#thinking abt that line from that fantastic fic ‘at rise’: ‘the first two humans i ever met i killed’

[pesteringchum]

crying and thinking abt davejade again.

they rlly said: youre my childhood friend and we went through unspeakable traumas together. youre my childhood crush and i watched you die. youre my childhood crush and i killed you. you are so fucking weird. we are so fucking weird together. you are the most normal thing about me. i love you (platonic). i love you (romantic). i love you (but i dont know if you can love me). i love you (dont die). i love you (please stop dying). i love you (i dont want to be alone again).

#the davejade tag being so dead is so sad to me #bc yes theyre super cute and sweet but they have so much going on #davesprite dumped her bc he thought she deserved the ‘real’ dave!!! #jade grew up on an island alone and once she was joined by dave she shot him to death!! #thinking abt that line from that fantastic fic ‘at rise’: ‘the first two humans i ever met i killed’ #(<- might not be the exact quote but smth like that) #GOD. GOD. #‘you are the most normal thing about me’ is kinda inspired by at rise as well bc it reminded me of some things i forgot about #like when jade got mad at grimbark jade for being upset over ‘boy troubles’ #its like. i never rlly saw it before but thats the most Normal teen thing jade could be upset about #i think dating davesprite was the closest thing to a normal teen jade ever got the opportunity to be #anyway #davejade #chum pesters #homestuck #q