#yukio never being able to realize that before bc he never reached out to him until things got this bad. auuuughhhhhhhh

[lesbianpegbar]

also i didnt post about it last night bc it was like 4 in the morning and i felt deranged but thissss interaction. genuinely destroyed me and i'll be thinking about it forever and ever.

#the way yukio was so so set in his way of thinking that he never once even considered that rin would care about him dying that much #he was so stuck in his mind that he couldn't realize how what he's saying and thinking is irrational #to yukio for his whole life its just been a fact that hes a horrible weak person who deserves to die #the tone of the convo being yukio stating this insane suicidal mantra hes held onto for so long like its fact. like its common sense #and then having that shattered immediately when rin yells out in confusion and desperation. immediately breaking the illusion #of yukios perception of himself his brother and their relationship as one of malice fear and hatred #rin immediately immediately showing how much he loves and cares for yukio #yukio never being able to realize that before bc he never reached out to him until things got this bad. auuuughhhhhhhh #rins expressions here too. ohhhhhhhhh god #fuck. #ANYWAY #this shit hits a little close to home..... siblings....... waugh......... #mine #blue exorcist #tw suicide #suicide mention #just in case