weird-sad-bitch

[weird-sad-bitch]

#sad #pain #hurt #selfharm #depression #suicidal #anxiety #alone #broken #numb

[weird-sad-bitch]

I hate realizing things that I wish weren't true, it just keep breaking me even more...

#i hate my self #numb #im so fucking tired #i can't smile anymore #broken #anxeity #i hate my brain #cutting #deppresion #not good enough #i hate it #self harm #im sorry #i just wanna be loved #i wanna kms #why am i like this #so tired #unloveable #unwanted

[weird-sad-bitch]

Why do I always ruin everything????? I'm so fucking tired of myself

#i hate my self #im so fucking tired #deppresion #numb #anxeity #im an idiot #cutting #no one cares #im sorry

[weird-sad-bitch]

I never thought loving someone more was gonna hurt this much..

#numb #i hate my self #im so fucking tired #i wanna kms #unloveable #no one cares #why am i like this #i can't smile anymore #cutting #anorexia #im such a fucking idiot #i wanna be loved #not good enough

[weird-sad-bitch]

I wish I was the most important person to you, because ik you are to me

#i can't smile anymore #i hate my self #numb #im so fucking tired #i wanna kms #unloveable #no one cares #why am i like this

[weird-sad-bitch]

I'm sorry it's so hard to love me..

I wish I wasn't so unloveable

#i hate my self #i can't smile anymore #numb #im so fucking tired #unloveable #i wanna kms #no one cares #why am i like this #anxeity #overthinking #i wanna be loved #im sorry #im trying so hard #im such a fucking idiot #i wish i was enough #cutting #never enough

[weird-sad-bitch]

Why am I still not good enough for you...

#i just wanna be loved #i hate my self #numb #im so fucking tired #i wanna kms #unloveable #no one cares #why am i like this #im sorry #please stay #im such a fucking idiot

[weird-sad-bitch]

#cutting #no one cares #i can't smile anymore #i hate my self #im stupid #selfharm #i wanna be loved #i wanna kms #why am i like this #you broke me #not good enough #i feel empty #im so fucking tired #no one needs me #numb #overthinking #please stay #unwanted #unloveable #i wish i was dead

[weird-sad-bitch]

#cutting #i can't smile anymore #i hate my self #numb #im so fucking tired #i wanna kms #anxeity #unloveable #why am i like this #i wanna be loved #not good enough #you broke me #selfharm

[weird-sad-bitch]

My body is alive, but my soul died years ago

#i can't smile anymore #i hate my self #numb #im so fucking tired #i wanna kms #anxeity #no one cares #unloveable #cutting #selfharm #im stupid #i wish i was dead #i wanna be loved #not good enough

[weird-sad-bitch]

You were the reason I stayed, the reason I'm alive, you saved me 2yrs ago and made me happier than I ever thought was possible, you did something no one else has ever done for me before.. you made me want to live again. And then in a spilt second in just a few words you destroyed all of that, you made me want to die worse then I ever did before, you made me hurt like I never had thought was possible. But its okay, I don't hate you I could never hate you, im always going to love you, ik you said your sorry and that you feel bad and guilty for leaving and I think that was genuine or at least im hoping it is, but its okay bc this time hopefully ill be good enough for you to stay...

"You saved me, until you destroyed me worse than I ever was"

#i can't smile anymore #i hate my self #numb #im so fucking tired #i wanna kms #no one cares #anxeity #unloveable #cutting #selfharm #im so fucking stupid #im trying so hard #not good enough #i wanna be loved #im sorry #ill always love you #please stay

[weird-sad-bitch]

I realized today that I have stopped living life. I’m literally just trying to get to the next day, just living in the thought of tomorrow. I‘m not living, I’m waiting. And the problem is, I don’t know what I’m exactly waiting for. I‘m kind of scared for what it might be.

#i can't smile anymore #i hate my self #numb #im so fucking tired #i wanna kms #anxeity #no one cares #unloveable #bullimia #anorexia #why am i like this #anxiety #im an idiot #cutting #selfharm #not good enough

[weird-sad-bitch]

I’m addicted to pain

To blood

To metal blades

I’m addicted to tears

To bruises

To stinging

I’m addicted to hunger

To gagging

To throwing up

I’m addicted to burns

To cuts

To permanent scars

I’m addicted to pain.

#i can't smile anymore #i hate my self #numb #im so fucking tired #i wanna kms #anxeity #no one cares #unloveable #cutting #im stupid #selfharm #why am i like this #broken #i hate my brain #depression #darkness #not good enough #i feel empty #eatingdisorder #i just wanna forget #insecure #kill me #no one needs me #overthinking #please stay #suicide #unwanted #i wish i was dead #worthless

[weird-sad-bitch]

why can't I just die?

[weird-sad-bitch]

I want to scream. I want to hit something. I want to wreck something. I want to bang my head against the wall. I want to rip my heart out of my chest. I want to do anything to feel something else than my aching heart. But all I can do is sit here in agonising pain while tears run down my face.

[weird-sad-bitch]

if i feel an emotion one more time im gonna snap

#bullimia #i can't smile anymore #im an idiot #anxiety #why am i like this #anorexia #no one cares #cutting #i hate my self #selfharm #im an idoit #i wish i was dead #suicide #unwanted #unlovable #im so fucking tired #i just wanna forget

[weird-sad-bitch]