#when life pelts lemons at your head repeatedly

[fenharael]

The next 5 days are going to suck incredible ass but it will only be 5 days and then I'll be home

#when life pelts lemons at your head repeatedly #I was supposed to have fun with my friends this week :| #but now thousands of people are dying and my uncle is dead and I have to fly out of town and I have to make a last min work presentation #and AI bullshit is continuing to creep into my workplace and all these people got fired and I'm starting a higher dose of prozac and #I'm depressed and tired and frustrated and sad and angry and and and and and ans ajsnansndnsjskwjwkdksjaaaasssaaaaaahhhhhhh #I just don't care anymore I'm tired #I'm just really tired and depressed and I'm tired of trying to be positive and happy and not make people worried and not be a burden #yeah I have a therapist and I'm working on it #I'm just tired and stressed out and I have to walk my mom through her trauma and all I want is to stay home #I'm not trying to get attention and I'm fine I just need to vent bc I can't sleep