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This year, on the 31 March, we lost Gilbert Baker, gay artist and creator of the gay pride flag. Today we would celebrate his 66th birthday. Let’s remember him as the wonderful person he was.

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i must not kill myself . killing myself is the myself killer

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hi everyone! today if just ONE person decided to go ahead with the commission process, i could avoid getting a $35 overdraft fee by 10pm tonight EST. today my preferred method of payment is my venmo, which is dollyclown99. feel free to dm me on here with any questions about logistics before deciding to purchase! really looking forward to making you the playlist of the summer :-)

hello all! are you in a Spotify Rut? same old same old songs over and over? i have another fun little project where i take playlist commissions! you would provide me with the concept for your playlist (for example "give me songs that a vampire from the 60s or 70s would listen to") and i would assemble a ~30 song custom spotify playlist around your parameters! my fee is a 20 buck venmo or paypal. small price to pay for some funkadelic discoveries 😉. inquire within (my DMs)

#moots rb if you can! #spotify #custom #commissions #playlist #vampire #playlist curator #boost

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hi everyone, my name is maudlin (previously doll hospital). anyone who knows me and my mom knows that i’m her servant way before i’m her daughter. growing up my peers would ask me if i wanted their moms to talk to mine and i would always freak because i knew that would make things worse. after living in nyc for two years and getting a taste of what it’s like to live out from under her thumb, i had to move back home because my psychiatrist in nyc was extremely negligent, letting me go for weeks at a time without meds. nothing could have prepared me for how triggering it would be to be living back home with my abuser. my osdd got/is getting worse, and i’m seeing my personality fracture into myself and an internal mother figure just to cope with having a shitty one. it’s helpful but ultimately really scary.

but luckily i have new plans for what comes next! i want to go to baltimore city community college to study apparel design and business administration to run my own fashion brand! i have so many ideas and such clarity on what i want to do next, i just need help getting there. all this to say that if you would even just rb this or donate even $1, that would mean the world to me and i would be one step closer from cutting her out of my life forever.

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YOU HATE A HARMLESS RANDOM PERSON ONLINE WHO YOU WILL NEVER INTERACT OR MEET SOLELY BECAUSE THEY EXPRESS A SINCERE UNBRIDLED PASSION TOWARDS AN INTEREST OF THEIRS WHEN YOU HAVE BEEN CONDITIONED SO HEAVILY INTO A CULTURE OF IRONY AND MOCKERY TO THE POINT WHERE A PERSON DISPLAYING SIMPLE AND UNABASHED AUTHENTICITY APPEARS AS A NAIVE FAULT AND NOT AS A BASIC COMPONENT OF THE HUMAN EXPERIENCE

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by chishimamurakami

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if you've ever pet more than a few dogs you'd Know what dog residue is

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redesign of an oldass oc 💪💪

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Edited HD scans of this gradient photoshoot by Arashi Egaku in Headbang vol.35. Keep in mind that Tumblr resizes them as blurry thumbnails; these are all sharp in details. 

Please do not repost these anywhere without clearly crediting. 

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hi everyone, my name is maudlin (previously doll hospital). anyone who knows me and my mom knows that i’m her servant way before i’m her daughter. growing up my peers would ask me if i wanted their moms to talk to mine and i would always freak because i knew that would make things worse. after living in nyc for two years and getting a taste of what it’s like to live out from under her thumb, i had to move back home because my psychiatrist in nyc was extremely negligent, letting me go for weeks at a time without meds. nothing could have prepared me for how triggering it would be to be living back home with my abuser. my osdd got/is getting worse, and i’m seeing my personality fracture into myself and an internal mother figure just to cope with having a shitty one. it’s helpful but ultimately really scary.

but luckily i have new plans for what comes next! i want to go to baltimore city community college to study apparel design and business administration to run my own fashion brand! i have so many ideas and such clarity on what i want to do next, i just need help getting there. all this to say that if you would even just rb this or donate even $1, that would mean the world to me and i would be one step closer from cutting her out of my life forever.

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if you believe your cope hard enough it becomes true

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hi everyone, my name is maudlin (previously doll hospital). anyone who knows me and my mom knows that i’m her servant way before i’m her daughter. growing up my peers would ask me if i wanted their moms to talk to mine and i would always freak because i knew that would make things worse. after living in nyc for two years and getting a taste of what it’s like to live out from under her thumb, i had to move back home because my psychiatrist in nyc was extremely negligent, letting me go for weeks at a time without meds. nothing could have prepared me for how triggering it would be to be living back home with my abuser. my osdd got/is getting worse, and i’m seeing my personality fracture into myself and an internal mother figure just to cope with having a shitty one. it’s helpful but ultimately really scary.

but luckily i have new plans for what comes next! i want to go to baltimore city community college to study apparel design and business administration to run my own fashion brand! i have so many ideas and such clarity on what i want to do next, i just need help getting there. all this to say that if you would even just rb this or donate even $1, that would mean the world to me and i would be one step closer from cutting her out of my life forever.

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