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Project 3

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In beyond the trauma of a random prideful goon child (physically reringing the hurt I'd been through) lying on my couch after I had completed an alchemic stage probably known as calcination to fermentation (it brought up so many memories that weren't good, like a workout then right after eating heavily was what it felt like); I couldn't carry myself with dignity in that shameless moment from a cold, calculating mirror-of-the-harsh-world view my parents and their family friends held. In other words, this "get alright booboo the fool" trend need not be factored into the equation of life and love. 4/4

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I felt sick to my stomach adding possible schizophrenia to the list, as I was uncertain if a spiteful au pair (my babysitter) had stupidly decided to prick me (or the wooden bed frame, which was splinter-free probably until that nosy night). Before, I had a 'white van' scenario at Church, where a crazy dude was acting like the devil, cooking something up from the corner of my eye and coincidentally I almost made it into an imaginary ice cream van, phew! my parents called me in time; I HAD previously stated in church ed class that 'sex' means having met a man (AwKwArD I kNoW). Following this, a misunderstood boring child thought to infect me with speechlessness by saying "ew" at fucking snails (literally); that was all the parental presence needed back then, but abit less creepy than the fifties IMO. After that yet, I experienced a privileged acquaintance ice shield of probably someone trying to educate me or reach out clumsily about periods: "fishnet tights mean sex" was all the Changeling said. Again, I am reaching out to scared introverts to raise your voice higher; at least for these childhood-apocalyptic lower-vibrational cognitive dissonance that seemed to be constantly on the prowl. Actually, 3/4

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I was sailng along one day in the early 2000s (thank goodness for Y2K), minding my primary school matters that were no more of assigning other young people diaries with money I had also made my self (play-pretend selling diaries). I was not disturbed in this aspect any more than a certain classmate; we'll call her "Zee". In a time when I had got gum though, this young woman had the audacity to ask for my gum by fighting for it till the bell rang for the school to continue. Zee never talked to me again and I breathed a sigh of relief. In order beyond that, I had lost some more hope in the civility of humans:

when1. An aunt decided to wash her baby's butt with my sponge, which I absent-mindedly (so it seems) allowed, as if babies' bacteria was sent ftom the loving stork itself. I first learned why my parents were yet to be talked down to as sometimes-error-prone beings, not the supposed saints that - for lack of better words - would soon 'recognize' my quiet abilities as a high-functioning autism they could disregard.[2/3]

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On this post of I unusual cuisine and time of crises, I just decided to unload a distress signal replaying in my head since. For all the times I forgot to come to terms with what's being stressing me out and due to the clinical, socially distanced-before-its-time treatment I was given psychologically at what I felt was almost-too-early.

It appears my memory has served me well thus far; at least until the brick wall part that seems to be my previously bottled up 'id' of unconstrained emotions. [Part 1/3]

Nth

#rant

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Me when I miss monitor miniclip games

#sigh #mmorpg

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when mcdonalds accidentally gives you an extra chicken nugget

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Pretty sure I’m witnessing sexism here.

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Can’t believe I had to make these gifs myself

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