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"where did the 15th Doctor GO when he broke the fairy circle!!!1!" he was LITERALLY in barbieland fighting for men's rights. that took precedence over ruby's nuclear war mommy issues thing. sorry.

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The hits just keep coming. The Rent Fund is stalled out with $200 left to goal. My boss said he's going to work on getting me into another department but has no ETA on when that would be. I got some blood work done today and let's just say all the numbers besides weight and BP are going in the wrong direction.

The silver lining is that at least with all this poverty, Medicaid will cover the new prescription I got today.

Anyhow, if you can help, my CashApp is $sammik504

#send help #please help #housing help #help a girl out

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Where is my friend group to act like this with this summer…….. I need to find them

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women are held to such a high standard, and an extreme double standard at that. they are constantly criticized on every single thing they do. every part of their body is scrutinized and objectified. their physical and legal autonomy is always under threat. simply being associated with womanhood or femininity leaves one vulnerable to mockery, harassment, and demonization. unless a woman ends up being a trans man, then no one cares actually

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¿Como le explico a todos que grito en silencio?

¿Como le explico a alguien que no quiere oír, que estoy gritando con todas mis fuerzas desde el silencio? ¿Como les pido ayuda sin que de mi boca salgan las palabras? Cómo libero todo lo que siento si aún no logro identificar todo esto que hay en mi pecho, ¿dolor? ¿Tristeza? ¿Añoro? ¿Decepción? ¿Esperanza? ¿Amor? Tal vez, ¿desamor? ¿Ansiedad? ¿Desesperación? ¿Miedo? Tantas cosas que pasan a diario por mi cabeza, tantos nombres, tantas personas, pero al final del día no hay nadie, no encuentro a alguien o bueno, si lo hay, pero y si, esa persona es una de las principales causas de todos estos sentimientos? Como les explico a todos que grito en silencio? Que grito en silencio cuando intento salir arreglada todos los días aunque por mi cabeza lo único que pase es la idea de no salir, que grito en silencio cuando digo que no me importa, que grito en silencio cuando de mi boca salen las palabras “estoy tranquila porque sé que lo di todo y todo lo hice bien”, como les explico que detrás de todas esas palabras y acciones solo hay pensamientos negativos, una niña llorando a horas de la madrugada para que nadie la oiga y no permitirse sentir que molesta, ¿como les explico que grito en silencio cuando escribo esto sabiendo que nunca lo verán esas personas que para mí son importantes? ¿Cómo les explico que grito en silencio cuando hablo de la reciente muerte de mi mascota? ¿CÓMO LES EXPLICO QUE GRITO EN SILENCIO CUANDO LO VEO A ÉL Y ME LIMITO A SALUDARLO COJ UN BESO EN SU MEJILLA EN LUGAR DE CORRER A SUS BRAZOS BUSCANDO SU AMOR Y SU ABRIGO? Como, ¿cómo les explico que cada segundo que pasa, esos gritos silenciosos se convierten en el desvanecimiento de mis ganas de seguir intentándolo, de seguir avanzando, de seguir viviendo, de seguir sintiendo…? Cada segundo encuentro menos sentido a las cosas que pasan, me aferro a la idea de que Dios maneja todo a su voluntad divina y que todo será por un bien mayor, pero ¿cómo le explico a Dios que cada segundo que pasa sin él, sin mi mascota, sin expresar lo que siento, siguiendo su voluntad, me está derribando poco a poco, pieza por pieza, pensamiento por pensamiento? Como desearía recibir ayuda antes de que sea demasiado tarde y no hablo de muerte física y terrenal, hablo de muerte emocional, hablo de dejar morir la poca luz que queda en mi, de dejar morir mis pocas ganas de seguir y empezar a ser simplemente un cuerpo viviendo pero sin vivir ni sentir.

Entonces… ¿cómo le explico a algo o alguien, terrenal o divino, que mis pedidos de ayuda se manifiestan en gritos silencios?

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Imagine how much better the world would be if the harry potter books were never written

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Mods are asleep post trans ally eminem

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05/25/2024

Hey, still struggling, still need to eat and get to work

We have no money to eat, my partner is recovering from a knee injury and I have no idea how I'm going to get to work tomorrow since I don't get paid until next week

We're really struggling and I can't lose this job, I need at least $25 to get to work tomorrow and at least $200 total to make it to next week please help us out!!!!

CA: $lezsalt or $sleepyhen

VM: wildwotko

Dm 4 PP

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In honor of IDAHOBIT, here's a repost of my old Fuck the Cistem piece. Fuck all sorts of queephobia!! As someone brilliant once said, good people don't spend their time harassing marginalized communities. So fuck all the phobes.

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Praise Be!

Thanks to an anonymous donor, the Rent Fund is only $200 from goal!

Please help, if you can!

$samik504

#please help #send help #help a girl out #housing help

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Art Deco Robot GLAM

Doctor Who, "The Robots of Death," 1977.

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Friday's Finished Object is this adorable cropped sleeveless sweater I made with my #addiexpress knitting machine, using #bernatyarn #superstripes in the Colorway B & Lime!

#wittyknitter504 #knittingnotquitting #menwhoknit #vogueknitting #knitblr #knitting #gayguyswhoknit #yarnaddiction #hot bitch summer #addiexpressknittingmachine #addictedtoknitting

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Ugh. There's been a cyber attack on the glitchy 3rd party software and now my employer is saying it could be up to 45 days before they can put us back to work. They've offered to transfer us to other locations within the company but they don't have an ETA for when this would happen.

Rent is literally due in 8 days and my food stamps have been cut by more than half.

It's really hard to believe that I will be 50 next Sunday and still struggling so hard just to get by.

Please help, if you can. My CashApp is $sammik504

#please help #housing help #send help

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Baby reindeer was brutal, triggering, uncomfortable, honest and beautiful. One of the best portrayals of someone with sexual trauma I've ever seen on TV.

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“we need more male sa victim representation” you couldn’t even handle baby reindeer

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There's something erotic about a baseball cap when a himbo turns it around to suck dick

#wittyknitter504 #emotional support himbo #i love him #himbo

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This is just gonna be me yelling into the void but!! peoples reactions to ‘baby reindeer’ are pissing me off and its so obvious they don’t understand CPSTD!!! ‘omg why did he try to relive his trauma’ ‘why did he go back to his groomer’ ‘hes a weirdo for getting off to his stalker’ these are all totally common reactions to sexual trauma!!! shakinf you by the shoulders.. saying shit like that is only reinforcing to the people who have experienced similar and related to that show that their trauma reactions are gross or make them stupid or a bad person. grooming and sexual trauma fuck you up real bad!!! its normal to act irrationally or in a way which makes the situation worse!! its common to try to re-experience it to try to take control! and its still! never! your! fault! screams!