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#trying to get stuff done for friends baby but realized in all this mess I forgot to block anything. feel like such a failure at everything
icterid-rubus · 17 days
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#scheduled my cat to be put down this Friday#don’t wanna make a post about it but I wanna talk about it#asked my mom to come with to drive me and do the talking. dad asked to come too#except he doesn’t do earnest emotions well and says really stupid and insensitive shit when people are emoting#and I will be sobbing through all this. I already am#on a zoom call with family so they can say goodbye to Chloe and he’s going on about how bad she is sees I’m trying not to cry and says#gee! I don’t think she’ll make it through this! hohoho!#I don’t want anyone to be there with me at all but I know I just won’t be able to talk to the vet and pay#really just a fucked up year. ducked up like 6 years running but whatever#really tired but I can’t sleep. don’t want to talk to people but isolated#I want Chloe’s suffering to be over but I don’t want to let her go.#meanwhile I have bumble person on discord talking to me and it feels like such a slog. I want to ghost. I’m just tired in them and having#to keep up this like essays long reply chain about the minutia of our lives that doesn’t change ever#but that also feels mean because they haven’t been pushy and have been really considerate even when they asked to meet again and I said to#hold off because of my cat and it’s been like two weeks#I haven’t been in instagram because I don’t want fish store person to ask me out#trying to get stuff done for friends baby but realized in all this mess I forgot to block anything. feel like such a failure at everything#making baby presents. keeping my cat alive. making connections#I just don’t want to be perceived at all. I feel like such a non entity#or rather I feel like I should be a non entity. a picture on the wall of a disused room.#I’m so tired.
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sunkissed-zegras · 21 days
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could you write some Caitlin hc?
𝐑𝐄𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐏 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒 ─ CC²²
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─ warnings | fluff, mention of arguing/VERY SLIGHT ANGST, best friends to lovers, just a bunch of yap... sorry in advance <3
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PRE-RELATIONSHIP
i feel like caitlin just gives off childhood best friends to lovers + high school sweethearts, like you guys knew each your entire lives and were like super duper close
and then one day it kinda just like hit caitlin like SHE IS **IN LOVE** WITH YOU
she's definitely the first one to "catch feelings"
i use that term VERY loosely because both of you guys were idiots and didn't realize you'd loved each other the first time you met
but she's the first one to realize it
which i feel like would cause a slight rift between you two because up until that point, it was "platonic"
she just wouldn't know how to go about her feelings and it would just stress her out, so she just began to distance herself
and in the years you've known her SHE'S NEVER DONE THAT TO YOU, so obviously you notice
and you try and talk to her about it but she reassures you and tells you it's nothing, that she's just stressed about school
which you don't buy so you just keep bugging her about it, cause she's ur best friend ur not about to lose her!!
eventually you give up after realizing that maybe she just doesn't wanna be friends with you anymore, and after you didn't show up to her game, caitlin knew she FUCKED UP
so after the game, she goes to your house and tells you that she messed up
and you both go up to your room and talk about it, she's SO emotional and just stressed out but she pours everything out to you
and you're confused at first, caitlin likes YOU????
and when you hug her and tell her it's alright, that you liked her back, baby was taken aback cause she's like WHAT
she expected you to just be okay with it obviously but she never expected you to tell her you LIKED HER BACK????
it's just so cutesy rom-com-y and just... ADORABLE and sweet
RELATIONSHIP
queen of cuddles, oh my lord this woman is always on top of you
she doesn't really process her size sometimes cause she'll just lay on top of you and she forgets that she's literally 6ft with a bunch of muscles
you've almost died multiple times
she's super duper touchy all the 24/7 EXCEPT AT GAMES
pda is cute and all but not at games because she has to keep up an appearance and being overly touchy with your girlfriend at a game isn't exactly a great image
but she'll do it anywhere else!!!!!! but of course not too much cause again, the whole image thing
she loves taking pictures and videos to everything, her entire camera roll is just you and her atp
like vlogs GALORE to send to her family and stuff, because they adore you and her relationship!!!!
and obvs the team but they get rly sick and tired quicklu
"caitlin we get it u have an amazing healthy relationship" *attachment: 8 photos of you guys giving a thumbs down with frowns* "did we rly need 8 photos?" "yes!!!!!!!!"
and she vlogs everything, like every moment with you, she's got recorded
but those are usually very sacred to her, she doesn't show them to anyone and she hearts them so that she can look at them anytime she misses u :(
she loves showing you off on her instagram stories!!! but she gives everyone crumbs, like your back with her jersey and a cutesy little heart and you two holding hands
she has posts of you guys from high school still on instagram but she doesn't really post you a lot just because she wants to be professional
but whenever she can, SHE DOESSSS (like that whole 1yr post but with u.......)
you're at every single one of her important games!!!!! since yall have been together for so long, you guys make time for each other (ofc), she'll fly you out, pay for your hotels and everything
you're her number one supporter and fan!!!! oh my gosh
because she can't respond to weird comments, YOU def can
especially the ones that are like "i can def beat her in a 1v1" and it's just some random man
"most mens players at college level couldn't even beat her, i guarantee a random guy on tiktok could🤗" "you're 5'7, think again 💀"
caitlin just laughs at the comments but you will never let anyone shit talk your girlfriend????
she finds your protectiveness so endearing like it makes her fall more in love w you (if that's even possible?"
rom-com nights are like the ideal date night - caitlin cooks the food and you pick the movie, you guys cuddling on the couch as you eat and watch the movie is like every free saturday/sunday for yall
caitlin hates being away from you, she just wishes you could be with her 24/7
if she's away from you, expect 10000+ messages from her and 10 minute snapchat vlogs of her just at the gym while she speaks into the speakers quietly as if she's being followed (shes just dramatic)
some of the vlogs are just her in the hotel room very bored, trying to think of something to talk to u about and ITS SO CUTE
"so uh... i heard that squirrels can't burp. isn't that weird and like.... kinda sad? imagine living your whole life without being able to burp, i think i would die. speaking of that, i tried making your mom's cupcakes the other day, but i accidentally used salt instead of sugar! and that's exactly why i stick to cooking, baking is too damn hard. oh shit, kate is calling me, i gotta go but uh i hope you're having a great day. i miss you like crazy and can't wait until we're together again. i love you!"
yeah she's a yapper
she loves when you do her hair because i feel like she's more of a outfit person
so she would like if you braided her hair or like curled it or something, it makes her feel good and like pretty
the one time she curled her hair without you, she burned her arm and she swore she'd never again🫠
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hqbaby · 9 months
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eleven — of course
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fuck ur instincts — suna x reader & atsumu x reader
you and suna are just fooling around—so why does he care so much when you start falling in love with someone else?
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word count. 1.6k content. swearing, sex talk?
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“Where are you going?”
You stop in your tracks, doorknob in one hand, keys in the other. Slowly, you turn around and find Suna watching you with a mix of both amusement and confusion.
“Morning,” you say.
“Morning,” he says back. “Where are you going?”
“Oh, you know. Places. To do stuff.”
“Stuff.”
“Yup.”
“Y/N.”
The floodgates open. “It’s Eri’s birthday today and I was in charge of getting her cake but I totally spaced and now I have to get it before they throw it out!”
He frowns. “That’s it?”
“I’m a bad friend,” you whine. “I’m a bad captain! I’m gonna get kicked off the team. I mean, I deserve it—”
He walks back to the bedroom. “I’ll drive you,” you hear him say. “I’m just putting on pants. Don’t even think about leaving without me!”
“Rin, you don’t have to!”
He walks out, zipping his jeans. “Fine, you drive then.” He tosses you the keys.
You catch them before they hit the ground and frown. “I-I don’t drive.”
“You’ve picked me up when I was too drunk to drive,” he reminds you. “Pretty sure you can.”
You walk out of his apartment and fidget with the car keys while he locks the door. As he leads the way to the parking garage of his building, you can’t help the awkward feeling that creeps over you. Your mind keeps shifting back to last night. The way he touched you. The softness of it all. His words.
“I only care about you.”
You kick yourself. Stop being weird, you think. It’s just Rin.
That’s the problem though isn’t it? It’s Rin.
Fuck.
You brushed it off last night, falling asleep without saying a word, but you knew that something had shifted. Something was different. That you weren’t just fucking. You were something.
He opens the door to the driver’s seat for you to slide in before heading over to the passenger side. Can’t think about this shit right now. Steeling yourself, you start the engine and back the car out of the parking slot.
“Thought you said you couldn’t drive,” he teases as you smoothly weave through the streets, occasionally checking your phone for directions.
You shrug, your head chanting: Be normal, act cool, don’t let him know how you feel.
“I said I didn’t,” you say, glancing over your side to wink at him. “I only drive manuals. Automatics are for babies.”
Fuck. Okay. Good job.
He scoffs in disbelief. “Such a snob,” he says. “Hot though. I’d give you a blowjob if I could.”
You roll your eyes. Be normal. Act cool. “Yeah, okay.”
When you get to the bakery, you’re all frantic and jittery, hoping and praying that they haven’t gotten rid of the cake yet. Luck is on your side when the woman manning the counter tells you that you’ve come just in time and passes the box over to you. You thank her excitedly, telling her how terrible you felt about forgetting it and chatting her ear off like she’s an old friend.
Suna is by your side the whole time. He’s been trying his best to keep himself together since he saw you by the door earlier. If he’s being honest, he was worried that you were planning on leaving without telling him. He crossed a line last night and he wouldn’t have been surprised if you decided you wanted nothing else to do with him.
“I only care about you.”
But that’s not who you are and he knows it. So he tries to keep his cool. Tries to act as calm as he can when you hand him a cup of coffee and a pastry, thanking him for letting you drive his car.
It hits him at that moment that he never wants to lose you. Standing there in the middle of the empty bakery, you beaming up at him with your hair still a mess, dressed in one of his hoodies and sweatpants, he realizes he doesn’t know what he would have done if he had woken up to find you gone. The thought alone terrifies him.
He has to take it back. 
He knows he does. 
He can’t let you get all tangled up in his feelings because he knows it will end with you slipping away. You don’t feel the same way about him, you don’t burn the way he does, and, if he doesn’t take it back, he’s going to lose you. And he can’t have that.
“Rin?” you ask as the two of you walk back outside. “Are you okay?”
He nods, helping you to the driver’s seat. “Yeah, I’m fine.”
“You sure?”
“I’m sure.”
The two of you sit in his car for a moment, eating your food and drinking your coffee. There’s something unspoken in the air, a tension that both of you don’t want to address but know that neither of you can live with it being unmentioned. 
So you bite the bullet. What’s the worst that could happen anyway?
“Y/N.”
“Rin.”
You stare at each other, blinking.
“Oh, uh,” he clears his throat, “you can go first.”
“Oh!” You nod, trying to piece your thoughts together. “Right. So. Rin, about last night—”
Tap. Tap. Tap.
You both turn to your window.
“Hey, best friend!” Oikawa greets as you roll your window down. He’s a little out of breath, a bead of sweat trickling down his forehead. Probably been out jogging. “Didn’t know you had a car—oh! Hi, Suna!”
Suna waves uncomfortably. “Hey.”
“What are you guys doing here?”
“Oh, yeah, uh, I had to pick up Eri’s cake,” you explain, trying to mask the panic in your voice. “For her birthday. Yeah.”
He hums happily. “That’s nice!” he says. “Where are you going now?”
“Oh, you know…” Your mind blanks.
“The dorms,” Suna supplies. “Y/N’s heading back to the dorms.”
Oikawa’s face lights up. “Mind if I hitch a ride?” he asks. “My phone’s out of juice and I can’t run without music.”
You try to say something, but you can feel your mouth go dry. This is going to be bad.
“Sure,” Suna says, voice is a little higher than usual. He’s clearly panicking too.
Your best friend grins. “Awesome,” he says as he gets in the backseat. “I can just get off at Y/N’s. It’s near my residence hall anyway.”
“C-cool,” you stutter, starting the car and trying your best to focus on driving.
Oikawa starts humming and pointing things out on the street. “That’s where Iwa and I got your birthday gift, Y/N.”
“Oh! That’s nice, Tooru.”
“That skateboard shop is cool.”
“It sure is.”
“Ooooh that place is on sale!”
“We should check it out soon.”
“Yeah, we should—holy shit! You guys fucked!”
The car jolts as you break at a red light. Your entire body is frozen, staring straight ahead as a mother and son cross the street. Your eyes flit over to your side to see Suna just as still as you are.
He tries to speak. “Oikawa, wait, let me explain—”
“Explain?!” the other boy shrieks, swatting Suna’s shoulders from behind. “You’re such a whore! I can understand Atsumu because he’s, well, kinda dumb… but you?!”
You find somewhere to pull over, wincing as Oikawa attempts to beat Suna up. “Tooru, stop!” you say when the car is parked, reaching over to grab his wrists. “Please. Just let me explain.”
He huffs and sits back in his seat, continuing to give Suna the stink eye.
“You okay?” you ask. You restrain yourself from reaching out to touch him, worried that would escalate the situation more.
“Yeah,” he tells you. “I’m fine.”
“Hello?! Are you gonna fuck in front of me?! Is that the explanation?!”
You groan. You love him, you really do, but sometimes Oikawa is just infuriating. “Not that it’s any of your business,” you hiss, turning around in your seat so you can face him, “but, yes. We fucked.”
“But why?!”
“We’ve been seeing each other for a year now.”
You swear his eyes are going to pop out of his head. “You what?!”
“Tooru, please don’t make a big deal out of this. I know you care about me, but this is—”
“It’s just sex.”
You look over at Suna. His arms are crossed over his chest, eyes looking at everything but you. “What?” you ask quietly. You wonder if you heard wrong.
He shrugs. “It’s just sex,” he repeats. Part of you thinks he doesn’t believe what he’s saying—but he says it anyway so what does it matter? “It doesn’t mean anything. You can stop worrying about it, Oikawa.”
You can’t bring yourself to say anything else, so you just drop back into your seat and start driving again. The two boys argue more about the semantics of it all, but you can’t bring yourself to care. You want to act normal—cool and unfazed, the girl you’ve always made yourself out to be. But you can’t do it. Not right now. Not when everything just feels so numb.
It’s just sex.
You weren’t lying when you said you wished you could read his mind. If you could, it probably would have saved you a whole lot of ache.
It doesn’t matter that you’ve liked Suna since the first year. It doesn’t matter that he’s the only boy you ever want to talk about. It doesn’t matter that you let him fuck you and keep you a secret just because it keeps you next to him. It doesn’t matter that he bought you a Winnie the Pooh toothbrush or has you saved on his phone as “the love of his life.” It doesn’t matter that he says your name when he fucks other girls. It doesn’t matter that he told you that you’re the only one he cares about.
It’s just sex.
Of course it is.
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notes. hi team suna… sorry… the plot needed it… it had to be done… but like i said!! it’s not over ‘til it’s over!! whatever that means!! we’re not even halfway through so a lot of things can AND will still happen hihihi
if you haven’t seen the poll results from the last chapter, you can find them here!! we won’t be polling again for a while for… reasons that will become clear in the next chapters :D 
lots of love to everyone 🩷
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cherubkeery · 1 year
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Not an idiot
The moment he got home, he got in bed. Not caring if he was in outside clothes. You were already on the bed, you’d been reading a book. But set it aside to look at your upset boyfriend.
“Harrington? You okay?” You asked, you leaned in to where his head was buried. Kissing him gently on his cheek that wasn’t pressed onto the bed. He sighed and raised his head.
“Keith called me an idiot because I accidentally messed up one of the tapes. He was yelling so much that Robin had to intervene.” You were softly playing with his hair, you frowned as he recounted what happened.
“You made a mistake, baby. That’s not your fault. Shit happens.” You kept kissing his face, tears were springing out of his eyes.
“I’m always being called an idiot. Or being told that I’m dumb without them saying it. Like great, everyone thinks that’s funny. But sometimes, sometimes it really does get to me. It sucks.” He said, his voice was cracking and it hurt your heart that he was saying these things.
“I know it’s easier said than done. But don’t let them get in your head. It’s just not worth it.” You said, you knew in some way that he was talking about his own friends.
“It hurts more when it comes from Dustin or Robin. Like I get it, I wasn’t the smartest guy at school. Or sometimes it takes me longer to understand certain things. But still I try. I try and it’s just never good enough. I have my own way of thinking things. I don’t know, I’m just rambling.” He buried his face into your lap, holding onto your thighs as he did so.
“Steve, how come you didn’t say so? They’re your friends-.”
“Because then, then it’ll look like I can’t take a joke. I don’t want to look like a dingus.”
You were beginning to see, all the words his friends used on him; were actually hurting him. You didn’t realize until then. You stroked his hair, letting his tears fall on your thighs.
“Baby, if they really care about you. They would understand.”
He shook his head. “I deserve it, for all the years I was an asshole.”
It was your turn to shake your head. “That’s not true, you don’t deserve that Steve. Hey, Steve.” He looked up at you, his eyes were red from crying.
“You’re not an idiot. Just because you understand things differently doesn’t make you dumb. You’re learning things in your own way.”
“Really? You’re not just saying that to make me stop crying.” He said, you laughed a little and shook your head.
“C’mere.” You said. He moved his body upwards as you lowered yourself down. He was now on top of you. His arms circling your body. “I’m not just saying stuff to make you stop crying. I promise I mean it. All of it.”
You kissed him on his lips, you looked into his eyes and he smiled at you.
“I’m glad I have you. You make me feel better about myself. Not to say-.”
“I get what you mean. You don’t have to explain yourself. Why don’t we go and take a bath. That way you can relax. You deserve it.” He nodded his head.
Once you two had made it into the bathroom, you’d put on the water and let the warm water fill the tub. You added bath soap that smelled like roses into it. You helped him get out of his work clothes. He watched you as you did so. Helping you in return.
You both settle into the water, you could tell once he was in the bath. He’d begun to relax more. You kissed his cheeks softly. His hands were on you.
“Turn.”
“Why?” He asked.
“Just turn.” You laughed. He did as you asked, his head falling onto your chest. You gathered some water from the tub and began to run it onto his body. He shivered as you did so. You continued as you gathered water for his hair. Tonight was about him. You even added his favorite shampoo and conditioner into his hair.
“Hey babe?” He said, his eyes were closed as you continued to bath him.
“Yeah?”
“I love you so much. I’m glad I met you.” You kissed his cheek.
“I love you too, I’m glad you’re in my life.” He smiled up at you.
“You’re so getting pounded into tonight by the way.” You let out a laugh, thinking he was joking. But once you looked into his eyes and saw the lust in them. You closed your mouth.
A smirk was on his face as he watched you. Let’s just say you guys didn’t make it into the bedroom.
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Platonic Yandere Tengen Family | Trick or Treat
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“I WANT TO TRICK OR TREAT THIS YEAR!”
A collective gasp filled the room and your father crossed his muscular arms. Your burst of confidence seemed to leave your body along with the words that you practically shouted to your parents. 
“Now why would you want to do that?”
It was a genuine question, you wre well into your elementary years to finally ask your parents if you could go. As always you were different. Everyone else didn’t have to ask their parents, they just went. Coming back the next day with countless horrifying stories and lunch boxes full of candy. You couldn’t even be like your friend who just didn’t celebrate.
“Oh I don’t celebrate it. I just got to help mama bake in the kitchen.”
You couldn’t even say that because you didn’t know. You recalled you once asked your Mama-Hina, she smiled and patted your head promising to help you make some pumpkin shaped cookies. While they tasted delicious, you found that was all that was done and it wasn’t much to report when everyone spoke of their eventful night. You did try asking Mama-Makio but she laughed and roughly slapped your back saying, “Yeah but that stuffs for babies, right?”
You asked Mama-Suma and you were worried you’d erupted an ear-drum as she shoved you into her chest wailing all about how, ‘the holiday is too scary for her baby!’ 
You realized you never went to ask your only father. Something about it seemed final, to ask your father who had the final say. At his word everyone listens–for the most part– and maybe as a subconscious rule for yourself you never let yourself think to ask him. Until now.
“I-i want to go and get candy like my friends. I-i don’t have t-to go with them but I want to have a basket full of candy like everyone else!”
Mama-Hina came from behind your father to put a warm hand on your back. 
“If you want candy so bad we can just get you a biiiig pack. Just for you.”
She gave you her loving smile and you could hear your other mothers nod in agreement as they surged closer to you as though you were satisfied. You shook your head pulling away from them to cling to your father’s shirt. You looked up at him as you made your final plea.
“Papa, please! I want to trick or treat like everyone else! To earn my candy by how cute I’ll look in my costume!”
You father looked to the ceiling leaving you everyone in suspense as he gave an audible sigh. Looking into your big beady (e/c) eyes with his own fushcia pair before scooping you up into his arms to hold you high above his head and everyone elses. 
“You can go!” 
“Yay!” 
Focused on giving celebratory hugs and thank-you’s to your father who was all smiles, you were completely oblivious to the horror-stricken faces of your mothers.
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“Why would you agree to that?! Now they're going to want to go every year!”
“And they’ll probably grow-up even faster if we do that!!! Wahhhhh my baby’s going to scare themselves to death Waaah.”
Tengen had been selected for the honor of dropping you off to school today, courtesy of encouraging you in the new adventure that was “Trick or Treat.” Arriving back home had him bombarded with the worrisome and tearful expressions of his wives. Ignoring Suma’s light punches to his chest and Makio trying to pull her away, he tilted his head at Hinatsuru who was lazer focused on folding some clothes. Uzui sweatdropped as he realized she was giving him the silent treatment as she cleaned up after your exciteful mess this morning. Ever since he gave his verdict you’d been joyfully dancing around chanting all about how you ‘were trick or treating this year!’ You were so happy that you were completely blocking out the soft comments of your Mama-Hina both trying to reel you back in from Cloud 9 by warning you of the restrictions that will definitely be set in place. Don’t get her wrong, your smile makes everyone’s heart flutter but the reason as to why puts a strain on their joy. 
If you were asking to go trick or treating now, what would be next?! Going with friends?! Alone?! Going to horror houses!? Leaving home forever?! It seemed as though all the well-driven fears of strangers and monsters no longer dissuaded you. What were they to do?!
“Do you think I wouldn’t, consider what this would mean?” 
The hustle and bustle from his wives (Makio & Suma) immediately calmed to listen to him. Even Hinatsuru slightly turned her head to hear what their husband had to say. He smirked before proudly exclaiming.
“We’ll be there the whole way until we aren’t.”
“W-what?!”
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“Mama, what do you think? Do I look good?”
You posed for Suma who lost the draw in who was allowed to come with on the costume hunt. Apparently they were afraid of too many people making a scene. Anyway you ultimately decided to be a chocolate-chip cookie. She cooed along with the rest of your mothers as you twirled around with your milk themed basket. Uzui looked on with his own smile, relishing in not only the really cute pictures he’d get from this but the steps for his plan to fall into place. 
It wasn’t long before the sun had begun to set and you saw the other costumed children begin to make their rounds. You clutched the finger of your father’s massive hand as you tried to get him to move faster. 
“It's okay, papa you look super flashy! Now let’s go!” 
You figured he was stalling because he was shy of the macaroni necklaces you gave him as a makeshift  costume. You weren’t aware of the final instructions your father was giving to your mothers before letting your tiny body pull him along outside. 
“You’re right I do look flashy!” 
“Now come on Dad! We gotta get all the good candy before it's gone.”
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The night was turning out to be a blast. You were given countless compliments on how cute you were in your costume. Not to mention you got more candy when you pointed to your dad. You figured they must have liked your makeshift costume because they would give you even more candy. 
It was almost like the stories all your friends had told you; not to mention the insane amounts of candy you would get to have once you got home. Your bag was so big it was practically bursting. You beamed at the candy, pausing to yawn before taking in your surroundings. It was darker now, lights were turning off and Jackolanterns were being put out. It was time to go home but when you whipped your head behind you…your guardian wasn’t there.
“Papa?”
Only being met with the silence of the night. Even the crickets weren’t making any sound and you were all alone. You took a deep breath in and out, while trying to keep yourself calm you heard a rustle in the tree above. You looked above in time only to see something black and furry fall on your face. You didn’t scream you didn’t flail as you calmly removed the object from you to find that it was just a spider decoration.
You breathed a sigh of relief as you saw a string pull it back into the tree as you continued on thinking of where your home is. It wasn’t far but it did seem longer as you had no one to hold hands with. But this was okay. You're a big kid. After all you did go trick or treating today and that was a successful quest in its own right. 
“Awwwwooooooh!” 
You heard a mighty howl that had you scanning the area surrounding you, seeing no one but still feeling alarmed you walked a little faster. You were once again back in silence before hearing a gruff breathing growing nearer. You didn’t stop, you only sped up not enough to run but enough to stay a distance away from whatever had begun tailing you. Still hearing and now feeling whatever this was growing closer, you decided on a plan. 
Breaking into a sprint you let your little legs carry you as far as you could. Getting tired you looked for an opening before seeing an open gate with a dog house. Without thinking you tucked yourself inside letting whatever was following you pass by in a confused state. 
In the dark of the dog house you can see the soulless eyes of a pitbull. 
“Oh sorry for using your space….uh you can have these for payment.”
You reached into your bag fishing out the packaged sliced apples a loud woman insisted you have. Opening the bag and laying the slices on the ground the dog happily munched on the fruit slices as you gave a good scratch to his head. With slight difficulty you shoved your costume out of the doorway before turning around to blow a kiss.
“Bye baby, enjoy the apples!” 
You went along your way remembering the path to your house being sure to look at your surroundings. And as you neared your house you did find something odd: a drying trail of red liquid that started on the sidewalk that led to a patch of trees. You gulped before committing to follow the burgundy splotches in the dirt to an out of place box. It was giant and wooden, surrounded by chains that seemed to have fallen off. As you got closer you made a shocking discovery.
“Pee--yew! This stinks.”
You exclaimed to yourself as you lifted its lid. It was really heavy and you could hold it just enough to see what was inside. It was a mass of something and definitely responsible for the stench you smelt so easily. There were bugs all around and in it, you couldn’t handle it anymore, dropping the lid to wave the air in front of your nose as you walked back to the path, shaking in disgust before making your way back home. 
You had finally made it to your doorway already seeing the familiar silhouettes making frantic movements along with the muffled shouts of the family. You were going to knock before the feeling of being watched took over. Like you had many times before scanned your surroundings falling on the easily missed fellow in a suit. Across the street he looked deep in thought as he stared at your house. So invested that he failed to notice you come up beside him and tug at his sleeve. 
“Hi there Sir, I like your costume.”
You motioned to the red paint on his face. He didn’t respond, he just kept looking at you. You thought for a moment realizing he must be shy and since he was staring at your house he must have wanted to trick or treat. You gave him a sorry look before reaching into your bag. 
“I’m sorry we finished Trick or Treating for the night but here you can have this.” 
Grabbing his hand you open it and close it to hold the candy bar. You pat his hand and flash a smile before skipping back to your house and finally knocking on the door. With hardly any time passing at all the door swung open and multiple pairs of hands came and grabbed you pulling you inside to smother you with hugs and kisses. 
“Waaahhhh (Y/n) why were you out so late!? Why didn’t you come back, right away!!?”
“Were you scared baby? Papa came back without you. I was so worried.”
“(Y/n)...you’ve been through a scary experience, are you sure you want to go ‘Trick or Treating’ again?”
The room falls into a silence as you finish hugging your father who has a hard time letting you go even as you pull away to answer.
“Uhm uh..”
Everyone seemed to lean closer as you thoughtfully mulled over your night. Before coming to a conclusion at which you nodded to yourself.
“Yes! I want to do it again!”
A collective groan sounded from your mothers as your father loudly laughed only quieting when he felt your tiny hand push at his chest.
“But uhm, maybe you shouldn’t come with me since you just left me right after it was over…” 
You weren’t joking and Uzui Tengen took that to heart. It was all a part of his plan and he truly was watching you the whole time. His previously laughing face had turned into one of horror as his wives began to laugh at him. 
Subtly pushing for you to sit on the couch Makio and Suma helped you take off your costume to get ready for your bed-time routine while Hinatsuru fixed you a warm glass of milk. You recounted your adventure as they nervously looked at one another before hyper-focusing on their respective tasks.
“And then I met this one guy who was dressed up as that one singer with the nightmare music video!”
“A singer?” Hinatsuru sent a look to the no longer frozen in horrified shock, Uzui who perked up at your revelation. 
“Yeah, he wanted to come inside but *Yawn* I gave him some candy instead.” 
Carefully handing you your warmed cup of milk Hinastsure let Makio and Suma fight over how to put you to bed. You sleepily waved as you disappeared into the hall with a bickering Suma and Makio. 
“Uhm Uzui…did you see anyone that matched that description?” Her lilac orbs were already ashaken with concern as her husband didn’t respond, only looking cryptically at the sidewalk across from their house. 
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heartssatoru · 1 year
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ignoring jjk men? I hardly see any of this request. Any characters just please have megumi in it🙏
Ignoring jjk men
Characters: Yuji, Megumi, Gojo, and Sukuna.
Warnings: nsfw for sukuna and gojo!! Afab
(My friend requested this <3)
yuji
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Ignoring him is pure evil. This man will get so sad. Poor baby 🙁
He'll try to put on the act that he doesn't care and stuff but is crying the moment you keep ignoring him
No but actually, if you ignore him at class then he'll spam your phone with messages.
If you don't respond thats when he makes megumi text you for him.
Will get offended if you only respond to megumi, but he'll also get sad if you don't respond
He'll literally beg for you to respond just once.
Honestly even if its just for a little he'll just start whining and begging for your attention.
He would go through ALL your guys messages just to see if he did anything wrong
'Hey! Heyyy..! Stop ignoring me!! Hellooo? Last time I remembered I wasn't a ghost! Stop ignoring me..! What did I doo?'
Megumi
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Will be confused for the most part. But he probably wouldn't even realize your ignoring him
And when he does realize he's still confused. Like why are you ignoring him?
okay yeah he didnt let you pet his divine dogs but so what?
He thinks your being dramatic. So he will put up with it.
Unless he can't stand it then yes he will let you pet them.
One touch.He doesn't see why you want to be cuddling with them. I mean he's right there is he not?
'Are you seriously ignoring me just because I didn't let you pet- okay. Fine. One small pet. Thats all your getting. Don't complain im being generous.'
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Oh ignoring him? Yeah right? He doesn't care! He'll still bug you!
Not to mention he will tease you. Especially if the cause is because he upset you.
Yeah he'll act hurt. But he takes it as a challage too. If thats how you want to play so be it.
If him surprising you with kisses and hugs then alright. He'll move onto something more extreme
But how far should he take it? If you do really ignore him for a whole day or more than do be prepared.
And don't be surprised if your laying on your back on his bed with your thighs being held apart by his tight grip.
He will eat you out no hesitation. Oh you wanted ignore him? He will overstimulate you.
Oh you came? Cute, but he's not stopping. Not until he's satisfied.
By the time he's done with you, you will be a mess. Legs shaky n everything
'Hmm? Is this too much? Oh but we just started!~ I'm not done with you. Stop trying to close your legs. We both know thats not happening.'
Sukuna
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Oh ignoring this man? Goodluck too you! And I mean this quite seriously.
Haha your brave if you have the guts to do that
Ignoring him for fun to see what he does too? Yeah alright we'll see..
He'll clearly be offended. Because who are you to ignore the king of curses?
If he really wanted too, he could easily destroy you. So you should be thankful he hasn't! His mindset
Your just being childish. Thats what he's telling himself.
Keep going if you want this man to fuck you and not let you cum.
Seriously. He will fuck your brains out. And he will not let you cum, not until your there's tears in your pretty eyes, and your begging him to let you cum.
If you don't apologize to him then alright. I guess your not cumming, not until you apologize of course.
'Why don't you be a good girl and apologize for ignoring me hm? Maybe then ill let you cum. No? Thats too bad.'
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Dallas x fem! Reader that has a huge service dog. (To protect her)
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I really believe that Dallas LOVES dogs.
And before you dated but you were friends with the gang.
You haven’t brought your dog that much
“Oh shit! I forgot about Zeus!” You exclaimed, getting up from the couch.
“Zeus? Who tf is that?” Two-bit said
You paused and it clicked. You remembered they never met Zeus.
“My dog.” You said, getting your stuff, and opening the door.
“can you bring him tomorrow?” Ponyboy aksed, wanting to meet your “puppy”.
You hesitated.
“I mean, you guys. I don’t think that’s a real good idea.” You said, not knowing how your dog will react around new people, especially boys.
They all pleaded and you hesitantly agreed.
So the next day you got his chain, and everything you needed for him and yourself and walked to the Curtis house.
When you got there, you knocked on the screen door before opening it, holding Zeus behind you.
“I got ‘em. But y’all stay back. He gets riled up around new people. And y’all are boys so I don’t know how that’s gonna work.” You said, trying to keep Zeus under control, since he was excited.
“All right. You can let him in.” Darry said, reading the newspaper.
You opened the door all the way, Zeus pulling you slightly, but you managed to keep him at your side.
Dallas’. jaw. Dropped.
I’m sayin this man will literally drop everything when he sees a dog.
He loves them.
And honestly everyone expected it to be a small puppy.
“Wow!” Ponyboy yelled loudly, alerting the dog.
The dog whipped around and growled and snapped at Ponyboy, his sharp teeth showing.
Ponyboy went pale.
“Hey! No! Do not do that!” You said, correcting your dog.
You sat on the couch next to Dallas.
Dallas scooted far away for you to have a lot of room.
You pulled at his leash gently.
“Zeus, sit.” You said, Zeus kneeled by your side immediately.
“Come here, pony.” You said, waving him to where you were sat.
The dog growled as he got closer, thinking he was gonna harm you.
Ponyboy sat next to you, nervously.
You scooted closer to pony, wrapping your arm around his shoulder.
The dog immediately stopped growling, his tail wagging a little as he realized this was a safe place.
He slowly started getting up.
He hesitantly walked around the room, sniffing people.
When he got to Dallas, he sniffed him, waiting a bit then licked his hand before pulling away.
When you and Dallas were dating.
He didn’t have to worry about you walking alone in the streets.
And I know what everyone is thinking.
“If you’re with Dallas, you shouldn’t have to worry about walking alone at night. Nobody is gonna mess with you if you’re with him.”
Wrong.
When you brought out the dog, non of the Soc boys bothered you.
Though, Dallas and your Dog were very competitive over you.
If you screamed because you saw a spider.
Dallas and Zeus would look at each other and race to you to see who gets there first.
Zeus liked Dallas so you didn’t have to worry about that.
Dallas would play with your dog while you were in the shower, he would walk him, even though he don’t see how you can hold him without getting dragged but he can’t when you’re walking him.
Zeus almost dragged Dallas one time.
But he got the hang of it.
And Zeus WILL protect BOTH of you.
Like at a rumble, you have to hold him so he won’t run to help Dallas.
Zeus sits there whining as the fight breaks out.
When the rumble is done, he will run to him, licking his face.
When you go to the drive in and someone else gets upset because you were blocking the movie trying to find a place to sit.
The dog turns around and snaps.
Zeus loves babies.
But when you are walking and the neighborhood dogs are outside you have to keep him away from the kids.
There was a time where you were waking and the neighborhood dogs started barking and one got loose and ran at you.
Zeus put his nose to a child that was playing, pushing her away so she wouldn’t get hurt.
And then attended to you quickly.
There were numerous times where you got out of the shower and found both of them cuddled up, asleep.
It was definitely a sweet sight.
You also most definitely have pictures.
You and Dallas play around with the dog.
Like you look at the dog and then you and Dallas peck each other on the lips, making the dog grows slightly.
And every time you two hug, Zeus jumps up and tries to get in as well.
Every time Dallas leaves to go see the gang, he kneels down and hugs Zeus, telling him to take care of you for him.
It’s so cute.
Sometimes when you and Dallas are in a fight, the dog starts barking loudly, growling at Dallas as if telling him not to get loud with you.
But there are times where Zeus is scared when Dallas screams at you and gets closer to you as he screams.
Like in his mind, he thinks he’s gonna hit you so he lays in front of your feet, whimpering and looking at Dallas.
This hurts Dallas a lot because he would NEVER hit a woman.
Especially you.
He’s a man of many things.
But he is no woman beater.
After a fight, Zeus usually pushes Dallas towards you. Almost like telling him to hug you.
And he does.
He apologizes every time.
And it’s always sincere.
No matter what it was about.
Dallas gets really upset when he accidentally steps on his paws.
I know we’ve all done that before.
“Aw! I’m so sorry!”
If anything happened to Zeus, Dallas would break down.
It’s like losing another part of himself.
And same for you.
If he lost you he swears he wouldn’t be able to love ever again.
It breaks his heart when you cry.
Especially if he’s the one that caused it.
I feel like if you’ve had an abusive relationship before, Dallas don’t play that shit.
It doesn’t matter to him how long ago it was, he will find the dude that did it to you and beat the living shit out of him.
And if you did have an abusive relationship, that was way before you got Zeus because he don’t play that shit either.
He would shut it down real quick.
Like, if you flinch during a fight.
Dallas is gonna break down crying.
Obviously he’s not gonna cry in front of you.
Because he shouldn’t be the one crying. Because he’s the one that scared you.
He’s gonna go home and THEN cry.
I’m not saying that he hasn’t cried in front of you.
He definitely has.
I feel like he’s one of those people that cry when they get really mad. (Me. 🙄🤚”
If Dallas cries in front of you.
Zeus will lay by his side and lick his tears away.
Literally.
♡⃝
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You wished they'd just listen to you, let you explain.
You'd been hanging out with Andre behind their back, yes, but you needed help setting up the perfect proposal. You'd picked out the ring months ago, keeping it tucked away in an old pair of socks waiting for the perfect day. And they'd seemed so stressed for so long, it just didn't seem like the right time.
But they'd walked in while you were on the phone with Andre and you didn't have a good excuse ready. They knew you were lying and that was proof enough for them.
"Baby, please, just let me-"
"Let you what? Come up with more excuses, find a way to blame me for you being a lying whore? I've been working my ass off, and you're fucking around."
"Jordan, please, I never-"
"Stop fucking lying! Just get out." Their face was cold and angry. You could feel tears running down your face and onto your neck. Why won't they just listen?
"Ok." You said quietly, and you pulled on your coat and left.
You wandered for hours, just hoping that Jordan would call.
You knew you couldn't go home, and Andre was the only one of your friends who lived close enough.
God dammit. This isn't going to help your case with Jordan. You texted Andre nonetheless, almost hoping he wouldn't answer. You passed a motel but it was full.
Yeah u can sleep here
door is open im already in bed
You made your way to Andre's place, feeling the gravel crunch under your sandals.
It was about four am when you collapse onto Andres couch. You fell asleep quickly, praying that everything would sort itself out in the morning.
You'd be fresh out of luck, spending the next two days moping around Andre's place and wandering the nearby area. Trying to think of what you could have done to prevent this. You just wish they hadn't assumed the worst. You'd never cheat on them, especially not with Andre.
You thought about the reservation you had for this evening, and realized with a gut twisting sensation that your biggest worries had changed drastically over the last week. You were no longer worried about if they'd say yes - you didn't think you'd even get to go on a date with them again.
You looked a mess but you didn't care. Your hair was tangled and you were wearing the same clothes you'd left the house in. Not like you're trying to impress anyone, you thought bitterly. You made your way back to Andre's house with an iced latte, and tried to focus on your work. A loud knock came from the door, and you sighed. Andre was at Cate's. He'd smoked you out that morning, listened to you cry, and promised he wouldn't try to contact Jordan. You were terrified he'd make it worse.
"Sorry, Andre's o-" it was Jordan.
"He told me I'd find you here." They pushed past you into the apartment. You just stared at them as they leaned against the kitchen counter. "Interesting choice of couch, all things considered." They looked you up and down. "You look like shit."
You rolled your eyes. "Yeah, my appearance hasn't been at the top of my priorities. Why are you here?" They scoffed.
"I come to hear you out and you're giving me attitude? I'll just leave." They turn to go and you grab their arm.
"Wait, I'm sorry." You take a deep breath. "I should've practiced this, fuck." They laughed slightly at that. "I never did anything with Andre. There's nothing between us, I just needed his help." Jordan rolled their eyes.
"I came to hear you out, not hear more bullshit."
"I'm telling the truth! I needed his help because..." No use keeping it a secret anymore. "Fuck. Because I've been in love with you since day one, and I knew I wanted to spend my life with you since the first morning I woke up in your arms. But I'm me and you're amazing and we've never talked about this stuff before and I just wanted to make you feel as special as you make me feel every day for just one night. So I asked Andre to help me find a ring and set up this thing, and I-i-i didn't .... I was going to do it sooner but you seemed so stressed and I didn't want to make it worse so I needed him to hold on to some things and I'm so sorry J." They were staring at you, mouth agape. They reached into their pocket and pulled out the box.
"This is what made me come around. I couldn't come up with a reason that you'd have this..."
You felt your eyes fill but you got on your knee and took the box from their hands. Here goes.
"Jordan Li. I've been in love with you since the moment we met, and I want to spend the rest of my life by your side. I see all of you and I love all of you. I love the way you dance when you win at a video game, I love the way you love so fiercely. The last few days have just reminded me that I don't want to live without you in my life. I need your smile, your voice greeting me in the morning, your hand in mine. Jordan Li, will you do me the great honor of marrying me and becoming my spouse?" Tears were running down their face as they nodded.
"Of course I'll marry you." Their voice was gruff and now you're both crying as you slide the ring onto their left ring finger. "It's perfect. Now get up and kiss me before I lose my mind." And then you kiss them and it's like nothing had ever gone wrong between you. Their lips were like magic, causing time to stop and the world to become just the two of you. You never wanted to stop kissing them, but when you pulled apart for air you caught a glimpse of the time.
"Holy shit, we can still make our reservations."
"Then let's get your stinky ass in the shower!" They joked. You stuck your tongue out at them. Rude.
"Can we go home? I'm kind of tired of using Andre's toiletries."
"Of course. The puppies miss you - Bread won't stop sleeping on your laundry pile." You smiled at this, and you both went back to get all dolled up to do the proposal dinner backwards. You picked up a full Italian dinner to take to a local park.
"This is the part I was going to have Andre de-" He'd come and set it up anyways. The lights, the blanket, the whiskey, the ice, everything. "How?"
"After we left, I texted him to apologize and asked him to and I quote 'Whatever she wanted you to do before I almost fucked up the best thing that's ever happened to me'" You threw your arms around them, almost knocking them over. "I owe you an apology, love. I shouldn't have assumed the worst, and I definitely was way too harsh. I'm sorry, love, I'm so sorry. You were right, I've been so stressed. It's so easy to let my insecurities get the better of me." They shook their head, and you rested your hand on their face and held them before kissing them softly.
"I love you."
"I love you, too."
You walked them to a spot on the blanket, and began serving them a plate of pasta, revealing the secret stash of olive garden breadsticks you'd made Andre buy. And you spent the night laughing, drinking, and kissing. Dessert was cannolis and the most beautiful infused pre-roll you'd been able to find.
It was almost two when you began cleaning up, mainly because you didn't want to keep your hands off of them any longer. When you finally made it through the front door, you grabbed their collar and pulled them in for a kiss, desperately grabbing at their shirt. You begin to unbutton it, begging your hands to work properly. They gently pull your hands off and spin you around to remove your dress. They suck a breath in when they see your lacy matching baby blue lingerie.
"This I picked out myself, just for you." You murmur, and they almost growl.
"Good. I don't like the idea of anyone even imagining you like this. You're mine." They drag their fingers along your side, long nails scratching your skin. They grab your hand and pull you into your bedroom.
"Get on the bed, baby. Let me see you." You shyly lay back on the bed. "My pretty girl." Later, Jordan would tie you down and leave bite marks, scratches, and hickies all over your skin. But for now, all they wanted was to make you scream their name until your voice gave out. They knelt before you.
"You ready, princess?" And without waiting for an answer, their teeth were pulling those pretty little panties off of you and their tongue was teasing your clit. "Already so wet for me. Bet you've been missing this, missing how I can make you feel."
"Yes. Fuck, you've ruined me, J, no one-" you wanted to keep dirty talking them, but they pushed two of their long, delicate fingers inside of you, curling them to reach the perfect spot as their tongue continued to work it's magic, and all you could do was moan and scream: "Jordan!" Before falling apart completely, clenching around their fingers and leaving their face covered in your cum. You were still coming down from your high when they went to grab something, but you had enough wits about you to watch as they removed their button down and unbuckled their belt. After being with them for years, it was almost pavlovian the way the sound of their belt unbuckling or their fly unzipping could turn you on. You whimpered when they revealed the strapless strap they were wearing.
"You gonna take this for me, baby? You gonna be a good girl for daddy and take my cock?"
You were sinking further and further into subspace with each word.
"Yes, daddy! I can take it."
They laid the strap on your entrance, teasing you. Then, they pushed it in all at once.
"Good. Because, I'm going to fuck you all. Night. Long." And they meant it. Sometimes they could fuck you through three or four orgasms each before finally shifting to cum one last time inside of you. Tonight, you came four times on their strap before they shifted, feeling their grip become immovable as they hold you down against the bed.
"Daddy, please!" They captured your lips in theirs before tensing up, thrusting into you and cumming deep inside your pussy. You sink your nails into their back, wanting to keep them inside you as long as possible. You felt them soften slowly inside you, and you whimpered softly when they pulled out.
"It's ok, baby, come here." You wiggle over to rest your head on their chest. "You were so good for me. Took my cock so good for so long. I missed hearing you scream my name." You felt heat rise to your cheeks as you buried your head in their chest. "My good baby girl. Go to sleep now, I've got you." And you drifted off to sleep in the arms of your fiance.
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~Hells Little's Program Chapter 2~
Blake hangs out with the big kids but he's too young to relate with any of them. Notes: If you've seen Baby CharChar's blog, they have an oc that i may or may not have added as a background character (Got permission)
After Blake was introduced, Charlie began the activities. Since it was still orientation week, they did a bunch of ice breaker stuff. Because he wasn’t there for the first day, Charlie gave him a cute, “Get to know me” sheet. He sat on the ground with a plastic lap desk and began working on it. Once he was done, he raised his hand. Lucifer came over to see what was the matter.
“Hey, whats up, buddy?” He knelt down.
“I done!” he said and showed him the worksheet.
“Great job! Right now, we’re drawing our favorite animal. Can you do that?” Lucifer asked.
“Cans i dwaw mowe dan one?”
“Of course!” Lucifer ruffled his hair before getting up and helping the others.
Blake happily drew his pictures and colored them. He was feeling very proud of himself. There was one other person on the floor with him, she had blue skin, scars on her face, and a bow headband. She looked like she was zoning out but once she realized Blake was looking at her, she waved. He waved back. Seeing how friendly some of the people were, made him feel less scared about this program.
However, that feeling soon changed. One kid, a male with gingery brown hair and some side burns (NOT ED SHEERAN) sat at the table. He looked down at Blake.
“Why are you here? The babies are supposed to be in the nursery!” The kid said. One other, assumingly the persons friend, piped in too.
“Yeah, dey separate us because dey don’t wan da annoying ones taking up everyone's time,” 
Blake looked down. Were baby regressors annoying? Is he annoying? That got him thinking about things he didn’t want to think about. Maybe the reason his parents hated him was because he was just too much for them. Too much of a freak and weirdo. He was just a big annoying baby, wasn’t he? For some reason, he really wanted to start crying. He usually wouldn’t be so affected by this but yet here he was, about to bawl over some comment.
“Is the baby gonna cry?” The ginger said in a mocking tone. 
To avoid making more of a fool of himself, he got up from the floor and ran into the bathroom, locking the door. He curled up against the changing table and began pulling at his hair. He started panicking. He shouldn’t have come. He was a freak. A weakling. Annoying.
“Blake, are you okay?” Charlie knocked on the door with a concerned tone in her voice, “I saw you run in here, you didn’t look so good,” 
“Go ‘way!” he yelled, tugging harder at his hair. His horns and scalp became irritated by all the pulling and tugging. He didn’t care, he just needed to stop this stupid panic attack.
Charlie could definitely tell he was not okay. His voice was shaky and she could hear him crying. She reached into her pocket and pulled out keys. As the main caregiver, she needed to have the bathroom keys in case she needed to reach one of the littles and the door was locked.
“Baby, I’m coming in,” she warned before turning the knob. She walked in and saw the mess he became.
Seeing him in distress, she calmly walked over to him and kneeled down before pulling his hands away from his hair.
“Out!” He yelled, wanting her to leave.
“Sweetie, please take some deep breaths,” Charlie instructed. He jerked his hands, trying to get them free. So she summoned some blue mittens and swiftly put them on his hands and tightened them so he couldn’t get them off. She didn’t like how restrictive they were, but she didn’t want him to hurt himself.
Then, he heard a voice come from the playroom.
“Uh oh, someones having a tantrum~” that ginger ass bitch was making fun of him again!
Blake wailed, hating this feeling of shame and embarrassment.
Charlie picked him up and set him in her lap, tucking his head into her upper chest/collarbone area. That muffled his screams a little. He soaked up her dress shirt with tears. 
“Sh, shh, it’s okay, I’ll deal with David later, don’t listen to him,” Charlie rubbed his back and massaged his scalp.
After a minute or two, he began to calm down. No longer wailing, he still clung to Charlie. She asked Lucifer to bring him his bag, which he did. With the bag slung over her shoulder, she picked him up and entered the nursery, sensing how he didn’t want to enter back in the playroom.
“Hey, what happened?” Vaggie asked. She had heard a little bit of the noise since she was right next door.
“I think Blake was having a panic attack. Be extra caring and show him lots of love, okay? Oh, and don’t take his mittens off until he ages back up, I don’t want him hurting himself,” she told her. Vaggie nodded and took him in her hands.
He whined a bit and made grabby hands towards Charlie. She moved his hair out of his face before handing Vaggie his bag and giving him his teddy bear.
“It’ll be okay blakey, Vaggie will take care of you,” She promised before going back to the playroom to calm everyone down and also figure out what caused his panic attack.
“Hey, sweetie, we’re having playtime right now, but you can nap if you feel like it,” Vaggie told him. He didn’t want to nap though. If he tried to fall asleep, all of those bad thoughts would come back again. So he shook his head. Vaggie placed him down on the padded mats and watched him play with the blocks. Luckily, there were only about 4 other people. In the playroom there were at least 10. 
Blake dug through his bag and pulled out his favorite dinosaur toy. He began to build a pen for his dinosaur out of blocks so it could have a nice home. After he finished making the pen, he walked it for a bit, dancing it around and making rawring noises. 
Playtime lasted for about an hour before it was checking time. It was thankfully quick because most of the mental babies were dry. Next came naptime. Blake really didn’t want to do naptime. He hated having to take naps with a burning passion. Vaggie tried to lay him down in one of the cribs but he kept protesting.
“Honey, It’ll be okay, you have beary with you. You’ll also be protected by me,” vaggie said.
“Pwomise?” He asked.
“I promise. I’ll be in here the whole time,” She gave him a kiss on the forehead before she went to do the same to the others.
Blake let his body relax and pull him into a nice, peaceful sleep.
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love-wiiidow · 6 months
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Beautiful Girl - Charles Leclerc x Bianchi!OC
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warnings: cursing, fluff, angst, friends to enemies to lovers, death, depression, smut, age gap (charles is 26, coco is 22)
summary: when corinne bianchi loses her older brother, the only person she can count on is charles. until she can’t.
authours note: get ready for the heartbreaking stuff guys. im also so sorry for not updating in months oh my gosh
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As the years went by, so did Charles’ relationship with Coco.
Coco and Arthur were now almost 11 years old, and Charles was almost 14.
Every weekend, the Leclercs and Bianchis would meet up for a dinner, and this weekend it was at the Bianchi house.
Charles and Coco were tasked with washing the dishes as Arthur and Lorenzo were tasked with cleaning up the living room from their fun night of board games.
For the last couple of weekends, Jules wasn’t able to attend.
The atmosphere between Coco and Charles had quickly gone sour.
“Charles, can you pass me that plate?” Coco politely asked, his head not even turning to look at her as he passed her the plate.
Coco frowned, unsure of why Charles had been acting this way.
Over the last few years, Coco had began to grow a small crush on Charles.
She realized just how attractive he was becoming, and since she was a young girl she wasn’t very good at hiding it.
It also didn’t help that Charles didn’t want to “hang out with little kids” anymore, distancing himself from Coco even more.
“Une autre éponge, s’il te plaît another sponge, please?” Coco asked, and once again Charles handed her a sponge without even sparing a glance.
She was silent the rest of the time they were washing dishes, trying to figure out what she did wrong.
She let him take all of her property in Monopoly, she purposefully messed up in Just Dance so that he could win, she also sacrificed her pawns in Sorry so that he would win.
She didn’t understand what she did wrong.
When they were done, they needed to dry off their hands, but there was only one towel.
“Charles-“ Coco began to say, but was cut off by the teenager snatching the towel out from under her.
She frowned once again and dried her hands on her red shirt.
A shirt Charles had gotten her for her birthday just last year.
The more she thought about it, the more upset she got.
She walked back into the living room before Charles did, and Arthur and Lorenzo could tell something was up.
“Hey, what’s up?” Lorenzo asked his goddaughter, seeing the solemn look on her face.
“Rien nothing.” She shrugged, sitting down at the dining table and playing with the spare napkins.
Their parents were out on the back patio, leaving the children all alone in the house.
Coco knew that if Jules were here he wouldn’t have let that slide.
Arthur looked onto his best friend sitting at the table, not sure how to cheer her up.
It would help a lot more if he knew what was making her so sad in the first place.
Charles walked into the living room a couple of minutes after her, seeing her sat at the table.
“Savez-vous ce qui se passe avec Coco do you know what’s up with Coco?” Lorenzo asked his younger brother, and Charles just shrugged.
The three brothers flopped down on the couch as Coco got up from the table and made her way out to the back patio.
“Salut, ma chérie hello, my dear.” Her mother smiled up at the girl from her spot in a chair, immediately seeing the look on her daughters face. “What’s wrong, baby?”
“Can I have your phone?” She sniffed, fighting tears. “Can I call Jules?”
“He might be busy, Coco.” Christine frowned up at her.
“Maman, please.” She sniffed.
“Okay, okay.” She said, pulling out her phone and pulling up Jules’ contact.
Coco rushed back into the house and practically slammed the sliding door, making the Leclerc boys look back at her as she ran up the stairs to her room.
As soon as she got into her room, the tears started to fall.
She hit the call button and waited for Jules to pick up.
It was early in the morning where Jules was, but he knew that if his mother was calling it either concerned his little sister or she just wanted to talk to him.
“Salut, maman hello, mom.” Jules said into the phone.
“Jules.” Coco sniffed into the phone.
“Mon ange my Angel, what’s the matter?” Jules said, sitting up in his hotel bed.
Coco was contemplating telling her brother what had really happened.
She didn’t want to worry him on a race weekend, but she also felt like he was the only person she could tell this to.
She decided against it.
“Just needed to talk to you.” She sniffed. “Can you sing me goodnight?”
“Of course I can, Coco.” He smiled through the phone.
“Wait, hold on.”
The young girl quickly jumped out of her bed and changed into pajamas, hopping into her bed when she was finished.
“Ready now?” Jules chuckled.
“Ready.” She said, pretending that it was him who was tucking her in.
“Close your eyes, have no fear. The monsters gone, he’s on the run, and your brothers here.” Jules softly sang through the phone, the tears still falling from Coco’s face. “Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, girl.”
“Thank you, Jules.” She sniffled.
“Goodnight, Coco.” He smiled. “I’ll see you soon, okay?”
“Okay.” She smiled. “I love you.”
“I love you more.”
Coco hung up the phone and placed it on her nightstand, not even bothering to say goodnight or goodbye to the Leclercs.
After they had left, her parents came into her room to check on her and found her sound asleep and cuddled into bed.
Her Ferrari bear hugged tight to her chest.
About 2 weeks later and Jules was finally home.
The season had ended for him, and he was back in Nice to see his family again.
This weekend the dinner was being held at the Leclercs house.
Jules could sense something was up with Coco the moment they walked into the house.
Usually she goes in a line when she greets the Leclercs.
Charles, Lorenzo, Arthur.
This time she brushed right past Charles and embraced her godfather into a hug, smiling widely as she looked up at Lorenzo.
Charles didn’t seem phased by this, walking up to Jules and giving him a hug.
Of course Jules hugged him back, but watched intently as Coco brought Arthur into a hug.
“It’s almost our birthday, Arthur!” Coco smiled. “Are you excited to turn 11?”
“Of course.” He smiled. “What theme is our party this year?”
Coco and Arthur had been attached at the hip since the moment they were born.
They did everything together.
Raced together, went to school together, celebrated their birthday with the same party, everything.
For the last 8 or so years the theme of their birthday parties was either racing in general, or Ferrari.
Every art class the two children would draw F1 cars and put their numbers on them.
From the moment Coco had been racing, she had always been number 14.
It was the day she was born, and the closest number to 17 and 16.
Jules’ number and Charles’ number.
Arthur had always been number 15.
Right in between 14 and 16.
“Ferrari?” She smiled at him, and he nodded. “Jules is getting very close to an F1 seat, you know.”
“I know.” Arthur said as he led the girl into his living room.
The “twins” chatted as the three older children stood in the kitchen with their mothers, wanting to help but being shooed away by the women.
They made their way into the living room, only to see Arthur and Coco with a giant piece of paper sat out in front of them.
“What themes the party this year?” Jules asked as he flopped down in the arm chair across from the couch.
“Ferrari.” Coco smiled. “Since you’re about to get a seat!”
“You’re about to get a Ferrari seat?” Charles said, his eyes widening.
“Yeah he-“ Coco began to answer his question, until he shot her a look.
“I asked Jules.” He said, and she quickly closed her mouth.
Jules took notice of this, but didn’t say any thing.
“Ouais, nous négocions pour un siège yeah, we’re negotiating for a seat.” Jules said as he looked up at his godson. “Hopefully next year.”
“That’s great, Jules!” Lorenzo smiled.
“You’re gonna try and get number 17, right?” Coco smiled up at her brother.
“Bien sûr, Coco of course, coco.” Jules smiled.
“Of course.” She smiled, looking back down at her and Arthur’s birthday plan.
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soapisahimbo · 1 year
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okay okay okay but listen
Fem! Reader dies, right?
and gaz, the cool, calm, and collected kyle garrick shuts himself in his quarters and goes bloody feral, absolutely shredding his room and throwing stuff and breaking things because she’s gone and — and he loved her and never said a word about it.
and then, after realizing what he’s done, just collapses in the floor, shaking, crying, pleading for this to all be fake because if she was really gone, part of him went with her. trembling, grabbing broken pieces of glass and desperately trying to put them back together because she wouldn’t want him to act like this, to fall apart like this, to live like this.
crying screaming throwing up
Oh Kyle. Poor, sweet Kyle. It's not a small part of him either - it feels like she took his very being with her. The team was there when he got the news, and even in their own shock and grief, their eyes all turned to where he stood, wide eyes filling with tears and hands clenched in shaking fists. He feels his chest and throat tighten and it gets harder to breathe as he tries to make sense of what he just heard.
Price is the first to say something, taking an apprehensive stepped towards him and reaching a hand out to place on his shoulder and Kyle doesn't realize he's hyperventilating until Price and Soap are there next to him, trying to guide him taking deep breaths, but it's not working.
Eventually he just breaks away into a sprint because if he can just get away from that moment, the words of her death hanging in the air, surely it won't be real. His friend and confidant, his partner in crime, love of his life and she didn't even know - surely she can't be dead.
It's like she took even his senses with her, because he can't hear himself scream and cry, and he can't hear the sound of everything breaking around him, he can't feel the pain when he shatters a mirror and a shard gets stuck in his knuckles. It feels like an entire lifetimes passes until he turns and a small photo of her pinned on the wall above his bed catches his eye, and it all rushes back to him at once and hits him like a freight train.
And he breaks. He collapses onto the floor and he screams and he cries and he looks at the mess around him and he sobs, "I'm sorry, baby, I'm sorry, please come back, I love you so much, please" over and over and he tries to sweep together the pieces of the mirror and the pieces of the chair that he threw across the room and the books that he ripped and he thinks he hears someone call his name but it's not her and she's not here so what's the point of listening what's the point oflivingifhecan'tlivewithherifshe'snothereand-
Ghost is the one to crouch down and grab him by the shoulders and snap him out of it, his eyes almost uncharacteristically soft. Sad, even. Soap sits behind him and has his arms wrapped in under Kyle's armpits and around his chest to keep him still and Price has a firm grip of his bleeding arm and hand, stopping him from cutting it up further in the mess he's created. They gently urge him to calm down, to breathe, and he begins to ramble, begins to apologize, until he can't form words anymore and he just... cries.
What the fuck is he supposed to do without her?
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frogtape2 · 11 months
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Modern!Gareth Emerson Pt. 2
Part 2 of lover boy thoughts 
He absolutely knows Sophia the first theme song thanks to his little sister 
he hums it all the time and doesn’t even realize it 
weakness is head scratches 
and cheek kisses 
he loves when his girl kisses him on the cheek
Since this is modern-day he's not an outcast 
Like I would say he's not quite popular but a lot of people know him in high school
He lives in an arcade
has a ridiculously amount of tickets saved up  
Has an interest in hockey 
He plays it for fun with his cousins because pretty boy can’t be getting injured 
Loves harry potter, star wars, the hobbit, Lord of the Rings, hunger games, maze runner
He's a movie guy 
But he watches them on his phone so he can move around
Oh he lets his sister paint and customize one of his dnd characters  
His family gets so happy when gets a gf 
I see him as being straight 
But he probably questioned it and kissed a guy and realized it wasn't for him
Big ally supporter 
Big supporter in general 
But back to the gf 
His family gets so happy and instantly opens up their home with open arms
His little sister makes them both have tea parties with her 
Gareth has heart eyes for her whenever he sees her interacting with his family 
Like her helping his mom with dinner yeah he's ready to propose
His little sister loves doing his hair and putting butterfly clips in his hair
He totally forgets about them 
His friends wouldn't even mention them tell they were leaving wherever they were 
I mentioned before that he tried skating
Because of that he has the tools
Now with those tools he may or may not have stolen a street sign 
Or two 
When he's in a relationship he's not big on PDA 
However when he's home he's the biggest baby 
He just wants to either be wrapped up in their arms or have his arms wrapped around them 
This dude lives for kisses 
Neck kisses and he's done for 
I also mentioned he plays Minecraft 
Hellfire and him would have their own server and their builds are inspired by their campaigns 
He 100% found a cat by a dumpster 
That cat lives in luxury now 
Hes the boyfriend that does everything perfectly 
Like obviously everyone has flaws
But he is such a good boyfriend 
If he was to mess up he’s instantly try to fix it 
His love language is quality time 
It's why he's always with his family, friends, gf 
He loves being around the ones he loves
Oh he loves blaring music and man has he gone through a serious amount of headphones
Definitely broke a few by stepping on them
Without even thinking about it he got into the shower wearing them
His garbage cat chewed up a pair 
He eventually found a pair that has kept up with him 
Hellfire Club has its own TikTok to 
Which people love 
Lots of thirst comments 
Gareth has gotten many comments talking about him being beautiful 
Oh man the way this boy's face lit up when he was going through his grandparent's stuff and found a Walkman 
The way he freaked out finding metal tapes 
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gemini-sensei · 1 year
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Hi sorry I don’t know if you have done this already. I’m usually all caught up on ur posts but I haven’t been able to for a week or to.
Anyway can you do Miguel X teen single mom. Again I don’t know if you have done this already but I thought I should just ask. Have a nice day/night:)
Miguel Diaz x Chubby!Single-mom!Reader
Fem!Reader
I have not done this one yet, so thank you for requesting it 😁
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He first meets Reader when he goes up to the hospital to see his mom. He's bringing her lunch just as Reader is trying to leave, emphasis on the trying part.
The only reason Reader is there is because her younger brother swallowed a Lego (if you don't have a younger brother, sorry, now you do and they suck but mine is a teenager so yeah).
She's holding his hand after hours of being there, trying to walk to the exit, but she has a baby on her hip and a large diaper bag on her shoulder. that's over flowing. Stuff keeps falling out, making them stop so her brother can pick whatever it is up, only for something else to fall out.
Miguel witnesses her struggling and jumps into action when he sees the whole bag slip off of her shoulder and everything spills out of it onto the floor. Diapers, wipes, coloring books and crayons, snack containers, everything. He rushes over as she stops, utterly exasperated.
He gets down and starts cleaning up the mess, trying to get it somewhat organized for her. She starts apologizing while also saying thank you, the baby on her hip clinging to her shirt, hiding their little face in it. He tells her it's fine, that he doesn't mind helping. "In any case, you looked like you needed an extra hand."
Once the bag is packed again, he picks it up and shoulders it, opting to carry it for her. "I can walk you to your car, just to carry this, I promise. I'm not a creep or anything."
He's a little flustered because 'why would he say that?' but it makes Reader giggle because he's really cute. So she agrees and she takes her brother's hand again.
As they walk to the car, Miguel asks if these are her siblings. She hesitates before shaking her head. "This one's my brothers," she tells him while holding g her his little five year old hand. Then she looks at the baby in her arms. "This is my daughter." (I know I went genderless/gender neutral last time, but Miguel is such a girl dad, I had to.)
He doesn't bat an eye at the news and nods, continuing the conversation casually. As he looks at the shy little baby, he smiles and says, "well she's very cute."
He helps Reader get into her car, putting the bag in and even helping her little brother into his car seat, making sure he's buckled up and ready to go. Then it's time to say goodbye and he really doesn't want to, so he asks for her number because "she's super cool."
When he walks back into the hospital, his mom is waiting with a big smile. She saw what he did and gushes about, telling him how great he is for helping that girl and telling him how Reader's been there all morning because they had to wait for the Lego to pass. It's a whole things, but bottom like is Carmen absolutely loves her son and is very proud of him for what he did.
He starts texting with Reader whenever she has a minute to spare, and he's totally understanding of her busy schedule, so it's no big deal if she doesn't get back to him for hours at a time. They learn about each other and become really good friends, though Miguel has a little crush on her developing.
He thinks about her soft body and big tits a lot, her thick thighs and belly, too. Always gets a little hot and bothered over her figure because she's milfy and he never knew he needed that in his life - not that other milfs ever caught his attention at all or after this realization. Only Reader.
He sometimes dreams about her, but it's actually super wholesome. His dreams are about holding her and giving her sweet kisses; about taking care of her and her baby girl; bouncing the little one on her knee and laughing with her. He wakes up feeling all the feels, smiling like a dork.
He's elated when he finds out they'll be going to the same school together. So when that happens, he gives her a little tour and offers to help her at any time with anything. She also meets his friends because he doesn't let her sit alone at lunch. He also doesn't say anything about her baby unless she wants him to, but in private he asks how her little girl is doing and is always happy to listen about her milestones or a new outfit that she looks adorable in.
He takes up a study buddy role with her, offering to help her study because he knows it can be hard when there's other things that take priority. So he comes over to her house and they study while Baby Girl is napping, or he plays with her on the floor while Reader does homework. He also entertains her little brother and they play games or run around outside, or even helps him with his homework.
Miguel even helped him count to 100 and it was the cutest thing ever. He cheered him on and encouraged him the whole time, then gave him a big high-five when he finished. It was great. Needless to say, her brother likes Miguel.
Her daughter also likes Miguel, even though she was a little shy at first. She claps her hands when she sees him because she's so excited he's there. She's so smiley, too. Miguel makes sure she laughs a lot when he's around, tickling her and playing peek-a-boo. She hardly cries when they're with Miguel.
One day, he lets his emotions get the better of him. In gym class, they're playing volleyball and he's absolutely distracted by Reader. She looks smokin' hot in her gym uniform; her thighs on display, her ass juicy in those shorts, her belly peeking out of the bottom of her shirt whenever she lifts her arms because it's just a little too small. During the break they're all getting some water and she comes over to ask him how his games are going. He doesn't even answer the question, staring at the gentle rise and fall of her chest as she pants softly. Then he kisses her because it's too much to hold in any longer. She's reasonably shocked and he pulls away after a few seconds, coming back to his sense. He starts apologizing and telling her that he shouldn't have done that, but she pulls him back in and kisses him. It shuts him up and he puts his hands on her waist, pulling her closer. They're just in the corner of the gym, kissing each other as if the rest of the world doesn't exist. From that point on, they're dating.
His mom is a little iffy about it because Miguel's still young and a child is a lot of responsibility, but she has nothing against Reader and her daughter. She likes them and when. she sees how well Miguel does with the little girl, she comes around. She even gives Reader advice from time to time, but doesn't tell her how to do this or that.
His friends are aware that they're dating, but when Reader tells them she has a daughter, they kind of look at Miguel. It's nothing bad, genuinely, but they're just kind of like "really?" Others are like more along the lines of "that makes sense." Miguel is just such a caring guy, it's no surprise really that he fell for a cute teen mom and her daughter.
He loves sitting on the floor with her on his lap and they're playing with toys or watching her little shows. He learns all the songs and sings along as they dance around or she babbles along/squeals. He doesn't care if it's childish or whatever, if she loves it then he loves it.
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sevcasejay1chicago · 2 years
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Can we get a second part on History - Matt Casey?
Y/N is close to her due date, she and Casey are expecting a baby girl. But Y/N broke up with Casey again.
The baby is born, Y/N and Casey are still not together and don’t want to. How will they copy with a baby girl there as co-parenting?
History (part 2) - Matt Casey
Featuring: Kelly Severide, Jay Halstead, Hailey Upton, Natalie Manning, and Maggie Lockwood
Summary: As your due date approaches, you realize that you and Matt jus won’t work as a couple, but you are willing to coparent. Weeks later, your baby Clarissa Hope Casey is brought into the world.
Warnings: cursing and talk about labor (nothing gruesome), mentions of anxiety (anxiety attack symptoms)
Authors note: Took the liberty to add a few of my faves into the mix. Hope you enjoy!
Now at 8 months pregnant, you are feeling the stress. Between getting the nursery ready for your baby girl and your relationship with Matt, everything seems to be falling apart. Matt comes by late again, swearing that this is the last time even though you’ve heard it all before.
“Damn it Matt. This isn’t the first time you’ve made promises you can’t or won’t keep.” I sighed, sitting on the couch and rubbing my belly to help calm my racing heart. “You come home late, if at all. Your room at your apartment is a mess when I’m over. I’ve basically put most this nursery together by myself, but not to even mention the fact that you haven’t started one at your apartment. I don’t know how much longer I can do this.” I whisper the last part as tears fall down my face.
Matt sighs and sits down next to me, but he doesn’t try to take my hand again once I pull away from him. “Y/n please.” Matt begs. “You know I’ve been busy at work. I know it isn’t the answer you want or the situation that you want, but we can still make this work. I promise.” Matt says, trying to reach for you again.
I shake my head and stand. “No. No more promises. I don’t think I can deal with you breaking another one.” I say, walking toward my kitchen. “You are keeping secrets from me. I can feel it, so don’t try to tell me otherwise Case.” I almost yell, putting my hand up to stop him from interrupting me. “I’m done. I can’t keep wondering if you’ll come home or if your okay or if your cheating on me. I have other priorities. Please. Just leave.” I sigh, shaking my head and wiping my face as I turn my back to him.
Matt sighs as well, coming up to me slowly. “Baby. Please don’t do this.” He whispers in a broken voice. “I just can’t tell you everything right now. It’s not safe.” He tries to explain.
I shake my head, whirling around on him. “No. We can coparent and I’ll be civil with you, but I can’t take this anymore. Please. Just go.” I beg, locking eyes with the man I love. I know this is for the best though. The stress is just too much.
Matt freezes as he looks into your eyes. He knows this is it, but he wants to fight you for it. “Y/n…”
“I said GO Matt.” I practically yell, standing my ground. I turn and try not to let out a sob as Matt sighs in defeat and leaves. This is for the best.
~Two weeks later~
Since breaking up with Matt, your friends have been by your side. Jay Halstead and some of the other guys from intelligence came around to finish up the furniture for the nursery while you and the girls got to work on the finally pieces of decoration. Currently, Kelly was over giving you the rundown on all the stuff that he had helped Matt prepare at their place. You had called your best friend, overly anxious at the thought of your daughter not having everything she may need at her father’s apartment, but Kelly had now slightly calmed your nerves.
“Do you think I did the right thing?” I asked Kelly quietly, not looking into his eyes.
Kelly sighed and stayed quiet for a moment before answering. “You know, I think you did.” Kelly started. “I know you guys love each other, but actually being together is too toxic. You’re better off as friends.” Kelly confirmed, taking your hand. “Either way, you did what you felt is right and I can respect that. You have such a huge support system and so does he. You guys won’t be alone.”
I looked up at Kelly, tears in my eyes and a few falling down my cheeks. “I’m scared. There are just so many unknowns.” I gasped, starting to panic as a million thoughts flooded my brain.
Kelly shook his head, pulling me into his side. “Hey hey hey. None of that, okay?” Kelly soothed, rubbing my arm and placing a hand on my belly. “You and this little princess will be just fine. I’ll be at the apartment with Matt and we can get someone or a few people to stay here with you. We will figure it out together, okay?” Kelly asked, turning to look at your eyes.
I nodded, focusing on my breathing. Once I was calm again, I pulled back and wiped my face. “Thanks Kel. For being here and for helping Matt. You have no idea how much of a help you’ve been.” I said, leaning over to grab my water and take a few sips. “So I’ve already asked Stella to be Clarissa’s Godmother. Would you be her Godfather?” I asked, looking at Kelly and leaning back into the couch cushions.
Kelly grinned, his eyes sparkling with excitement and tears of joy. “Hell yeah I would!” He exclaimed, pulling you into a hug before leaning down to your belly. “Hey princess girl. Uncle Kelly loves you sooo much. We can’t wait to meet you. You have such a big family and you and Mommy are just soooo loved.” Kelly cooed, rubbing your belly before sitting up and looking back at you.
I had tears in my eyes as I watched Kelly talk to my baby. Yeah. Everything would be just fine.
~ two days later~
I was going toward the laundry room to do some laundry when the first big contraction hit. I hissed and dropped the hamper, turning to grab the counter. Jay and Hailey, who had come to have lunch with me, came running into the kitchen as they took in the scene.
“Hey. What’s going on?” Jay asked, coming to my side to steady me with a hand on the small of my back and the other supporting my elbow.
I shook my head. “I don’t know. God it hurts.” I gritted out, trying to breathe through the pain as it started to disappeared. “It’s probably-“ I didn’t get to finish as my water broke, liquid running down the inside of my pants. “Oh fuck.” I gasped, looking down.
Jay and Hailey followed my gaze. They saw my leggings darken and knew exactly what happened. Hailey ran to get my stuff for the hospital and yelled that she would call Matt as Jay started rubbing my back.
“Alright. It’s time. You ready?” Jay asked, letting me grip his hand in mine as he turned me to face him.
My breathing picked up as I processed what was going on. “Oh God. Jay, what if I can’t do this?” I cried, letting Jay pull me into his chest.
“Hey now. Sh Sh Sh. Everything will be just fine. You are so strong. You got this.” Jay encouraged, kissing your forehead. “We are gonna get you to the hospital, we will stay with you until Matt and Kelly get there, but you will have the best meds there and ready for you. Alright? I’ll call Will and have him set everything up for you. We got this, but we have to go. Okay?” Jay soothed, leaning back and looking into my eyes.
I nodded, focusing on my breathing once again. “Okay. Okay. I got this. We got this peanut.” I whispered, rubbing my stomach. I’m going to meet my baby today.
“Alright. Let’s go. We will take my truck.” Jay said, turning to lead me to the door. Hailey was already waiting and slipped on my jacket for me and then my sandals before leaning the way to Jay’s truck. Since I wouldn’t let go of Jay, Hailey jumped in the front and flipped on the lights and sirens before practically flying to Med.
“Hey Voight. Y/n’s in labor. We are rushing her to med.” Hailey spoke into her cell phone, being cautious but needing to inform their boss of her whereabouts. After a few seconds, she replied with a “see yah there.” Before hanging up. “Voight will inform the team and will meet us there. Matt and the rest of 51 are wrapping a call and will be there as soon as possible. Okay Y/n?” Hailey said, making eye contact with me in the rear view.
I panted and looked to Jay who gave me a small smile to reassure me. “Okay.” I nodded.
Jay then took his phone out and called Will, explaining everything to his brother. “Yeah. ETA is maybe 5 minutes.” Jay said, shushing me as another contraction hit and I tried not to scream. “Yeah. She just had another one. They are roughly every 7 minutes as of current.” Jay informed Will, resetting the stop watch on his watch that I didn’t even notice he had going. “Just get Nat ready and get some meds. Maybe add something for anxiety if you can. She’s pretty anxious.” Jay relayed, pulling me closer into his side. “Thanks man.” He said before hanging up and putting his full attention back to me.
I tried not to sob as the contraction came to an end. “Thanks Jay.” I murmured, trying my best to relax against my friend.
Jay smiled and leaned down to kiss the top of my head. “Anything for you two. You know that.” Jay replied. “She’s gonna be the most protected baby in all of Chicago.” Jay teased, grinning as the statement brought a smile to your face as well.
“Hell yeah she is!” Hailey joined in, beaming at you and Jay in the mirror. “Future detective in there.” She joked, trying to lighten the mood.
I laughed and shook my head. “Nah. Between me and her daddy, she is bound to either be a paramedic or a firefighter. It’s in the blood.” I said, rubbing my belly and looking down fondly.
“We’re here!” Hailey said excitedly, causing me to look up. Hailey pulled into the ambo bay, putting the truck in park as Jay got out and then scooped me up, carrying me into the ED much to my displeasure.
“Halstead. I’m in labor. I’m capable of walking.” I said, laughing and shaking my head as I wrapped my arms around his neck.
Jay laughed, looking around for Will. “Yeah yeah. I know. Just figured this would be faster. You take too long to waddle.” Jay joked, earning a smack on the shoulder from you and on the back of the head from Hailey. “Hey! What was that for?” Jay playfully complained.
Hailey laughed and quietly muttered, “for being a dick.” So that only you guys could hear. You practically died of laughter at Jay’s fake shocked look.
Maggie came walking up then, looking at the three of you. “Sounds like a party over here.” She commented before looking me straight in the eyes. “You ready to have a baby?” She asked, pure excitement and joy on her face.
I sighed and looked to Jay, feeding off the excited smile he gave me in return. “Hell yeah I am.” I whispered, giggling as Jay winked at me.
Maggie laughed and turned around. “Right this way.” She beckoned. “And Upton, Halstead’s truck can’t be blocking my ambos. She’ll be in room 102 after you’ve moved the truck.” She said, leaving no room for argument as she kept walking.
I giggled and waved over Jay’s shoulder as Hailey jogged away. She didn’t want to be apart from you and Jay long if she could help it.
Jay gently sat you in your hospital bed, taking your shoes off and helping you with your jacket. “When Hailey gets back, she can help you into your gown, okay?” Jay said, smiling softly and giving your hand a squeeze.
I nodded and sat back. “Can you check on Matt and Kelly please?” I asked, fiddling with my cross necklace.
Jay nodded and pulled out his phone. “Sure thing. I’ll be right back, okay?” Jay promised, kissing the crown of your head before leaving the room.
Maggie was working on getting everything set up. Your monitors and ivs were being prepped as well as some different medications. Hailey came jogging in not long after Jay stepped out. She had your bag and Clarissa’s bag in her hand.
“Alright Momma. Let’s get you into your gown while Jay is out.” Hailey said, smiling sweetly once she put all my bags in the corner of my room.
I nodded and started to move when I felt the next contraction. Hailey was quick to grab my hand and guide me through it. Maggie grabbed a rag and started patting the sweat off of my forehead and neck. “Jay! Time!” Hailey yelled. Unknown to me, Jay was right outside the door. “Still 7 minutes!” Jay shouted back before we heard frantic murmuring that could only mean he was trying to calm Matt and/or Kelly.
Maggie nodded and smiled. “Still a while to go.” She said, rubbing my back as the contraction died out. “Let’s get you into that gown so we can hook you up and give you the good stuff. You want the epidural?” Maggie asked as Hailey helped pull me up.
“God yes.” I muttered, making both Maggie and Hailey chuckle.
“You got it. We gotta check you first, but I’m sure your far enough along.” Maggie said, helping Hailey pull off your shirt.
Once they had you settled, Natalie and Jay walked in. “Hey you! Ready for the baby?” Natalie asked, coming to help Maggie place the fetal monitor.
“As I’ll ever be.” I huffed, leaning back as another contraction hit. “Holy hell.” I gritted out, taking the hand that was offered. Once it passed, I looked up to find Jay smiling at me. “ETA on dumb and dumber?” I asked, causing everyone to chuckle.
Jay chuckled before replying, “20 minutes give or take.” At your sigh, Jay smirked before teasing, “What? Is my hand not good enough to squeeze?” He quirked an eyebrow as he waited for my answer.
I giggled. “On the contrary, it’s perfect. Thanks Jay.” I smirked, squeezing his hand hard for no reason.
Jay gasped in mock hurt, pulling his hand away. “Hailey. She hurt me.” Jay whined, causing his girlfriend to chuckle.
“Well, don’t mess with the pregnant woman. Much less one who’s in labor.” She playfully chastised, swatting Jay upside the head.
A new chuckle joined the group as Will walked in on the scene. “FINALLY. I’ve been needing to get him for a while now. Thanks Hailey.” Will teased, high-fiving the woman.
Hailey laughed and playfully bowed, letting out a terrible “my pleasure” in a British accent.
Maggie laughed before she taped down the IV, which you didn’t notice she put in. “Great job guys. I might hire you to preform in the ED if you can keep a person with trypanophobia distracted like this one.” She praised, smiling at the group.
“Might need your act when she gets that epidural later.” Natalie commented, looking at the monitors and jotting a few things down. “I need to check her. Y/n, you want these guys out or just to stand by your head?” Natalie asked, coming down toward the end of your bed.
You looked to everyone in the room. “Ummm. Can at least Hailey stay?” You asked, not wanting to be alone but not wanting to ask Jay either.
Jay and Will nodded, quickly saying goodbye and walking out of the room and into the hall. Hailey made her way to the head of your bed and grabbed your hand. “We got this.” Hailey comforted, rubbing her thumb over the back of your hand.
At your nod, Natalie warned of a little pressure before checking you. You squeezed Hailey’s hand, slightly uncomfortable with the pressure, but not in any pain. “Your half way!” Natalie smiled, giggling as you groaned. “I know. I know. Trust me, I felt the same way with Owen. We will get you at epidural though, okay?” Natalie assured, patting your knee as she started walking to the trash can to dispose of her glove. “You call me if you need ANYTHING. I’ll come in and check on you in a bit.” She reassured, smiling and waving as she opened the door.
Jay and Will walked back in not long after. “Soooooo?” Jay asked, hands in his pocket as he rocked in place.
“Half way.” I grumbled, pouting and crossing my arms like a child. “Fuck Matt Casey.” I said, causing everyone to chuckle.
“I think that’s what got us in this situation in the first place.” Matt answered, coming into the room with his face covered in soot, followed by a matching Kelly Severide and Stella Kidd.
Kelly was grinning as he approached you, leaning down to give you a careful kiss on the crown of your head. Stella was smiling widely, trying to keep her excitement at bay knowing that she would be able to hold her Goddaughter today.
“Alright. Too many people in here. If your meant to be here, you can stay. The rest of you meet your family out in the waiting room.” Maggie lightly chastised. She was happy to see something good coming out of this family. It had undoubtedly been a rough few years for everyone, but she needed to make room for other nurses and doctors to tend to you.
Will, Hailey, Jay, and Stella all said their goodbyes to you, wishing you luck. They promised they wouldn’t leave and to call if you needed anything. Each gave you a pat on the leg or kiss on the head on their way out. You had asked Kelly a while ago to be the other one in the room with you and Matt. Kelly is both of your best friend and Matt’s, so you knew he would be a solid presence during all the chaos.
~Seven hours later~
You and Matt were so in love with your baby girl. Neither of you could tear yourselves away, so you sent Kelly to inform the troops that Clarissa Hope Casey had made her appearance into the world. You and Matt chuckled at the cheers your family let out. You laughed even harder as you could hear multiple people shushing the crazy firefighters and police officers.
“We’re gonna make this work.” Matt assured, cradling your baby in his arms. “Whatever makes you comfortable and helps you the most. We will do.” Matt assured, swaying as he started talking to your baby. “Daddy already loves you soooo much princess. You’ve got a whole waiting room of family ready to see you.” Matt cooed, letting Clairy grab one of his fingers.
I smiled at the site. “Go introduce her. Just, please don’t let them pass her around.” I laughed, imagining grown men and women climbing over each other to get to your baby.
Matt cracked a smile, looking up at you. “Over my dead body.” He said, trying to make a serious face but failing incredibly. “Come on, let’s go meet your family.” Matt whispered, gently pressing a kiss to Clarissa’s head.
You knew it in that moment. It didn’t really matter what schedule you had or where you and your baby slept at night. You knew that no matter what, she would be protected, loved, and extremely cared for. Co-parenting could look a thousand different ways, but the truth is that your village was going to make sure you, Matt, and most of all Clairy were happy and taken care of. After all, it takes a village to raise a child and Clarissa Hope had the best one in the whole world.
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little-cereal-draws · 5 months
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Chess Husbands Demon/Guardian Angel au
This is based off the joke they made in the finale abt Julian being a demon and this post abt Robin effectively serving as the guardian angel of Button House by @imdefyingmavity
At this point, Robin knows that he's supposed to be the protector of the House and its residents but he doesn't take his duties that seriously. Of course he does if it's an actual emergency like the burglary or if he particularly likes one of the ppl that live there like Sophie but generally he goes abt his own business running through the woods and looking at mouse babies and not really paying that much attention to what the living people are doing. However when Julian shows up, things change. He's the only other ghost who can interact with the living world in a physical way. He's not the best person though and is very cheeky but Robin thinks he's great and they bond quickly. He overlooks all the warning signs; Julian turning on the radio bc he wants to hear the music too, Julian pushing cups off tables so they break because it's funny, Julian poking living people bc a man has needs, alright? He even doesn't think anything much of Julian using his powers to try to murder Alison; she hadn't been there that long and was going to mess everything up. (Again, Robin's not always the best at his job lol)
Now here's where it could go a number of different ways. I can't pick.
Ending 1: (This one's my favorite) It's a similar process becoming a demon or a guardian angel. It's grueling and essentially breaks your brain down and restructures it to better fit your new role. Robin did it thousands of years ago during one of the times when he was the only person at the House but he managed to keep his sanity in the isolation and become an angel. (Also his want to be part of a big tribe and to redeem himself for failing his tribe when he was alive helped with that outcome.) Julian, on the other hand, isn't doing as well. It's been thousands of years since Alison lived there, the House is completely different, friends have come and gone, and he's cracking. Robin tries to help him, talking to him, trying to engage him in activities like they used to do, but there's not much he can do to stop it. It's painful, watching the only friend he still had agonizingly losing his mind. It's only after it's all done, that they start fighting each other with epic ghost magic like you would expect from a demon and angel. The relatively harmless mischief Julian used to get up to has now been replaced with genuinely life threatening and destructive tendencies and it's a full-time job trying to keep the people on the property safe. Robin doesn't want to fight though; his heart breaks time every time he looks at him. Julian might still physically be there but Robin's lost another friend.
Ending 2A: Sometime between the Coopers leaving and the end scene where Alison comes back as an old woman, Robin finally moves on. Ofc all the ghosts are happy for him but it's still heartbreaking. Julian especially is lonely/upset and every time he tries to bring up how he feels abt it (bc yes, he talks abt his feelings now; blame Alison), the other ghosts just brush him off saying Robin's probably happier now, they knew this is what he wanted, etc. Julian's frustrated, angry, sad, lonely, and doesn't know what to do with himself. He isn't particularly close to any of the ghosts left so he spends a lot more time by himself. He releases his negative emotions by messing with the hotel guests. He smashes their stuff, locks their doors, rips up their clothes, and basically vents by destroying anything else he can get his hands on. His powers get stronger but so do his negative emotions (they feed into each other) until he's completely consumed by them. All the other ghosts are kinda scared of him at this point so they bring it up to Alison one year when she comes. She tells Julian off but quickly realizes he's just acting out because he feels like no one's listening to him and he feels alone now. She comforts him and they talk about Robin and he feels better. He still has very sinister tendencies now, there's no going back on that, but he can be relatively easily persuaded to not do the SUPER bad things.
Ending 2B: (This is the one I'm least sure abt) It starts out the same where Robin moves on in the hotel, Julain's upset and starts terrorizing the hotel guests to express that, and the other ghosts tell Alison about what's happening. She tries to tell him off but he's too far gone and he kills her. (Bonus points if he gets set off because he misinterprets what she's saying and thinks he's in trouble because he's still upset over Robin.) It's the first time he's killed someone and solidifies the fact that there's absolutely no coming back for him. This makes everyone (ghosts and humans) terrified and avoid him even more. Alison's death is a violent unsolvable mystery and the hotel eventually is forced to close. Over the years, many paranormal investigators and exorcists come to the house correctly convinced that Alison's murder was supernatural but he kills them all too before they can get very far. The people he kills don't stay as ghosts nor do they move on, they just seem to stop existing. The remaining ghosts have a theory that he's somehow taking their energy since he seems to get stronger after each one but they have no way to prove it. Even though he almost always ignores them, the ghosts spend the rest of eternity living in fear and hiding on the outskirts of the property.
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watercoloredlie · 2 years
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Papa Don’t Preach- Eddie’s version
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Summary: Y/N Hopper was devastated when her adoptive father seemingly died. It was Eddie Munson who brought happiness back into her life. When Hopper returns to Hawkins alive, will he approve of his daughter’s new life or try to keep her away from Eddie?
Warnings: Language, Drug use references
Joyce Byers had been the one to break the news to you that Hopper was gone. You had been absolutely devastated and comforted El the best that you could. When Joyce announced that her family was leaving Hawkins, she admitted that she wished to take you and your sister with her. You didn’t want to leave, but you wanted better for El so you let Joyce take her to California. Hopper had trusted Joyce so you trusted her as well. You were eighteen so you weren’t too worried about being alone.
What you hadn’t counted on was for the grief to settle in. To cope, you befriended Eddie Munson who became your dealer. You would hang out with him in his trailer getting high. Little by little, you started to heal until one night Eddie kissed you before either of you could even get high. Soon enough you replaced weed with dates. You even helped Eddie with his school work. Then all hell broke loose.
Chrissy Cunningham had been murdered in Eddie’s trailer home. Everyone was saying terrible things about Eddie, but you refused to believe it. You had gone with Steve, Robin, Nancy, and Dustin to find him. You were relieved when you found him hiding out at Reefer Rick’s place. It was clear that he was terrified by the way he threated Steve’s throat with a broken bottle. You gently placed your hand on his arm coaxing him into calming down. He let go of Steve and dropped the bottle out of the way before pulling you into a hug.
Eddie explained what had really happened in his trailer and you were so grateful that he had ran. You didn’t blame him for his actions whatsoever. Of course you refused to leave him there and let him hide out in your family’s cabin instead. When you heard the plan to go to Lover’s Lake so that they could find the gate into the Upside Down, you thought your friends were crazy. You only got even more upset when Eddie agreed to go with them.
“I’m part of this now. Why shouldn’t I go help them, Y/N?” He had asked you.
Your eyes glistened with unshed tears. “Because I’m pregnant!”
To say that he was stunned would be an understatement. Once the shock wore off, Eddie would take you in his arms giving you kisses and apologizing for not being more careful. He made promises to take care of you and the baby if you decided to keep it. After spending some time with him, you reluctantly agreed to let Eddie go with your friends to the Upside Down. You were so relieved when they came back relatively unscathed aside from Steve’s injuries. You had foolishly hoped that would be the end of it, but then you heard their new plan. That was when you told Eddie that you were keeping the baby. His face lit up and he kissed you happily. 
His stuff had been moved into the cabin, but waiting for him along with your friends to return from the Upside Down was torture. After distracting the Demobats with his amazing rendition of Master of Puppets on his guitar, Eddie had begun to leave the Upside Down with Dustin Henderson. It was when he realized that the Demobats were going to go through the gate into Hawkins that he made the decision not to go through and to distract them again. He couldn’t let them harm you or your baby. When all was said and done, he was a bloody mess laying in Dustin’s arms. He was exhausted, but he refused to let you lose another person in your life. With help from Dustin and Steve, Eddie made his way back through the gate and then promptly collapsed. They got his injuries patched up then cleaned him up before bringing him back over to the Hopper cabin.
You were relieved to see that everyone had made it back, but also distraught when you saw the state of Eddie’s injuries. While he recovered, you tended to him and made plans for the future. He protected you the best he could a few days later when a violent earthquake shook through Hawkins. Robin called to check on you guys and filled you in on what happened. You cautiously went outside, but were relieved when you saw that there wasn’t too much damage around the cabin or to the cabin. The sound of tires on gravel caught your attention and you glanced up only to see Joyce’s car. You were confused only to sigh in relief when you saw El. Her hair was very short which concerned you, but she was here and safe so you would worry about it later.
Your breath caught in your throat when you saw who else got out of the car. “Dad?”
“Hey kiddo.” A skinnier looking Hopper smiled at you.
You teared up and ran into his arms hugging him tightly. “I thought we lost you.”
“You didn’t. I’m right here. I’m okay. I promise.” He assured you as he returned the hug.
Eddie watched the reunion from the open front door of the cabin. He was very happy that you had gotten your father back. It was only when Hopper noticed him that he took a step backward. Noticing the tension, Joyce took El to check on her friends leaving you and Eddie alone with your Dad. The three of you headed back into the cabin and you made sure that Eddie sat down.
“Correct me if I’m wrong, but isn’t he a fugitive?”
Your eyes rolled at your father. “Eddie isn’t a fugitive. He was wrongly accused. It was a whole Upside Down thing.”
“Alright, fine, I’ll give you that. He’s still a drug dealer though.” Hopper looked unimpressed.
You bit your lip. “He’s really not that bad. After El went to California with the Byers, Eddie really helped me get through my grief. I really love him, Dad.”
“Sir, for what it’s worth, I really truly am in love with your daughter. She’s made me a better man.” Eddie spoke up smiling softly.
It was the moment of truth and you swallowed hard before speaking again. “He’s a hero. He nearly got killed by the Demobats because he tried to keep them away from the gate to protect me...to protect us.”
“Excuse me?” His eyes widened a bit.
You took a deep breath then rested your hand on your barely there stomach bump. “Dad, I’m pregnant. Eddie and I are having a baby.”
“What the hell? Kiddo, I know you thought I was dead, but you didn’t have to throw your life away.” Hopper sighed pulling her into a hug.
You frowned as you returned the hug. “Dad, I’m not throwing my life away. It’s just a baby. I can still make something of myself.”
“You’re right. I’m sorry. Munson, do right by my daughter and grandchild... or so help me.” He pulled away then glared at Eddie.
“Of course, sir.” Eddie winced as he shifted a bit in his chair.
Your lives were a whirlwind over the next few months. Eddie refused to let you help with the Upside Down shit too much and he wanted to be there for you guys so he limited his help as well. The two of you graduated high school and continued to make plans for the future. Beth Christina Munson was born a few short days after the Upside Down was defeated for good. El was thrilled to be an Aunt and Hopper seemed to be taking to be a grandpa well. He had also started dating Joyce much to the happiness of you and El. You were also relieved that Eddie had recovered well from his injuries. He was a doting dad to your little girl and it might just be one of the most adorable things you had ever seen.
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