Currentlyā¦ barely shy of 200 poundsā¦ havenāt been intentionally gaining or anything nor am I planning to right now but have a lil more belly than I have the last couple yearsā¦ but also not trying to lose weightā¦ soā¦ keep me hungry and eating and it might just continue āļøš¤·š¼āāļøš·š„“
I know you post on Reddit and pretend your gains are accidental to people who have no idea you are a in this community.
Fucking sick that you do that. Deceit with normals is fucked, you should be ashamed.
Somebody said this just the other week and I answered:
āI admit that Iāve done this before years ago on Reddit but stopped after getting caught after a few times. If itās still happening, it someone using pictures Iāve posted and pretending to be me just to get their fun own, which isnāt cool either.ā
I didnāt realize what was wrong with doing this until someone really spelled it out for me a couple years ago, and I stopped doing it. I admit that that was ignorant. So, if this is still happening (I have never used Reddit outside of the above) then itās still someone using my same old pictures to pretend to be me.
I really donāt owe this a response but I think Iām going to actually really type one out here because I know people secretly give me attitude for this all the time.
Firstly, and most importantly, I can do what I want to do with my own body - and no one should be giving me an eye roll just because Iām not doing whatās most satisfying for someone else, Mr. Anonymous. Trust me, Iād love to see myself ballooning up bigger than ever, too, but currently thatās not whatās best for me (more on that laterā¦). I still post content all the time and have never once had a paywall; Iād hope that youād just enjoy the things I choose to post for free and not give me attitude for that. Also, for all we know, youāve never gained weight before since you ask me anonymously, so why judge me for actually involving myself in my fetishes to any degree at all, when so many will leave it as fantasy for their entire lives? Iām proud of the times Iāve gained and gone outside of my comfort zone.
The last time I did a big growth spurt, in 2016 into 2017, I gained 80 pounds in about 9 months. Gained a touch more and I was around 240 pounds then from 2017-2020. Thatās not really āyo-yo gainingāā¦. That was a solid period of my life where I was that size. Itās never had anything to do with shame or fear of doing it or cold feet. Iāve lost weight since 2020 because I was diagnosed with an autoimmune disorder and was many times informed that the symptoms could be helped by weight loss. I decided to put my comfort and health first over my fetish and lost about 70 pounds to try to help get over this issue. Luckily, it did help a lot. But unfortunately, that means Iāve now been a bit worried to go full-force into gaining again until I know exactly how my body will react. Itās scary. I donāt want to have the same health issues I was dealing with a couple years ago again.
So, yes - Iām currently, maybe, āyo-yo gainingā between 175 and 200 to just have some fun and still feel like Iām connected to my fetishes and sexuality in the meantime until I feel my health is in a place where I want to move forward with really gaining again. And I most likely will do it in a much healthier way next time while building some muscle as well. To be honest, now that Iāve gotten quite big before on my own, too, I think Iād rather do my next big gain once if find an encourager partner to do it with; it would be much less lonely and more satisfying for me this time. Iām in no rush - doing it how I feel most comfortable is most important to me.
Lastly, this is a bigger picture question - but why are gainers expected to just skyrocket consistently upwards in weight? If you expect people not to yo-yo and consistently move up on the scale, itās setting unrealistic standards for literally everyone. Iām the kind of person who doesnāt ever want to be so big that itās severely affecting my mobility or daily life. Iāve always told myself the biggest Iād really comfortably see myself getting is the 275-325 range (maybe that would change once I got there, but who knows). Iāve been in the 240s before, but if I just plowed ahead, I already would have been into the fattest bracket I would have seen myself in. Then what? Iām done? You might say that I should just keep getting fatterā¦ but I think there are many ways to experience this community and explore a gaining journey. I see myself having many gaining journeys and yo-yoing around because itās the gaining itself thatās so erotic to me, and belly size, and fullness, etcā¦ Iād rather do it multiple times in a weight span Iām comfortable in. Every time Iāve gained a lot too Iāve gotten fatter than the prior committed time, and Iāve accepted that this will probably continue, where each time Iāll get another 30 or 40 pounds fatter, then lose it and do it againā¦ anyway. Itās just my journey figuring out how I want to change my own body and this is how I think about gaining.
None of this is meant to sound mean, it just really gets under my skin when people seem to place their desires or expectations on complete strangers. Just firmly laying out my thoughts on this once and for all. Weāre all apart of this weird niche fetish community that makes us feel othered and different; I think we should all just enjoy whatever anyone is comfortable sharing of their journey to accepting it and encourage people to feel at home and welcome here, not judged or turned away for setting boundaries.
Why do you post bullshit fetish bait on safe for work subreddits?
I admit that Iāve done this before years ago on Reddit but stopped after getting caught after a few times. If itās still happening, it someone using pictures Iāve posted and pretending to be me just to get their fun own, which isnāt cool either.
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