#unless i’m wrong and like idk

[whumpy-wyrms]

I LOVEEEE ART

#okok #i drew something i am soooo insanely proud of #NOT NORMAL ABOUT IT AT ALLLLL #maybe i will reblog it on here. idk #i’m super proud of it i need everyone to SEEE IITTTTT #and honestly do i Really care about people here knowing my main art account? i’m not sure anymore #like idk telling everyone irl about my silas and aspen ocs really just made me think and. huh #what’s the point in keeping everything a secret #like whump ain’t even weird it’s just horror who cares if people know abt this account right #unless i’m wrong and like idk #what am i talking about i have no idea i just spent the last six hours drawing something reeallllyy cool #maybe i’ll reblog it here cuz like also #i have more mutuals here. i have more friends here and im more active here #what even is a main #anyway it’s furry art if that changes anything #🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇 #BATS <3 #anyway ITS ALMOST 1AM????? FUCK?????? #wyrms says stuff #i reblogged it on Aspen’s blog so it’s there if anyone wants to see :3 #oh yeah @dead-aspen-tree don’t follow it cuz it’s mainly cringe /j #it’s cool art i am very proud of it haha #anyway gn tumblr im eepy

[nattikay]

“hufwe instruments” SYE'OTXANG, THE WORD YOU’RE LOOKING FOR IS SYE'OTXANG 😭

#frontiers of pandora #afop #lì'fya leNa'vi #based on how it’s worded I’m not sure if they intended to imply that “hufwe” by itself could refer to wind instruments #(it just means “wind” so this sentence looks like it says “they’re accompanied by the wind!” um what 😅) #or if they were doing the fanfic thing of throwing a word in arbitrarily for “hufwe instrument” instead of “wind instrument” #and tbh idk which one’s worse 🙃 lol #the first is straight-up incorrect unless they meant literal wind somehow #the second is not technically *wrong* i guess but it's just Very Unnecessary™ 😅

[leqclerc]

Looking at the way Charles’s Monaco win was celebrated by the entire team, the whole paddock, and countless fans across the world, it’s crazy to me that Binotto fumbled those three attempts (2019, 2021 and 2022) so badly. Especially the last one, obviously. I mean people will revere Vasseur now (if they weren’t already) and he will go down in history as the team principal that delivered that long-awaited Monaco win and helped Charles basically fulfill his destiny. If Binotto had thrown his whole weight behind Charles when it counted he could’ve been a part of that success

#text #i mean listen i’m not a huge fan of fred personally for. Reasons #objectively the team is doing better under his leadership - i don’t agree with everything he’s said/done up to date #but unless something starts going wrong again - maybe ferrari mismanages the charles-lewis lineup or gets the 2026 regs wrong #his era will very likely be remembered and looked back on far more fondly #binotto’s ferrari peaked in monza but it was just downhill from there in terms of missed opportunities and internal drama etc #idk man i still don’t understand how he thought going against charles and not capitalising on ferrari’s biggest most beloved asset #was a good idea #and for what 😭

[natugood]

#I’ve realize I am likely an outlier in this regard and I want to confirm #also it’s hard for me to even answer cause like I talk to myself in public with other people present but like. #my volume depends on the conversation. also how articulate I am depends on the conversation #cause like. idk I won’t think in words very well unless I vocialize it or write it down #and if im on the go or just like existing that usually means talking to myself #I’ve realized that like 99% of other ppl I know don’t do this or at least don’t do it as brazenly as I do #and it makes sense why random ppl sometimes act like I’m off putting or weird or think I’m mentally ill (they’re not wrong lol) #but I didn’t really realize other ppl didn’t do this until recently and I’m like oh #but I wanna know how many ppl DO do this but mask it better than me vs how many people just… don’t #vs how ​many ppl just don’t #polls #tumblr polls #mental illness #neurodivergent #talking to myself #talking to yourself #googoogajoob

[m4ndysk4nkovich]

maybe some people will disagree, but i personally believe that to actually be an apologist/defender of a certain character you have to be able to hold them accountable when they fuck up

#this post applies to any character really but i’m specifically talking about various shameless characters #i just feel like if you are such a hardcore apologist/defender you’d understand their character better #but if you just defend EVERYTHING even when the character themselves knows they’re wrong your views on the character are biased #like i’m a debbie gallagher defender/apologist- do you know how many times she’s majorly fucked up? many times #i hold her accountable for what she did #and instead of defending everything she’s done i offer my perspective and explain why she did what she did #even though i joke and say ‘__ does no wrong!’ that’s actually stupid and if you defend everything a character has done idk what to tell you #unless the character is like a literal child who genuinely has made no mistakes and has no flaws #but real good characters are flawed and overlooking those flaws diminishes the entire character #text #shameless #debbie gallagher

[theres-whump-in-that-nebula]

Spoke to someone I don’t know over the phone, 11 dead, 32 injured

#I’m all flowery on here but in real life conversation I am the driest most uncomfortably pragmatic person alive #I’ve been scolded for being so task-focused that I forgot to say hello to the secretaries in high school when I went to do a task #or for having an “attitude” with my parents (often when I was purposefully trying to appear humble with an “idk” voice) #so I’ve amended that by fake laughing at everything and keeping my customer service voice on All The Time #0/10 it works flawlessly but I’ve also made myself into a socially anxious doormat #I’ve been the one to break it to people that their friend died on more than one occasion and I always feel bad about how I do it #I usually just blurt it out because I don’t know how to lead up to it other than saying “maybe you should sit down for this” #it would be wrong if I knew and didn’t tell them #so it has to be me… you know? #I’m so disconnected from any feelings of grief (I’ve never felt bereavement in my life) that it feels wrong for it to be me #because I’m physically incapable of sharing in their pain and emotions; I literally don’t understand it #but sometimes I’ll cry reflexively if I see someone else crying even if I don’t have any actual feelings for them or their situation #I’m more disturbed by knowing of people who are alive going through pain than I am by knowing someone died #because death is natural; suffering isn’t #unless the person is a child or otherwise very young #but if they’re old and lived a fulfilling life I recognize they’ve had a fulfilling life and hope that my life #is as fulfilling as theirs was when I go #I’m not afraid of death; I’d just like to not go before I’m good and ready #When I go away I hope that I WANT to go away; you know?

[augustsails]

I think my advisor is so neurotypical she cannot even fathom other people not being as neurotypical as her. Because why is she mad at me for doing exactly what I was supposed to do? I just didn’t tell her I had done it because she never asked, I was supposed to just know?? That she wanted me to tell her I did it?? So now I have to do it again and she’s giving the subtle ‘you fucked up’ vibes when I literally did exactly what she told me to do!

#Vent #I know she would never say this #but it occurred to me after one of our meetings that she was saying nice things that were actually kinda rude #I don’t even think she’s mean on purpose #I just think she’s EXTREMELY neurotypical and expects people to be just like her #I’m mostly just pissed because I know she thinks I’m incompetent #when I’m doing everything right grrrrr #I just didn’t reply to your email because it was just an email reminding me to do what I already did so?? #Why would I reply unless something was wrong?? #It’s mostly just very annoying to feel like someone thinks less of you for oh idk DOING EXACTLY WHAT YOU ASKED #there’s no way she hasn’t dealt with less neurotypical students too #Tbh I may reach out to our DRC just to see if they can give her some idk training for saying what you mean and not expecting students to #read your mind #This is a minor inconvenience at most I just hate the way she’s perceiving me when she has no right xD

[rosemary-bells]

just absolutely Speedran reading the no doubt in us manhua. what’s life even

#buzzing #no doubt in us #idk what the cn title is 😔 #like. it was nice. pretty cliche and moved SUPER fast #and by the end i was mostly rooting for the empress #and like. the gay prince w the grandmaster bcs they were not NOT gay. like #homeboy was asking him abt MARRIAGE. they teased. they flirted. they blushed. they couldn’t not have been #i’m never one to like. do side-ships unless they’re confirmed but come ON #coughs. also the emperor… was like… eh. i was ok w him #the side characters did Not get a lot tho. part of me thinks i read the wrong manhua or smth #mostly bcs execution was like okay but it was like… pretty mid at times tbh #i liked it tho. art was nice. empress slapped. the lady from the desert was amazing #the prince and the grandmaster were like 💅✨✨ #listen listen like they couldn’t NOT have been. god #no doubt in us spoilers #it was alright tho. not like the best but i thought it was fine enough

[wibble-wobbegong]

y’all i think i’m stupid. it’s gonna be will making the deal to free mike because that’s literally how a hostage situation works

#so deep you forget normal life things #but also because of some stuff that implies perception fuckery being involved with mike’s disappearance #idk with the timeline i’m working with the song that implies the time when mike gets kidnapped references illusions and confusion and stuff #obviously it’s still in the early phases so i could be wrong but that would work as another parallel to will’s disappearance #my only worry is about them being too similar but it could be intentional unless im looking for things that aren’t there #like how much of a parallel is too much #the context and rescue methods are vastly different but it makes sense to apply the same techniques vecna used to kidnap will if he’s trying #to kidnap mike. or at least similar methods in the fact that what we’re shown is wrong #though i think for mike’s kidnapping we’d actually be getting his perspective as a transition for the time jump #like rather than the crappy ‘two days later’ thing im thinking we might walk through mike’s experience in being tranced and possibly finding #max and managing to contact the party somehow or smth and when he’s rescued it’s revealed it’s been two years #that’s not concrete but i think it would be sick

[yvtro]

if you ever wonder why i post/reblog meta that contradicts each other, this is because i enjoy the variety <3 while there are some common threads in my readings, i’m not dogmatic in my interpretation. it’s what it is – interpretation, and i think many fans would benefit from similar attitude.

#maybe that attitude would also stop you from coming to tell me that i’m wrong and you’re right #when the fundamental difference is just the choice material #and when at times i would probably say: oh i like this take! #if you didn’t present it as the superior one tm #don’t get me wrong there are numerous headcanons and ideas that i can’t stand #and i’m not willing to compromise on robin jay’s core values and his relationship with bruce #but i’m very lax when it comes to most of red hood readings? #unless it’s classism or ableism #also idk with the concept of killing being hard for jay #for example. #this is literally a headcanon more than meta even. #and i do like readings wherein he kills with satisfaction or where it’s easy for him considering his rage and grief #idk you need to understand that i’m just having fun with different concepts here and i’m not presenting them as definite truth #unless i explicitly state i’m talking about canon #this is just a general disclaimer #because i get lots of anons telling me: so you think that x why not y #and i don’t bother replying because the answer is usually: y is cool too!

[askamnesiamoonjumper]

hey just want to say you're really chill and fun, i wish i could be friends with you

actually, do you mind joining this discord server? its my friends group server for art and writing and stuff, i think you'd like it

here's the invite: discord.com/invite/aAEtfF7szX

-Cross

ohh sure I’ll check it out! Tho I might not be very active depending on how big it is but tysm!

#grace post #Update uh nvm I joined for a second and then left I’m sorry 😭 #The rules section said “no lgbt or furry” which I could not tell if it was a joke or not and mmmm I didn’t like the vibes I’m sorry #But we could still be mutuals if you want anon I just wasn’t digging the servers feel idk I might just be paranoid tho lol #Didn’t wanna take any chances #Unless you can come back to give some extra context that would be nice!! :) maybe i just read the room wrong

[yoohyeon]

Gonna leave my CV to my maybe futur job later today

#I’m excited but also terrified BFKSBDJ #they hired someone already but they don’t think they are gonna stay for long so they are going to put me at the top of the list #and it’s the same place my mom applied and they say they would make an exception for me cause they really want my mom to work there <3 #working with my mom is going to be fun unless she’s having a bad day then it would be hell 😳 #but like it’s the perfect place for me 😭 #I’m mad my dad didn’t think of me first but also my mom really need a new job but my mom litterally can go anywhere bfksbd #but hey it’s just for now honestly it’s 25h so like more than double my last job and I had enough to pay for my phone and Sowon’s things #so I will have extra money to buy things that make me happy and plan my futur #cause I also don’t know what to do with my life yet bfksbd #If it works I won’t have to call and cancel #my meeting with my social worker 😭 #cause we agree we would put it at another time if I haven’t found a job or if my quiz results weren’t ready which is the only thing #we would talk about so if I didn’t work on finding a job we would only have the test and for now the test is not even done 😭 #the medical clinic called yesterday but haven’t call again or called on our personal phone so idk if it was for this #can’t wait to know what’s probably ‘’wrong’’ with me bfkdbdjdj #alex.txt

[livvyofthelake]

why did my dad have to have his retirement party on a day i could have been going wonking instead. does he hate women or something goddamn

#can’t go after the party this man’s work is 40 minutes away and idk how long this stupid party will go on #and then our normal movie theater is 30 minutes from home in the other direction #and i refuse to go to a new theater i’m not spontaneous like that #the drive to the theater is normal on a regular day but the timing just sucks today #and tomorrow won’t work because my sister has stuff to do #and friday i have work. and saturday i have work. and sunday we have church and my aunts house #and then monday through wednesday we’re in pennsylvania #and then there’s new years to worry about #i do NOT want to spend new years with my dad and his sisters so i haven’t requested off work for the 30th in hopes i can use that as an #excuse to stay home. and if i stay home so might my sister #and THEN. maybe we can get wonking #unless my dad tries to be like oh but we can go on the 31st to go meet them! and then i won’t have a choice #unless i threaten to kill myself. but i won’t do that that would be crazy #but i don’t want to go to that. none of my cousins will be there my sister and i would be the only ones there who aren’t in their 60s #like. nothing wrong with hanging with the old ladies but why can’t my dad hang out with his sisters and their husbands alone. #why would you even want your two random daughters in their 20s there. weirdo #i know he’s just upset that my mom won’t go but like he knew the whole time she was gonna spend new years with HER sister. like get over it #hoping to get my sister on my side soon so we can unionize to not go. i know she already didnt want to but i need her to not change her mind #she has a tendency to feel bad for our dad when he wants us to do annoying shit. it’s her oldest daughter syndrome i guess. 🙄

[coldvampire]

ngl. unconsciously disengaging from this website has been hdjfkg kinda good for my mental health overall? like yes im still dhdjfjf left out of a lot of stuff BUT i see it less so that means my feelings don’t get as hurt lmao. functionally that’s more or less the same thing probably?

going recluse isn’t what i ever want to do (& I didn’t even do it on purpose, just got busy and had a low social battery because of it) but aside from me being overall comfortable by myself, it just kind of seems like it’s where people are content to leave me. doesn’t feel great but it is what it is.

#not rly on discord servers for the same reason tbh #got tired of trying to interject my awkward attempts at participation #I mean people can still @ me but i just don’t have it in me for the server stuff #my social perception is low enough that I can’t tell what the right move is but high enough I know when I fucked up #idk if I’m just not built for larger groups or if it’s something else :( #wish I knew so I could work around it but it’s not exactly a perfect experiment #so w/e. I do kind of miss it a bit but I also feel like my absence doesn’t make a difference #which is a sad thought in itself but that’s how it goes #idk I think in general I’m in a weird spot where I make an impression but it’s never a vital one to the dynamic ? #I do sometimes doubt like. what I bring to interactions in general lately #doesn’t feel like much if I’m being honest. I mean I think I’m at least moderately interesting but djfjf who knows #weirdly settled with myself as a person but I’m thinking that cost is probably an isolating one #knowing a lot of people just never breaking past that surface level #sucks. not much else to describe it as. #idk I’m sure this is bad for me but I think I’ve kind of already messed up first impressions #it’s so stupid but I keep encountering the same dynamic of either we Click fairly quickly or we just don’t really at all #and I feel like that’s wrong of me bc I know some people need time but unless that initial click happens I just seem to falter?? #idk idk idk I guess lately it’s like I feel alone/lonely but I don’t feel like I’m wanting to return to anything #bc I never felt like I really had a place there to start with #weird feeling. very weird feeling. #logging back off now dhjfkf

[ceramicbird]

finished reading harrow the ninth

#i am going to CRY. AGAIN. FOR THE FOURTH TIME #this series is ruining me but i’m having such a good time i can’t stop #literally contenders for being my favorite of all time i’m so serious #i feel like i’m not going to like nona for some reason but. i very well may be wrong #i will miss harrow. unless she shows up idk #hhhh anyways. #i am ill

[genderqueer-karma]

guys can i talk about that fucking guy. clap if you think i should talk about that fucking guy.

(accidental ramble in the tags. oops. don’t read if you don’t want to read a crisis.)

#yo it's d :) #you already know who that fucking guy is unless you’re new here and that’s none of you so . #i need to start asking my friends if i can talk about that guy but it’s hard honestly #he literally takes up 50 to 80 per cent of my mind on a daily basis #even when i’m not thinking about him i’m thinking of him #i’ll see something blue and be like ‘wow! yk who really likes the color blue?’ and suddenly my brain is flooded with thoughts of Him #don’t get me wrong i love him but i realize that other people don’t care about him as much as i do so i’m trying to dial it back #still. it’s hard. #especially knowing that other people know how to contain themselves and i’m just sitting here raw out in the open like this #to be honest idk how i managed to survive school because since september i’ve kinda been living in mana hell(/heaven. depending on the day) #some people say they have addictive personalities and honestly i think that’s me #my brain is addicted to him! i literally study this man’s face and mannerisms and can tell you exactly how he smiles when his expression #is otherwise neutral. i can relay unnecessary amounts of his band history to you and have watched WAY too many interviews and videos #and the worst part? i literally told myself ‘hey! you can’t get like this again’* because the last time was really bad! it was destructive! #*(about a person.) i literally cannot function sometimes for just thinking about this guy. #i rarely listen to music besides his anymore and can literally tell you characteristic features of his composing! it’s kind of embarrassing! #like i’m a music nerd but i’m not THAT big of a music nerd. i usually can’t tell you things like that. most i can do is tell you #instrumentation. but whenever i listen to something he *mightve* composed i can automatically confirm or deny. #that’s not normal !!!!!!!! #having over *2000* pictures of a person you’ve never met in your phone is not normal! #but despite me being in the goddamn TRENCHES. i love him so so so much. #he genuinely makes me so happy. seeing images/videos of him from any time period makes me go ‘!!!’ because i think he’s the coolest! #and he’s so inspiring. he’s part of the reason i took up drawing again and regained some passion for music. #thus ends my tale of woe.