach churning.

you shut the car door, moving past him without looking to get to the driver's side. "no, no, no, no, no. don't-baby please, don't. i-i-i'm sorry. i'm sorry!" carmen's stuttering in fear, hands shaking trying to hold the door open, keep you from shutting it.

"let go." you growl, yanking the door. "you're not going to talk to me like that, carmen. i don't care if you're stressed, i don't care. you're not going to come home and talk to me like that because you fucked up. not when i've been at home all day taking care of our- my child."

carmen feels dizzy, mouth filling with spit, sure he's about to throw up.

you slam the door, eyes watery and red and angry, glaring at him before pulling out of the driveway.

carmen's left alone in the garage, knees weak, hands shaking. his ears are ringing, head spinning, sure that he's hallucinating- that this has to be a sick sick dream. floods of realization icy through his veins.

the house is eerily quiet, so still. no teddy, no anchovy, no you.

he isn't sure how long he sits in the garage, the sun sinking in the horizon, but he stays motionless and still. richie shows up eventually, frantic and wide eyed.

"cousin! what the fuck? dinner service started a fuckin' hour ago, and we-" he stops, slowing his stride when he gets closer. carmen's vacant gaze, trembling hands.

"hey, carm, what's goin' on? you-you alright?" richie's voice dropped low and slow, like he used to with mikey. "carmen. hey, what's-"

"-she left." carmen whispered, his eyes wide in horror. "she-she left and she took t-teddy." carmen breaks, a sob choking out of his throat.

"why? why did she-" richie stops, looking at carmen. "carmen, what did you do?"

carmen sobs- no, wails. broken and terrified and horrified. full chest sobs that are more like screams. the realization of what he had done, what he had said, feeling the full weight of the consequences of his actions for the first time.

#thebearer #bearblahs #carmen berzatto #carmen berzatto x reader #carmy berzatto x reader #the bear #carmy berzatto #dad!carmen berzatto #dad!carmen berzatto x mom!reader #carmen berzatto angst

[kimbapchan]

Just woke up from a nap and your tgcf reversed au was in my dreams--there was a subplot of Qi Rong tricking Lang Qianqiu into taking and wearing little golden treasures (a ring here, an earring there, a hair ornament, just little things.) XL warned LQQ off the gifts but Qianqiu was like "it's fine, I got this" but the gifts were cursed on sort of Brocade Immortal style so Lang Qianqiu wound up having his will filed down bit by bit and replaced with Qi Rong's. Xie Lian just kinda sat back waiting for Qi Rong to dig his own grave by messing with one of the Calamities and waited for his former pupil to figure out what was going on so he could enjoy the drama. I feel it is important you know your work is so powerful it has slipped into my subconscious and haunts me in my sleep (like ghost Xie Lian! :D)

Wow that was a very interesting dream! XD haha gosh I’m happy my AU has haunted your dreams 👹 especially AU Qi rong. Ah yes, all according to keikaku. 👹👹👹👹

[swiftmitsu]

@3ntity56

HELLO????

WHAT THE HECK. 💀

THERES MORE. I COULDNT FIT IT ON ONE SCREENSHOT. 💀💀💀

i dunno whether to feel flattered by your dedication or scared by your dedication. /lh

#mitsu babbling #DUDE I WOKE UP FROM MY NAP AND SAW THAT #I THOUGHT I WAS STILL DREAMING AND THE BOOPS WERE INFECTION MY DREAMLAND #WHAKKSKD #also my apologies if you dont like the tag/ping </3

[skoulsons]

Ellie’s “why!” In her notebook after… you know

The sheer number of attempted eyes she drew. None of them look quite right. None of them match his.

His eyes. The eyes she knows so well. She can draw the rest of his face damn near perfectly, but not his eyes.

She can’t draw the parts of him that she could see through into his heart. The parts of him that shined so bright when he was around her. Those eyes that glowed so bright in the space shuttle. The eyes that looked at her with so much love and care for her, whether she could see him looking at her or not.

She can’t feel his embrace anymore. She can no longer hug him and feel his arms wrapped around her, never failing to hold her tight. She can no longer experience a kiss to her head or gentle fingers threading through her hair. She can’t hold his warm hands or hear his voice and endearments that always followed it anymore. She will never hear a “kiddo”, “baby girl”, or any other endearment he so lovingly gave to her ever again.

The one thing she had the chance to keep to see his light again. His eyes.

And she can’t even draw them.

#in other news. #I took a nap earlier and dreamed about the guy I like #AND I MADE HIM LAUGH???? #like LAUGH laugh. that man was laughing and I was so happy about it #needless to say I woke up upset and disappointed. #anyway!! happy thoughts!! #im kidding nothing is happy my past like three posts about them have been nothing but depression #BUT THATS NEILS FAULT #IF HE JUST #DIDNT KILL HIM #MAYBE WE WOULDNT BE HAVING THESE THOUGHTS AND CONVERSATIONS!!!!!;!!.?:!;?;!;?!&;!;’bm!;!! #i take one break from totk and this is what happens. #the last of us #the last of us part 2 #joel miller #ellie williams #tlou rot

[gaytedlasso]

I walked into tumblr by accident and stumbled into canon garthbenny????

#I meant to open discord and it’s next to tumblr on my phone lol #I JUST woke up from a nap in the library yet this feels like the true fever dream

[hyunpic]

hyunjin on melon spotlight

#hyunjin #skz #omg i woke up from my nap it was refreshing . #i had a dream too where he and felix were playing tag and being loud and i randomly saw them do that in the middle of the street 😭 #anyway… im gonna curl up into a pile like a snake.

[bisexuallsokka]

Oh Jo, now I know what you were liveblogging!! One of my favorite atla episodes!!! Definitely gonna have a blast reading through your posts!! 💓

heehee i hope u enjoyed!!

#being insane about them took all my energy i woke up from a nap and was like was that a dream or did that happen. #hawksatoru #ask me stuff

[sallytwo]

alright time to guess about what my dreams are about tongith

#i napped earlier. for an hour. and i woke up and it felt like years had passed #like i was literally walking the halls and was like. this feels more like a dream than my dream did #during the nap i had a pretty standard vivid apocoplyse dream. which is normal. and then a really grotesque vision of my own death #so let’s see what we get tonfirh #it’s been a solid week where i’ve had the most vivid awful dreams ever. #like i’ve always had weird dreams and sometimes they’ll flare up for awhile like my apocoplyse dreams . but it’s usually because of somethin #not just. middle of the semester time for senseless violence and images of your friends all dying. like idk where it’s coming from mmm #can i have a nice dream tonight. like when i dreamed about my friend and i going to disney. please #that was actually one of my most upsetting ones cuz it was right after she’d stopped talking to me and hated me #so having a dream where we were together and okay and the sun was shining it was all okay. and knowing it could never happen again

[one-winged-dreams]

Taking a psychosis nap just made me more tired ;_;

#i had to go without my meds for like 3 days because I had no way of getting to the pharmacy and the withdrawal was #something lmao #and i got no sleep last night so i popped them and took a nap for a bit to sleep it off and now i feel bleary and exhausted 😩 #almost fell into a ptsd dream but woke myself up so #small victories and all that #anyway i'm still mentally rubberbanding from my body so i'm gonna go see how playing more VII treats me

[izzy-b-hands]

If ur waiting on a reply from me (and i know a couple of folks are rn) thank u for ur patience in waiting. I'm working on typing things up but today is just. idk how to put it but i keep winding up grumpy and my replies i feel are suffering for it. Pls know i do wanna chat and exchange ideas, I'm just trying to make sure the Grumpasaurus Rex side of my brain that's v loud today isn't mucking them up before i send them 🫂🫂❤️❤️

#text post #like it's genuinely nothing just bad takes online some shitty messages in my inbox on here and reddit and not sleeping well at all #attempted a nap i woke up from like tenish minutes ago and it was all a realistic nightmare #in which ct house was somehow connected to nd condo & i kept getting caught on one side or the other at a time #unable to touch or talk to anyone until i was fully on either 'side' for a good while #made the flow of time feel fucked up and i fully expected this to have been a longer nap considering how time felt in there lol #but yeah. I'm trying and im v grateful to y'all waiting for being patient with me. thank u & i promise ill have my shit together soon #(aka might take an edible and just. idek. bake maybe? my brain isn't happy doing anything rn but cookies are always good) #have a potential call with mum later i need to prep for #...worst case scenario i try to nap a bit more and hope i don't wind up stuck in that weird hallway from my dream again #worst bit was the nd cats and my mum and ct cats and Housemate on each side both trying to get me out but couldn't #really don't wanna feel as stuck as i did in this dream but hey!! maybe it's trying to tell me something lmao #not entirely sure what but that's nothing new for me lmao #normally wouldn't post like this for replies but everyone waiting follows me so i figure this reaches everyone easily enough #& hopefully is better/more useful than me going radio silent bc my brain is being a baby abt shit that means nothing lmao

[boltgunkiller-archive]

girl FUCK cocaine have you ever tried brittana angst

#juno speaks #i just woke up from a three hours nap and i literally dreamed about it #i woke up so fast cause i was so distressed like omg #please… please brittana #it was s4 this time i’m healing #and then it was s2 but it’s the thought that counts #ohghgg. just imagining how strained their relationship was. sam had to Beg santana to even like #consider coming back #like really had to outline the seriousness because santana was probably so confused and upset #especially considering brittany was already with someone new too like bdhdhdbh #and she wasn’t updated on her life aside from basically what happened in diva… #oh my goddd… #just sickening #gleeposting

[yardsards]

sometimes i dream like, half lucidly? and that can take many forms but one of the FUNNIEST ones i had was last night. i had a bad dream i was being robbed. and at some point i realized it was a dream. but my mind went "oh no! i gotta wake up and end this dream before they steal my computer!" as if getting dream-robbed was something i desperately needed to avoid

#eliot posts #tho at one point one of the robbers DID threaten to taze me so i guess waking up would have saved me from that simulated pain??? #but i could have just. taken control of the dream and changed the plot. but i didn't think of that. #so i woke up at 6 am and couldn't fall back asleep and have been groggy all day but haven't been able to get a good nap in #the fun thing about my dreams is i rarely have bad dreams. and when they get bad enough i end up realizing it's a dream #sometimes i change the plot or alter small details. sometimes i step out and watch the bad dream play out like a fun horror/tragedy movie #but sometimes something like whatever THAT was happens

[brainless-but-thats-all]

MY FAVOURITE SMASH PLAYER GOT MY CHARM (my friend gave it to him bc i didnt get to talk to this guy during bobc5) IM LOSING IT

#im so fucking happy #im glad he likes it #its blown up my emails my etsy is going WILD rn #he even followed me back i just woke up from a nap and im convinced its all a dream

[raventhekittycat]

Dreamt of a new fandom concept called cannonballing. The idea was that someone who had seen all of a show (the weirder the better, Riverdale was the one in my dream), would have someone else with little to no knowledge binge watch the entirety of the show. The person who knew it all would be the "sponsor" of the person who was going to watch it. They have them come over to their place and have food and snacks for them and stuff.

That's sort of as far as the dream explicitly went but i got the impression the person watching it would compare it to other stuff theyd seen or whatever show they were super into and that maybe they're reactions would be recorded (which as i understand is already kind of a thing?) and either livestreamed or not.

Oh the term cannonballing came from jumping into the pool as the way to get into something, i.e. getting completely immersed in it with no warning/prior knowledge. Also since riverdale was used as the example I guess maybe you'd do like a season a day rather than going without sleep but I think you'd go into the next season the next day and the next the day after that without stopping.

Anyways what shows would you use for a cannonball?

#literally just dreamt of this in a nap i woke up from like 20 minutes ago #and i was like that was weird i have to share that here #as for what show id use? #not actually sure cause conan is impossible #maybe something weird from my childhood #like galactic football or oban star racers #tho i think either FMA definitely has possibility #but itd be cruel to not give someone time to digest it since it's such a masterpiece #also the dream didn't say riverdale by name but it had the quote bout highs and lows of high school football #which is how i knew it was riverdale #cause i was also getting stranger things vibes from it #also there was someone complaining about having sponsored three people through it recent they weren't gonna do a fourth #it was like the popular way to get someone into a show or something #dream

[noramoons]

#just woke up from a nap where i dreamt that i got to see seventeen and i had barricade #BUT. in the dream cheol came over to where my friend and i were and he waved at her and held her hand and i was like invisible lmaooo #i kept waving at him and he couldn’t see me 😭😭💀 and the friend in the dream doesn’t even like svt that much LMAO #woke up feeling stressed as hell and then opened tiktok to a scoups edit 💀💀 what a wild afternoon anyway #also i have no idea when we are leaving for thanksgiving bc our plans are STILL changing 😁😁 luv it here #i hope y’all are having a more normal thanksgiving eve <33 LOL #beck.txt

[dizzysinner]

i know this is almost a solid two months late and it’s very possible someone else did it first but i saw this in a dream and i had to make it

#i am also aware that it's somewhat poorly edited #i don't care #i woke up from the nap in which i had the aforementioned dream like 5 minutes before i made this quality was not my main focus #drawfee #jacob andrews #julia lepetit