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Literally, the best fanfiction ever for Glenya fans ! A complete rewrite of the Anastasia musical !

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Sugar, Apple TV + series.

First The Penguin and now this?

Man, Colin is non-stop!

So glad for him ;)

I'm not that into detective stories per say, but I like Colin and if there's just a little bit of humor or the plot is just interesting enough, I think I'll watch all the eight episodes.

I have to download this because I ain't got Apple TV+ to pay.

#colin farrel #sugar apple tv+ #sugar #private detective story #i also love the California aesthetic #I always wanted to go there #Youtube

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Exited for this!

According to Farrell it will be dark and violent but I hope there will be comedy as well since he had funny moments as Oz in The Batman.

And this will sound weird but as the Penguin, he still looks kind of hot... just a bit.

#Youtube #the penguin #colin farrell #hbo max

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Reblogging this for two reasons:

One, because is still freaking damn cute!!!

Second, since the upcoming The Penguin tv series starring Farrell again will come this year, I want to think that this is some kind of foreshadowing, lol.

Clown Holt walking like a penguin!

SO CUTE !!!!

#colin farrell #holt farrier #clown holt #clown holt is best holt #the penguin hbo #dumbo 2019

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So, 5 years since this movie came out. And I still love it, even if I can't express it with words. ;)

I wish I could've done a better 5 year aniversary tribute but I dont have my laptop with me right now so just doing it with my cellphone.

Happy 5th year aniversary Dumbo 2019 and happy Good Friday to all of you!

#Dumbo #Dumbo 2019 #Colin farrell #Eva green #Michael keaton #Good Friday #Holy Week #Ps the mosquitos are still hunting us

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Interrupting hiatus 'cause I want to communicate that in my country a cloud of mosquitos is invading us!!!

Is kind of like this :

This is all due to the unstoppable rain we had two weeks ago. Since March started we had nothing but Rain! Here in two weeks rained what it should be raining in two months!

Is impossible to go outside without these fuckers flying and eating around!!!

Not at all what I had in mind this Holy Week....

#holy week #mosquitos #F*** mosquitos #We're also having dengue fever cases #Great... #F****!!!!!! #JUST F*****!

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Im going to to star to have less time watching screens (cellphone, laptop, tv, etc) in order to try to rest my sight and perhaps to make my head hurt less. Specially at night, before going to sleep.

Which is obviusly healthier in one hand, but on the other is so freaking hard. Im NOT SUSPENDING it COMPLETELY. That would be impossible for me. Is just something I'll do gradually and in a moderated amount of time. If THIS is what is causing my headaches I might as well start using resting-glasses.

This is also hard because last Monday I was writing another fanfic.

Oh well... a kind off hiatus I guess.

#headaches #screen time #Oh boy this will be hard #Im writing this on my Phone so it will be faster to do

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Well, here I am at 3:51 am, still awake.

My head started to hurt so bad again and I cant sleep.

I wont give details, Im so tired.

I need distractions so I came here to post something.

Tomorrow, if I have time, I will go back to this:

;)

#headaches #can't sleep #man im so tired #writing

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Harry Potter 🤝 Newt Scamander.

Being tired of Dumbledore’s shit.

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I started classes last Monday!

But this year is at night. From 8pm to 10pm some days and others to 11pm.

JK! lol.

I've already went to school at night for two years from 2019 to 2020 when I had to finish higschool, so I have some expirience. And now in here I have less hours, so is not that much.

Still, the way back from school to my home is tricky becuse the neighbourhood there is kind of suspicious at night. You know, it doesn't give me security. But I'll figure it out.

#back to school #back to theatre school #my head still hurts like hell!!! #and seeing how strong the lights are in my classroom during nocturnal classes... #f*** damn it!

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I've been having panic attacks since February 16th. And is the f**** worst.

It was confirmed that, besides my headaches, I also had panic attacks since the 16th of February.

I was in a bus with my mother to go to our summer house and, in the middle of the road, my breathing became uneaven. I was feeling my chest closing, so as my stomach. I felt I was running out of breath out of nowhere. What's more is that I felt the nerves of both my arms hurting, like they where kinda feeling numb.

I felt so scared but I didn't say anything, just showing how uncorfortable I was. My mum saw it but we didn't know what was happening to me so we waited till it went away. But it didn't.

My breathing started to get back to normal but the pain in my chest and arms where still there. I felt like my stomach was shut, I just couldn't bring myself to eat or even swallow. I didn't want to eat for several days; the times I did it was because, well, I had to not because I wanted to.

All I wanted was to cry in a corner and pleading for the pain to go away. There where days where I felt better and ate normally, but it came back every single fucking time!

I confirmed that I was having panic attacks last Friday 'cause I called emergency and a doctor and a paramedic confirmed it due to the symptoms I told them I was having.

Now I'm feeling better little by little, my famous appetite is returning, so that's a win.

But tomorrow I'll see a neurologist and tell him all that happened so I don't have more doubts.

The reason behind all this is maybe all the stress of the things are coming this year, the things I didn't accomplished yet, etc. Maybe there's more I dunno.

This year has just started and I have to be calm; uncertainty is a bitch and sometimes we have to go with the flow of things. That's something I'm telling myself to not be stressed.

Not more than usual, lol.

Thank goodness I have enough strength and focus to write again tonight, because I love to log here and for some moments forget why my brain is so crazy. And of course, some fanfic ideas.

#panic attacks #stress #uncertainty #in a couple of days I'll start classes and I want to be better by then #sad holt farrier was me some days ago

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Unexpected unannounced hiatus is going not so good...

I'm having neverending headaches and for some days nerve attacks (if you can call them that, I dunno) maybe due to the frustration of not knowing what is causing the headaches. And is making me loose my appetite quite often.

So that is why Im not so active these days. It is something stronger than me, like most health issues.

So, Im distracting myself watching nonesense videos in YouTube or doing other stuff until I see a neurologyst next week.

So yeah, this is me now.

And this:

#i'm so tired #headaches #yeah i'm still using colin farrell tired gif until the day i die!!! #colette's gif is also great ;) #it sounds like i'm just complaining i know #but it's bothering me so bad that i don't know in what other way to say it

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If this fandom made us happy, it's all that counts ;)

"Dumbo 2019," back before the world went nuts.

I'm experiencing some Dumbo live action nostalgia, because that year was a fun one for me.

Before I even saw the movie, and inspired only by the novelization and a few commercials, I created a new Ship: Villy (V.A. Vandevere + Milly Farrier aged up to 18), and was writing a long, slow-burn fic:

Baby, Mine of AO3, plus others.

I met a lot of great Dumbo fans here *waves at @victorianwestpiano * (who also writes Dumbo fics on Archive)

Even with all its flaws, and it has a lot, I enjoyed the new Dumbo. Especially since the stage design and costuming are magnificent. I only wish the script had been as good as how it looked.

Posting these with a happy-sad sigh with the memory of how fun the fandom was, but how everything went to nuts in 2020.

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I'm having a terrible headache since yesterday and there's 29°C degrees.

Yeah, this image totally represents it

#headaches #summer heat #my head feels like dizzy #like its kind of heavy #colin farrell #tired colin farrell represents me right now

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Oh no I missed it!!!

Sorry but I was very bussy last night and tired that I couldn't watch it :(

But still thank you for the recommendation 👍 I very much appreciate it.

Saturday, Feb. 10, 2024 • 9 p.m. EST: Hugh Panaro, Sara Jean Ford & Jeremy Hays (Broadway 2014)

We've been able to see so many recent casts lately, which is amazing, but I'm starting to miss the older stuff! It's been a while! There have been lots of requests for Hugh lately, and understandably so, as his portrayal of the Phantom is iconic. I haven't streamed this boot yet; it's shot from a unique side angle that allows for some amazing shots and closeups.

As always, the stream will be on cy.tube and shy anons are welcome. For more info, please see the Saturday Streams FAQ! Link and password will be posted here at 8:45.

Gifs courtesy of resident Hugh aficionado @box5intern!