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a horrid video i made while i was sleep deprived

#jon walker should be number one i love that man but not more than his wife

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me acting surprised when doing it for the plot actually puts me into a spiraling depression and days of overthinking and not working out in the end instead

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mum: LARI WTH ARE YOU DOING UP AT 1am?!???

me: shmryan shmross :3

#ryan ross #panic! at the disco #panic at the ryan #emo #makeup #ryan ross makeup #makeup artist

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Ryan Ross and Travie Mccoy celebrating Ryan’s birthday!!! :D

#me and who #ryan ross #panic! at the disco #the young veins #travie mccoy

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does anyone get really pissed of when they see that one girl not naming names talk about how gerard way is a trans woman. like bitch, if he hasnt said theyre a trans woman then they arent one. shes reminds me of people in public who assume im a trans guy just bc i wear masc clothes and have short hair like. no im not. i just dress masculine.

also it just really grinds my gears bc like she isnt a trans woman, she just has this weird infatuation with them and it comes off as borderline fetishy.

does anyone agree with me cus i feel like im going insane when i see her tiktoks and all the comments agree and r calling gerard she

#mcr #mcr return #mcr gerard #gerard way #gerard way mcr #my chemical romance #my chemical fucking romance #gender #trans woman #trans women #this post is about mirabai #i just think she needs to stop spending so much time online (crazy coming from me) and realise that if anyone did that to her she would #completely switch and say its disgusting

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i need to piss

i have an instergerm now @cyberr.lari

#instagram #instagerm #emo

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THE FUTURE IS BULLETPROOF, THE AFTERMATH IS SECONDARY—

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someone shoot me im ovulating

#probably tmi #tmi #afab problems

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Day 202

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BUT IM AFRAAAID THAT EYYYEEEEEEEEEEEE

An Image You Can Hear (AIYCH)

#i love ryan ross

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ryan ross moment

#ryan ross #panic! at the disco #panic at the ryan #p!atd #emo #makeup #emo style #2000s emo

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this is so baby driver core

#baby driver #edgar wright

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Panic Fact: okay, time to clear up some misinformation I see being circulated. I know that Ryan has picked up new fans as of late and it is clear that a lot of them are not familiar with how things were when Ryan was in Panic 15 years ago. There are people saying Brendon sexually assaulted Ryan and that is just not true. A very important thing to know about Panic shows back in the day is they were scripted. They did basically the same thing at every show. Referred to as stage gay. There was a part where Brendon would go over to Ryan and Ryan would act shy. This got a big rise out of the audience, especially Ryden believers. But it was SCRIPTED. If you know anything about early Panic, you should know what roles they all played in the band. Brendon wasn’t making Ryan uncomfortable. It was acting. They were playing characters on stage. Brendon mentioned this in an interview awhile ago and it has been misconstrued by fans that aren’t familiar with the early days of Panic or those shows.

And here is what Ryan has said about it:

And Spencer talking about how their show defied masculine stereotypes:

Some shows the tables were turned and Ryan would kiss Brendon… or sit on his face:

I would urge you to learn about Panic history before spreading such harmful and untrue things. I will make another post about the band dynamics to help shed some light on the roles in another post for fans that aren’t familiar with the early days.

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she on my danger till i days

she na on my na until i na na na na na na na na na na na na na na n

#danger days #my chemical romance #my chem #mcr #na na na #mcr return

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spot the difference

#ryan ross #panic! at the disco #guitar #ibanez #panic at the ryan #p!atd #i am ryan ross

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Ryan and His Rose Vest

he's so pretty why can't i look like him :(