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#seeing this live went so crazy i died #i love piwon #they are so cool and awesome #Spotify

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dear diary

21/9/2023

the concert was so good holy shit. (O_O)

i feel like i remember everything and nothing at the same time ?????

i’m still trying to process everything i saw but it was amazing and fun and really loud and exciting and yeah.

i was surprised with myself. i didn’t think i’d be able to deal with all the screaming and the loud music, and at first i did have trouble, but i adjusted. and i was screaming and laughing throughout the whole thing. which is honestly surprised me because i’m the type to not scream on roller coasters and stuff.

i think i got swept away by the atmosphere and the energy of the crowd and piwon themselves.

piwon are such amazing performers and are so talented !!!

i knew this before but this concert was so good i just have to say it. their love for performing is definitely obvious and makes watching them feel so special and enjoyable (the artists are having fun so the crowd is having fun).

they were also so so genuine and honestly everything i was expecting them to be.

p1harmony are just so cool and talented and kind and passionate and just amazing overall and i’m so happy that they were my first concert ^ ^

#dear diary #my silly thoughts #i love my friends #piwon #p1harmony #stan p1harmony #i bought a tshirt too !!!!

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dear diary

20/9/2023

i’m about to go to my first concert !!???2!2):7:$

it’s p1harmony and i’m super duper excited

i have been really stressed out these last few days and i definitely still have my anxieties over it.

of course the autism is a pretty big part of it. the sensory issues of being surrounded by people and blaring music, as well as the unfamiliar situation and not knowing how to act appropriately and stuff.

also i have built up the idea of a concert in my head into such a massive deal to the point where there is like some unattainable ideal of what a concert should be. like how i should be wearing a perfect outfit and it should be an artist i care about a super duper amount and i need to look super cool.

i’ve gotten over most of my stress and stuff after realising that i will be with my friends so i’ll have fun anyways (plus my friends GET me). and how it’s a kpop concert … i don’t need to worry about what they think.

i’m actually typing this while being driven to the concert

she’s reading through the venue website and the venues rules because it calms her nerves hehe

#dear diary #my silly thoughts #i love my friends #p1harmony #more idols need to come to australia PLEASE #autism

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#boynextdoor #Spotify

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dear diary

29/8/23

i just got back from hanging out with my friends and i literally had the best most fun time of my life !!!!!!

i love them all so much

i literally left with three new apps on my phone because of them it’s crazy

we also prank called dominoes pizza, talked about clag, watched nct comeback (!!)

SPEAKING of nct i literally cannot breathe

it’s so so so good holy shit it’s perfect

i can’t even articulate how much i love this album it’s crazy crazy

stan nct for a better, more silly life

#dear diary #my silly thoughts #i love my friends #stan nct #nct 2023 #pado haechan is consuming my brain

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why am i all of a sudden being exposed to the tumblr yugioh fandom ?!?!

now i feel like i should finish watching it …

#my silly thoughts #yugioh #autism is winning #i watch it in dub to hear joey wheeler’s italian american accent

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Victor KT-XM52 Hello Kitty minidisc player⋆ ˚｡⋆☆♡˚

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i just finished season 6 of riverdale

this show is so insane and perfect i feel as though the reason i was born was to watch it

#my silly thoughts #riverdale #riverdale is honestly a masterpiece #i’m in awe

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2004 Tamagotchi stickers

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Strawberry Peach Rabbit

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dear diary

30/7/23

i went to see the barbie movie today and oh my goodness it is literally so so good !!!! (๑>◡<๑)

i’m still processing everything that happened honestly so i might not be able to articulate exactly how i feel about this movie

!! spoiler warning !!

before going to see it (i think about a week ago) my mum and i were talking about it and she made a comment saying “what if barbie chooses to leave Barbieland™️ and become a person ?” and i was like “that’s stupid who would leave Barbieland™️” but like …

i think i get it now

there are two scenes that i just can’t get over at all

the one when she is sitting on the bench observing the life and people around her and she turns to the old woman and calls her beautiful while crying for the first time in her life (because living is beautiful !!!)

and the scene at the end when we get a compilation of home videos of girls and women just existing. it filled my heart with so much joy and love and aaarrrghh (i’m tearing up thinking about it)

i just sat in my seat sobbing, bawling my eyes out as the credits rolled

i really felt connected to barbies emotional development on a personal level in a way that i don’t think i can even put into words

Barbie™️ is everything !!!!!!!!!!! 💕💕💕💕

#dear diary #my silly thoughts #the barbie movie #barbie spoilers #the barbie movie is so good #please watch it if you can #i don’t think i’ll ever stop thinking about it

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Britney Spears in 2001 ･ﾟﾟ･｡♡

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dear diary

26/7/23

we took the kitten to the vet for her to go up for adoption today. it was difficult emotionally but overall the best choice to make (T-T)

i’m sure she’ll be adopted because she’s very cute !!

if they can’t find a home for her after like 6 weeks or something they have our details and we’ll take her back

n e ways i love cats so much

#dear diary #my silly thoughts #i love cats

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dear diary

23/7/23

this weekend has been crazy …

so friday night (around midnight) we found a kitten at our back door. it looked like she was stuck in our yard (T-T)

we let her out and let her walk around outside to see if she would find her mum or go home or something but she just ended up back at our house

we had to keep her in the laundry overnight because we already have a cat. but she would meow as soon as you would leave her alone so i ended up sitting in the laundry until six am, in the middle of winter, with the door open …

I WAS SO FREAKIN COLD AND TIRED (∩´﹏`∩);:

n e ways

we ended up naming her cindy and we even bought some stuff for her but i don’t think we can keep her

it’s upsetting me because she literally chose us for realll

but we just can’t take care of another cat let alone a kitten

but i’m sad that we have to let her go (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥｀)

we’re going to talk to our neighbour (a man known for taking in stray cats) if he would like to/is able to take care of her

but if he can’t than we’re going to drop her off at the vet where they’ll make sure she’s ok and put her up for adoption

i’m sure she’ll be adopted by someone soon because she’s very cute

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average ruki enjoyer

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dear diary

9/7/2023

i’ve had a very emotional last few days.

on the seventh my cat lost the end of his tail which was very stressful for me and my family

he is fine and getting better but he’s uncomfortable because he has to wear the cone around his head again hehe

i was really struggling to spend time in the house while he was at the vet so i made the decision to go to my friends house

i had a really good and fun time with my friends

my friend invited his friend whom i hadn’t met yet but she was so so cool and nice so i’m glad we all got to hangout and talk about Kpop and chill

and i felt a lot better when i came home to find my cat there although i have cried multiple times since coming home yesterday

#dear diary #my silly thoughts #i love my friends #i love my cat #i love my cat so so much #kpop