#thinking about young sam 17 or freshly turned 18 year old getting that mail having nobody to share how excited he was with

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&& the way neither of them are bitter when they talk abt sam going to stanford with others, its more so, can you believe it? sam went to stanford. he did that! but in front of sam both john & dean viewing (& letting sam know!) that it was one of the worst things sam has ever done

#thinking about young sam 17 or freshly turned 18 year old getting that mail having nobody to share how excited he was with #he got a full ride he did that all by himself he didn't need anybodys help #later szn sam thinking it was okay how lonely he felt. seeing claire and telling cas that he needs to be there for her #while not applying that same logic to what happened to him #winchester family #sam & john #sam & dean #spn 12x02 #spn 1x04 #spn