#this is so much but I need to talk abt it somewhere or ill explode

[technologicz]

I've been wondering if I'm objectum and I'm so confused abt it

like, my attraction to things comes and goes but this happens with other things aswell [like my feelings on romance with people and my feelings towards my f/os]

But also I don't necessarily perceive object sentience??? at least not all the time. Sometimes I'll think oh I'll make my calculator sad if I replace it but I don't really give names and pronouns to stuff like other people I've seen in the community

I already am super confused about my feelings about other people and now I'm questioning even more stuff. I was thinking maybe I could talk to someone if anyone is willing to try to help me out with this

#I am.. SO lost rn but im trying to let myself not be ashamed of the feelings I get sometimes #I suck at responding to stuff but ourgh #2 many thoughts in my head #its so evil I always feel like im faking things and inserting myself where I dont belong but people who are faking probably wouldnt be like #constantly worrying if they're faking #this is so much but I need to talk abt it somewhere or ill explode #objectum #docsrambles