#tot pathologic

[meirimerens]

your dogs and my hounds.

#pathologic #pathologic 2 #khan kain #notkin pathologic #kaspar kain #dogheads #soul and a halves #teensy pathologic #chickadee pathologic #tot pathologic #there is no murky in these images 🙏🙏🙏 #indeed there is no named character beyond khan & notkin the rest are S&H & DHs NPCs #my art #let me be 99 those were supposed to be sketches for etchings but like. #i ain't. doing alldat. peace and love for i will try

[the-feral-cat]

Im watching Lizzie play Pathologic Classic, its going well, we started a collection

#clara pathologic #pathologic classic hd #pathologic classic #pathologic #yulia luricheva #katerina saburova #alexander saburov #tragidean #teensy #tot

[joebarbaro]

🍁🍁🍂

#pathologic #vlad the younger #tot #alexander block #myart

[torse]

#final boss of patho #power stance tot #not the mob of muggers #they are the sorry attempt at bringing him down #tot power stance #pathologic #pathologic2 #pathologic 2 #морутопия

[inblackwoods]

While I'm posting about my pathologic transcription, I'll make shorter posts about my takeaways. About the literal health of the environment around town, we get a couple people on day one to give context. The most obvious is Aspity, but to get an idea as to why things are as she says, you have to talk to a drunkard, called a Carouser, and a Tot.

The Tot mentions a "Rotten Field," and when asked what that is, he says:

"It’s where they bury the bulls’ bones. The place is covered with fur instead of grass, and it’s all bones bones bones underground. Bones and horns. Yeah."

Why are so many bones and horns and hides being thrown into a field instead of being used in some way? Either for jewelry, clothes, or for tradesmen's tools, these things have a variety of uses.

The Carouser, when asked about the Abattoir, says:

"Hundreds of bulls are being slaughtered there- what else is there to know? It is our humble town that provides the whole Northeastern region with beef! Or even the whole country mayhap."

It's because of the massive scale of the Bull Project that so much excess material is being produced and then thrown into the fields and rivers as waste products. Nothing is in higher demand than meat, nothing is needed as regularly, and perhaps the people in the Capital and in other towns are less interested in buying blood or bone. It's not profitable, the Olgimskys don't view it as anything but by products of more lucrative things.

Aspity says:

"All that water comes from the Steppe and it isn’t exactly clean. Yesterday I inspected all the springs in the area; there seems to be no more clean water around. That salty taste is everywhere, it’s reddish in colour, and there are disgusting clots in it."

And when Bachelor asks for more information, she says:

"The towsnfolk store water in home-made reservoirs. This modest supply should be enough to help us last a little while, but afterwards we’ll have to drink that bloody mixture."

Bachelor reacts to this with disgust, and can even insist she is lying, perhaps because he had been benefitting from this disgusting reality in his life in the Capital.

Aspity's whole point in starting this conversation is to make blatantly clear some of the side effects of the Steppe's occupation, which is that the waste material of the Abattoir is dumped into the river and land. This problem would be lessened in severity if the community was manufacturing meat not for the sake of providing for the entire country, but just for the local population and what's necessary to export in exchange for other essential imports. Obviously, this would be less lucrative for the Olgimskys (who don't care as long as they don't suffer any loss) but it would mean that the people who live here would better be able to care for themselves and the land with no need to think of supporting an entire country off the backs of one small community. The occupation of the Steppe, the running of the Bull Project, will not only destroy the Kin and lower classes, but will also eventually kill the town, the higher classes and even the Olgimskys as well. When the water runs out, it will run out for the lower classes first, but it will eventually run out for everyone.

More on Fat Vlad trying to talk about this all as if it were an inescapable, natural reality (and the Bachelor's fighting against this notion) later. Sort of how some people think that the way the world works, capitalism and such, are natural laws instead of constructed ideas (horrible fallacy).

#Pathologic #Pathologic HD Classic #мор утопия #This game is good about addressing a lot of the horrible realities of the town and how it's being run #I just don't see it talked about that often #Post cannon even in a Termite ending a lot of work needs to be done to do right by the Kin and to even make this town survive long term #So many things are killing it and despite what Fat Vlad says #It doesn't have to be this way

[fancifulplaguerat]

I want to revisit Daniil’s relationship with death now that I’ve pickled my brain in Pathologic because I’m obsessed with it. I know I have to accept that to an extent Daniil’s precise relationship with mortality is ambiguous and left to the player, which I prefer in many ways because it leaves room for multiple characterizations and themes to coexist. That said I’m fascinated by it and especially to what extent Daniil fears death; I’ve always sort of taken that he isn’t, really, or at least not to a maladaptive extent. 

There are only two moments I can think of in the Bachelor Route where fear of death arises directly, and all of it is relatively up to the player. When Peter accuses Daniil of fearing death, the player’s options are “Well, no, I don’t... But go on” or “And you don’t? On the other hand, obsession does indeed eliminate fear.” Which I find quite intriguing because yes, Daniil is referring to Peter’s obsessions, but I find it delightfully mischievous to apply this to Daniil, too, and imagine that he might have smothered his own fear of death through his obsession with defeating it. He also has this dialogue with Lara: 

Lara Ravel: Everyone says that it's impossible to kill death itself, but I can't let go of the hope that someone might eventually succeed.

> Doctors are said to be the people whose very job is to defeat death. *

> It's just an idea to strive for.

Lara Ravel: I've always known that I'd throw everything away and follow the man who achieves that to the ends of the earth. If he wouldn't have me as a partner, I'd serve him. If he wouldn't have me by his side, I'd serve him from the shadows.

> Are you that afraid of death? *

Lara Ravel: Utterly...

> There is no need to fear death.

> I'll try to help you people. I really will.

Here he outright says not to fear death, and I feel this is consistent with this remark from his journal: “If my encounter with death is so inevitable, then I should prepare myself for it. As ludicrous as it may be, the thought sends a chill down my spine.” Daniil seemingly finds it strange that he fears a potential encounter with death; but even if he thinks it’s ridiculous, he is still afraid. Regarding Daniil’s reaction to potential death, I lastly want to bring up Daniil’s dialogue options before being shot by the rouge firing squad. His dialogue options range from desperate, resigned, and defiant:  “But this is absolutely absurd! Wait! I’m not the person you were going to shoot!”, “Fine. But not to the car, take me to the Steppe. I want to have a smoke before I die...” and “I won’t go down without a fight, you lowlives!” To me, the latter two options feel most consistent with Daniil’s actions, but the game still offers the idea here that Daniil is afraid to die. Again, I think this is all left to individual interpretation in the end, but I think Daniil is more defiant than afraid of death. I doubt fear is a primary motivator for him, then, but I think he could be a little more afraid of dying than he lets on or even believes himself to be. 

But returning to that dialogue with Lara, it’s one instance of that contradiction which makes me want to chew my floorboards. Specifically how he tells her that it’s “just an idea to strive for.” He likewise tells Lara that “We’ll all die in due time” and Griff “Everyone  has to die, can’t argue with that.” which. Darling what. What was all that about then. I even wonder if he’s being sardonic or mocking himself, because at this point he’s so completely fucked it’s like some inside joke with himself. But then there’s this dialogue, which I want to properly dissect because it has me in a chokehold: 

Tot: Is it true that they can raise people from the dead in the Capital?

> Who told you such nonsense?* 

> Yes, it is. 

Tot: My dad! He read about you in the papers.

> I just wanted to make it so that people would live longer, really. And preferably, on their own accord. 

Tot: Sounds cool! So they wouldn’t be able to die on someone else’s accord then, right?

> That would be too cool to be true. 

> People will forever keep dying on someone else’s accord.

Again, it’s the player’s choice whether Daniil is a straight-up necromancer or a scientist with a far more modest goal than he claims. Necromancer Daniil is a delightful concept but in-game, I prefer the interpretation that Daniil has made impressive strides in medical science, but nothing to the height of ‘defeating death.’ This conversation feels almost defeatist to me, almost like he’s backing down. After being renowned as this famed fighter of death and claiming death is his enemy, he then professes “I just want...” and those last lines don’t differ; they’re both concessions that immortality is impossible. Daniil even tells Eva, “I can barely understand it myself” about his own goddamn goal, and I think this all fits into his failure to properly understand the Polyhedron; it all circles back again to Daniil being narratively doomed to reinforce the theme of the futility of utopia 

#pathologic #daniil dankovsky #patho.txt

[naancypants]

Thinking about the gold mine of dynamics at the Canute farmhouse... you have the grumpiest most disillusioned man that ever lived, the snarky Type-A project manager, a pompous self-obsessed cartoon of a man, and your typical homegrown southern boy mechanic.

Then there's the actual relationships these people have. None of them are exactly friends but they all just choose to be amused at their colleagues' quirks since they're forced to exist here together anyway. Chase and Frosty canonically don't "get" each other, yet they're swapping USB drives like that's a Normal Thing To Do. Scott apologizes to Nancy with his tail between his legs after getting a stern talking to from Debbie offscreen -- which implies that Debbie has some kind of authoritative pull over him, even though he's the boss? lmao?? The way they all just tell the new girl to deliver their shit to each other rather than walking 8 feet to do it themselves. Frosty's goofy-ass fear of mice and Scott's deadpan "Yes, that was Frosty." (this is nothing new). Chase literally stealing from Pa's museum yet talking shit about everyone else, albeit in the most polite and apologetic way possible. Frosty's pathological need to impress Scott even though he can't stand the man. For some reason we learn that Debbie loves live theatre? Her, Chase, and Frosty all go to the theater together? Scott is allergic to cats? Debbie goes to bed at like 4 in the afternoon and insists that Nancy do the same? Every single member of Scott's team hates cheese candy (at least in lieu of regular candy)? Also, their collective hivemind in gaslighting the intern with fierce insistence over a broken camera? Like, idk, there's so much there for absolutely no reason 😂

They've been my favorite cast since I wrote a TOT AE in like 2013 or so. They're just so fuckin weird and Shaped 😂

#trail of the twister #nancy drew #nancy drew games #herinteractive #TOT #clue crew

[ghelgheli]

🌟 get to know people game 🌟

tagged by @koloocheh  🍪 [folding both tags in one :D]

current time: just past noon. sleepy hours.

anything you've been doing lately: teaching a summer course as of last week. kinda blows ngl—any time i am instructing/TAing i am exhausted by the multiply adversarial relationships the academy sets up between instructors, TAs, students, administration, etc. everybody has different reasons for being here and it produces mass disaffection. need to get out of here!!

anything you intend to do later: sleep. plan my next lecture ToT. maybe even read something! would be cool if i could scrounge together some supplementary readings on machine thought so i might hop into a dennett bibliography or something

anything you recently watched or played: dude these days it’s a round of pubg here and there and if i’m lucky something with a story—pathologic 2 on my immediate todo as you know UvU but i wanna read some brecht first istg

anything else you'd like to say: what is called the Weiss-Wiesemann or Rougon-Macquart coefficient in Elysium, which refers to “a ratio designed to reflect the difference in net worth between individuals, which has been observed that when the coefficient reaches about .96 or so, the laws of physics begin to bend around the high-net-worth individual” [source] is presumably inspired by the real-world phenomenon of gravitational lensing. we infer that a sufficiently wealthy individual—one who achieves a wealth singularity perhaps—will manifest as a black hole in Elysium. we infer also that you can get a very rich guy in Elysium and use them as a telescope.

Last song: Tiger King from the DE OST >:3

Currently watching: 1899 bc i admit to being a slut for sci fi that takes itself very seriously so long as the writing is tight

Currently reading: currently in between books but might fuck around and read ninefox gambit finally

Current obsession: in the research phase of gathering everything i can find about entroponetics bc i got a shai-hulud size brainworm i need to put to words soon. it makes sense that prime number generators are used for pale latitude compression given that entroponetically the pale consists of information in a gradient of low-to-lowest entropy and prime numbers might be conceived of as high-entropy information/carriers of information “work” analogous to work in the mechanical sense and can thereby impose a narrow path of workable higher entropy thru the pale. forthcoming.

tagging anyone i interact with who feels like it :)

#ask answer #not really but it's conceptually in the same family

[mr-squids-classroom]

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Hello, there. I'm Mr. Squid and this is a sideblog. The mainblog @pensarecool2 isn't totally sfw, but if you're looking for my other regression blogs, check out @padded-daydreams and @tiny-prismatic-tot. Anyways, I am 19 years old, autistic, and I am also a DID system. I'm just going to be using "I/Me" here for simplicity. I have age regressors and syskids in my system, so I like interacting with the community at large in general. I have chosen the name "Mr. Squid" to use on this sideblog, because why not?

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[pawowogic]

sorry been watching a playthrough of pathologic but was it ever found out what funeral teensy and tot? because the way on day 1 - all of the young children (the ones who share models with teensy and tot) refer to a grandfather dying. this refers to simon - but in a double sense, it could refer to the funeral the children playing the game are at. it also makes a bit of sense - one of the children refers to when grandpa gets revived, and a new game begins, he wishes to be a hunter who can hold stars in his hands. now again, this seems to hint at a meta moment - when the children make a new game, they'll make different dolls different things, while at the same time referring to grandfather being revived. i dont know if this makes sense or if this is something obvious but <3

#rambles <3 <3 #not going to main tag this because it isn't neat or clean

[arsquare]

WIP Challenge

Rules: “post the names of all the files in your WIP folder regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them and then post a little snippet of it or tell them something about it! And then tag as many people as you have wips. (You can make your own post or reblog this one!)  I have deemed that this isn’t just for writing either. Sketch titles? Comics? Dnd campaigns? If you have an unfinished project, it counts!!”

Thank you to @rainyfox3 @hattoriandkudo and @thrushsong-kvaris for the tag!

1. kinship 2. FMA THOUGHTS 3. the ecstasy of saint teresa 4. is that allowed 5. triptych concept 6. traitor arc real 7. hhuaauhg 8. oom 9. height difference 1 10. Cycles 11. CHORUS 12. Tater Tots 13. divorceweek 14. dynamic 15. pride month illustration 16. omggggg kamoda kissy haha 17. Pathologic 18. 4koma 19. hot potato

I feel like everyone in the DCMK fandom has already been tagged already... why don’t I spread this challenge elsewhere? I don’t know if I have 19 non-dcmk friends though...

@birdmenanime @thevashstampede @jeepers-its-the-void @malz-art @udurghsigil @ploversign @yooci19 @tremella @sakvnosuke

#ask game #sorry river. none of these are heishin </3 #if it's any consolation. there are three entire wips that are not about my birds so it's nothing against heishin specifically

[tryingmyultimatefuckingbest]

imi plac prieteniele mele din romania. cu toate astea, astazi au fost multe momente in care, pentru ca am fost intrebata, a trebuit sa explic de ce am un anumit stil de viata, iar cand am raspuns nu am fost luata neaparat in serios.

in mod normal e ok, ca e caterinca si e chill si pula mea, dar dupa un punct m-a deranjat mai tare decat ma astpetam.

sunt constienta de diferenta de mentalitate, cu toate astea as fi vrut sa ma simt putin mai inteleasa sau macar putin mai ascultata in anumite momente. sunt anumite valori pe care le-am acumulat ca si individ care ma formeaza in momentul asta si stiu ca pentru ele este un concept mai nou sau neexplorat, cu toate astea m-am simtit super luata de sus sau ca si cum sunt proasta pentru ca fac ce fac. oarecum ca si cum ce fac nu are sens si de fapt am o idee super ridicola despre cum se invarte lumea si nu are sens. si gen inteleg de ce ai vedea asta asa, dar as fi vrut macar sa ma simt mai mult apreciata sau inteleasa pentru ce spun si ce fac. si daca nici macar asta, atunci cand explic anumite lucruri sa nu fie folosite ca si glume mai incolo. (vegana)

dupa, nu ma simt ok in anumite momente sa fiu transparenta din punct de vedere sexual cu ele. as vrea sa simt ca pot, dar de obicei ori o sa creada ca ma fut cu oricine ori ca sunt disperata. inteleg ca sunt o persoana care a avut mai multi parteneri sexuali, dar m-am simtit pur si simplu inconfortabil in anumite momente fata de analogiile pe care le faceau pentru ca ele faceau aluzie la o lipsa de principii sau aveau o reactie ca si cum cine stie ce chestie degenerata fac. pur si simplu sunt mai confortabila sa fac sex cu oameni (in general) si nu imi place sa ma simt ca si cum i’m lesser because of it. nu ma fut in fiecare zi cu o persoana noua, nici macar pe luna. pur si simplu daca eu consider potrivit in momentul respectiv se intampla si nu imi place sa ma simt judecata din cauza asta.

nu m-am simtit ok pentru ca am zis ca eu vin de o zi pe alta, ca toate de altfel (cel putin din ce stiu). nu am raspuns neaparat la un mesaj pentru cand o sa plec ziua urmatoare si nici nu am vazut ca era ideea sa stam pana mai incolo sau sa plecam devreme. am asumat ca fiecare pleaca cand se simte confortabil sau cand are ceva de facut. eu am ceva de facut. mama mea este singura tot anul si lucreaza nu stiu cate servicii. daca imi spune sa ma duc undeva pentru ea, o sa ma duc, atata ma roaga si nu stau nu stiu cat acasa. nu imi place ca imi fac guilt trip la faptul ca trebuie sa ma duc la dentist si sa rezolv ceva pentru ea. si daca nu era pentru ea, nu ma simt ok sa ma faca sa ma simt prost ca efectiv am ceva de facut si nu pot sa dedic prima parte din zi doar lor. nu sunt aici mult timp si vin rar, am o gramada de chestii de rezolvat pe langa a ma vedea cu prieteni. chiar mi s-a parut uncalled for.

pe langa asta, nu imi place sa aud ca “daria e pathological liar”. stiu ca nu am avut tot timplu cele mai bune decizii in viata, dar nu a fost pentru ca am vrut. nu. a fost pentru ca a trebuit. si pe langa faptul ca a trebuit sa imi primesc cacat de la ele in liceu pentru asta (inca regret ca le-am spus), acum inca aud chestii legate de asta. tot timpul ai fost prea ocupate de perspectiva lor de ce e etic si ce e “ok” sa faci, niciodata de “ba proasto, de ce ai facut asta?” sau “avand in vedere ca ai fost impinsa la anumite extreme, cum te simti acum?” sau “pot sa te ajut cu ceva ca sa treci peste etapa asta a vietii tale?”. sunt atatea intrebari mai bune decat a ma face sa ma simt prost ca sunt/am fost in anumite situatii. nu vreau sa fiu acolo, nimeni nu vrea. si cel mai oribil se simte cand pe langa ca esti/ai fost acolo, oamenii care iti sunt apropiati te judeca mai mult decat sa te ajute.

stiu ca toate au avut situatii dificile, dar nu au fost impinse la anumite extreme ca si mine. din punctul asta de vedere sunt mai privilegiate. nu imi place cand vad ca persoanele privilegiate judeca ce fel de upbringing ai sau ce ai fost nevoit sa faci in anumite momente din multipe motive. cauza comuna la toate este o stare inconfortabila/limita in care ma aflam.

astea sunt motivele pentru care sunt “absenta”. ma fac, dese ori, sa ma simt inconfortabil din pacate. mai ales cand sunt vulnerabila legat de viata mea persoanala sau viziunea mea asupra lumii. nu ma simt ok pentru ca nu sunt luata ca atare si sunt multe prejudecati si bias-uri legate de mine. in situatii de genul as vrea mai multa empatie, intelegere sau apreciere. daca asta nu se poate, as vrea macar acceptare, chiar daca sunt diferite fata de idealurile lor. eu nu le judec pentru alegerile lor in viata (ca mananca produse animale/ca se fut cu o persoana/ca parintii lor le dau bani).

acum ma simt impinsa, dupa atatia ani, sa fac o decizie. decizia ar fi sa ma distantez complet don punct de vedere emotional sau sa stau substantial mai putin cu ele si sa disimulez ce simt si sa fiu mai putin transparenta/in detaliu cu viata pe care o am.

o sa imi dau timpul necesar de gandire si sper ca voi lua decizia buna.

[mycstilleblog]

Verdienstvoller Pathologe Prof. Dr. Arne Burkhardt tot

Tief betroffen müssen wir Sie, liebe stattzeitung.org Leserinnen und Leser, über den Tod des Pathologen Prof. Dr. Arne Burkhardt informieren. Arne Burkhardt hat uns bei unseren Recherchen stets mit seinem immensen Fachwissen geholfen. Seine Freundlichkeit und Hilfsbereitschaft wird uns immer in Erinnerung bleiben. Erst im April hat Prof. Dr. Burkhardt noch an einem Round-Table in der hiesigen…

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#Prof. Dr. Arne Burkardt #Stattzeitung.org #Steff Manzini

[robbialy]

My pathology professor’s fav Modigliani!! (I tots forgot about his birthday) • Italian artist Amedeo Modigliani was born on this day in 1884. Working mainly in France, Modigliani is most famous for his iconic portraits characterised by a surreal elongation of faces, necks, and figures—including this painting of Hanka Zborowska. Want to find out more about Modigliani? Discover five things about the artist here: https://bit.ly/3wBYzLv https://www.instagram.com/p/CgBo-xNjfcIeGYTnLLTVeY_h_7oMXqs4_xCDwU0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[snapshotsfromgorkhon]

the polyhedron

#pathologic #pathologic 2 #the polyhedron #the bridge square #teensy npc #tot npc #chickadee npc #the town #townsfolk

[ewkarl]

that awkward nut boy

#the powers that be #tot #pathologic #myart #kittycouch challenge