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#to keep up this like essays long reply chain about the minutia of our lives that doesn’t change ever
icterid-rubus
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#scheduled my cat to be put down this Friday
#don’t wanna make a post about it but I wanna talk about it
#asked my mom to come with to drive me and do the talking. dad asked to come too
#except he doesn’t do earnest emotions well and says really stupid and insensitive shit when people are emoting
#and I will be sobbing through all this. I already am
#on a zoom call with family so they can say goodbye to Chloe and he’s going on about how bad she is sees I’m trying not to cry and says
#gee! I don’t think she’ll make it through this! hohoho!
#I don’t want anyone to be there with me at all but I know I just won’t be able to talk to the vet and pay
#really just a fucked up year. ducked up like 6 years running but whatever
#really tired but I can’t sleep. don’t want to talk to people but isolated
#I want Chloe’s suffering to be over but I don’t want to let her go.
#meanwhile I have bumble person on discord talking to me and it feels like such a slog. I want to ghost. I’m just tired in them and having
#to keep up this like essays long reply chain about the minutia of our lives that doesn’t change ever
#but that also feels mean because they haven’t been pushy and have been really considerate even when they asked to meet again and I said to
#hold off because of my cat and it’s been like two weeks
#I haven’t been in instagram because I don’t want fish store person to ask me out
#trying to get stuff done for friends baby but realized in all this mess I forgot to block anything. feel like such a failure at everything
#making baby presents. keeping my cat alive. making connections
#I just don’t want to be perceived at all. I feel like such a non entity
#or rather I feel like I should be a non entity. a picture on the wall of a disused room.
#I’m so tired.
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