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Hi. As said in a previous post, I haven't felt like liveblogging. I've watched most of Bad's as well as some other cc's streams like I said I probably would, just haven't said anything. And that's actually been sorta nice, like I love liveblogging and interacting with you all so much, but it's also kinda nice to not rush to Tumblr.

It's been the longest week and a half ever. And it's gonna be longer still. It's been a nice, or not nice couple days themselves really, but it's been nice to go a few days without crying. I've said this before, but I will come back to liveblogging, I just don't know when. And I know I don't have to apologize, but I feel kinda bad, I'm just not ready.

I'm gonna deal with whatever Fit has planned in the afternoon and say bye to him, then I'll do the same thing to Bad that evening. And I'm gonna put all my focus into both of those streams. And I'm gonna likely be very emotional. And I know that at least Bad isn't leaving, and hopefully the same for Fit, we're just saying bye to these chapters, and it feels kind of silly to be feeling the way I have been and am still about everything, it feels weird comparing it to grief, but that's what it is.

My inbox is open for whoever needs it as always, a virtual hug for whoever wants one, and tissues if anyone needs them. Good luck friends. See you tomorrow.

#mcyt #qsmp #fitmc #badboyhalo

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Peqi I swear to Felps you better not be teasing, I know he didn't technically confirm anything, but look at that smirk!

Pac: I saw that there will be a QSMP event on the 24th, right? Some people messaged me asking if… if I would participate, and what I have to say is: we will see on the 24th. I'm not going to say anything else. Because you know how I am, if I start to talk here, no matter how much I try not to talk, in 10 seconds I'm going to say more than I should, you know?

[Reading a Chat message] “Since when can the dead participate in an event?” WHAT?! WHAT?! [Reading chat] "Ghost Pac." [He makes a doubtful expression] What are you trying to say here? What are you trying to say here???

It’s ok, ok, alright, alright, alright, it’s ok! I'll talk since you won't drop it, ok, fine, here's the thing: Felps– Felps appeared and... resurrected me. I'm kidding, I'm kidding, it has nothing to do with that, it has nothing to do with that, I'm… [Laughs]

(BIG thank you to sebbs12 for the translation help!)

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Pac: I saw that there will be a QSMP event on the 24th, right? Some people messaged me asking if… if I would participate, and what I have to say is: we will see on the 24th. That's all I'm going to say, that's what I'll say. We'll see on the 24th, we'll see on the 24th.

And that's it, that's all I'm going to say, that's all I'm going to say, that's it! What I'm going to say– I'm not going to say anything else. Because you know how I am, if I start to talk here, no matter how much I try not to talk, in 10 seconds I'm going to say more than I should, you know? We'll have to see on the 24th. That's what I'm going to say, that's all I'm going to say, I can't say more than that. I'll leave it at that, yeah… We'll see, we'll see, on the 24th, on the 24th, on the 24th. You will have to wait.

[Reading a Chat message] “Since when can the dead participate in an event?” WHAT?! WHAT?! [Reading chat] "Ghost Pac." [He makes a doubtful expression] What are you trying to say here? What are you trying to say here?

Anyways, write it down on your calendar, mark your calendars guys, the 24th is the QSMP event. It’s ok, ok, alright, alright, alright, it’s ok! I'll talk since you won't drop it, ok, fine, here's the thing: Felps– Felps appeared and... resurrected me.

I'm kidding, I'm kidding, it has nothing to do with that, it has nothing to do with that, I'm… [Laughs] Oh, don't watch, because later you're going to clip this and put it on Twitter, it will be taken out of context, the whole world will think it's true– I'm kidding! I’m joking about the Felps business.

On the 24th, the QSMP event, we'll see how it goes, we’ll see what happen, ok?

[He reads chat and laughs] "You're crazy, bro" you guys are crazy too. Ay, ay...

#mcyt #qsmp #pactw

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Will never get over this

The story about the man with a bigger ass than Roier

(Translation under cut)

Quackity: First of all we need to make something very clear; Roier no longer has the biggest ass in Mexico. Someone took the title from this guy

Roier: Okay, let's tell it- Well do we say where we were or no? I think yes, right?

Quackity: Uh- yes. Yeahyeahyeah

Roier: Okay, guys, do you all remember the ESLAND* hotel? We went to this same hotel but to eat, and as we were leaving there was this man with a massive ass- enormous-

Cellbit, laughing: We were like- chatting- and out of nowhere this guy with an enormous ass just appears, all caked up- (laughing too hard to speak)

Roier: But- but I mean, this bastard was stopped like this, look look look! (Roier demonstrates) He was turned around like this, and then he looked over like this-

Quackity: I'm g- look, I'm going to tell you exactly in the way that it happened, look look look-

(video cuts)

Quackity: We were leaving- we drank last night so my voice is a little fucked- We were leaving to go drink, and suddenly while leaving- it was like one in the morning, right? One thirty in the morning, in the same hotel we went to for ESLAND*- and this guy passed by- but he was like- he was a guy and I swear to you he was passing by like this- (demonstrates) Some of the- The biggest ass cheeks I have ever seen in my life! In my life!

Roier: But- but in truth- people, compared to me I hadn't ever met someone with such a big ass- it was like two enormous bowling balls like this (makes tongue clicking noises)

Cellbit: Perfectly aligned, like- spherical

Roier: Yes, perfect- I mean, his pants were glowing- his pants were glowing, man!

Cellbit: Yes- I was crying like how much (makes distressed noises) -the biggest ass!

Roier, in a half-crying voice: The pants- I'm tired, boss-

Quackity: It's was so symmetrical, dude- It was an incomparable symmetry, man.

Cellbit: It was a perfect symmetry- and he looked behind himself like (demonstrates) "Hello- Hello where are you going to?"

Quackity: Nonono I- when I saw this it messed me up and I said- and I said to Cellbit- I said to him-

(Cellbit starts laughing)

Quackity: I was concerned! I was concerned! Guys, imagine me, my fucking worried face- and I was actually very concerned and I said "Cellbit." And he went "What? What happened?" "I found Roier's competitor."

(Cellbit and Roier giggle)

Quackity: And Cellbit fucking turned around and went "NO WAY." It was like- I compared it to the sun. The sun is always there, and you can't ignore it!

Roier: You can't!

Quackity: Because it's so fucking bright! That was how this guy's ass was! In truth it was a beautifully symmetrical sight. And it's actually very sad because [Roier] is no longer number one. Now he's number-

Roier: Now I'm number two-

Quackity: You're number three because his two count for lighting up this part of the world, man! You're number- (laughs too hard to speak)

*Thank you to @cokemcyt in the tags for explaining this: #for anyone who doesnt know the ESLAND awards are awards for spanish speaking content creators and one time they took place in mx city!

#cellbit #roier #quackity

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just wait for the “GUAPITO” in 3, 2, 1–

#mcyt #qsmp #cellbit #roier

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I'll just explode then I guess 😭

aw que bonito comentario jajaj

(richas, if you're in chat, i want you to know that in my birthday i would give you the first piece of cake)

#mcyt #qsmp #badboyhalo #richarlyson

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Oh my God that's so cute 😭

this moment was so cute to me. pomme is so real

[likes < rbs]

#mcyt #qsmp #jaiden animations #pomme

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Guess who's back to thinking about Purgatory and has a theory to share. I'm not saying I 100% believe it, but just think about it with me. In terms of the cursed team, what if it was Bolas? Hear me out, I know it sounds crazy, cause like they won right. But did they though? They won the event in technicality yes. But basically all of them were left behind in the end. What if they were cursed after all but didn't realize until the very end?

#mcyt #qsmp #bolas

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Thinking about qtubbo and i have to say my favorite thing no matter how morbid it is that getting sunny didn't fix everything for him

Like in dsmp he got Michael and the fandom kinda made it seem he has no right to be sad anymore.

But qtubbo actually got worse and it was so heartbreaking to see, He's he loves sunny with all his heart his 120 nickname list alone shows how much he cares. But he got so much worse after sunny to the point he literally made a deal that was basically a one way ticket to death.

#mcyt #qsmp #tubbo

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Cellbit: Cucurucho tried to take me down but THE GAYS WON!

I'm happily married. My marriage was blown up and there was a murder in the middle of it BUT IT WAS STILL A SUCCESS. Suck it Cucurucho!

#mcyt #qsmp #cellbit

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ElQuackity: [Spamming in-game chat] Cellbit I'm getting more facetime with Roier than you

Roier: [Laughs]

ElQuackity: Do you like to make him jealous? You like to make him jealous, you like the attention.

Roier: No no, I just think it's funny the way you guys are fighting.

Cellbit:

#mcyt #qsmp #cellbit #roier #quackity

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Jaiden: Do you trust me 100% as a person on the Island? Cellbit: Oh for sure, yeah, I mean– there are like, really few people that I can say I actually trust, you are one of them. And you know why? Jaiden: Why? Cellbit: I got like a mail in the Festa Junina that I think it was from you, that kinda like... was really aggressive and kind of sorta like a menace, and was like– Jaiden: I don't know who– it could've been anyone, I don't know.

A late-night conversation about trust. I really love Jaiden and Cellbit's friendship :') Also for context, this is the letter Jaiden wrote to Cellbit:

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Jaiden: And I– I do want to ask– like, I know that, you know... People have opinions, and people are doing things, but I don't... Do you trust me 100% as a person on the Island?

Cellbit: Oh for sure, yeah, I mean– there are like, really few people that I can say I actually trust, you are one of them. And you know why?

Jaiden: Why?

Cellbit: Because you anta– uhhh. I got like a mail in the Festa Junina that I think it was from you, that kinda like... was really aggressive and kind of sorta like a menace, and was like–

Jaiden: I don't know who– it could've been anyone, I don't know [Laughs]

Cellbit: [Laughs] And then I was like, "Oh sh*t, ok yeah, so she actually– she actually, like you actually care for people that you love, you know? And like, you wanna protect who you care for.

Jaiden: Of course.

Cellbit: And that made me realize that I trust someone like that, because if someone is always like, so nice, and like so, "whoaa cute" with everyone, there's probably something going on there, right?

Jaiden: Yeah...

Cellbit: But when you go out of your way to protect who you love, that's when you're trustworthy.

Jaiden: Yeah of course.

Cellbit: And that's why I trust you, because you tried to fight ME because of Roier!

Jaiden: [Laughs] Well yeah, you pulled a couple moves that were not that cool in my eyes.

Cellbit: Yeah, yeah I know, I fcked up, I fcked up, yes I agree with you.

Jaiden: Yeah, I know. All water under the bridge.

Cellbit: So yeah, that's what made me trust you even more, because you actually came and like, put me on my place, you know? And that made me like you even more.

Jaiden: I'm glad, I'm glad. I was like– I was like, "This might be mean, but I don't really care." [Laughs]

Cellbit: Yeah, but sometimes you need to be mean to people, you know? That's–

Jaiden: Yeah, yeah, yeah.

Cellbit: That's– that's needed sometimes.

#mcyt #qsmp #cellbit #jaiden animations

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I miss you already 💜

#mcyt #qsmp #foolish gamers #leonarda

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One of my favorite moments ever honestly

Pac: Take care of Ramon, take care of Richas, ok? See you on the other side, big boy.

Fit: You can’t just say “big boy” and then just expect me to NOT drag you outta here. [Fit tries to lasso Pac] You’re coming with me. You are not dying today! You are NOT dying today!

Pac: I need to leave, Fit! I’m sorry, I’m SORRY!

Ironmouse: Are you guys like, having sexy time?

Fit: There’s homosexual activity going on Mouse, don’t worry about us, ok?

Ironmouse: You guys, we don’t have time to be gay right now. 🙄

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Pac: I’m just here to say goodbye to you, Fit.

Fit: Goodbye? We’re not– we’re gonna be fine, we’re going to get out of here, don’t worry.

Aypierre: Yeah, don’t worry!

Pac: I know, but like– I will sleep until the end, you know? I will pass through this moment sleeping, man. I won’t be able to be awake for the moment.

Fit: [Laughs] You know, it's– I mean, if that’s how you wanna go, but– I mean, that- I mean, isn’t that bed kind of like…. I don’t know, it's–

Pac: No no, I will be staying on the sofa, you know, I will be staying on the sofa.

Fit: Oh the sofa. Ok, that’s a nice sofa! Yeah, that is a pretty nice sofa.

Pac: Yeah, it’s a nice sofa right? No, yeah– I’m going to stay on the sofa, you know? So, since I will be going Fit… [Pac starts tossing Fit all his items]

Aypierre: [Not paying attention to their conversation] Is that bigger cell? I don’t think it’s a bigger- biggest one.

Fit: Oh… Thank you Pac, thank you.

Pac: Everything you need to survive, ok?

Fit: Wow.

Aypierre: Wow.

Pac: And if you need this one also, maybe, who knows? [Throws him more items]

Fit: Ohhh, well hey– just take this to remember me by, ok? [Tosses him a photo of himself – the same one Aypierre was carrying all day yesterday]

Pac: [Laughs] Ok, I will sleep holding the picture you know, like this. You know, I will dream about you, Fit. And I hope this is gonna be good dreams. I see you in the other side. Good luck, my friend.

Fit: The other side… Yeah, you know, yeah, we– we– you know? It’s been an honor, Pac. It’s been an honor, you know?

Pac: Yeah, for me too, you know? Take care of Ramon, take care of Richas, ok?

Fit: Ok.

Pac: See you on the other side, big boy.

Fit: I will sing your praise– Oh yeah, hey– [Laughs] Take it easy, big boy. Take it easy, big boy. Actually, nononono– You can’t just say “big boy” and then just expect me to not drag you outta here. You’re coming with me.

Pac: No, I need to leave!

Fit: You’re coming with me. You are not dying today! You are not dying today!

Pac: I need to leave, Fit! I’m sorry, I’m sorry!

Fit: Sorry, there's–

Pac: I’m sorry!

Ironmouse: Are you guys like, having sexy time?

Fit: There’s homosexual activity going on Mouse, don’t worry about us, ok?

Ironmouse: You guys, you guys– we don’t have time to be gay right now, come on. There’s no time.

Pac: No, there’s no time! Oh, goodbye Fit…

Fit: Ok, c'mon, no no no, come on, we got this we got this!

Pac: Goodbye Fit, I’m sorry!

Fit: [Laughs] Oh no…

#mcyt #qsmp #fitmc #pactw

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Landduo will both say anything except what they truly mean though through completely different means. qfoolish often speaks bluntly, to the point. He rarely feels the need to filter himself to appeal to others morals and expectations though this isn't to say there aren't things he keeps to himself. There's always more to be found in the silence between his words, the things he doesn't say but the viewer knows he's thinking. So much can be read in what he says versus what he chooses to omit. Much is shared through closed lips, he knows bad knows so why would he humor him anyway. (he humours him anyway)

qBad likes beating around the bush, it's kinda like a game to him. Alluding to secrets and shared history delighting in their mutual understanding. Almost like he has one up on Foolish knowing in the end it'll always come back to the two of them. Just how long they've been at it, how long he's been bugging and bothering Foolish, and how for all he claims to hate bad Foolish sticks round anyway. And then forcing foolish to acknowledge that with a few tricky words told far too casually for the weight they hold. It's practically an inside joke. But there are other times it feels more desperate, like a plea. A need for reassurance that Foolish also remembers and that it's still the two of them, pushing it and pushing it even when Foolish swerves or denies, he needs to know he's not alone in eternity.

And then there are rare quiet moments where neither has the energy or simply don't want to perform their usual song and dance. The veil shifts and the curtains lower and we see them as their truest selves. They don't need to put on the act they do for friends and family, mortals. They don't have to put on the same act for themselves. They don't have to pretend to be human or even a person. They're just Bad and Foolish (or Foolish and Bad). It's raw and oddly eerie but comfortable. It's the bitter stench of decay that this is it repeating forever and sweet honey soothed soreness that maybe it's not so bad. It just is. They're still skittish and indirect like they can't ever fully put down their guard but it's as close as they'll ever get and it's so satisfying to watch, it's the linchpin of their relationship tying together every squabble and reluctant partnership in perpetuity made for two.

#mcyt #qsmp #badboyhalo #foolish gamers

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“Alone at the edge of the universe humming a tune” foolhalo

The last survivors in every world. Forced to watch the things I love crumble the curse of immortality.

#mcyt #qsmp #badboyhalo #foolish gamers

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:')

tallulahs fathers day letter to bbh

Uncle Bad, Happy fathers day!

tallulahs letter to phil

#mcyt #qsmp #badboyhalo #tallulah