#uhhh.... thats it now - I've been having fun with this haha

[lightlycareless]

(to lighten the mood after the last ask haha, something from twitter thats been taking me out everytime i see it- you can take this as a character ask if you like i just think its very funny)

*microphone feedback whine* hello, mr. zenin naoya? yes, we’re getting word the official zenin clan twitter has, in fact, declared you ‘Best Girl’ of the zenin estate. thoughts on the matter?

Naoya: what the fuck?

Hello 🥺❤ Sorry for taking long to post this, I've been all over the place, but it's finally here!! Now, onto the good stuff 👀

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA OMG I CANT BELIEVE THIS I think I heard of it before but how... How is this decided???? Did someone nominate him??? WHAT IS THE PURPOSE OF THIS HAHAHAHAHAH

You can bet Naoya is going around the estate asking if anyone participated in it, if so, he needs to know who voted for him lmao.

Everyone is going to deny ever voting for him but he's like:

"Uhhh 89 people voted, so those votes came from somewhere!!"

He'll probably think his brothers voted for him—and I think Naoaki just might've lol.

From there, Naoya is going to ask Y/N...

"Who did you vote for?"

"Huh? Vote? But there aren't any pending elections...?" *Acting as if you didn't know what's goin' on*

"THE BEST GIRL POLL!!!!! DID YOU VOTE FOR ME????"

You tried your hardest to not laugh—never expecting he would actually say the name of the poll out loud, and then, you eventually responded.

"No. I did not, Naoya" And that's the truth because, well, Junko doesn't allow you to do anything that isn't tending the household (although you did partake in gossip with the servants about the whole ordeal :>)

At that point, you don't know if Naoya was upset because his name was on the poll, or because it was there, and you didn't vote for him hahahahah.

Either way, Naoya would be at least satisfied that Toji was considered and actually won—I think he would take this moment to brag about him, and how maybe not all of the election was a mockery/rigged, and take his mind off the fact that he was the one that won the title of best girl lmao. (BUT HE GOT THE OPPOSITE TITLE AS TOJI SOO....?? There's that)

I admire how he's able to see the best of the worst situations, even if he went through a complete humiliation.

He still doesn't know who thought of this in the first place, or why he was nominated, if not to make fun of him.

In the end, I think this is something that will haunt Naoya for a few days, for the servants will be still talking about it, but after a while, he'll grow out of it and might even have a laugh (no, please don't bring it up. He wants to act like it doesn't bother him, but it does)

That is, until he notices a small change in his new sorcerer ID, just underneath his name, a infamous title makes it's way.

Zen'in Naoya

Best Girl of the Zen'in Clan.

He snaps.

#ask #naoya zenin #naoya zen'in #naoya x reader #naoya zenin x reader #naoya zenin x your #jjk naoya #naoya zen'in x reader #I would vote Naoya too lmao #as a joke tho #more serious would totally be maki #prompt series: jujutsu kaisen #also #gojo learned about it and he's the one that made the change lmao

[avemstella]

Tumblr only just showed me that @ksjundel2003 tagged me with this just now, as technology does. I'll always take the chance to ramble (also thank u for the compliment ahhh :D). These ended up being essays hahahaaaha

1. Three Ships: Uhhh so I'm in a weird place where I'm not actively shipping anything. Like don't get me wrong I still love many ships (I'm a super multi shipper, I have no idea how people dedicate their online everything to one ship) I'm just currently not actively pursuing certain ship tags rn... Hmm hxh's return reminded me of how much I love Leopika, I got into fe3h in this last year and I've read a silly amount of dimiclaude. Also finally got around to getting into mp100 and Terumob is so cute.

Genshin thats what people are here for but if I'm honest while I still am very into the game, I haven't read genshin fic consistently for a while and thats how I interact with shipping the most. Like I love Chili, theres a reason I have plans for that ship, but I haven't read a fic with them in forever (and in the more recent examples it was me searching for found fam harb content). I also adore Kaebedo but same story. I love a lot of genshin ships, many 'contradictory' (love Zhongven as well for example), I just haven't been brainrotting about any of them for a while. God that sounds so morose pfft, its really me just letting my brain take a break and experience other things! Also just know I do think about the final planned Zhongli and Childe scene in this fic (well for the main fic at least) every once in a while and grin like a loon. Hehehe I love it so much and rip its so far away (though also once I get there it'll be right near the end and that thought makes me sad).

Also I think about my fic specific ships a lot too. Sandy and Nella for example have a scene that brings me much amusement in a couple chapters (those 2 always bring me joy). Also I've been recently thinking about the ot3 that's a big old spoiler. There's this angsty but also hopeful romantic scene that's been banging around in my head that I literally can't use in my fic it doesn't work with the timeline. But I love it, maybe an eventual bonus chap. (all I'll say on this ot3 is that at least 1 person is a harb). And taras x any harb that isn't his bro, my favorite running gag I take too seriously. Also Madame Volkov x Tsar, I can't wait to reveal why that ship cracks me up (also weirdly angsty).

uhhh that was way too long of an answer um sorry.

2. First ever ship: God I don't know. Probably amuto from Shugo Chara (I was elementary/middle school, the age gap did not clock as weird then). However my first ship with taste was Soulsilvershipping from pokemon (god we need to bring back that ship name format, so fun). I didn't have fictional crushes the same way most seemed to, however what was close enough was Silver Pokemon my beloved. He spawned my love of grumpy long haired red heads so when I saw Diluc for the first time I remember going fuck I'm gonna love him (and I did haha).

3. Last song: uhhh fun fact I'm not a music person at all. As a child I hated it pfft, while I grew out of that I still have no idea what I'm doing with it. 90% of the music I listen to is from animatics (and back in the day from amvs) or musicals because plot. And u know u find a lot of musicals because of animatics its a cycle. However saying that I was listening to Ricky Montgomery, idk why.

4. Last movie: my parents were like we're watching a movie as a fam and in true Christmas spirit we watched Top Gun Maverick pfft. tbh the movie was fine but not the stunning piece of cinema everyone seemed to be saying... also super military propaganda but we all knew that

5. Currently reading? I'm catching up on the Ascendance of a Bookworm Light Novels (I'm on the last book in part 4 and I have part 5 #1 ready). I've also been really slowly reading through (and got back into after almost a year accidental break) Lout of the Counts Family. Also hunter x hunter (my brain is filled with Sheila theories, despite being the Harbinger found fam fic writer I don't care about the troop lol, just Sheila). I also have some DC comics open in my tabs because I want to watch the newest comicpop back issues episode. Its sort of strange I've been on a reading fan fic break of sorts haha, reading lots of original stuff.

6. Currently watching? uhhhh Mob Psycho though that just ended. Also me and my sis are watching Miraculous together. We used to watch it years ago and we are watching all the stuff we missed and cringing. I also am constantly watching lots of video essays, love a good video essay to put on while doing other things like playing genshin/art/etc

7. Currently consuming? We have a holiday party every year and my dad makes his amazing to die for lasagna (we are not remotely italian, but everyone we know says its amazing). So I've been eating those leftovers and having a time.

8. Currently craving? validation uhhh free time maybe. I had so much free time while I was away at school (well more like I should have been working on stuff time, but it was time I could organize myself). I'm home and between Christmas and parties and my grandparents/Cousins/feels like everyone visiting I've had no time for myself. I love seeing my cute baby cousins I don't get to see too often but its a lot. Also a job, I don't want to have to job but it'll get my mother off my case.

Well that ended on a too serious note haha. Also this was way too long and I have no idea who to tag and I'm anxious so uh, no one I guess. I must now return to my chaotic life, as one does.

#avem rambling #avem's asks #i'll count this as an ask #this was very top heavy but its fine lol #my complicated shipping thoughts #also if anyone wants to contribute to this go ahead! #I just have always been terrible at tagging people in these sorts of things #I'm also just bad at engaging with people over the internet in general... #despite the fact that I sounded sort of distressed at the end #I really did enjoy doing this! #it was fun I just get a bit too honest sometimes lol

[miscellaneous--bones]

scar map for ray! and also freckles, technically. shes gotten MOST of them from different fanfics i've put her in (she plays y/n sometimes, especially in shit like creepypasta or undertale, etc) im gonna put some close ups under the cut as well as explanations from where they came from kinda :) (tw for semi-detailed talks of various injuries and maybe body horror and/or gore? also self harm a lil bit)

lets start from the back! a couple of these i'll talk about in the front, but lets see what i can get to here :)

the big sun one is technically a tattoo, Lue has one too! it was just for fun :)

uhhh the one right down the middle is from a time someone dragged a knife down her back? i dont remember if this happened in a fic, but it happened regardless from one of her crazy adventures.

the ones on her shoulder blades(?) are from the multiple fics where the reader has wings and has them cut or ripped off- and if not that its from when she's shapeshifted wings for herself? i posted a lil comic about that once you should be able to check her tag or something. but yeah! somethin' like that.

the big one on her lower back is from an onward fic where she fell through the floor and got like. stabbed by a giant plank of wood, and i distinctly remember this one because it was one of the first times i'd used the idea that she can ''recharge'' or heal in sunlight :)

the little scratches- any little scratches honestly- are either from various fights shes been in, animals that have attacked her, or maybe even just herself, honestly lmao, shes usually careful but her claws are sharp haha

rspeaking of, the one on hr

uhhh the big one on her chest! she got that one from the multiple times shes been stabbed in the chest (thats. SUCH a common place of injury in fanfic actually??) the most recent i think is from [this sans/reader fic] that i've been reading for the past while its rlly good u should check it out :)

the one down the middle (from her chest to below her belly button? u cant see it too well cuz of the chest one but its from this one really gorey creepy ass MTT/reader on ao3 where the y/n was like. disected??? idk but she got her HEART ripped out and shit, it was weird, but it stuck w/ me so its been one of her scars for however long

the one under her left boob is another stab wound from... i think? tmnt? i forget if it was tmnt or creepypasta, but im pretty sure creepypasta usually does stuff lower.

speaking of, the one on her right side is from a couple different times she was stabbed in creepypasta (mostly by jeff, probably) it doubles as where she was hurt by the wood in the onward thing

the one on her right shoulder and the two scratches are from her own lil adventures, especially the one on her shoulder its another one of those common injury scar things.

you can only kind of see it but the little one on her left side is from where she had one of her kidneys stolen by eyeless jack in creepypasta, because of course thats happened before, cmon now. its regenerated by now, but the scar persists none the less.

the one her thigh and the one on her shoulder are both from creepypasta fics, both were jeff x readers i think? the one on her shoulder she got at the same time she was stabbed in the side i think, it was from this scene were fuckin, jeff was goin' nutts and attacked her or something? and the one on her thigh was just another common-injury scar from that fandom idk

uhh the two bite marks were from when she was attacked by either one of the creepypastas that have sharp teeth or it was some kind of monster from somwhere idk they aren't from fics i dont think tho

and then the self harm scars is because of how often the author writes y/n as depressed (usually as a vent or something) and therefore the y/n may cut and its usually hurt/comfort or something similar. i figure a few are from herself too, because of common injury OR because she was kind of experimenting with pain and getting hurt and sharp things when she was first getting used to haveing a Body and the likes

and then these three!

the mouth one is from a jeff x reader where jeff cuts a smile in the reader's face. i didn't wanna give her the full smile because of recognizability, but i figured she could have little ones at the corner of her mouth instead.

the one around her leg is from a bear trap, it wasn't in a fic i just figure yeah she probably got caught in one at some point, thats just a ray thing to do

aaand the last one is from [aNOTHER jeff x reader] by @/littlebitoffanfic (they're work is just really good anyway) where the reader gets hurt and the jeff feels guilty ands its this angsty hurt/comfort, but yknow

thats it!! that was really long. either way if you read all this and wanna know more about certain specific ones lmk! i dont remember what all the fics were that she got her scars from- especially because some of them happened multiple times, but i tried to link them if i could remember what they were. either way, yeah :)

#Ray D'Roe #oc #art #dipity doodles #tw scars #tw gore #ask to tag #tw self harm #tw injury #im probably not gonna draw these all the time cuz theres just so fucking many #but also cuz maybe like she hides 'em w/ glamour or something #just cuz of convenience and her job and all that #should i tag this as long post? #no its under a cut nvm

[yostresswritinggirl]

Survey- 1. Honestly I do not remember at all. I came here around the beginning of the oceanid arc tho so I think that was how i found u. 2. uhhh i've been in a scaramouche brainrot for like 3 weeks now so my favorite is currently your scaramouche one. 3. Idk why but I always picture you with either albedo or xiao. 4. salad anon is also fun to read even though i have no clue what they say half the time. (skip 5) 6. I think that all of your plots are so creative and unique and I love reading them

Now THATS a pretty far way point! However I'm seeing a dangerous pattern of monsters drawing in the anons... I have like three Scaramouche fics right ahahah happy brainrottinggg

Albedo or Xiao, yey! Maybe my simping manifested this way haha, it's either the chaotic side or the mysterious side that I'm being paired with, it's baffling. We're in this together with confusion over salad anon ahaha- thank you so much! I take pride in my brainrot but also the amazing prompts the community has given me! Thank you so much for answering, sweetie!

#exiled community #Winter #exile.goblet #community survey

[sugawara-sweetheart]

AAKWJDJ ?? bub ,, thank u so much that advice was rly useful & reassuring ehe i'm running to make that timetable <3 i'm an overachiever and hearing u say that i shldn't feel guilty abt leaving time for myself makes me feel better mwah .

recently i've been writing a lot of self indulgent content hehe ,, been wanting to write for my persona & kenma ngl . i do digital art too !! thou i've been doodling on traditional a lot more now . what games do u play ?? i play genshin impact & osu! a LOT ehe , i also have pokémon games sitting around + my abandoned cuphead run . some hobbies i wanna get back into r volleyball & ice skating !! i haven't had d opportunity to go out to do 'em :( but it's fine bc i have other hobbies like reading ur writing . 💘

M SORRY I RAMBLED A BIT HAHA ur d first blog i've REALLY interacted with so i got a lil' excited 🥺 i hope u have a good day/night bub !! <33 wld love to see some of ur art some day ehe .

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im glad my advice helped you!! trust me, i feel you on that cause im a huge overachiever too but i overworked myself in both high school and college and uhhh the depression and being burnt out isnt fun ahaha so please take care of yourself!!! i think attitudes to working (whether its workplace or education) is really unhealthy like a 9-5 working day with just an hour break just isnt normal to me, sleeping less than you need and having to eat whilst you do work bc you have too much of a workload isnt normal either, spending hours after school to study isnt normal either and its a shame we have do that so if you’re cutting down that time to enjoy yourself, that is okay!! but timetables work great hehe they worked so well for me so i hope they help you too!!

im glad youre working on self indulgent content!! cause ik I struggle with requests so im glad you’re writing what you enjoy! ooh id love to see your art and how do you find traditional art? I mostly play mobile games but ive not played a game in a while- though I as considering genshin impact!! is it good? I hope you get to do volleyball and iceskating (you could live in a hq/yoi crossover hehe) and aww thats so sweet im flattered<33

its okay!! ramble all you like- as you can see I ramble just as much ahahaha :) I have an art side blog @sweetksugawara (I need to post some more on there actually) so feel free to check it out!! I hope you have a good day/night too sweetie <33

#sweetheart asks <3 #sweetheart: anon #sweetheart: 🎮anon